Meeting Astaroth for the first time (and my first time meeting a spi

[danbing731]

Ok so yesterday night i decided to meet with Astaroth because i felt some type of attraction to Her.I didn't have a black mirror or a crystal so i decided to light up a green-browny candle, to have Her symbol on a paper in front of me, and to invite Her into my realm of meditation, which  i constructed through many meditation.After i entered my realm, i started to chant Her name, imagine Her symbol on the whole sky of my realm and asked Her politely to join me.At first i thought it would be amazing if She would come, but i didn't really believe She will because i didn't do a proper ritual and also She is a Crowned Princess of Hell.After a minute i believe i started to see a greenish light coming through the entrance if my realm.My body started to shake a little.She came closer and closer to me, as close as she got, my body was trambeling and shaking harder and harder but i wasn't afraid, i felt like a close friend is with me and i am safe..She is beautiful, blonde, with green eyes and covered in a gold or bronze like light armor.As i was telling her the reason of me summoning her (I am very confused about spirits and spiritualism, i am new to Satanism but i have experience with Occultism and almost all other religions, and until now i found myself close to Taoism), and i asked her to iluminate me with knowledge.I wasn't prepared to hear her voice, so i apologized for that and for my lack of politeness.After that she grabbed my hand gently and smiled to me, at that moment my body and spirit was shaking like an earthquake, and my heart was filled with emotion.I don't know why, i didn't actually think that, but i hugged her (everything is happening in my realm) and my body exploded with energy(and also shaking like a shaker) but then i apologized, because i felt shame because i did that, but that shame disappeared in a second.The only think that i suppose i heard from her was the following: I apologized for my weakness and then a voice from the middle of my forehead said strong, strong strong.I knew i had to be sincere so i told Her that my mind wants to believe i am strong, but i'm weak.After that even louder and stronger the voice said STRONG, STRONG, STRONG.After that i opened my eyes and i realized that She is not just in my realm, She was also in my room.I talked with Her a little more, She was just listening since i couldn't hear Her, and after a while i told Her that i want to go to sleep and the shaking stopped.I felt her presence in the room for a while after that, as i was laying in bed and thinking of the amazing AstarothNow, i want to ask you guys what do you think of my encounter and what is the meaning of that shaking, at that moment i wasn't scared because i knew it's the acomodation with Her huge energy, bioelectricity, but i also want to hear your opinion.Thank you!

 

[Magus Immortalis]

I also think it's the power of Her energy and bioelectricity that got you shaking. That's just my opinion though.Thanks for sharing your experience. The Gods are truly wonderful, loving and kind.
Hail Astaroth!Hail Satan!

On Saturday, November 29, 2014 3:44 AM, "danbing731@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Ok so yesterday night i decided to meet with Astaroth because i felt some type of attraction to Her.I didn't have a black mirror or a crystal so i decided to light up a green-browny candle, to have Her symbol on a paper in front of me, and to invite Her into my realm of meditation, which  i constructed through many meditation.After i entered my realm, i started to chant Her name, imagine Her symbol on the whole sky of my realm and asked Her politely to join me.At first i thought it would be amazing if She would come, but i didn't really believe She will because i didn't do a proper ritual and also She is a Crowned Princess of Hell.After a minute i believe i started to see a greenish light coming through the entrance if my realm.My body started to shake a little.She came closer and closer to me, as close as she got, my body was trambeling and shaking harder and harder but i wasn't afraid, i felt like a close friend is with me and i am safe..She is beautiful, blonde, with green eyes and covered in a gold or bronze like light armor.As i was telling her the reason of me summoning her (I am very confused about spirits and spiritualism, i am new to Satanism but i have experience with Occultism and almost all other religions, and until now i found myself close to Taoism), and i asked her to iluminate me with knowledge.I wasn't prepared to hear her voice, so i apologized for that and for my lack of politeness.After that she grabbed my hand gently and smiled to me, at that moment my body and spirit was shaking like an earthquake, and my heart was filled with emotion.I don't know why, i didn't actually think that, but i hugged her (everything is happening in my realm) and my body exploded with energy(and also shaking like a shaker) but then i apologized, because i felt shame because i did that, but that shame disappeared in a second.The only think that i suppose i heard from her was the following: I apologized for my weakness and then a voice from the middle of my forehead said strong, strong strong.I knew i had to be sincere so i told Her that my mind wants to believe i am strong, but i'm weak.After that even louder and stronger the voice said STRONG, STRONG, STRONG.After that i opened my eyes and i realized that She is not just in my realm, She was also in my room.I talked with Her a little more, She was just listening since i couldn't hear Her, and after a while i told Her that i want to go to sleep and the shaking stopped.I felt her presence in the room for a while after that, as i was laying in bed and thinking of the amazing AstarothNow, i want to ask you guys what do you think of my encounter and what is the meaning of that shaking, at that moment i wasn't scared because i knew it's the acomodation with Her huge energy, bioelectricity, but i also want to hear your opinion.Thank you!

 

[Sims Motal]

Sounds to me like you had a pretty amazing experience. I sometimes have a type of involuntary shaking or jerking
when some demons are present. It doesn't happen as strongly as it used to. I think that is because I, myself, am

stronger now.


I know this isn't a lot of help. But that is really cool.
Hail Father Satan! Hail Astaroth!
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On Sat, 11/29/14, danbing731@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Meeting Astaroth for the first time (and my first time meeting a spirit)
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Saturday, November 29, 2014, 2:53 AM
















 









Ok so yesterday night i decided to meet
with Astaroth because i felt some type of attraction to
Her.I didn't have a black mirror or a crystal so i
decided to light up a green-browny candle, to have Her
symbol on a paper in front of me, and to invite Her into my
realm of meditation, which  i constructed through many
meditation.After i entered my realm, i started to chant Her
name, imagine Her symbol on the whole sky of my realm and
asked Her politely to join me.At first i thought it would be
amazing if She would come, but i didn't really believe
She will because i didn't do a proper ritual and also
She is a Crowned Princess of Hell.After
a minute i believe i started to see a greenish light coming
through the entrance if my realm.My body started to shake a
little.She came closer and closer to me, as close as she

got, my body was trambeling and shaking harder and harder
but i wasn't afraid, i felt like a close friend is with
me and i am safe..She is beautiful, blonde, with green eyes
and covered in a gold or bronze like light armor.As i was
telling her the reason of me summoning her (I am very
confused about spirits and spiritualism, i am new to
Satanism but i have experience with Occultism and almost all
other religions, and until now i found myself close to
Taoism), and i asked her to iluminate me with knowledge.I
wasn't prepared to hear her voice, so i apologized for
that and for my lack of politeness.After that she grabbed my
hand gently and smiled to me, at that moment my body and
spirit was shaking like an earthquake, and my heart was
filled with emotion.I don't know why, i didn't
actually think that, but i hugged her (everything is
happening in my realm) and my body exploded with energy(and
also shaking like a shaker) but then i apologized, because i
felt shame because i did that, but that shame disappeared in
a second.The only think that i suppose i heard from her was
the following: I apologized for my weakness and then a voice
from the middle of my forehead said strong, strong strong.I
knew i had to be sincere so i told Her that my mind wants to
believe i am strong, but i'm weak.After that even louder
and stronger the voice said STRONG, STRONG, STRONG.After
that i opened my eyes and i realized that She is not just in
my realm, She was also in my room.I talked with Her a little
more, She was just listening since i couldn't hear Her,
and after a while i told Her that i want to go to sleep and
the shaking stopped.I felt her presence in the room for a
while after that, as i was laying in bed and thinking of the
amazing AstarothNow, i want to ask you
guys what do you think of my encounter and what is the
meaning of that shaking, at that moment i wasn't scared
because i knew it's the acomodation with Her huge
energy, bioelectricity, but i also want to hear your

opinion.Thank you!

 

[Jd Smith]

Your welcome to the family. 

Jd smith Jayvon.smith@...

On Nov 29, 2014, at 4:26 PM, Magus Immortalis magus.immortalis@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I also think it's the power of Her energy and bioelectricity that got you shaking. That's just my opinion though.Thanks for sharing your experience. The Gods are truly wonderful, loving and kind.
Hail Astaroth!Hail Satan!

On Saturday, November 29, 2014 3:44 AM, "danbing731@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  Ok so yesterday night i decided to meet with Astaroth because i felt some type of attraction to Her.I didn't have a black mirror or a crystal so i decided to light up a green-browny candle, to have Her symbol on a paper in front of me, and to invite Her into my realm of meditation, which  i constructed through many meditation.After i entered my realm, i started to chant Her name, imagine Her symbol on the whole sky of my realm and asked Her politely to join me.At first i thought it would be amazing if She would come, but i didn't really believe She will because i didn't do a proper ritual and also She is a Crowned Princess of Hell.After a minute i believe i started to see a greenish light coming through the entrance if my realm.My body started to shake a little.She came closer and closer to me, as close as she got, my body was trambeling and shaking harder and harder but i wasn't afraid, i felt like a close friend is with me and i am safe..She is beautiful, blonde, with green eyes and covered in a gold or bronze like light armor.As i was telling her the reason of me summoning her (I am very confused about spirits and spiritualism, i am new to Satanism but i have experience with Occultism and almost all other religions, and until now i found myself close to Taoism), and i asked her to iluminate me with knowledge.I wasn't prepared to hear her voice, so i apologized for that and for my lack of politeness.After that she grabbed my hand gently and smiled to me, at that moment my body and spirit was shaking like an earthquake, and my heart was filled with emotion.I don't know why, i didn't actually think that, but i hugged her (everything is happening in my realm) and my body exploded with energy(and also shaking like a shaker) but then i apologized, because i felt shame because i did that, but that shame disappeared in a second.The only think that i suppose i heard from her was the following: I apologized for my weakness and then a voice from the middle of my forehead said strong, strong strong.I knew i had to be sincere so i told Her that my mind wants to believe i am strong, but i'm weak.After that even louder and stronger the voice said STRONG, STRONG, STRONG.After that i opened my eyes and i realized that She is not just in my realm, She was also in my room.I talked with Her a little more, She was just listening since i couldn't hear Her, and after a while i told Her that i want to go to sleep and the shaking stopped.I felt her presence in the room for a while after that, as i was laying in bed and thinking of the amazing AstarothNow, i want to ask you guys what do you think of my encounter and what is the meaning of that shaking, at that moment i wasn't scared because i knew it's the acomodation with Her huge energy, bioelectricity, but i also want to hear your opinion.Thank you!

 

[Allison Passino]

I agree with Magus; was probably a result of the high bioelectricity
the higher gods exude. Either way, awesome story bro! Hail the mighty
Ishtar! and hail our great Father satan for ever!

On 11/29/14, Jd Smith jayvon.smith@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Your welcome to the family.


Jd smith
Jayvon.smith@...


On Nov 29, 2014, at 4:26 PM, Magus Immortalis magus.immortalis@...
[JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

I also think it's the power of Her energy and bioelectricity that got you
shaking. That's just my opinion though.
Thanks for sharing your experience. The Gods are truly wonderful, loving
and kind.

Hail Astaroth!
Hail Satan!


On Saturday, November 29, 2014 3:44 AM, "danbing731@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:



Ok so yesterday night i decided to meet with Astaroth because i felt some
type of attraction to Her.I didn't have a black mirror or a crystal so i
decided to light up a green-browny candle, to have Her symbol on a paper
in front of me, and to invite Her into my realm of meditation, which i
constructed through many meditation.After i entered my realm, i started to
chant Her name, imagine Her symbol on the whole sky of my realm and asked
Her politely to join me.At first i thought it would be amazing if She
would come, but i didn't really believe She will because i didn't do a
proper ritual and also She is a Crowned Princess of Hell.
After a minute i believe i started to see a greenish light coming through
the entrance if my realm.My body started to shake a little.She came closer
and closer to me, as close as she got, my body was trambeling and shaking
harder and harder but i wasn't afraid, i felt like a close friend is with
me and i am safe..She is beautiful, blonde, with green eyes and covered in
a gold or bronze like light armor.As i was telling her the reason of me
summoning her (I am very confused about spirits and spiritualism, i am new
to Satanism but i have experience with Occultism and almost all other
religions, and until now i found myself close to Taoism), and i asked her
to iluminate me with knowledge.I wasn't prepared to hear her voice, so i
apologized for that and for my lack of politeness.After that she grabbed
my hand gently and smiled to me, at that moment my body and spirit was
shaking like an earthquake, and my heart was filled with emotion.I don't
know why, i didn't actually think that, but i hugged her (everything is
happening in my realm) and my body exploded with energy(and also shaking
like a shaker) but then i apologized, because i felt shame because i did
that, but that shame disappeared in a second.The only think that i suppose
i heard from her was the following: I apologized for my weakness and then
a voice from the middle of my forehead said strong, strong strong.I knew i
had to be sincere so i told Her that my mind wants to believe i am strong,
but i'm weak.After that even louder and stronger the voice said STRONG,
STRONG, STRONG.After that i opened my eyes and i realized that She is not
just in my realm, She was also in my room.I talked with Her a little more,
She was just listening since i couldn't hear Her, and after a while i told
Her that i want to go to sleep and the shaking stopped.I felt her presence
in the room for a while after that, as i was laying in bed and thinking of
the amazing Astaroth
Now, i want to ask you guys what do you think of my encounter and what is
the meaning of that shaking, at that moment i wasn't scared because i knew
it's the acomodation with Her huge energy, bioelectricity, but i also want
to hear your opinion.Thank you!

 

[Ass Hole]

OK I'm jealous. .  Someone tell me when my Guardian is going to contact me.

On Nov 29, 2014 12:44 PM, "danbing731@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Ok so yesterday night i decided to meet with Astaroth because i felt some type of attraction to Her.I didn't have a black mirror or a crystal so i decided to light up a green-browny candle, to have Her symbol on a paper in front of me, and to invite Her into my realm of meditation, which  i constructed through many meditation.After i entered my realm, i started to chant Her name, imagine Her symbol on the whole sky of my realm and asked Her politely to join me.At first i thought it would be amazing if She would come, but i didn't really believe She will because i didn't do a proper ritual and also She is a Crowned Princess of Hell.After a minute i believe i started to see a greenish light coming through the entrance if my realm.My body started to shake a little.She came closer and closer to me, as close as she got, my body was trambeling and shaking harder and harder but i wasn't afraid, i felt like a close friend is with me and i am safe..She is beautiful, blonde, with green eyes and covered in a gold or bronze like light armor.As i was telling her the reason of me summoning her (I am very confused about spirits and spiritualism, i am new to Satanism but i have experience with Occultism and almost all other religions, and until now i found myself close to Taoism), and i asked her to iluminate me with knowledge.I wasn't prepared to hear her voice, so i apologized for that and for my lack of politeness.After that she grabbed my hand gently and smiled to me, at that moment my body and spirit was shaking like an earthquake, and my heart was filled with emotion.I don't know why, i didn't actually think that, but i hugged her (everything is happening in my realm) and my body exploded with energy(and also shaking like a shaker) but then i apologized, because i felt shame because i did that, but that shame disappeared in a second.The only think that i suppose i heard from her was the following: I apologized for my weakness and then a voice from the middle of my forehead said strong, strong strong.I knew i had to be sincere so i told Her that my mind wants to believe i am strong, but i'm weak.After that even louder and stronger the voice said STRONG, STRONG, STRONG.After that i opened my eyes and i realized that She is not just in my realm, She was also in my room.I talked with Her a little more, She was just listening since i couldn't hear Her, and after a while i told Her that i want to go to sleep and the shaking stopped.I felt her presence in the room for a while after that, as i was laying in bed and thinking of the amazing AstarothNow, i want to ask you guys what do you think of my encounter and what is the meaning of that shaking, at that moment i wasn't scared because i knew it's the acomodation with Her huge energy, bioelectricity, but i also want to hear your opinion.Thank you!

 

[Light Yagami]

Haha wow, that was an amazing experience! And why be ashamed for hugging her? I had hugged a God as well in the past and I was not ashamed at all... but the thing is, when I did it... well, I wasn't feeling it as much as I am right now, for example... the feeling. I had astral projected in a quite high dimension and I wasn't feeling the emotions like I can physically feel them right now. Everything was like in a constant nirvana, it was a bit weird. But I had no regrets whatsover, I was very happy that I could meet with Him.
And @Ass Hole (XD) my Guardian appeared to me a year after I started constantly meditating. And the thing is: I had actually changed Guardian (this was my second Guardian after my dedication ritual) so I hadn't met my first one. (but I did find who he was eventually)
Don't rush dude, you have all the eternity ahead of you for beautiful experiences.

Στις 1:03 μ.μ. Πέμπτη, 4 Δεκεμβρίου 2014, ο/η "Ass Hole stripsilly1989@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  OK I'm jealous. .  Someone tell me when my Guardian is going to contact me.

On Nov 29, 2014 12:44 PM, "danbing731@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Ok so yesterday night i decided to meet with Astaroth because i felt some type of attraction to Her.I didn't have a black mirror or a crystal so i decided to light up a green-browny candle, to have Her symbol on a paper in front of me, and to invite Her into my realm of meditation, which  i constructed through many meditation.After i entered my realm, i started to chant Her name, imagine Her symbol on the whole sky of my realm and asked Her politely to join me.At first i thought it would be amazing if She would come, but i didn't really believe She will because i didn't do a proper ritual and also She is a Crowned Princess of Hell.After a minute i believe i started to see a greenish light coming through the entrance if my realm.My body started to shake a little.She came closer and closer to me, as close as she got, my body was trambeling and shaking harder and harder but i wasn't afraid, i felt like a close friend is with me and i am safe..She is beautiful, blonde, with green eyes and covered in a gold or bronze like light armor.As i was telling her the reason of me summoning her (I am very confused about spirits and spiritualism, i am new to Satanism but i have experience with Occultism and almost all other religions, and until now i found myself close to Taoism), and i asked her to iluminate me with knowledge.I wasn't prepared to hear her voice, so i apologized for that and for my lack of politeness.After that she grabbed my hand gently and smiled to me, at that moment my body and spirit was shaking like an earthquake, and my heart was filled with emotion.I don't know why, i didn't actually think that, but i hugged her (everything is happening in my realm) and my body exploded with energy(and also shaking like a shaker) but then i apologized, because i felt shame because i did that, but that shame disappeared in a second.The only think that i suppose i heard from her was the following: I apologized for my weakness and then a voice from the middle of my forehead said strong, strong strong.I knew i had to be sincere so i told Her that my mind wants to believe i am strong, but i'm weak.After that even louder and stronger the voice said STRONG, STRONG, STRONG.After that i opened my eyes and i realized that She is not just in my realm, She was also in my room.I talked with Her a little more, She was just listening since i couldn't hear Her, and after a while i told Her that i want to go to sleep and the shaking stopped.I felt her presence in the room for a while after that, as i was laying in bed and thinking of the amazing AstarothNow, i want to ask you guys what do you think of my encounter and what is the meaning of that shaking, at that moment i wasn't scared because i knew it's the acomodation with Her huge energy, bioelectricity, but i also want to hear your opinion.Thank you!

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Our GDs come to us on their own. It's hard to say when they will contact us,  but be assured they are watching us and guiding us. Keep working on your power meditations, especially void meditation.
Hail Satan!

On Thursday, December 4, 2014 3:03 AM, "Ass Hole stripsilly1989@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  OK I'm jealous. .  Someone tell me when my Guardian is going to contact me.

On Nov 29, 2014 12:44 PM, "danbing731@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Ok so yesterday night i decided to meet with Astaroth because i felt some type of attraction to Her.I didn't have a black mirror or a crystal so i decided to light up a green-browny candle, to have Her symbol on a paper in front of me, and to invite Her into my realm of meditation, which  i constructed through many meditation.After i entered my realm, i started to chant Her name, imagine Her symbol on the whole sky of my realm and asked Her politely to join me.At first i thought it would be amazing if She would come, but i didn't really believe She will because i didn't do a proper ritual and also She is a Crowned Princess of Hell.After a minute i believe i started to see a greenish light coming through the entrance if my realm.My body started to shake a little.She came closer and closer to me, as close as she got, my body was trambeling and shaking harder and harder but i wasn't afraid, i felt like a close friend is with me and i am safe..She is beautiful, blonde, with green eyes and covered in a gold or bronze like light armor.As i was telling her the reason of me summoning her (I am very confused about spirits and spiritualism, i am new to Satanism but i have experience with Occultism and almost all other religions, and until now i found myself close to Taoism), and i asked her to iluminate me with knowledge.I wasn't prepared to hear her voice, so i apologized for that and for my lack of politeness.After that she grabbed my hand gently and smiled to me, at that moment my body and spirit was shaking like an earthquake, and my heart was filled with emotion.I don't know why, i didn't actually think that, but i hugged her (everything is happening in my realm) and my body exploded with energy(and also shaking like a shaker) but then i apologized, because i felt shame because i did that, but that shame disappeared in a second.The only think that i suppose i heard from her was the following: I apologized for my weakness and then a voice from the middle of my forehead said strong, strong strong.I knew i had to be sincere so i told Her that my mind wants to believe i am strong, but i'm weak.After that even louder and stronger the voice said STRONG, STRONG, STRONG.After that i opened my eyes and i realized that She is not just in my realm, She was also in my room.I talked with Her a little more, She was just listening since i couldn't hear Her, and after a while i told Her that i want to go to sleep and the shaking stopped.I felt her presence in the room for a while after that, as i was laying in bed and thinking of the amazing AstarothNow, i want to ask you guys what do you think of my encounter and what is the meaning of that shaking, at that moment i wasn't scared because i knew it's the acomodation with Her huge energy, bioelectricity, but i also want to hear your opinion.Thank you!

 

[frizzard56]

Well, and please don't take this offensively, because I mean to be quite frank without sounding mean, because a lot of people, probably out of excitement ask this, when you're ready.

Hell, I don't even know who my guardian is yet.

Try distracting yourself from the thought?

Trust me, you've got plenty to work on, just play it easy, and you'll know in time.

 

[iorost]

That is so awesome congratulations!

 

[[email protected]]

To the people who don't know who their GD are, just go on to the Demons section on the JOS and read about all the Gods. ALL OF THEM. and whichever ones you are drawn too may or may not be your GD, just ask for sign or try talking too them. You can also ask Satan too help you talk to your GD. but try the first thing i said before asking Satan.


---In [email protected], <magus.immortalis@... wrote :

Our GDs come to us on their own. It's hard to say when they will contact us,  but be assured they are watching us and guiding us. Keep working on your power meditations, especially void meditation.
Hail Satan!

On Thursday, December 4, 2014 3:03 AM, "Ass Hole stripsilly1989@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


 OK I'm jealous. .  Someone tell me when my Guardian is going to contact me.

On Nov 29, 2014 12:44 PM, "danbing731@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

 Ok so yesterday night i decided to meet with Astaroth because i felt some type of attraction to Her.I didn't have a black mirror or a crystal so i decided to light up a green-browny candle, to have Her symbol on a paper in front of me, and to invite Her into my realm of meditation, which  i constructed through many meditation.After i entered my realm, i started to chant Her name, imagine Her symbol on the whole sky of my realm and asked Her politely to join me.At first i thought it would be amazing if She would come, but i didn't really believe She will because i didn't do a proper ritual and also She is a Crowned Princess of Hell.After a minute i believe i started to see a greenish light coming through the entrance if my realm.My body started to shake a little.She came closer and closer to me, as close as she got, my body was trambeling and shaking harder and harder but i wasn't afraid, i felt like a close friend is with me and i am safe..She is beautiful, blonde, with green eyes and covered in a gold or bronze like light armor.As i was telling her the reason of me summoning her (I am very confused about spirits and spiritualism, i am new to Satanism but i have experience with Occultism and almost all other religions, and until now i found myself close to Taoism), and i asked her to iluminate me with knowledge.I wasn't prepared to hear her voice, so i apologized for that and for my lack of politeness.After that she grabbed my hand gently and smiled to me, at that moment my body and spirit was shaking like an earthquake, and my heart was filled with emotion.I don't know why, i didn't actually think that, but i hugged her (everything is happening in my realm) and my body exploded with energy(and also shaking like a shaker) but then i apologized, because i felt shame because i did that, but that shame disappeared in a second.The only think that i suppose i heard from her was the following: I apologized for my weakness and then a voice from the middle of my forehead said strong, strong strong.I knew i had to be sincere so i told Her that my mind wants to believe i am strong, but i'm weak.After that even louder and stronger the voice said STRONG, STRONG, STRONG.After that i opened my eyes and i realized that She is not just in my realm, She was also in my room.I talked with Her a little more, She was just listening since i couldn't hear Her, and after a while i told Her that i want to go to sleep and the shaking stopped.I felt her presence in the room for a while after that, as i was laying in bed and thinking of the amazing AstarothNow, i want to ask you guys what do you think of my encounter and what is the meaning of that shaking, at that moment i wasn't scared because i knew it's the acomodation with Her huge energy, bioelectricity, but i also want to hear your opinion.Thank you!