Wanting to join, but a little confused ...

[SarahB]

okay, so my mother and I were once Jehovah Witnesses, and we had gotten disfellowshiped, because she put me on the pill because of... well, personal reasons (not for sex or anything, just a woman issue ...) anyway, they banned her, for supposably being a 'bad parent' and to push sex on her kids, and since I was her daughter, I had to go with her and be banned too. anyway, I never really believed in any of that, I just went, cuz ... well, I suppose there was nothing else to do. I talked to my mother, and she said that it was okay for me to go out and search for something I truly believe in, and I wanted to learn both sides of the christan story ... and I found your website. after reading the website, I got really into it, and was finding it almost exactly what I wanted! But ... I honestly don't think Satan will accept me, and let me tell you why; When I was younger, while still a Jehovah's Witness, at night, demons would attack me. Obviously not physically attack me, but scare the crap out of me. They would be messing with my T.V., tickling my toes, or pulling the comforters off my bed. And ... well, I honestly think Satan came and sicked his Demons onto me because he hated me for joining 'the true religion'. He wouldn't accept me now ... would he? Also, about the whole 'pricking your finger' business ... I have a problem with fainting at the sight of blood, and I also have this problem where if I get a tiny cut, my blood won't clot, and it won't stop bleeding ... is there perhaps an alternate way on doing this? Thanks for the answers! ... if I get any :/ Sarah

 

[kurenaii60]

Sarah, I'm sure behind your expereince there were enemy angels attacking you not Satan or the Demons. Those assholes do that not the Demons. Many beings people think they are Demons because of xian brainwashing they're actually angels. Also, I'm pretty sure Satan understands that common people are brainwashed under christianity and follow that mindlesly so he has no reason to attack them. Demons have no reason to scare people, it makes only the already bad stereotype about them seem worse and turns people away from them. If you use your brain, you can see angels have a lot of reasons to do that, in order to turn people away from Satan. In other cases, if a person has psychic powers, the angels either try to take him on their side or *pretend* to be Demons and scare him away from Satanism by making them seem "evil". Its bcuz our mind powers are extremely threatening to them as one can see their lies or even kill them if they're advanced enough. Satan is the true God that's why he doesn't mind people having power, he's got nothing to hide. So, you shouldn't worry Satan not accepting you since those angels were messing with you (and i can tell you, its a common method of angel attack, I've experienced that too and got rid of them after doing a banishing ritual). But about the ritual, you can do it in your astral temple too. If you have problems with your blood its ok, Satan understands. --- In [email protected], "SarahB" <black_bleach_1@... wrote: okay, so my mother and I were once Jehovah Witnesses, and we had gotten disfellowshiped, because she put me on the pill because of... well, personal reasons (not for sex or anything, just a woman issue ...) anyway, they banned her, for supposably being a 'bad parent' and to push sex on her kids, and since I was her daughter, I had to go with her and be banned too. anyway, I never really believed in any of that, I just went, cuz ... well, I suppose there was nothing else to do. I talked to my mother, and she said that it was okay for me to go out and search for something I truly believe in, and I wanted to learn both sides of the christan story ... and I found your website. after reading the website, I got really into it, and was finding it almost exactly what I wanted! But ... I honestly don't think Satan will accept me, and let me tell you why; When I was younger, while still a Jehovah's Witness, at night, demons would attack me. Obviously not physically attack me, but scare the crap out of me. They would be messing with my T.V., tickling my toes, or pulling the comforters off my bed. And ... well, I honestly think Satan came and sicked his Demons onto me because he hated me for joining 'the true religion'. He wouldn't accept me now ... would he? Also, about the whole 'pricking your finger' business ... I have a problem with fainting at the sight of blood, and I also have this problem where if I get a tiny cut, my blood won't clot, and it won't stop bleeding ... is there perhaps an alternate way on doing this? Thanks for the answers! ... if I get any :/ Sarah

 

[Joshua Proto]

Those were prbably angels that were trying to scare you deeper into your previous faith. Satan's demons would never try to hurt or scare you in any way. He's a very loving and only wants the best for you along with the rest of the demons.

 

[chaos_knight77]

--- In [email protected], "SarahB" <black_bleach_1@... wrote: okay, so my mother and I were once Jehovah Witnesses, and we had gotten disfellowshiped, because she put me on the pill because of... well, personal reasons (not for sex or anything, just a woman issue ...) anyway, they banned her, for supposably being a 'bad parent' and to push sex on her kids, and since I was her daughter, I had to go with her and be banned too. anyway, I never really believed in any of that, I just went, cuz ... well, I suppose there was nothing else to do. I talked to my mother, and she said that it was okay for me to go out and search for something I truly believe in, and I wanted to learn both sides of the christan story ... and I found your website. after reading the website, I got really into it, and was finding it almost exactly what I wanted! But ... I honestly don't think Satan will accept me, and let me tell you why; When I was younger, while still a Jehovah's Witness, at night, demons would attack me. Obviously not physically attack me, but scare the crap out of me. They would be messing with my T.V., tickling my toes, or pulling the comforters off my bed. And ... well, I honestly think Satan came and sicked his Demons onto me because he hated me for joining 'the true religion'. He wouldn't accept me now ... would he? Also, about the whole 'pricking your finger' business ... I have a problem with fainting at the sight of blood, and I also have this problem where if I get a tiny cut, my blood won't clot, and it won't stop bleeding ... is there perhaps an alternate way on doing this? Thanks for the answers! ... if I get any :/ Sarah Allow me to be the first to say that your interest in Satanism is a good thing. As for that little bit about Father Satan not accepting you, this is not true. I in fact used to be a Catholic myself, and to my dismay a very dedicated one at that. Father Satan is actually very understanding of children and teens who are, more or less, forced into other religions. If you truly wish to follow him and show that you are truly dedicated, he will let you in as one of his own. If you choose not to, he will still not think bad of you. Keep in mind that dedicating yourself is a "one-time" thing and if you ever decide to leave him he will not hate you, he will simply leave you as is and you will be on your own. As for the finger pricking, this is meant to show that you are truly dedicated to him. Now this is mostly done as a formality and if you have some sort of medical condition then Satan will understand that you can't. Otherwise it's a vey good idea to do it. One main point is that the dedication ritual doesn't always have to be perfect, it's simply what's in your heart that matters. So if you do the dedication ritual, make sure this is DEFINATELY what you want. Hail Satan!

 

[nick overholtzer]

if you have hemophilia and problems with blood, then do it in ur astral temple for now.   To: [email protected]: [email protected]: Wed, 6 Jan 2010 03:15:43 +0000Subject: [Teens4Satan] Wanting to join, but a little confused ...  okay, so my mother and I were once Jehovah Witnesses, and we had gotten disfellowshiped, because she put me on the pill because of... well, personal reasons (not for sex or anything, just a woman issue ...) anyway, they banned her, for supposably being a 'bad parent' and to push sex on her kids, and since I was her daughter, I had to go with her and be banned too.anyway, I never really believed in any of that, I just went, cuz ... well, I suppose there was nothing else to do. I talked to my mother, and she said that it was okay for me to go out and search for something I truly believe in, and I wanted to learn both sides of the christan story ... and I found your website. after reading the website, I got really into it, and was finding it almost exactly what I wanted! But ... I honestly don't think Satan will accept me, and let me tell you why;When I was younger, while still a Jehovah's Witness, at night, demons would attack me. Obviously not physically attack me, but scare the crap out of me. They would be messing with my T.V., tickling my toes, or pulling the comforters off my bed. And ... well, I honestly think Satan came and sicked his Demons onto me because he hated me for joining 'the true religion'. He wouldn't accept me now ... would he?Also, about the whole 'pricking your finger' business ... I have a problem with fainting at the sight of blood, and I also have this problem where if I get a tiny cut, my blood won't clot, and it won't stop bleeding ... is there perhaps an alternate way on doing this?Thanks for the answers! ... if I get any :/Sarah #ygrps-yiv-2055047080 .ygrps-yiv-2055047080ExternalClass #ygrps-yiv-2055047080ecxygrp-mkp {border:1px solid #d8d8d8;font-family:Arial;padding:0 10px;} #ygrps-yiv-2055047080 .ygrps-yiv-2055047080ExternalClass #ygrps-yiv-2055047080ecxygrp-mkp hr {border:1px solid #d8d8d8;} #ygrps-yiv-2055047080 .ygrps-yiv-2055047080ExternalClass #ygrps-yiv-2055047080ecxygrp-mkp #ygrps-yiv-2055047080ecxhd {color:#628c2a;font-size:85%;font-weight:700;line-height:122%;} #ygrps-yiv-2055047080 .ygrps-yiv-2055047080ExternalClass #ygrps-yiv-2055047080ecxygrp-mkp #ygrps-yiv-2055047080ecxads {margin-bottom:10px;} #ygrps-yiv-2055047080 .ygrps-yiv-2055047080ExternalClass #ygrps-yiv-2055047080ecxygrp-mkp .ygrps-yiv-2055047080ecxad {padding:0 0;} 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[Robert1]

Thous were probably angels or spirits not demons. Satan accepts everyone it dosnt matter if u gone to some xian churches we all make mistakes and besides u didnt know about satanism then did u?

 

[Robert1]

Thous were probably angels or spirits not demons. Satan accepts everyone it dosnt matter if u gone to some xian churches we all make mistakes and besides u didnt know about satanism then did u? He accepts every one who coms to him with good intensions.