Today I learned something about my aura, right now since I’m healing my aura is white, meaning I’m cleaning but pushes people away and I think that’s interesting as I love my family and but need to be alone which helps me realize I am done seeing them as smart or caring. They are not me and since I have tried to show them Satan and they refuse the proof; as HoodedCobra said ( paraphrasing) that everyone wants to help but sometimes that’s a loosing battle that only takes you down with them and that’s how I feel and they would kiss a Jewish persons feet. I just wanna advance so I can get out. So I’m working on that and me. I love you family thanks for the love, support and caring so much you refuse to let me slack. I think this will be the beginning of something transformative.