Unsure what to do

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Are we supposed to stay with the people we were with in a previous life even if we both seemingly changed a lot. I posted a little on this before we kind of decided we want to be toghether regaurdless but there is something that makes me a little unsure about this. I know we should always be friends regaurdless. She is of the same race as me so I am not fucking up there an infiltrator who i found out was part Jewish used this kind of memory to try and set me up with a person of a different race who was on these forums years ago who indeed did know me in the past life and remembered me my girl remembers her too but she was just a friend. Luckily nothing much became of that. Some people may remember that. Anyways long story short we want to be toghether for all eternity but I am unsure about committing I am nervous. Maybe someday we will have a Satanic wedding maybe not. Shes not at all against Satanism and seems familiar with it like I was as a kid when I read the Joy of Satan first but the thing is she doesnt want to commit yet. Also we have a little different area of focus in life.

Our chart shows we obviously knew eachother before too. She has some of these kinds of feelings too. I hate going on and on about this but should I just commit to someone and say fuck it and let down my gaurd completely cutting myself off from ever having a relationship that has someone that has the same kind of intrests or focus. Her sexual intrest is the same as mine though and i am not sure i could ever find that again cause we both remember what we did back then. I dont know we think we knew eachother for a lot more than just this and the last life but neither of us remember anything before that. Also we both know of the place we went between lives it was the same but it wasnt Duat we dont think but neither was it an enemy place it was just another aryan civilization that was way more advanced. We also both feel punished for having to come to earth and wonder why we ended up in this dump so far as we can remember twice now as its so oppressive and enemy controlled we just want to be free we both would rather have been born on that other place.

Any thoughts on this

We both are hesitant of committing forever but want to.

 

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As was stated in a sermon on the JOS, many souls have been reincarnated recently to participate in spiritual warfare and restore the world to its Satanic roots. It's not a punishment, it's for a reason. It's why you're here. And besides, Earth & Shambhala is where humanity is, you can't reincarnate as a human soul into a non-human body.

Nobody can tell you what to do with your relationship. You have to decide for yourself and talk with the partner about these things. Marriage, let alone satanic marriage of souls, isn't something to be taken lightly.

You should ask yourself what marriage means to you, and try to figure out what it means to her. Some people romanticize the idea of marriage and think it's a requirement to make the relationship deeper or more significant than it is, or has potential to be, when that couldn't be further from reality. It's a contract, which has penalties for being broken and incentives to maintain. But signing a contract isn't a guarantee that the deal it's attached to will be mutually beneficial, nor that it won't go sour. Personally, I think marriage is a scam.


It's good that you're being cautious. Your feelings, negative and positive, have reasons to be there, but you have to figure out what those reasons are and make sure they're in touch with reality. You also talk as if she's not dedicated. You should be careful so that you don't get manipulated again, as you were with the jew and the foreigner.

Don't get dragged into committing to something that you can see yourself regretting, that you're not 100% certain you want to be committed to, and try not to let your emotions cloud your judgement.

 

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Oh and I just kind of liked the other place a lot better. I guess I have to incarnate here and I am kind of glad to be alive. I always did feel like I was here to help out. I remember a lot more about that other planet than my past life here I was even pulled out of my body once and saw it from above I was feeling happy and saying the words home and I was pulled back into my body. When i learn to astral project ill go there maybe like she says I should do that and write a short story about it and what it looks like etc.

I forgot to add she claimed I was shot in this incident from what i saw and felt I would guess it may be true dont know but it feels like it was over a love triangle gone bad with me her and someone else. That is kind of what we are about to start again at least somewhat cause I would still be doing things with this person so I hope it doesnt repeat itself but this time I am meditating so i should be better off.

 

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You are right. I am the origional postor of this question but the other account got banned for comments etc so I had to create a new one. Here I will explain my whole frustration for anyone willing to listen. Anyways the interesting thing about this is I was more settled and fine with all this till Jupiter transitted my ruling planet. When it happened I was expecting just a boost or luck or happiness or something but I felt like I couldnt tolerate the situation fully anymore. I ranted on for hours about stuff felt unhappy trapped etc wonder why that wasnt positve my ruler is Uranus btw. At least its over now. As soon as it went retrograde I am calm and peaceful much more so. We are still friends now I wasnt going to get married unless she committed to Satan though. She might do it might not. She saw lord Beelzebub who I dont know if hes my gaurdian but he comes to me sometimes I cant fully hear him yet but he appeared in a dream and in my minds eye. Anyways she said He is really nice and she likes him hes really powerful and has positive energy (i know this was him and not the enemy cause she saw him at the same time he was helping out with this crazy grey attack where they kept coming and coming) anyways I told her hes on Satans side. It seems she believes me in everything she doesnt think Satan or the Gods are evil. Though she doesnt want to commit and any meditation I would

I know absolutely she was with me at least as a friend in a past life and she did stick up for me in a traumatic event that I remembered strangly this is the only thing I fully remember from the life but it was so scary. I dont know how to get over this stuff but remembering it felt as real as if it happened a month ago for a bit. We were at this beach that was isolated by a lake there was someone holding a gun at me. I felt this terror like I knew this was the end. I was talking about something with her but like I was just being given a little time in the end to say good bye thats what this felt like. So yeah something happened I tried starting the venus square for a new relationship but quit cause this kept coming to the surface. Now I am doing a Jupiter Square material to attract positive friends and prosperity through knowing them something just told me that I needed to stop the venus square for now and try that its shorter and will be quicker plus I will add runes for love instead of venus tommorow.

Anyways long story short she is fearful of all sorts of things even if she knows its not bad I can still be her friend but she just seems to have a lot of enemy programming. She had for awhile wanted and expected me to send her huge amounts of energy to fix some of her issues but too lazy to work on it herself.

The issue is she has 6 planets in earth. I have 4 in fire. So no we are not similar in outlook or general lifestyle in what we want. So we were not compattable fully living toghether last year. If that cant work out without us being stressed a lot how could marriage. I dont know there is just something here that clashes. No matter how much I try to move on she wont though. I want to be her friend though but I dont think she can move on very eaisly. Her venus is Conjunct my ruling planet there is some other stuff. I tried to use my energy to make her more interesting to me or independent or whatever it works a little but doesnt last so I guess i just got to move on.

If I end up with a stalker type situation from her ill post on one of these boards but till then we still enjoy hanging out but as I advance more idk something just clashes i dont know what it is causing me to feel unbalanced around her. I still like her but if she wont change or help herself I cant be committed or in a relationship with her especially since I think I could pick any random person off the street and get more of what I am looking for in a relationship in some way probably not that ill do it. She even thinks i am right with that.