Without music, life would seem so empty...

I feel disconnected from you guys, my Siblings in Satan. I don't think it's depression, but it is depressing. I want to have a spiritual purpose fighting enemy through RTR, it felt and feels so good to return the curses of the enemy to them. Lately have had a back & forth, I thought I was making progress. But have been removed from Safe Space, now I read in the Temple there's no individual ritual to be done. It's just not how it was before. Trying to adjust, but if I want to pay respectful homage or recite litany with love that should be my business and allowed.

Maybe I misunderstand, but feeling sad and am questioning things & myself, I am more Spiritual Satanist than Zevist, I'm trying to embrace these changes but I just feel that RTR & individual ritual are up to the practitioner & should be fine to do so long as nothing astrologically conflicts + there moon isn't void of course, respectfully.

I don't have the level of knowledge as the HP 's & JG/TG so again, maybe I misunderstood, but feeling .
I talk to God about it, I know he & The Gods are understanding, I just wish I was understanding, why, reasons for new protocol, also.

Καὶ ὅπου ἂν ἔλθω, ἐκεῖ εὑρήσω τὸν ἥλιον καὶ τὴν σελήνην καὶ τοὺς ἀστέρας· εὑρήσω ὄναρ καὶ οἰωνούς, καὶ διαλέξομαι τοῖς θεοῖς.
- Ἐπίκτητος

“And wherever I may go, there I shall find the sun and the moon and the stars; I shall find dreams and omens, and I shall converse with the Gods.”
- Epictetus

Some important dates for magickal workings coming up:

-This Wednesday and next, Mercury square can be done

-Fridays from June 6 to July 4, Venus square

-June 11 is a Full Moon in Sagittarius with Jupiter strong in Cancer. This is a great opportunity to do white magick, anything having to do with good luck, opportunities, accomplishing something major, money workings, gambling.

-Jupiter squares can be done!!! Starting June 12 until November 11. A total of 8 squares can be done.

A home has to be open and welcoming, full of life and people. That’s a real home.

I plan to once again read the entire websites, including library. And after my lens is strengthened to proceed with more study based on philosophy, mythology, history so this theological study gets even more rooted and powerful within me.

My experience so far with my first Saturn Spiritual Square is VERY POSITIVE, a little battle in the beginning.
The negativity and warnings surrounding it didn't apply for me. I feel like another binding is gone.

If it's true that the enemy uses the energies of this planet to cause troubles, then all the more so people should do it to counteract.
But they should be strong. It's kinda weird that such an important Square is being overshadowed and not much emphasized upon.

Wading through the wallow, so to speak.
Ritual really hits the good spot. Feeling a little bit closer to God , took better care of self than have been recently today. Such reverence for the Gods, for Father Enki.
As I was doing my rituals this evening I realized that I have learned Ritual from HPS Lady Maxine & from HPHC666 (they both have taught me invaluable things I will take with me for the rest of this incarnation).
A warm & heartfelt 'thank you' to both of them. I was struggling with the transitions of New, and am finally processing things. I do have an RTR I'd like to memorize for 'Removing the Obstacles That Prevent the Serpent from Rising.'

Just have to get back to a 'Rising Habitual Ritual' (from the moment I wake, Aura cleansing, breathwork, listening to body, audio sermons or YouTube educational content)... I know my Habitual Ritual is typed up here somewhere.

Thank you for reading! May we all stay blessed.

Beautifully done video about the Serpent.

Enjoying this educational videos about Father's many names across history.

O Lady Maxine.

Feeling a little lost emotionally lately, I feel it would be beneficial to connect with siblings in Satan more because we're like minded Spiritually.

I seem to have a case of the stagnant "blahs"

AI artwork of the Gods Abrasax, Khepri and Hecate based on their respective descriptions at ToZ and the articles by TG Karnonnos 𓃶 𓃶 :

"Disciplines create new heroes"

There's a saying I adore: "When one soul leaves an absence in your heart, another comes swiftly to take it's place. To fill the void left behind."

As of late, it feels as though the darkness that consumed my soul for so long has finally been vanquished. Conquered. Defeated.
I've been going through a rebirth period, if you will. A chrysalis phase. The phoenix rebirth period.
As some of you may know, I suffered a rather dark night of the soul after my best friend's passing, 5 years ago.
I felt alone for a long time, stuck. Digging my heels into the Earth itself to try and reverse the flow of time. To bring my soul sister back.
It's like lately, I've come to a lot of realizations about not only myself, but life in general. Life is fleeting, and can end very suddenly, unexpectedly.. While our souls are immortal, our bodies are not.

Been healing old wounds, and filling in the space of those gaping wounds with a warmth I've never poured into myself before. It feels good. Refreshing, revitalizing, invigorating.
I also have another to thank for some of these realizations, as not all of them were reached by my own observations. A second point of view: To see myself through the eyes of another, who truly SEES me, down to the core essence of my being.
Sometimes, beautiful souls walk into your life. These kind of people don't show up just to make life brighter, but also to mirror you, challenge you in the best ways possible; To show you the parts of yourself you could not see from your own perspective. The good AND the bad. These people are rare, and oh are they special, in more ways than one. Cherish these people, when you do encounter them, and never let them slip through your grasp. They are a blessing in and of itself, truly. These beautiful souls, they always seem to waltz into your field of vision at the precise moment you need them. A fated encounter.
I have spent a lot of my life settling, sparing my own feelings wishes and wants, for the sake of others. This is not a way to live, not happily at least. You cannot pour from an empty cup, as they say. In order to give love to those deserving: family, friends, lovers; we must first love ourselves, so to speak.
My mental state suffered for a long time due to my "people pleasing" tendencies.. Time is short, and within an instant we can lose what we wish for most. So, I say, seize the f*cking MOMENT, my friends.

I wanted to share this with you all, because I've noticed as of late, it seems a lot of us here within our spiritual family have been going through rebirth periods. Not just myself.
Something in the air, my friends. And I'm drinking it all in. Savoring the here and now; keeping my eyes forward, rather than backwards.
Blessed and so thankful for this transitional period.

A reminder to members, I do not use Element for personal DMs. You can contact me through here or email

Thanks to TG Alexandros for my new profile picture

These days have been tough.
But I kept doing what I needed to do. It wasn't perfect, but I did it.
Today, as a gift, I found lots of resources to reprogram my mind about something that hindered me all my life. A sign that I am finally releasing that karma permanently.
I am extremely grateful for all the knowledge and the support that is given to me.
I am a privileged human being.
Thank you for being with me, always believing in me and guiding me.
Hail the Gods!

For those of you who are willing to risk it, this coming Saturday is the last chance for a Saturn square for a few years. The next Saturday it's still in Pisces but enters its detriment sign a few hours later.

As it's in Pisces, don't focus on "Saturn in Pisces" energy, just focus on Saturn and know that's it's at mid-level power.

I did one over a month ago and it really helped me in an unexpected way.

However, bear in mind that this square can cause problems. Ask your GD if it's something that will benefit you, and make sure to have the phrase "in healthy and beneficial ways for me" in your affirmation.

https://templeofzeus.org/Zeus_Squares.php
https://templeofzeus.org/Saturn_Square.php

Swallowing down aspects of ourselves from the day we were born, becoming shadows, for a low level fake society. Fuck this.

Yesterday i met an arab dude and for a brief moment i was kinda sympathetic and understanding of israel's bombings.

The last time i saw some white Greeks, that phenotype reminded me of some Germans i saw, very similar features.

Happy Mother's Day.

It was so important and such a great step to transition into Zevism and shed the old skin of Satanism.

Because with that old skin, we would always be placed in some way or another into a context of the enemy, always having that shadow around,
not being able to truly move forward or away from that hoe.

Now we are free and have nothing to do with them, but only with ourselves and our elevation.
People evolve and so should an organization of people, not be stagnant.

Jews are exposed more than ever now with the crime that's going on in Palestine and many people are questioning them as a whole, more than ever, big influential gentile people, all over the internet, world. But what they still don't seem to understand and talk about is the concept of the Soul, why they act so inhumanely, the root of things, what their collective role is, what their endgame is, what their origins are, the difference between the gentile soul and the jewish one. Someone has to really put the nail in the coffin when it comes to exposing them and expose it ALL unfiltered, now is the time, where everything can be exposed.

Do you watch Fancy Nancy? It's so similiar to your profile name

"If you want to exist forever, you have to be brave."

Your new profile photo seems so good.

Best regards.

(I miss the bird)

HallOfOsiris.org is undergoing maintenance [by the head company, not us] and therefore is expected to be back online soon. Thanks for your patience.

Dear Brother or Sister,

I've noticed your profile since you have liked one of my posts. May I ask what the "Adonai" in your name is for? I think you also know that adonai is simply one of the names of jehovah. do not know what the rest of your username means or what language it is from, but perhaps your username put together means something negative towards jehovah, so I don't want to pass judgment too early.

In case my worry is misplaced, apologies. However, in the off chance that you actually put it there without knowing what it really means, then I will consider this a worthwhile effort.

Have a wonderful day.

I need to re-connect with my higher self again. The last 9 months have been the most difficult, challenging, changing and chaotic time in my life so far.
It was tough, emotionally and psychologically.
But a dedicated Zevist always finds strength in difficulty and comes out stronger no matter the circumstances.
To better days.

Happy Beltane! Here's my post from last year with information on what you can do today: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/happy-beltane-hail-baalzebul.96070/

im back