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Other #79675 PLEASE HELP!! I'm tired!

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I just discovered this forum after searching endlessly through others.
Recently, I made a pact with Santa Muerte. At first, everything seemed fine. I kept having positive experiences money flowing in, strange intuitive visions, even moments where I could sense people’s thoughts. My bond with her felt long, deep, and strangely comforting.

But then… things started to twist.
It all turned into a nightmare when I got into conflicts with certain people. I was angry — too angry — and in a moment of madness, I tried to hurt them through a ritual. While meditating, something pulled me out of my body. She covered me in a grey, cold energy… and whispered that I should give a death-intention to those who were causing me trouble.
It felt disturbingly easy.
I did it.
When I woke up, my altar was completely overturned candles shattered on the floor, everything upside down. I swear I’ve never been that terrified. But… I convinced myself it was a “sign.”

A few days later, I walked near the place where those people used to hang out. Then I learned something horrible.

It worked.
Two of them died in a violent car crash. The third one… was diagnosed with cancer shortly after. People said all three had been sick for days before the accident.

I felt sick to my stomach. I couldn’t eat for five days. I stopped going near the altar. But that’s when the nightmares began.

Every night, these tall, thin, grey shapes appeared. They had huge unblinking eyes. They just stared at me and asked why I had stopped serving. I haven’t slept properly in three nights. This is my fourth.

Please… I’m begging for help. I’ve posted on so many forums and found nothing. I tried praying to Jesus, but nothing works. I feel like I’ve unleashed something I can’t take back. I thought I was protecting myself… but all I did was invite something dark into my life.

Now I’m sick fever, body aches, pounding headaches. I feel like I’m dying. When I go outside, I feel watched, constantly. Sometimes cars pass so close to me that it feels like death is brushing against my skin.

I don’t know how much longer I can handle this.
I used AI to translate and correct my message so sorry if this not clear.
 
You need to quiet yourself first. Sit somewhere in full sun and soak in the sunlight, let it soak thru you down to your marrow. try to calm yourself. Drink soothing tea or broth.
Now after you have calmed yourself pull up an image of either Father Zeus himself from the TOZ site or one of his symboles - again from the TOZ site only- talk to Father and tell him what has been going on. open yourself to Father. Try to see his blue energy wrapping around you. Don't do this if your not serious about turning your life around.
If your serious about turning your life around and getting on the right path then go thru the Dedication and put your energy into the things found on the TOZ.
After doing the Dedication keeping cleaning your aura with sunlight and do the aura protection and overhaul your alter so none of the things you've been using before are there. Smudge the whole area if you can or use visualization and white light.

You can turn things around but you have a lot of work ahead of you. Good luck.


Hail Father Zeus
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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