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bryan.fadel

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hello brothers

am sorry for putting this post but i got no family to turn to but here.
father has helped me too much and made mylife much better, he chose for me some pathes that i didnt know it was better for me tho i didnt like it at first.
i fell in love with a girl and i prayed to him to help me out with her, and father did and i was very happy. then recently attacks started on me i got sick and it turns i got kidney stones. and i get headachs alot every day, then suddenly this girl breaks up with me telling me all kinds of harsh words and pointed my flaws and treated me like an enemey filled with rage for no reason, while my digity was shatterd i didnt let her go on and i blew up in her face too and closed the line never wanting to fix it.
the pain surges badly and i dont know what to do....
sorry but i couldnt stay silent

hail father satan
 
Don't apologize, Brother. We all go through shit. Just trust Father.
Obviously, that girl wasn't for you. Doubtless he knew that. He knows
what is good for us; it might not always be what we want, but it is
what we need. And as for the kidney stones, well, they aren't fatal.
You'll get through that. Talk to your doctor; I'm sure there's a
simple operation to have them removed. Hang in there, Bryan! Things
WILL get better; this is just a rough patch. We all have 'em. Hail
Father Satan!

On 7/17/11, bryan.fadel <bryan.fadel@... wrote:
hello brothers

am sorry for putting this post but i got no family to turn to but here.
father has helped me too much and made mylife much better, he chose for me
some pathes that i didnt know it was better for me tho i didnt like it at
first.
i fell in love with a girl and i prayed to him to help me out with her, and
father did and i was very happy. then recently attacks started on me i got
sick and it turns i got kidney stones. and i get headachs alot every day,
then suddenly this girl breaks up with me telling me all kinds of harsh
words and pointed my flaws and treated me like an enemey filled with rage
for no reason, while my digity was shatterd i didnt let her go on and i blew
up in her face too and closed the line never wanting to fix it.
the pain surges badly and i dont know what to do....
sorry but i couldnt stay silent

hail father satan
 
well it seems that life can take a turn for the worst at times when it seems the highest.

but yeah man, its just life.

what i can say is that you have to stay string with yourslf and keep moving forward.

if you never want to see that girl again, you can do a banishing ritual. or, if you want to work for a recouncil with her.

you can work for that to, there are ways of doing this.

but i think that you should perform some action that helps you drop the weight, you know?

to make your life balanced once more.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "bryan.fadel" <bryan.fadel@... wrote:

hello brothers

am sorry for putting this post but i got no family to turn to but here.
father has helped me too much and made mylife much better, he chose for me some pathes that i didnt know it was better for me tho i didnt like it at first.
i fell in love with a girl and i prayed to him to help me out with her, and father did and i was very happy. then recently attacks started on me i got sick and it turns i got kidney stones. and i get headachs alot every day, then suddenly this girl breaks up with me telling me all kinds of harsh words and pointed my flaws and treated me like an enemey filled with rage for no reason, while my digity was shatterd i didnt let her go on and i blew up in her face too and closed the line never wanting to fix it.
the pain surges badly and i dont know what to do....
sorry but i couldnt stay silent

hail father satan
 
I agree with AP's response. Everything happens for a reason whether we know it at the time or not. if shes going to treat you like shit that's not someone you would want time will heal. Don't stay silent Brother! Hail Satan 

-Allyson Ford 
On Jul 18, 2011, at 4:34 PM, Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:
  Don't apologize, Brother. We all go through shit. Just trust Father.
Obviously, that girl wasn't for you. Doubtless he knew that. He knows
what is good for us; it might not always be what we want, but it is
what we need. And as for the kidney stones, well, they aren't fatal.
You'll get through that. Talk to your doctor; I'm sure there's a
simple operation to have them removed. Hang in there, Bryan! Things
WILL get better; this is just a rough patch. We all have 'em. Hail
Father Satan!

On 7/17/11, bryan.fadel <[url=mailto:bryan.fadel@...]bryan.fadel@...[/url] wrote:
hello brothers

am sorry for putting this post but i got no family to turn to but here.
father has helped me too much and made mylife much better, he chose for me
some pathes that i didnt know it was better for me tho i didnt like it at
first.
i fell in love with a girl and i prayed to him to help me out with her, and
father did and i was very happy. then recently attacks started on me i got
sick and it turns i got kidney stones. and i get headachs alot every day,
then suddenly this girl breaks up with me telling me all kinds of harsh
words and pointed my flaws and treated me like an enemey filled with rage
for no reason, while my digity was shatterd i didnt let her go on and i blew
up in her face too and closed the line never wanting to fix it.
the pain surges badly and i dont know what to do....
sorry but i couldnt stay silent

hail father satan
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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