I’ve been trying to open my third die now for at least five months with zero results. I don’t see shit. I’m on SSRIs Zoloft that have anything to do with it? Losing my fucking Patience
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I came to this conclusion after trying to balance my university life, work life and life for my GODS and meditations. Hours may be slightly shifted, but this is a definite result.
"The red colors is the hours I have reserved for Gods and my meditations."
And I recommend you make one of these for yourself.
"The red colors is the hours I have reserved for Gods and my meditations."
And I recommend you make one of these for yourself.
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Power, beauty, loyalty, courage, nobility and youth, I love this photo.
I want to remind all SS here why we are here.
Defend our freedom!
Defend our race!
Defend our land!
I wish everyone a glorious day.
Hail Satana!
I want to remind all SS here why we are here.
Defend our freedom!
Defend our race!
Defend our land!
I wish everyone a glorious day.
Hail Satana!
And if ever I sounded mad or aggressive to anyone, once again I’m sorry.
I’ve made a thread in the arts and music section for my Soul Calibur Demon Tributes. I’m still figuring out the file attachment function, so for now I’m just gonna have to upload the photos in separate posts in the same thread for each demon one at a time. Please check it out and let me know what you think. It’s an ongoing project of mine and I’ll take requests 
Guess I really can't choose the suicide option, fine then. But that doesn't mean I'll be the same ever again walking with those scars of the past to recent events all over me.
I was just mad that my second college year is totalled, my main goal is totalled again and I'm back in the phase of thinking of what the fuck I'm going to do anymore if I can't kill myself.
My reputation as some ace is finished.
I was just mad that my second college year is totalled, my main goal is totalled again and I'm back in the phase of thinking of what the fuck I'm going to do anymore if I can't kill myself.
My reputation as some ace is finished.
Feeling tired? Get some Sowilo reps in your solar.
A thousand times the worse, to want thy light. -Shakespeare
Eyes
I saw a kind man in your eyes,
I saw in your eyes someone trying to fit in,
In your eyes I saw someone who became human again,
I saw in your eyes someone who thinks he knows how to live but is very ignorant.
We are creatures of ambition,
We see in each other a harsh judge, and an enemy,
But I saw eternity in you.
I won't ask you not to go,
But don't you know, V...
-Satan's Crow
Eyes
I saw a kind man in your eyes,
I saw in your eyes someone trying to fit in,
In your eyes I saw someone who became human again,
I saw in your eyes someone who thinks he knows how to live but is very ignorant.
We are creatures of ambition,
We see in each other a harsh judge, and an enemy,
But I saw eternity in you.
I won't ask you not to go,
But don't you know, V...
-Satan's Crow
“It is only by improving the world, that you will improve yourself. It is only by improving yourself, that you will improve the world – for infinity can only flow again back into infinity".
—Apollon/Azazel
—Apollon/Azazel
Would anyone like to see some photos of my tributes to our Gods I made using Soul Calibur VI character creation feature?
Would any of you brothers and sister be interested in seeing my tributes I’ve made to our Gods using the Soul Calibur VI Character Creation Function?
Some of you may be wondering why I have an Elite from the Halo video game series as my profile picture and a gif of one in my signature.
To put it simply, in Halo's lore the Elites were part of the Covenant, a strange Judeo-Xian like alien empire who sought to annihilate mankind.
The Covenant also worshipped a highly advanced, long extinct civilization known as The Forerunners and start what is called "The Great Journey" which is basically the path to salvation and life eternal, in other words, Godhood.
However, the leaders of the Covenant, The Prophets (who look like alien rabbis and popes) know that "The Great Journey" is only for them. They also know that Humans are in fact the direct descendants of the Forerunners, which is why they want them expunged. If this truth came to light, The Covenant would collapse.
The Elites, despite being humanity's enemies, always respected them. When the Prophets called for the Elites to be exterminated. the Elites joined forces with humanity and defeated The Covenant once and for all. The Elites also learned that humanity, the species they were tasked to destroy, were in fact their Gods all along.
Notice the parallel here to what we as Spiritual Satanists know?
Satan, who the enemy blasphemes and curses for all their existence, is our true creator God.
Like the Elites from Halo, I, who was once a xian, learned the truth and abandoned the xian faith and joined with you, my brothers and sisters in Satan and all of our old Gods and Goddesses.
To put it simply, in Halo's lore the Elites were part of the Covenant, a strange Judeo-Xian like alien empire who sought to annihilate mankind.
The Covenant also worshipped a highly advanced, long extinct civilization known as The Forerunners and start what is called "The Great Journey" which is basically the path to salvation and life eternal, in other words, Godhood.
However, the leaders of the Covenant, The Prophets (who look like alien rabbis and popes) know that "The Great Journey" is only for them. They also know that Humans are in fact the direct descendants of the Forerunners, which is why they want them expunged. If this truth came to light, The Covenant would collapse.
The Elites, despite being humanity's enemies, always respected them. When the Prophets called for the Elites to be exterminated. the Elites joined forces with humanity and defeated The Covenant once and for all. The Elites also learned that humanity, the species they were tasked to destroy, were in fact their Gods all along.
Notice the parallel here to what we as Spiritual Satanists know?
Satan, who the enemy blasphemes and curses for all their existence, is our true creator God.
Like the Elites from Halo, I, who was once a xian, learned the truth and abandoned the xian faith and joined with you, my brothers and sisters in Satan and all of our old Gods and Goddesses.
İşe başladığım için çok aktif olamıyorum buralarda fakat siz ve Şeytan Babamız hep aklımda.
Seviliyorsunuz <3
Seviliyorsunuz <3
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NoFap: A Path of Growth or of Restriction?
I have written on this before. The basis of this is just a misunderstanding of the body, combined with sexual repression, and a poverty mindset regarding the body's energy.
While it is generally true that the sexual fluids have these properties and that not losing them at exorbitant rates will make you feel better, we shouldn't go the opposite and totally repress our sexuality just to gain a bit of physical energy. Instead, you can work on your Martian and Venusian energies, which are responsible for the a lot of what you are describing here, alongside other energies.
The purpose of orgasms and the reason it holds power is because it relates to creation itself. Shown by Kenaz or Dagaz, sexual activity is a transformative combination of yin and yang which produces a new creation, either a child, or within the self it stimulates the kundalini or can be directed for advancement of areas of the soul.
The enemy restricts this on purpose to hide this fact, making sexual activity seem dirty, despite its direct connection with advancement. When we work on the Kundalini, this will directly stimulate sexual energies and feelings because this is a natural expression of life.
Therefore, what you should do is take a middle-ground approach based on your needs: If you are tired, then maybe hold off for that night, but if you feel sexual urges after 3-4 or whatever days of restriction, then this is fine to release.
If you want to permanently increase your health, then do Sun and Mars style energy work or exercise. There are many exercises that work lower back and nadis behind the legs which benefit the sexual organs help the body restore the materials and energies you are trying to retain.
Mars will be in Aries soon and you can definitely test this yourself. Mars Squares will give more sexual potency and power, therefore you do not need to behave like a crippled yogi who must cling to the last bit of sexual energy, which is the opposite of the power and prosperity this path holds for us.
Besides Mars energies, we can use runes like Uruz or Thurisaz to restore and improve these vital energies.
I have written on this before. The basis of this is just a misunderstanding of the body, combined with sexual repression, and a poverty mindset regarding the body's energy.
While it is generally true that the sexual fluids have these properties and that not losing them at exorbitant rates will make you feel better, we shouldn't go the opposite and totally repress our sexuality just to gain a bit of physical energy. Instead, you can work on your Martian and Venusian energies, which are responsible for the a lot of what you are describing here, alongside other energies.
The purpose of orgasms and the reason it holds power is because it relates to creation itself. Shown by Kenaz or Dagaz, sexual activity is a transformative combination of yin and yang which produces a new creation, either a child, or within the self it stimulates the kundalini or can be directed for advancement of areas of the soul.
The enemy restricts this on purpose to hide this fact, making sexual activity seem dirty, despite its direct connection with advancement. When we work on the Kundalini, this will directly stimulate sexual energies and feelings because this is a natural expression of life.
Therefore, what you should do is take a middle-ground approach based on your needs: If you are tired, then maybe hold off for that night, but if you feel sexual urges after 3-4 or whatever days of restriction, then this is fine to release.
If you want to permanently increase your health, then do Sun and Mars style energy work or exercise. There are many exercises that work lower back and nadis behind the legs which benefit the sexual organs help the body restore the materials and energies you are trying to retain.
Mars will be in Aries soon and you can definitely test this yourself. Mars Squares will give more sexual potency and power, therefore you do not need to behave like a crippled yogi who must cling to the last bit of sexual energy, which is the opposite of the power and prosperity this path holds for us.
Besides Mars energies, we can use runes like Uruz or Thurisaz to restore and improve these vital energies.
To clean a chakra, do I inhale and visualize the chakra glowing with white-gold energy and vibrate RAUM or SURYA on the exhale? Also how many vibrations of the cleaning mantra should I do per chakra?
Lately I've been connecting with my amethyst, I give it energy and it seems to give it back, but more like attuning my vibration slightly to an interesting feeling.
Usually I had problems sleeping fast but now I fall asleep instantly if it hold in my left absorbing hand.
Usually I had problems sleeping fast but now I fall asleep instantly if it hold in my left absorbing hand.
Happy Birth Day Adolf 
"No es lo mismo un acto de servicio con doble interés que preguntarte sobre tu día a día, tus hobbies, tu vida. Eso no lo hace cualquier persona egoísta.
De hecho, mientras más interés tiene tu pareja por cosas que parecen insignificantes, menos egoísta es. La gente más egoísta se lanza directamente al dinero, a los hijos, proyectos y no son capaces de apreciar algo de tu vida por un segundo."
-Anónimo-
De hecho, mientras más interés tiene tu pareja por cosas que parecen insignificantes, menos egoísta es. La gente más egoísta se lanza directamente al dinero, a los hijos, proyectos y no son capaces de apreciar algo de tu vida por un segundo."
-Anónimo-
"Forzar una estancia con la primera persona de la cual te enamoraste no es amor verdadero. Para llegar a amar tienes que hacer lo que casi nadie hace: superar todos tus defectos y curarte completamente de ellos para que justamente estar en una relación contigo no sea un sufrimiento"
-Anónimo-
-Anónimo-
Happy birthday to the Fuhrer!!
I take this opportunity to remember and honor the person who courageously fought for peace and goodness.
On April 20th, one of the greatest men history has ever known, a hero and leader, was born.
Today brothers and sisters we are still fighting, let's not stop, let's give glory to all the people who died to save an entire planet.
HEIL HITLER!
Glory to the HitlerJugend!
On April 20th, one of the greatest men history has ever known, a hero and leader, was born.
Today brothers and sisters we are still fighting, let's not stop, let's give glory to all the people who died to save an entire planet.
HEIL HITLER!
Glory to the HitlerJugend!
D.E.P. – Debes, ergo potes –
Must, then you can.
«Ты должен, значит можешь»
Must, then you can.
«Ты должен, значит можешь»
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Just wanted to share this, but lately i ve been having flashes of my light body right over my eyes.
And with my eyes closed, which was kind of weird since I was literally seeing through my eyelids, for some reason when I had my eyes closed I could see my light body up to 2-3 seconds while actually moving my hands. Makes me think it maybe was like that because I was more relaxed?
And right now I can see my aura solidify and cloak my body parts, even though I cannot see colors yet. What I see is more like a black light? Something that looks like every colors in one, I can't really explain it.
Anyways, the future is bright!
And with my eyes closed, which was kind of weird since I was literally seeing through my eyelids, for some reason when I had my eyes closed I could see my light body up to 2-3 seconds while actually moving my hands. Makes me think it maybe was like that because I was more relaxed?
And right now I can see my aura solidify and cloak my body parts, even though I cannot see colors yet. What I see is more like a black light? Something that looks like every colors in one, I can't really explain it.
Anyways, the future is bright!
“Doubt thou the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move; Doubt truth to be a liar; But never doubt I love.” -Shakespeare
I Will Lose
Time passes so fast,
As if I committed myself yesterday.
As if I loved you yesterday.
I call you so close, you don't hear me.
I wave from afar for you to see me, you don't look.
I fight for your smile, you don't smile.
I die for you to see me, you don't see me.
Don't test me without you, because I will lose!
-Satan's Crow
I Will Lose
Time passes so fast,
As if I committed myself yesterday.
As if I loved you yesterday.
I call you so close, you don't hear me.
I wave from afar for you to see me, you don't look.
I fight for your smile, you don't smile.
I die for you to see me, you don't see me.
Don't test me without you, because I will lose!
-Satan's Crow
My life has always had a bag of questions.
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Love
Sometimes love is a tear, always pouring it into your soul, even when tears come from your eyes.
Sometimes to love is to be patient, to be patient no matter how much trouble life throws at you.
Sometimes it is difficult to love, to be worthy of love.
Sometimes to love is to miss, to miss even if you don't know or can't see.
Sometimes love is understanding the other half of your soul.
Sometimes love is to live, to carry someone in your heart even when they are far away.
-Satan's Crow
Sometimes love is a tear, always pouring it into your soul, even when tears come from your eyes.
Sometimes to love is to be patient, to be patient no matter how much trouble life throws at you.
Sometimes it is difficult to love, to be worthy of love.
Sometimes to love is to miss, to miss even if you don't know or can't see.
Sometimes love is understanding the other half of your soul.
Sometimes love is to live, to carry someone in your heart even when they are far away.
-Satan's Crow
I don't like to talk about race and nationality because it causes a lot of fights, it's a sensitive subject. But I know that the extreme hatred of Turks is a subconscious Xian reaction. In the same way, strict Islamists don't like Turks because Turks don't really follow the rules of Islam, it's mostly for show. A hundred years ago some Turks didn't even know the name of Mohammed.
«Breitspurbahn» high-speed: trains and railways of Nazi Germany (Part IV).
NS Gemeinschaft Kraft durch Freude ( for German "Strength through Joy"; KdF) was a German entertainment organization run by the NSDAP in Nazi Germany.
KdF had several separate departments.
The Beauty of Work department (Schönheit der Arbeit) was dedicated to improving workplaces, from general hygiene to reducing sound pollution.
Other departments included the Office of Sport (Sportamt), the Office of Adult Education (Volksbildungswerk), the Office of Leisure (Amt Feierabend), the Office of Folklore and Homeland (Amt für Volkstum und Heimat) and the Office of Travel, Hiking and Recreation (Amt Feierabend).
The plans for future routes were drawn up personally by Adolf Hitler: Berlin – Moscow, Berlin – Stalingrad, Berlin – Leningrad, Berlin – Istanbul, etc.
In the plans, the names of the cities were written with the same names.
The distance from Berlin to Moscow is 1923 km, to Istanbul – 2429 km. to Bucharest – 1759 km. Rome is 1,627 km away.
Route map «Breitspurbahn» 1943.
Routes:
East-West:
Rostow-Stalino-Poltawa-Kiew-Lemberg-Krakau-Kattowitz-Breslau-Cottbus-Berlin-Hannover-Bielefeld;
Ruhrgebiet-Aachen-Lüttich-St.Quentin-Paris.
North-Southeast:
Hamburg-Wittenberge-Berlin-Leipzig-Gotha-Bamberg-Nürnberg-München-Simbach;
am Inn-Linz-Wien-Preßburg-Budapest-Belgrad-Bukarest-Varna/Burgas-Istanbul.
North-South-Parallel-route:
Berlin-Dresden-Augsburg-Prag-Iglau-Znaim-Wien-Triest-Rom.
East-West Part Two:
München-Augsburg-Stuttgart-Karlsruhe-Metz-Reims-Paris-Marseille-Spain.
According to Gunther Wiens, Doctor of Technical Sciences, head of the «Breitspurbahn» project, and his colleagues, the main work on creating a network of broad-gauge expressways should have been completed by 1950.
A rare color photograph showing the brand new 03 1081 Reichsbahn high-speed train at Bw Amstetten / Lower Danube. 20 September 1940:
NS Gemeinschaft Kraft durch Freude ( for German "Strength through Joy"; KdF) was a German entertainment organization run by the NSDAP in Nazi Germany.
KdF had several separate departments.
The Beauty of Work department (Schönheit der Arbeit) was dedicated to improving workplaces, from general hygiene to reducing sound pollution.
Other departments included the Office of Sport (Sportamt), the Office of Adult Education (Volksbildungswerk), the Office of Leisure (Amt Feierabend), the Office of Folklore and Homeland (Amt für Volkstum und Heimat) and the Office of Travel, Hiking and Recreation (Amt Feierabend).
The plans for future routes were drawn up personally by Adolf Hitler: Berlin – Moscow, Berlin – Stalingrad, Berlin – Leningrad, Berlin – Istanbul, etc.
In the plans, the names of the cities were written with the same names.
The distance from Berlin to Moscow is 1923 km, to Istanbul – 2429 km. to Bucharest – 1759 km. Rome is 1,627 km away.
Route map «Breitspurbahn» 1943.
Routes:
East-West:
Rostow-Stalino-Poltawa-Kiew-Lemberg-Krakau-Kattowitz-Breslau-Cottbus-Berlin-Hannover-Bielefeld;
Ruhrgebiet-Aachen-Lüttich-St.Quentin-Paris.
North-Southeast:
Hamburg-Wittenberge-Berlin-Leipzig-Gotha-Bamberg-Nürnberg-München-Simbach;
am Inn-Linz-Wien-Preßburg-Budapest-Belgrad-Bukarest-Varna/Burgas-Istanbul.
North-South-Parallel-route:
Berlin-Dresden-Augsburg-Prag-Iglau-Znaim-Wien-Triest-Rom.
East-West Part Two:
München-Augsburg-Stuttgart-Karlsruhe-Metz-Reims-Paris-Marseille-Spain.
According to Gunther Wiens, Doctor of Technical Sciences, head of the «Breitspurbahn» project, and his colleagues, the main work on creating a network of broad-gauge expressways should have been completed by 1950.
A rare color photograph showing the brand new 03 1081 Reichsbahn high-speed train at Bw Amstetten / Lower Danube. 20 September 1940:
«Breitspurbahn» high-speed: trains and railways of Nazi Germany (Part III).
The «Breitspurbahn» railway network:
The «Breitspurbahn» network was supposed to be formed by unique ballastless ways at that time.
It was assumed that the rails would be based on a monolithic concrete base immersed in the ground, which would allow them to provide the necessary speeds and withstand the appropriate loads.
In the 21st century, this technology is innovative.
The width of such a path required the allocation of significant land plots for it.
This might seem like a serious obstacle to the builders, but, in fact, the idea fully fit into the development strategy of Nazi Germany.
In the capital, as part of the Welthauptstadt Germania project in Berlin, two colossal stations were conceived at once: North and South. In Munich, only one train station was planned, but with a height of 100 m and a dome with a diameter of 285 m.
The «Breitspurbahn» railway network:
The «Breitspurbahn» network was supposed to be formed by unique ballastless ways at that time.
It was assumed that the rails would be based on a monolithic concrete base immersed in the ground, which would allow them to provide the necessary speeds and withstand the appropriate loads.
In the 21st century, this technology is innovative.
The width of such a path required the allocation of significant land plots for it.
This might seem like a serious obstacle to the builders, but, in fact, the idea fully fit into the development strategy of Nazi Germany.
In the capital, as part of the Welthauptstadt Germania project in Berlin, two colossal stations were conceived at once: North and South. In Munich, only one train station was planned, but with a height of 100 m and a dome with a diameter of 285 m.
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