Hello to all,
I'm new to the Joy of Satan path, I've read bits and pieces here and there before, but only recently have I felt a deep pull to really explore and understand more. I've always had out-of-body experiences and astral projections, some even where I saw Earth from a distance so far away it looked as small as a coin. But what happened recently was far beyond anything I've ever experienced before. It was overwhelming, and I suspect I was caught somewhere between the astral realm and the physical world.
I'm sharing this here hoping to get some guidance, insight, and hear your perspectives. Here's exactly what happened:
I was experiencing sleep paralysis multiple times unable to move, but at times I could open my eyes. Each episode felt like it lasted around 5 to 10 minutes. During one of these times, I slipped into what felt like a dream. In this dream, I was being folded up, my entire body felt numb, wrapped in this tingling, vibrating sensation that was almost like a numbing vibration. It felt like someone was physically bending me over while I was sitting, twisting and pressing my back to stretch it unnaturally, almost folding me up in a strange way.
While this was happening, I called upon Saitan. I said, "Let me know you're real and help me." Almost instantly, I heard a voice crystal clear. It was the clearest voice I’ve ever heard, and it came to me before I could even fully form my request or thoughts. The voice giggled softly, and then said:
"Wake uppp... let me run arounddd..."
The tone wasn’t loud, not shouting but after up and around it was like a little hum sound. The voice itself was very unique: it sounded robotic and human at the same time. I'm unsure if it truly had robotic qualities or if it was simply so clear and pure that my brain processed it that way.
Now, during all this, I was already in a heightened state of fear and paranoia. Each time I had sleep paralysis, I felt I was being watched like something was observing me. I desperately wanted to turn my head and see what was there, but couldn’t. What made this even more terrifying was my physical sleeping condition: I was sleeping on the floor of an apartment, directly in front of the balcony. The balcony door was wide open, and I live very high up. So when I heard that sentence "let me run around" a fear gripped me that whatever entity was speaking might try to possess me, take control of my body, and run maybe even right off the balcony.
I need to mention something important here: the vibrations I felt during this experience were unlike anything I’ve felt before. I’ve had plenty of astral projections and out-of-body experiences, and I’m familiar with the looped vibrations that move from the feet to the head and back. But these vibrations were different, sharper, more focused. The best way I can describe it is: it felt like the vibrations themselves were screaming at me. Intense, precise, and deeply unsettling.
Also, while trying to move during this state, it felt like my hands and head were moving in extreme slow motion like they were stuck in something thick and sticky, almost like caramel.
That’s the full experience. It’s stayed with me strongly, and I haven’t been able to shake it.
I’d love to know what others think especially those experienced in astral travel, sleep paralysis, or spiritual contact. What do you make of this voice? Could it have truly been Saitan? Was I in between realms? What does this experience mean from your perspective? Any other comments or insights would be appreciated.
Look forward to hearing everyone’s thoughts if any, Thank you
I'm new to the Joy of Satan path, I've read bits and pieces here and there before, but only recently have I felt a deep pull to really explore and understand more. I've always had out-of-body experiences and astral projections, some even where I saw Earth from a distance so far away it looked as small as a coin. But what happened recently was far beyond anything I've ever experienced before. It was overwhelming, and I suspect I was caught somewhere between the astral realm and the physical world.
I'm sharing this here hoping to get some guidance, insight, and hear your perspectives. Here's exactly what happened:
I was experiencing sleep paralysis multiple times unable to move, but at times I could open my eyes. Each episode felt like it lasted around 5 to 10 minutes. During one of these times, I slipped into what felt like a dream. In this dream, I was being folded up, my entire body felt numb, wrapped in this tingling, vibrating sensation that was almost like a numbing vibration. It felt like someone was physically bending me over while I was sitting, twisting and pressing my back to stretch it unnaturally, almost folding me up in a strange way.
While this was happening, I called upon Saitan. I said, "Let me know you're real and help me." Almost instantly, I heard a voice crystal clear. It was the clearest voice I’ve ever heard, and it came to me before I could even fully form my request or thoughts. The voice giggled softly, and then said:
"Wake uppp... let me run arounddd..."
The tone wasn’t loud, not shouting but after up and around it was like a little hum sound. The voice itself was very unique: it sounded robotic and human at the same time. I'm unsure if it truly had robotic qualities or if it was simply so clear and pure that my brain processed it that way.
Now, during all this, I was already in a heightened state of fear and paranoia. Each time I had sleep paralysis, I felt I was being watched like something was observing me. I desperately wanted to turn my head and see what was there, but couldn’t. What made this even more terrifying was my physical sleeping condition: I was sleeping on the floor of an apartment, directly in front of the balcony. The balcony door was wide open, and I live very high up. So when I heard that sentence "let me run around" a fear gripped me that whatever entity was speaking might try to possess me, take control of my body, and run maybe even right off the balcony.
I need to mention something important here: the vibrations I felt during this experience were unlike anything I’ve felt before. I’ve had plenty of astral projections and out-of-body experiences, and I’m familiar with the looped vibrations that move from the feet to the head and back. But these vibrations were different, sharper, more focused. The best way I can describe it is: it felt like the vibrations themselves were screaming at me. Intense, precise, and deeply unsettling.
Also, while trying to move during this state, it felt like my hands and head were moving in extreme slow motion like they were stuck in something thick and sticky, almost like caramel.
That’s the full experience. It’s stayed with me strongly, and I haven’t been able to shake it.
I’d love to know what others think especially those experienced in astral travel, sleep paralysis, or spiritual contact. What do you make of this voice? Could it have truly been Saitan? Was I in between realms? What does this experience mean from your perspective? Any other comments or insights would be appreciated.
Look forward to hearing everyone’s thoughts if any, Thank you
