I'm a member who saw this post and resonated with how the O.P. worded it. I have done meditation but I don't anymore. But I'm so burnt out and so hateful of meditation it's such a boring and mentally exhausting property that it feels like I'm just fantasizing, daydreaming.
I'll state I recently got back into cleaning, protection, aligning chakras, and spinning. But it feels too much even 5 minutes of mindfulness observing the present is too much.
I don't enjoy my life very much. I live a very Saturn like life almost like I'm a prisoner of my own home and room. I feel like I dedicated for the sake of dedication. Or dedicated to something which in reality doesn't work.
I'm aware this is an incorrect property and I truly wish meditation helped me out and progressed. Except rituals and prayers to the Gods whereby for example upon the change from JoS to ToZ I kept noticing names like Zeus and other odd synchronicities using my devices.
Is Spirituality the ONLY solution? Are some people physical or mental? I possess a strong mental effect. I have a friend who is very physically active but not into spirituality.
Should I just live my life and enjoy it without pressure from meditation. I kinda get the feeling of many members and leadership that, YOU MUST MEDITATE or failure. It seems like meditation is used as a cure-all, one-size-fits-all. And many people make up fantastical outright charlatan levels of events occurring. Someone states, Oh I talked with this high-ranking God and he asked me to communicate to the forums. Or I did meditation and this negativity occurs.
Am I in the wrong? Are people having genuine experiences and I should meditate and try and reach to these entities?
Furthermore if the Gods are real. Are they so embedded into the framework of mankind that even a high-ranking entity takes audience with said person. Are these entities so mad, bored, sick and tired of the rampant enemy presence they step down to our ranges and interact with us?
Why would Zeus and the Gods care about me if I barely do things for them?