I have consistently followed Satan's path. Before falling back ruinously. Before this journey, every small fall or deviation was a condemnation for me. Now I read pain differently. With each effort, the next one gets easier.
I ask Satan's forgiveness if I am too naive in reading my path.
I aim to become relevant in the forum too; it is one of my dreams. In my absence I reflect, I know that the value I want to bring requires me to be a different person.
In error sincerity is sacred. I will return to the forum soon, with so much value to offer.
HAIL SATAN!