Overwhelming

[kain2411]

Hi i recently posted a message in the teens for satan group and someone said that it would be a good idea to post it here.

Hey I am a 15 year old guy who has a very compact life. I would like some help.
I will be graduating from high school in 11 weeks. However this is due to
extremely hard work. I literally complete a year's worth of work in one course
in a week. My mother however, is unfortunately a christian. She discovered
recently that i am a satanist and has decided to stop feeding me. Also she has
decided to stop buying me clothes. I literally only have two pairs of pants to
wear. On top of this I try to meditate to calm me down and relax but due to no
time and getting no motivation from anything other than my own will i am
starting to feel extremely stressed. My mother will show me no love and tries to
keep me away from my sisters who I extremely care for. When my mom figured out i
had a "favorite sister" she stopped feeding her too. She is only 8 years old so
instead of feeding myself i feed her instead whenever i get the chance. Every
day i go through extreme fatigue and hunger. Also i have to go through extreme
amounts of work to finish high school quickly so i can get emancipated and move
out. I would love some help whether it is just verbal support to keep moving or
a solution or something. Thanks for reading please reply because i do not think
i can last another 11 weeks.

It would be great if there is some kind of adult that i can talk to that is near me. I live in Kalispell Montana i am 15 Male and i wander around kalispell from 10 AM to about 2:40 PM. My mother does not usually pick me up unless she needs me to do some kind of work for her. I would like a place to wait instead of outside and I do have a phone number. (My brother pays for my phone bill, he has moved out and away from my mother's insanity). But i also do not want to be a burden so please do not contact me if you believe that will be the case. I have had 4 people "take me in" and then kick me out because i was either a satanist or because they simply did not like it when i ate their food. My number is 704-989-2184 thank you for your time.

 

[Rammanoth Vpaahi]

that is considered child neglegence. you should turn her in. that will get both you and your sister fed and cared for.
 

To: [email protected]
From: kain2411@...
Date: Fri, 14 Jan 2011 17:03:44 +0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Overwhelming

  Hi i recently posted a message in the teens for satan group and someone said that it would be a good idea to post it here.

Hey I am a 15 year old guy who has a very compact life. I would like some help.
I will be graduating from high school in 11 weeks. However this is due to
extremely hard work. I literally complete a year's worth of work in one course
in a week. My mother however, is unfortunately a christian. She discovered
recently that i am a satanist and has decided to stop feeding me. Also she has
decided to stop buying me clothes. I literally only have two pairs of pants to
wear. On top of this I try to meditate to calm me down and relax but due to no
time and getting no motivation from anything other than my own will i am
starting to feel extremely stressed. My mother will show me no love and tries to
keep me away from my sisters who I extremely care for. When my mom figured out i
had a "favorite sister" she stopped feeding her too. She is only 8 years old so
instead of feeding myself i feed her instead whenever i get the chance. Every
day i go through extreme fatigue and hunger. Also i have to go through extreme
amounts of work to finish high school quickly so i can get emancipated and move
out. I would love some help whether it is just verbal support to keep moving or
a solution or something. Thanks for reading please reply because i do not think
i can last another 11 weeks.

It would be great if there is some kind of adult that i can talk to that is near me. I live in Kalispell Montana i am 15 Male and i wander around kalispell from 10 AM to about 2:40 PM. My mother does not usually pick me up unless she needs me to do some kind of work for her. I would like a place to wait instead of outside and I do have a phone number. (My brother pays for my phone bill, he has moved out and away from my mother's insanity). But i also do not want to be a burden so please do not contact me if you believe that will be the case. I have had 4 people "take me in" and then kick me out because i was either a satanist or because they simply did not like it when i ate their food. My number is 704-989-2184 thank you for your time.


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[Satanic Warrior1]

Go to the police, or Department of Human services and report what is going on. Here is a website that will point you to some resources in your local area http://www.dphhs.mt.gov/contactus/homel ... ct10.shtml Just look through the list it looks fortunately that there are several that could help you. When explaining if needed just explain to them that your form of Satanism is pagan and not related to Christianity (most people are a lot more open minded if they realize that you are not just a reverse xian from personal experience) I would suggest calling the child abuse hotline. That is one of the most insane and horrible things a mother can do to their children. Good Luck. Especially for the sake of your sister get help.
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kain2411" <kain2411@... wrote:

Hi i recently posted a message in the teens for satan group and someone said that it would be a good idea to post it here.

Hey I am a 15 year old guy who has a very compact life. I would like some help.
I will be graduating from high school in 11 weeks. However this is due to
extremely hard work. I literally complete a year's worth of work in one course
in a week. My mother however, is unfortunately a christian. She discovered
recently that i am a satanist and has decided to stop feeding me. Also she has
decided to stop buying me clothes. I literally only have two pairs of pants to
wear. On top of this I try to meditate to calm me down and relax but due to no
time and getting no motivation from anything other than my own will i am
starting to feel extremely stressed. My mother will show me no love and tries to
keep me away from my sisters who I extremely care for. When my mom figured out i
had a "favorite sister" she stopped feeding her too. She is only 8 years old so
instead of feeding myself i feed her instead whenever i get the chance. Every
day i go through extreme fatigue and hunger. Also i have to go through extreme
amounts of work to finish high school quickly so i can get emancipated and move
out. I would love some help whether it is just verbal support to keep moving or
a solution or something. Thanks for reading please reply because i do not think
i can last another 11 weeks.

It would be great if there is some kind of adult that i can talk to that is near me. I live in Kalispell Montana i am 15 Male and i wander around kalispell from 10 AM to about 2:40 PM. My mother does not usually pick me up unless she needs me to do some kind of work for her. I would like a place to wait instead of outside and I do have a phone number. (My brother pays for my phone bill, he has moved out and away from my mother's insanity). But i also do not want to be a burden so please do not contact me if you believe that will be the case. I have had 4 people "take me in" and then kick me out because i was either a satanist or because they simply did not like it when i ate their food. My number is 704-989-2184 thank you for your time.

 

[Spencer]

Why do you feel the need to advertise you're a Satanist if you know you live in a place with crazy christians? Also you're whole scenario seems kind of fanciful. I hope no one calls that number.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kain2411" <kain2411@... wrote:

Hi i recently posted a message in the teens for satan group and someone said that it would be a good idea to post it here.

Hey I am a 15 year old guy who has a very compact life. I would like some help.
I will be graduating from high school in 11 weeks. However this is due to
extremely hard work. I literally complete a year's worth of work in one course
in a week. My mother however, is unfortunately a christian. She discovered
recently that i am a satanist and has decided to stop feeding me. Also she has
decided to stop buying me clothes. I literally only have two pairs of pants to
wear. On top of this I try to meditate to calm me down and relax but due to no
time and getting no motivation from anything other than my own will i am
starting to feel extremely stressed. My mother will show me no love and tries to
keep me away from my sisters who I extremely care for. When my mom figured out i
had a "favorite sister" she stopped feeding her too. She is only 8 years old so
instead of feeding myself i feed her instead whenever i get the chance. Every
day i go through extreme fatigue and hunger. Also i have to go through extreme
amounts of work to finish high school quickly so i can get emancipated and move
out. I would love some help whether it is just verbal support to keep moving or
a solution or something. Thanks for reading please reply because i do not think
i can last another 11 weeks.

It would be great if there is some kind of adult that i can talk to that is near me. I live in Kalispell Montana i am 15 Male and i wander around kalispell from 10 AM to about 2:40 PM. My mother does not usually pick me up unless she needs me to do some kind of work for her. I would like a place to wait instead of outside and I do have a phone number. (My brother pays for my phone bill, he has moved out and away from my mother's insanity). But i also do not want to be a burden so please do not contact me if you believe that will be the case. I have had 4 people "take me in" and then kick me out because i was either a satanist or because they simply did not like it when i ate their food. My number is 704-989-2184 thank you for your time.

 

[Joseph Greene]

<td val[/IMG]I cannot do that because it will seperate all of my other sisters from eachother and it will also ruin my education. Even though i really want to i cannot seperate them just for me and my sister. My little sister has no problems really. She has no malnutrition i give her all of the food and clothes she needs. I also expect that once i leave my mother will leave her alone too.

--- On Fri, 1/14/11, Rammanoth Vpaahi <obscurationofintendment@... wrote:

From: Rammanoth Vpaahi <obscurationofintendment@...
Subject: RE: [JoyofSatan666] Overwhelming
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, January 14, 2011, 5:30 PM

  that is considered child neglegence. you should turn her in. that will get both you and your sister fed and cared for.
 

To: [email protected]
From: kain2411@...
Date: Fri, 14 Jan 2011 17:03:44 +0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Overwhelming

  Hi i recently posted a message in the teens for satan group and someone said that it would be a good idea to post it here.

Hey I am a 15 year old guy who has a very compact life. I would like some help.
I will be graduating from high school in 11 weeks. However this is due to
extremely hard work. I literally complete a year's worth of work in one course
in a week. My mother however, is unfortunately a christian. She discovered
recently that i am a satanist and has decided to stop feeding me. Also she has
decided to stop buying me clothes. I literally only have two pairs of pants to
wear. On top of this I try to meditate to calm me down and relax but due to no
time and getting no motivation from anything other than my own will i am
starting to feel extremely stressed. My mother will show me no love and tries to
keep me away from my sisters who I extremely care for. When my mom figured out i
had a "favorite sister" she stopped feeding her too. She is only 8 years old so
instead of feeding myself i feed her instead whenever i get the chance. Every
day i go through extreme fatigue and hunger. Also i have to go through extreme
amounts of work to finish high school quickly so i can get emancipated and move
out. I would love some help whether it is just verbal support to keep moving or
a solution or something. Thanks for reading please reply because i do not think
i can last another 11 weeks.

It would be great if there is some kind of adult that i can talk to that is near me. I live in Kalispell Montana i am 15 Male and i wander around kalispell from 10 AM to about 2:40 PM. My mother does not usually pick me up unless she needs me to do some kind of work for her. I would like a place to wait instead of outside and I do have a phone number. (My brother pays for my phone bill, he has moved out and away from my mother's insanity). But i also do not want to be a burden so please do not contact me if you believe that will be the case. I have had 4 people "take me in" and then kick me out because i was either a satanist or because they simply did not like it when i ate their food. My number is 704-989-2184 thank you for your time.

[/TD]

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

I know it sounds unreal, but on the other hand there's no bounds to xian "love". I've seen (and experienced) some pretty awful stuff done in the name of xianity, so anything is possible. It's unfortunate, but people need to learn to keep lips zipped, especially when they live in these kinds of households. Satan himself recommends silence, so I wonder sometimes why people have such a time following His wise suggestion.

There's such a thing as "emancipated minors" where teenaged children live on their own, pursue their education, etc. I presume they are given welfare or receive some such state aid. At 15/16 many teens are quite able to look after themselves (not all that long ago, they were often married and running their own families as a matter of course). It might be worth looking into.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Spencer" <redfishbloofish@... wr.ote:

Why do you feel the need to advertise you're a Satanist if you know you live in a place with crazy christians? Also you're whole scenario seems kind of fanciful. I hope no one calls that number.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kain2411" <kain2411@ wrote:

Hi i recently posted a message in the teens for satan group and someone said that it would be a good idea to post it here.

Hey I am a 15 year old guy who has a very compact life. I would like some help.
I will be graduating from high school in 11 weeks. However this is due to
extremely hard work. I literally complete a year's worth of work in one course
in a week. My mother however, is unfortunately a christian. She discovered
recently that i am a satanist and has decided to stop feeding me. Also she has
decided to stop buying me clothes. I literally only have two pairs of pants to
wear. On top of this I try to meditate to calm me down and relax but due to no
time and getting no motivation from anything other than my own will i am
starting to feel extremely stressed. My mother will show me no love and tries to
keep me away from my sisters who I extremely care for. When my mom figured out i
had a "favorite sister" she stopped feeding her too. She is only 8 years old so
instead of feeding myself i feed her instead whenever i get the chance. Every
day i go through extreme fatigue and hunger. Also i have to go through extreme
amounts of work to finish high school quickly so i can get emancipated and move
out. I would love some help whether it is just verbal support to keep moving or
a solution or something. Thanks for reading please reply because i do not think
i can last another 11 weeks.

It would be great if there is some kind of adult that i can talk to that is near me. I live in Kalispell Montana i am 15 Male and i wander around kalispell from 10 AM to about 2:40 PM. My mother does not usually pick me up unless she needs me to do some kind of work for her. I would like a place to wait instead of outside and I do have a phone number. (My brother pays for my phone bill, he has moved out and away from my mother's insanity). But i also do not want to be a burden so please do not contact me if you believe that will be the case. I have had 4 people "take me in" and then kick me out because i was either a satanist or because they simply did not like it when i ate their food. My number is 704-989-2184 thank you for your time.

 

[Don Danko]

How does one graduate from High School at 15?   On the other topics mentioned. Some people just have a need to share with others for a kind of subconscious approvial seeking. And Xains can never love anything, as they don't even love themselves infact it's the opposite they are conditoned into a powerful and deeply subconscious self hatred.   Can't love yourself, can't love others. Because you can not give to another what you, yourself don't possess.

From: chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Fri, January 14, 2011 7:17:39 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Overwhelming

  I know it sounds unreal, but on the other hand there's no bounds to xian "love". I've seen (and experienced) some pretty awful stuff done in the name of xianity, so anything is possible. It's unfortunate, but people need to learn to keep lips zipped, especially when they live in these kinds of households. Satan himself recommends silence, so I wonder sometimes why people have such a time following His wise suggestion.

There's such a thing as "emancipated minors" where teenaged children live on their own, pursue their education, etc. I presume they are given welfare or receive some such state aid. At 15/16 many teens are quite able to look after themselves (not all that long ago, they were often married and running their own families as a matter of course). It might be worth looking into.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Spencer" <redfishbloofish@... wr.ote:

Why do you feel the need to advertise you're a Satanist if you know you live in a place with crazy christians? Also you're whole scenario seems kind of fanciful. I hope no one calls that number.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kain2411" <kain2411@ wrote:

Hi i recently posted a message in the teens for satan group and someone said that it would be a good idea to post it here.

Hey I am a 15 year old guy who has a very compact life. I would like some help.
I will be graduating from high school in 11 weeks. However this is due to
extremely hard work. I literally complete a

year's worth of work in one course

in a week. My mother however, is unfortunately a christian. She discovered
recently that i am a satanist and has decided to stop feeding me. Also she has
decided to stop buying me clothes. I literally only have two pairs of pants to
wear. On top of this I try to meditate to calm me down and relax but due to no
time and getting no motivation from anything other than my own will i am
starting to feel extremely stressed. My mother will show me no love and tries to
keep me away from my sisters who I extremely care for. When my mom figured out i
had a "favorite sister" she stopped feeding her too. She is only 8 years old so
instead of feeding myself i feed her instead whenever i get the chance. Every
day i go through extreme fatigue and hunger. Also i have to go through extreme

amounts of work to finish high school quickly so i can get emancipated and move

out. I would love some help whether it is just verbal support to keep moving or
a solution or something. Thanks for reading please reply because i do not think
i can last another 11 weeks.

It would be great if there is some kind of adult that i can talk to that is near me. I live in Kalispell Montana i am 15 Male and i wander around kalispell from 10 AM to about 2:40 PM. My mother does not usually pick me up unless she needs me to do some kind of work for her. I would like a place to wait instead of outside and I do have a phone number. (My brother pays for my phone bill, he has moved out and away from my mother's insanity). But i also do not want to be a burden so please do not contact me if you believe that will be the case. I have had 4 people "take me in" and then kick me out because i was either a

satanist or because they simply did not like it when i ate their food. My number is 704-989-2184 thank you for your time.

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

They can graduate at an early age because they are academically gifted and can take two grades a year. I, for example, was to have taken grades four and five in one year, except that the family moved out of the area so it didn't happen. I was hugely disappointed of course but it was "a long time ago in a galaxy not far enough away." I didn't know, however, that it was still done in the public school system but maybe it depends on the school district, state/province, etc.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

How does one graduate from High School at 15?

On the other topics mentioned. Some people just have a need to share with others
for a kind of subconscious approvial seeking. And Xains can never love anything,
as they don't even love themselves infact it's the opposite they are conditoned
into a powerful and deeply subconscious self hatred.


Can't love yourself, can't love others. Because you can not give to another what
you, yourself don't possess.




________________________________
From: chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Fri, January 14, 2011 7:17:39 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Overwhelming

 
I know it sounds unreal, but on the other hand there's no bounds to xian "love".
I've seen (and experienced) some pretty awful stuff done in the name of xianity,
so anything is possible. It's unfortunate, but people need to learn to keep lips
zipped, especially when they live in these kinds of households. Satan himself
recommends silence, so I wonder sometimes why people have such a time following
His wise suggestion.

There's such a thing as "emancipated minors" where teenaged children live on
their own, pursue their education, etc. I presume they are given welfare or
receive some such state aid. At 15/16 many teens are quite able to look after
themselves (not all that long ago, they were often married and running their own
families as a matter of course). It might be worth looking into.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Spencer" <redfishbloofish@ wr.ote:

Why do you feel the need to advertise you're a Satanist if you know you live in
a place with crazy christians? Also you're whole scenario seems kind of
fanciful. I hope no one calls that number.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kain2411" <kain2411@ wrote:

Hi i recently posted a message in the teens for satan group and someone said
that it would be a good idea to post it here.

Hey I am a 15 year old guy who has a very compact life. I would like some
help.
I will be graduating from high school in 11 weeks. However this is due to
extremely hard work. I literally complete a year's worth of work in one
course
in a week. My mother however, is unfortunately a christian. She discovered
recently that i am a satanist and has decided to stop feeding me. Also she
has
decided to stop buying me clothes. I literally only have two pairs of pants
to
wear. On top of this I try to meditate to calm me down and relax but due to
no
time and getting no motivation from anything other than my own will i am
starting to feel extremely stressed. My mother will show me no love and tries
to
keep me away from my sisters who I extremely care for. When my mom figured
out i
had a "favorite sister" she stopped feeding her too. She is only 8 years old
so
instead of feeding myself i feed her instead whenever i get the chance.
Every
day i go through extreme fatigue and hunger. Also i have to go through
extreme
amounts of work to finish high school quickly so i can get emancipated and
move
out. I would love some help whether it is just verbal support to keep moving
or
a solution or something. Thanks for reading please reply because i do not
think
i can last another 11 weeks.

It would be great if there is some kind of adult that i can talk to that is
near me. I live in Kalispell Montana i am 15 Male and i wander around kalispell
from 10 AM to about 2:40 PM. My mother does not usually pick me up unless she
needs me to do some kind of work for her. I would like a place to wait instead
of outside and I do have a phone number. (My brother pays for my phone bill, he
has moved out and away from my mother's insanity). But i also do not want to be
a burden so please do not contact me if you believe that will be the case. I
have had 4 people "take me in" and then kick me out because i was either a
satanist or because they simply did not like it when i ate their food. My number
is 704-989-2184 thank you for your time.

 

[[email protected]]

Satan would not want you to suffer for him. And I understand that you are proud to be a Satanist and do not want to hide it, but since you are a minor living in a xian household, you must do what you can to make your life easier: Lie. If not for yourself, then for your little sister. Lie to your xian mother, tell you you were just going through a teenage rebelious phase, all that bullshit xians like to believe about us. Lie to her and tell her you are no longer a Satanist, do what it takes to get her to feed and clothe you and your sister again. It's difficult to advance yourself spiritually, and study for school, if you're fatigued and hungry all the time.

As you stated, it's only a few more months until you are finished high school and can be emancipated. So lie for the next few months, and then once you are out of her household and on your own, send her a letter telling her the truth, send all sorts of Satanic images, whatever you want. I don't think she would take it out on your sister since you won't be around (I'm betting she's only taking it out on her to try and make you feel guilty or some bs).

I know it will be very difficult to pretend to be xian and go along with all the bs she will try and make you believe, but keep in mind, Satan would not want you to suffer, and it's only for a few more months anyways. You need to get the most out of it, be well fed, get clothes etc, and then you're free to be yourself. Do it for your sister, as well as for yourself.

-Liddy

HAIL SATAN!!

 

[John Forsythe]

I would be calling the police and child protection authorities also, if this is your mother's true actions, she will be made to answer for them. As a Satanist you are not a victim, take action NOW to save yourself and your sister (s).

Hail Satan!

 

[Mark Scott]

This post has me asking many questions.

Eleven weeks from now is the second week in April, high schools in the area do not have graduation until the middle of May at the earliest. Even if you do finish all of your requirements early they only have one graduation ceremony and you have to wait until that ceremony.

An entire years worth of course work in one week? Someone that smart would be able to call the authorities and have someone investigate their situation.

Kalispell, Montana is a community in north western Montana (which is very cold and snowy this time of year) and has a population of 21,000. Any child "wandering around" the city at this time of year would be noticed by law enforcement and other groups.

My biggest question is that if he lives in Montana then why does the phone number he gave have a North Carolina area code? If that is the number to a cell phone that his brother bought for him then he should have no problem calling the proper authorities and reporting his mother.

This story has a lot of questions for me, I would proceed with caution on this one.

Mark

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kain2411" <kain2411@... wrote:

Hi i recently posted a message in the teens for satan group and someone said that it would be a good idea to post it here.

Hey I am a 15 year old guy who has a very compact life. I would like some help.
I will be graduating from high school in 11 weeks. However this is due to
extremely hard work. I literally complete a year's worth of work in one course
in a week. My mother however, is unfortunately a christian. She discovered
recently that i am a satanist and has decided to stop feeding me. Also she has
decided to stop buying me clothes. I literally only have two pairs of pants to
wear. On top of this I try to meditate to calm me down and relax but due to no
time and getting no motivation from anything other than my own will i am
starting to feel extremely stressed. My mother will show me no love and tries to
keep me away from my sisters who I extremely care for. When my mom figured out i
had a "favorite sister" she stopped feeding her too. She is only 8 years old so
instead of feeding myself i feed her instead whenever i get the chance. Every
day i go through extreme fatigue and hunger. Also i have to go through extreme
amounts of work to finish high school quickly so i can get emancipated and move
out. I would love some help whether it is just verbal support to keep moving or
a solution or something. Thanks for reading please reply because i do not think
i can last another 11 weeks.

It would be great if there is some kind of adult that i can talk to that is near me. I live in Kalispell Montana i am 15 Male and i wander around kalispell from 10 AM to about 2:40 PM. My mother does not usually pick me up unless she needs me to do some kind of work for her. I would like a place to wait instead of outside and I do have a phone number. (My brother pays for my phone bill, he has moved out and away from my mother's insanity). But i also do not want to be a burden so please do not contact me if you believe that will be the case. I have had 4 people "take me in" and then kick me out because i was either a satanist or because they simply did not like it when i ate their food. My number is 704-989-2184 thank you for your time.

 

[[email protected]]

Dude! You gotta get away from her! I can understand a fear of being separated from your sis, but, FATHER WILL look after her! And there's allways a possibility of making things easier on yourself; at your age, you can tell people(till your 18 & settled) that you just studied it out of curiosity. The Al-Jilwah DOES say not to tell those w/o what your up to. You can be a very powerful Satanist, and its perfectly fine not saying a word about it or even deny it, as long as YOU & FATHER know the truth! Do whachoo do bro, jus keep it on the down low! J~SIN
HAIL SATAN 666/88!!!Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "Satanic Warrior" <darkmonkey87@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Fri, 14 Jan 2011 18:23:44 -0000To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Overwhelming
  Go to the police, or Department of Human services and report what is going on. Here is a website that will point you to some resources in your local area http://www.dphhs.mt.gov/contactus/homel ... ct10.shtml Just look through the list it looks fortunately that there are several that could help you. When explaining if needed just explain to them that your form of Satanism is pagan and not related to Christianity (most people are a lot more open minded if they realize that you are not just a reverse xian from personal experience) I would suggest calling the child abuse hotline. That is one of the most insane and horrible things a mother can do to their children. Good Luck. Especially for the sake of your sister get help.
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kain2411" <kain2411@... wrote:

Hi i recently posted a message in the teens for satan group and someone said that it would be a good idea to post it here.

Hey I am a 15 year old guy who has a very compact life. I would like some help.
I will be graduating from high school in 11 weeks. However this is due to
extremely hard work. I literally complete a year's worth of work in one course
in a week. My mother however, is unfortunately a christian. She discovered
recently that i am a satanist and has decided to stop feeding me. Also she has
decided to stop buying me clothes. I literally only have two pairs of pants to
wear. On top of this I try to meditate to calm me down and relax but due to no
time and getting no motivation from anything other than my own will i am
starting to feel extremely stressed. My mother will show me no love and tries to
keep me away from my sisters who I extremely care for. When my mom figured out i
had a "favorite sister" she stopped feeding her too. She is only 8 years old so
instead of feeding myself i feed her instead whenever i get the chance. Every
day i go through extreme fatigue and hunger. Also i have to go through extreme
amounts of work to finish high school quickly so i can get emancipated and move
out. I would love some help whether it is just verbal support to keep moving or
a solution or something. Thanks for reading please reply because i do not think
i can last another 11 weeks.

It would be great if there is some kind of adult that i can talk to that is near me. I live in Kalispell Montana i am 15 Male and i wander around kalispell from 10 AM to about 2:40 PM. My mother does not usually pick me up unless she needs me to do some kind of work for her. I would like a place to wait instead of outside and I do have a phone number. (My brother pays for my phone bill, he has moved out and away from my mother's insanity). But i also do not want to be a burden so please do not contact me if you believe that will be the case. I have had 4 people "take me in" and then kick me out because i was either a satanist or because they simply did not like it when i ate their food. My number is 704-989-2184 thank you for your time.

 

[[email protected]]

GOTTA love Don!
HS 666/88Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: Don Danko <mageson6666@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Fri, 14 Jan 2011 16:51:11 -0800 (PST)To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Overwhelming
  How does one graduate from High School at 15?   On the other topics mentioned. Some people just have a need to share with others for a kind of subconscious approvial seeking. And Xains can never love anything, as they don't even love themselves infact it's the opposite they are conditoned into a powerful and deeply subconscious self hatred.   Can't love yourself, can't love others. Because you can not give to another what you, yourself don't possess.

From: chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Fri, January 14, 2011 7:17:39 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Overwhelming

  I know it sounds unreal, but on the other hand there's no bounds to xian "love". I've seen (and experienced) some pretty awful stuff done in the name of xianity, so anything is possible. It's unfortunate, but people need to learn to keep lips zipped, especially when they live in these kinds of households. Satan himself recommends silence, so I wonder sometimes why people have such a time following His wise suggestion.

There's such a thing as "emancipated minors" where teenaged children live on their own, pursue their education, etc. I presume they are given welfare or receive some such state aid. At 15/16 many teens are quite able to look after themselves (not all that long ago, they were often married and running their own families as a matter of course). It might be worth looking into.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Spencer" <redfishbloofish@... wr.ote:

Why do you feel the need to advertise you're a Satanist if you know you live in a place with crazy christians? Also you're whole scenario seems kind of fanciful. I hope no one calls that number.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kain2411" <kain2411@ wrote:

Hi i recently posted a message in the teens for satan group and someone said that it would be a good idea to post it here.

Hey I am a 15 year old guy who has a very compact life. I would like some help.
I will be graduating from high school in 11 weeks. However this is due to
extremely hard work. I literally complete a

year's worth of work in one course

in a week. My mother however, is unfortunately a christian. She discovered
recently that i am a satanist and has decided to stop feeding me. Also she has
decided to stop buying me clothes. I literally only have two pairs of pants to
wear. On top of this I try to meditate to calm me down and relax but due to no
time and getting no motivation from anything other than my own will i am
starting to feel extremely stressed. My mother will show me no love and tries to
keep me away from my sisters who I extremely care for. When my mom figured out i
had a "favorite sister" she stopped feeding her too. She is only 8 years old so
instead of feeding myself i feed her instead whenever i get the chance. Every
day i go through extreme fatigue and hunger. Also i have to go through extreme

amounts of work to finish high school quickly so i can get emancipated and move

out. I would love some help whether it is just verbal support to keep moving or
a solution or something. Thanks for reading please reply because i do not think
i can last another 11 weeks.

It would be great if there is some kind of adult that i can talk to that is near me. I live in Kalispell Montana i am 15 Male and i wander around kalispell from 10 AM to about 2:40 PM. My mother does not usually pick me up unless she needs me to do some kind of work for her. I would like a place to wait instead of outside and I do have a phone number. (My brother pays for my phone bill, he has moved out and away from my mother's insanity). But i also do not want to be a burden so please do not contact me if you believe that will be the case. I have had 4 people "take me in" and then kick me out because i was either a

satanist or because they simply did not like it when i ate their food. My number is 704-989-2184 thank you for your time.

 

[Joseph Greene]

<td val[/IMG]I am graduating soon due to a fastrack program. They test me on all subjects then if i pass i move on if i do not then i take a week to get the concept of what i failed and i try again. This is because i get the idea of things extremely easily. What takes most people a year takes three weeks on a fastrack course and then i get it done in one week. Fastrack is for people with extremely fast minds. And i have looked into emancipation but i want to wait until i am done with high school.

--- On Sun, 1/16/11, eremoslukos8@... <eremoslukos8@... wrote:

From: eremoslukos8@... <eremoslukos8@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Overwhelming
To: [email protected]
Date: Sunday, January 16, 2011, 7:12 PM

  GOTTA love Don!
HS 666/88 Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T <hr> From: Don Danko <mageson6666@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Fri, 14 Jan 2011 16:51:11 -0800 (PST) To: <[email protected] ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Overwhelming
  How does one graduate from High School at 15?   On the other topics mentioned. Some people just have a need to share with others for a kind of subconscious approvial seeking. And Xains can never love anything, as they don't even love themselves infact it's the opposite they are conditoned into a powerful and deeply subconscious self hatred.   Can't love yourself, can't love others. Because you can not give to another what you, yourself don't possess.

From: chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Fri, January 14, 2011 7:17:39 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Overwhelming

  I know it sounds unreal, but on the other hand there's no bounds to xian "love". I've seen (and experienced) some pretty awful stuff done in the name of xianity, so anything is possible. It's unfortunate, but people need to learn to keep lips zipped, especially when they live in these kinds of households. Satan himself recommends silence, so I wonder sometimes why people have such a time following His wise suggestion.

There's such a thing as "emancipated minors" where teenaged children live on their own, pursue their education, etc. I presume they are given welfare or receive some such state aid. At 15/16 many teens are quite able to look after themselves (not all that long ago, they were often married and running their own families as a matter of course). It might be worth looking into.

--- In [[email protected]][email protected][/email], "Spencer" <redfishbloofish@... wr.ote:

Why do you feel the need to advertise you're a Satanist if you know you live in a place with crazy christians? Also you're whole scenario seems kind of fanciful. I hope no one calls that number.

--- In [[email protected]][email protected][/email], "kain2411" <kain2411@ wrote:

Hi i recently posted a message in the teens for satan group and someone said that it would be a good idea to post it here.

Hey I am a 15 year old guy who has a very compact life. I would like some help.
I will be graduating from high school in 11 weeks. However this is due to
extremely hard work. I literally complete a year's worth of work in one course
in a week. My mother however, is unfortunately a christian. She discovered
recently that i am a satanist and has decided to stop feeding me. Also she has
decided to stop buying me clothes. I literally only have two pairs of pants to
wear. On top of this I try to meditate to calm me down and relax but due to no
time and getting no motivation from anything other than my own will i am
starting to feel extremely stressed. My mother will show me no love and tries to
keep me away from my sisters who I extremely care for. When my mom figured out i
had a "favorite sister" she stopped feeding her too. She is only 8 years old so
instead of feeding myself i feed her instead whenever i get the chance. Every
day i go through extreme fatigue and hunger. Also i have to go through extreme
amounts of work to finish high school quickly so i can get emancipated and move
out. I would love some help whether it is just verbal support to keep moving or
a solution or something. Thanks for reading please reply because i do not think
i can last another 11 weeks.

It would be great if there is some kind of adult that i can talk to that is near me. I live in Kalispell Montana i am 15 Male and i wander around kalispell from 10 AM to about 2:40 PM. My mother does not usually pick me up unless she needs me to do some kind of work for her. I would like a place to wait instead of outside and I do have a phone number. (My brother pays for my phone bill, he has moved out and away from my mother's insanity). But i also do not want to be a burden so please do not contact me if you believe that will be the case. I have had 4 people "take me in" and then kick me out because i was either a satanist or because they simply did not like it when i ate their food. My number is 704-989-2184 thank you for your time.

[/TD]