Alexander Chiron
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In my neighbourhood there is a a person I cannot stand , he is someone who could not let me and my friends enjoy themselves because he said we make too much noise . He is a mixed martial artist and the he never asked us politely to stop the fun , he looks at you lie he wants to beat you to death , you can see it in his eyes .He is also a coward as he is the type of person that first calls the cops to knock on your door and then he comes to knock on your door to ask you why you didn't get punished . I do not like being threatened or knowing some guy trained in karate can have the balls to impose himself around here . So I hated this person since 2021 and I always restrained myself from putting curses on him for one single reason , he has a wife and daughter . The wife is a cunt that yells at her daughter and is just as disgusting and mean spirited as him , but the kid is ok . I want this guy out of here . I restrained myself for years from visualising him in grey and black aura daily because I did not consider ethical to leave a daughter without her father . But the rage has come back in the weeks , and I started to visualise him surrounded by grey and shouting mantras that he is diseased and dead . I felt great and in control again , powerful . Yet days later the ethics of it still started to bother me and I as always wondered if the Gods see this as a good or a bad thing . I cannot lie to myself or to them , I want this bastard gone , I want him out , and by now I am not at that stage where I think ,,Oh this is wrong , think about his kid , she might become fatherless'' to ,,I want to do this but I am afraid Satan might punish me'' which is not a good mentality to be in . This is kind of a thing where you just hate someone on an animalistic physical level and on a logical stand point I could just let this slide , but my ego won't let me , I also know that my neighbourhood started filling up with too many assholes and it needs a refresh before they start imposing on others . So I need to know if it is ethical to continue to wipe this guy out with curses because as a Satanist you destroy who you want , at the same time I'm thinking about his daughter that I do not want a girl to go through that . But I always make an excuse in my head , that they would not give a fuck if I died , so why should I care for either of them ? It is annoying as I feel it affects the dark grey auras I placed on him by mentally still holding back a little . I feel great knowing I can pulverise someone from a distance , not great that I might dissapoint the Gods . So what should I do ? Keep going or stop ?