My reply about where to find KY videos:

I downloaded and bought a lot by Ana Brett, but now hers are streaming only on her website which you can find by typing in her name online. Her husband is a jew so he tries to get as many shekels as possible. I wouldn't mind purchasing the new ones they've put out but I don't see the point in 30$ a month just to get access to a few that I don't have, although I might try the free trial to see if I would benefit from it.

For free videos, go to youtube and type in Kimilla, she has a lot. I recommend trying her Morning Sadhana one as it covers the entire body and all chakras, but you can look around on her site for your specific needs. She also has a website for subscription for more videos, but her customer service is terrible and you'll be locked in for a year, there's no monthly option and no free trial. $300 for a full year which is probably worth it if you're really dedicated to it, but I find Ana Brett's to be more well-rounded, my personal opinion which may differ from others as we are all individuals.

Brett Larkin also has a lot on youtube but I am not familiar with hers, although she is a highly recognized teacher.

Kimilla's are all 100% true to Yogi Bhajan's teachings, whereas Ana Brett's are mixed of multiple teachings by him to create a more well-rounded workout for each video.

There are also a lot more on youtube, for example if you prefer a male instructor, I just happened to find Ana Brett's based on Lady Maxine's recommendation on ToZ when I was new and Kimilla when I was trying to find Yogi Bhajan's Morning Sadhana.

It is important to be selfish at times in life, it is truly a gift to be able to help others if possible. However we must also know that selfishness must be practiced as well, selfishness in the sense of looking after the self in every conceivable way. For if we do not look after the self then how can we truly help others? an example of this not looking after the self is by neglecting it, we could be lacking something crucial that someone else needs guidance on in an immediate manner. Always look after yourself while helping others, this is key to maintaining the capacity to do so to begin with. May you all be blessed by the Gods

The Heroic Path
Stay Strong!
As a man you have to be Brave, as a man you have to be Strong!

Maintain consistency as you walk the path, do not allow stagnation to form during the wonderful journey that is being a Zevist. Slow down if one must by all means, however do not stop. If you lack motivation, seek help or ask for assistance from someone here on the forums or in https://vultustemplorum.org we are a family of the Gods and we support each other as we continue the walk to becoming like the incredible Divine. Never be afraid to ask questions, even if to you they seem foolish or stupid or any other negative connotations you may attach to them, your question may spark something in someone else which could lead to a breakthrough for others or simply one other person. Any help you can offer someone else is huge, simply because the implications of doing so could be quite large for all involved in the sense of understanding something specific better or something like that as an example. As always as well, make sure to ask the Gods for guidance as well if you do not feel like asking on the forums or the online temple. May you all be blessed by the Gods.

"What am I supposed to do
If I want to talk about peace and understanding
But you only understand the language of the sword?
What if I want to make you understand that the path you chose leads to downfall
But you only understand the language of the sword
What if I want to tell you to leave me and my beloved ones in peace
But you only understand the language of the sword
I let the blade do the talking
So my tongue shall become iron and my words the mighty roar of war
Revealing my divine anger's arrow shall strike
All action for the good of all, I see my reflection in your eyes
But my new age has just begun, the sword is soft
In the fire of the furnace, it hungers to be hit
And wants to have a hundred sisters
In the coldest state of their existence
They may dance the maddest in the morass of the red rain
Beloved brother enemy, I sing my sword song for you
The lullaby of obliteration
So I can wake up with a smile
And bliss in my heart and bliss in my heart and bliss in my heart
Coexistence, conflict, combat
Devastation, regeneration, transformation
That is the best I can do for you
I see a grey gloom on the horizon
That promises a powerful sun to rise, melt away all moons
It will make the old fires of purification, purification
Look like dying embers, look like dying embers
Look like dying embers, look like dying embers
Look like dying embers, look like dying embers
Look like dying embers, look like dying embers
Look like dying embers, look like dying embers"

"Ne yapmam gerekiyor?
Barış ve anlayış hakkında konuşmak istersem,
Ama sen ancak kılıcın dilinden anlıyorsan?
Seçtiğin yolun yıkıma götürdüğünü anlamanı istersem,
Ama sen ancak kılıcın dilinden anlıyorsan?
Beni ve sevdiklerimi rahat bırakmanı istersem,
Ama sen ancak kılıcın dilinden anlıyorsan?
Bıçağın konuşmasına izin veririm;
Böylece dilim demir, sözlerimse savaşın kudretli kükremesi olacak.
İlahi öfkemin oku ileri fırlayacak ve vuracak.
Herkesin iyiliği için yapılacak şey, gözlerinde kendi yansımamı görüyorum.
Ama benim yeni çağım henüz başladı, kılıç yumuşak.
Fırının ateşinde, dövülmek için can atıyor.
Ve varoluşlarının en soğuk halinde,
Yüz adet kardeş istiyor kendine.
Kızıl kıvılcım yağmurunun altındaki bataklıkta çılgınca dans etsinler,
Sevgili düşman kardeşim, senin için kılıç şarkımı söylüyorum;
Yok oluşun ninnisini.
Böylece gülümsemeyle uyanabilirim;
Ve kalbimde huzurla, kalbimde huzurla, kalbimde huzurla...
Birlikte var olma, çatışma, savaş;
Yıkım, yenilenme, dönüşüm;
Senin için yapabileceğim en iyi şey bu,
Ufukta gri bir kasvet gözüküyor,
Güçlü bir güneşin doğacağını, tüm ayları eriteceğini vaat ediyor;
Eski arınma ateşini yakacak, arınma ateşlerini,
Ölen közler gibi gösterecek, ölen közler gibi gösterecek,
Ölen közler gibi gösterecek, ölen közler gibi gösterecek,
Ölen közler gibi gösterecek, ölen közler gibi gösterecek,
Ölen közler gibi gösterecek, ölen közler gibi gösterecek,
Ölen közler gibi gösterecek, ölen közler gibi gösterecek"

-Krigsgaldr, Heilung

“Ram-horned one, whose thunder shakes not the sky but the soul,
you are the deep breath of the world, the hidden sun that shines within all minds.”
— Orphic Priest of Thebes

“Amun is the name the desert gave you, Zeus is the name the mountains echo.
But neither name is your root — you are the source of names, the voice before speech.”
— Fragment of Synesius of Cyrene

Hail Zeus-Amun!

Me doing my daily Aura Protection:

Ganesha as a symbol represents a somewhat brutal depiction of what it means to surpass one's current condition, and the potential to evolve into something new out of sheer will.

Humanity is blessed with reason and self-awareness, whether we want it sometimes or not. This is seen in how Ganesha has his human head cut off and replaced with an elephant head.
The elephant head represents the human brain, as TG Alexandros Iowno pointed out. We have the ability to enact change upon reality according to our will, if we are in alignment with the proper principles that can lead us there. Magick, an ethical living, material success, are all reflections of an inner change towards a more divine self, and we are able to make this change.

For anyone who wants some heads up in getting started on Martial Arts, if I could consistently practice 3 of them I would do Judo > Muay Thai > Taekwondo (or Boxing).

BJJ has become quite hyped up, but I've picked Judo over it. Competitive BJJ is efficient in a controlled environment but lacks some essential skills that could be useful against someone trying to kill you, like takedowns and grounding to not be taken down yourself, which Judo on the other hand has,

Taekwondo is not the most complete or practical but it will improve your flexibility, control and slickness, as a good complement to your standing game along with Muay Thai, and making you an overall better striker,

Our Online Temple: VultusTemplorum.org

I was given a heart
Before I was given a mind
A thirst for pleasure and war
A hunger we keep inside
We fell from sky with grace
And life gave us a sweeter taste
You can drink
You can feast
There's beauty in your beast

1000th post Celebration:

Something great happened today.

I would like to thank Lady Astarte who guided me in the project and all other Gods/Higher Beings who may have also helped in making it happen.

My belief is that knowledge, common sense and reason are the only true guides in life, and that faith is the tool of comfort for the ignorant.

And our knowledge originates from our Ancestral Gods who desire mankind to see past one's own eyes and to embrace the path towards perfection.

I am still locked out of Revolt, but I will be doing the ritual for Narberius at my usual time today (12 UTC+0). So if any of you want to do it then, know that I am also participating. [Edit: I now have access again to my account.]

And here is the most excellent article about Naberius by TG Karnonnos:

When you want the truth, it will test your comfort zone. You must persist and win!

“Zeus is the first, Zeus is the last; Zeus is the head, Zeus the center. From Zeus all gods are born and to Zeus all return.”

— Orphic Fragment 167 (Kern)

ATTENTION: VERY IMPORTANT!

We moved domains suddenly for Outreach.

PLEASE LOG IN WITH vultustemplorum.org, NOT demonicarmy.

From now on, we will be using Vultus Templorum naming for this server.

One day, i hope to be advanced as all of you.

The Path is set yet the road is not made: A minor understanding of this is the start too why the Clergy is holy.
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Born admists heaven and hell twins have been born,
to climber the ladder to freedom,
brought together by a humbling,
they look to the fish and question what is next;
but only did they smile: and merely pass on its way,
knowing they have learned enough to guide themselves.

I love that even creation by those without still find out Most Holy Reverential Gods even without knowing it. Once more influence dominates confrontation.

The lyrics for Bleach TYBW Original Goeti 13 goeti theme ( 1106 )

Everything's stayed but I'm not what I think I should be
I woke up this morning and changes have come under me
My physical me is not what I expected to see
Perhaps it's a dream or my mind's playing tricks upon me

Now I see past me, and more
I suspect that something's wrong
Go to hell!

If forever I must be
Trapped inside what isn't me
Go to hell!

Only by learning can we all grow; and Hell is the place that learning starts. Hail Glorious Holy Zeus master of perfection itself: the Gods give us air to breath and the waves of progress to learn: only in them can we grow. Thank you to the Clergy for allowing us to bow to you and the Gods who's will you keep. Lead me down the path of learning, and I pray for forgiveness that I might one day offer the same learning onto others; for all is one and one is all: we nothing without the Gods.

Let never the silver age rise again!

Just shredded one of the Bibles I had in my apartment.

The leftover of ignorance has been destroyed, and I shall plan something special for the one left - the dreaded KJV version that contains disgusting and vile passages in its original form, unlike the toned-down modern ones.

HAIL ZEUS!
HAIL PERUN!
HAIL THE GODS!

When it all seems a little too quiet is the moment you have to wait for the worst.
Be prepared in front of a thunderstorm incoming!

The mistakes of the past are lessons for future.

Do not burden yourself with guilt and sadness as these are weaknesses exploited by the enemy but embrace the opportunity to learn from your mistakes, so you may metamorphosize into an empowered being - guided by the Gods and the power of reason, clarity and awareness.

I just want to say as a reminder or for those who are unaware that color magic should not be underestimated,
I'm using yellow color to improve my mental capacities and focus, for about a month and it works wonderfully for me.

With the advent of a Saturn retrograde upon us I made a little runic cleanse mash up that should be easy for anyone around the newer levels

Anzus x 18 (Ever notice how it spelled kinda like Zues I think it's an anagram for it myself)

9 on each side of the the brain while focusing in on it being carved there. I used white gold energy with a green outside but I try to push the gold up in intensity more given it's power.

Afterward affirm how many ever times you feel you should do, but I think 5 is a good one given the purpose of this being harmony, union, balance, and connection and because this relates directly to the solar chakra and it's purpose and how it mixes with everything all together.

"In a safe healthy and positive way the amount of bioelectricity my brain, body and nervous system has is increased, the amount it can handle is increased, and in all ways and forms my energy levels are raised and always balanced; both masculine and feminine."

Aum x 1

3 points are here with the affirmation being the 3 by bridging the two separated numbers together in purpose. A kin to the little bridge in our brains that are the gap.

Followed by

Aum Suyre x 8
Aum x 1
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Aum Suyre x 8
Aum x 1
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Aum Suyre x 8
Aum x 1

Once more engulfing yourself in white gold energy shimmered on the outside/edges ect with green. During this I visualize all as many rivers of energy as I can being cleansed and filled with the radiant glow. I use a literal river and a bolder there for if I struggled as well as seeing it leave me in sticky hard greyish black/chunks/blobs I visualize. I believe this also might help affirm in my intensions and mind about the coming together of the physicals and material to the spiritual and aether.

"In a safe healthy and positive way all rivers of energy that flow within me are unimpeded by any energy blocks, I am cleansed of them, and all flow at the same rate of power and intensity; making them all balanced and work perfectly in holy harmony with one another."

x 18 for the affirmation at the end with a closing
x 1 Aum

9 for the top chakras and right side and 9 for the bottom and left side.

This will work a lot of visualization muscles and also help remind one's purpose is the Godhead.

8 done with a repetition of 3 times with a single angular point between them brought together aka a triangle with is made into 24. Which this is the division of the negative from within you to replace positive with spiritual justice of putting in the work and getting your rewards while also closing with the Aum to add a 4th to it as well to melt with the 24: as well as the fact the AHH needs to be in the STNM to give the union purpose and harmony for the cleansing of the material and spiritual which 24 also does by adding up to 6. In this I've tried to combine the numbers of 1-6, 8, 9, 18 when everything comes together.

Just a current work in progress and will update as I change and experiment.

Also not sure if it counts but I added up all the numbers together I came up with after posting this cause the mood struck me but it also equals up to 70 once everything's done so if that counts than its actually 1-10 as well as 18, but only if the 70 counts for both 7 and 10

Peace is a double edged sword i have been finding out, It is good to have balance and calm in ones life however peace is also stagnation in another form. It is complacency, something which we should never adhere to completely as Zevists. We must always challenge ourselves, some more than others, for we can become rooted in stagnation. With stagnation comes lack of growth via laziness, we become too comfortable in our ways or positions. If one becomes cognizant of peace within themselves good yes, however look to see if while embodying this peace if you still challenge yourself and continue to grow and change. If not you must change your course immediately, lest you become comfortable with nothing happening. Not everyone is like this, others keep continuing to grow and challenge themselves. There are however some who become too comfortable in this peace, one must always be aware of what is going on from within to counteract this.

Let's take a moment to praise the VT-kitty.

The concepts of how the elements flow and come together within the self is also seen in how conversation flows. To change the mind of someone else you need to transform their opinion. You give your opinion motion craft it subject it to the refining process of wisdom than ground it whilst projecting it. Always liked the saying all is one and one is all: starting to find out why.

"Many people think they lack motivation when what they really lack is clarity. It is not always obvious when and where to take action. Some people spend their entire lives waiting for the time to be right to make an improvement."

-James Clear, Atomic Habits

We must allow that which no longer serves us to burn away, to make room for the new foundation that will permit us to become the best version of ourselves that is possible. As we continue building this foundation that is secure and rooted in a sound mind, we can then continue working on ourselves. We then reach a point where we can competently help and guide others to help them rise in their own way using what we have learned through out all of our struggles and challenges along this most wonderful journey to becoming like Our magnificent Gods.

Forgetfulness, that losing of the moment; is the reinforcing of the purpose of Death. If one is acting like a child, approach how you would fix a child. If like can only know like than become your own parent and if you get good enough at it you might just become a great personality yourself.

Christianity partly gained influence because it is a slave's power fantasy, but also one that keeps him a slave.
"You're oh so persecuted by the evil rich and powerful people, but you'll never be like them! God himself had to come down to fix you because you can't do it."
This is nothing but slave morality, which is not only wrong for a society, but it is FICTIONAL.

Everything is done to the slave, the slave never does anything.
This puts the slave into a sad plight where he is thrown off course by fate at random, so, in theory, it should be a devastatingly nihilistic worldview.
And yet, it is actually pacifying to the slave, because this means the slave can't, and thus, won't, try and do anything to change his condition.
But regardless of his doing nothing, the Universe still loves him, just because. He still deserves eternal life and happiness eventually, because everyone does, because we said so. Add to that the idea that everyone is equal and the only thing that matters is faith in what your priest tells you, and you can brainwash nations into a Dark Age.

Zevism is here to show great things. To show the Gods, their glory and teachings, to show you yourself, your potential and where you come from.
But we also tell things that will initially shock a newcomer. Nobody is coming to save you. The rich man bossing over you is made up of the same materials as you, and has the same claim to the Universe as you. The debt is on you to change those positions, and maybe even act morally when you gain power. If you do not choose one day, internally, to have a better life, nature will let you get crushed, because that is what you chose.

"For man, as these writings affirm, has two souls. The one is from the First Intelligence and is participant of the power of the Creator, but the other is given from the revolutions of the worlds of the sky, to which the God-beholding soul returns."

— Iamblichus