So dissapointed

[Andy Coetzee]

Hi guys and girls i could not do my dedication ritual on the 23rd i had to work now i must wait till i can have the house to myself again hoping it will be sometime this week I do have a question about rituals i dont have the silver cup or bowl will it make a difference to my dedication ritual if i use ones made from different materials and this is to Mac i touched the subject about my religion with my wife told her i am no longer a christian and said i am exploring other options she asked me like what so for the sake of not just coming out and saying spiritual satanism i told her wiccan pagan budism and then slipped in spiritual satanism she told me whatever i do as long as it fixes my short temper cause i have 1 am working on it i have been pissed off at the world for a long time am 38 had a heart attack and bypass last year had 2 businesses fail so i thought the world is against me you know bad karma and all but she said if i turn to satanism she will
divorce me even after i explained to her what ss is all about so it looks like i will be single again soon and i am battling with the thought Any body with some advice or help would be greatly appreciated
All hail Father Satan

 

[Lonewulf]

Hi
Speaking with little experience, I empathise with you, mate.
I found Satan on November 13th. And am so happy that I did, after forty years of Christian bullshit and hypocrisy, possessing the personality that I do, I came out straight away, and proclaimed Father as the way forward. A lot of people freaked, jumping on board the whole outrage scenario. I had it all from being asked if I'd had a mental breakdown through to if I killed animals and children on an alter. My wife refuses to talk about "the subject" and is unhappy about my conversion. But, I stand proud of my allegiance and defy the views of the Christian nut jobs. They are the ones that are wrong. Wasting their pathetic lives worshipping somebody that couldn't give a fuck about them. Anyway, back on topic, be proud of your Satanic views, and be proud of who you are. We answer to nobody...

Ave Satanas...

Hail Satan...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Andy Coetzee <coetzee.andy@... wrote:

Hi guys and girls i could not do my dedication ritual on the 23rd i had to work now i must wait till i can have the house to myself again hoping it will be sometime this week I do have a question about rituals i dont have the silver cup or bowl will it make a difference to my dedication ritual if i use ones made from different materials and this is to Mac i touched the subject about my religion with my wife told her i am no longer a christian and said i am exploring other options she asked me like what so for the sake of not just coming out and saying spiritual satanism i told her wiccan pagan budism and then slipped in spiritual satanism she told me whatever i do as long as it fixes my short temper cause i have 1 am working on it i have been pissed off at the world for a long time am 38 had a heart attack and bypass last year had 2 businesses fail so i thought the world is against me you know bad karma and all but she said if i turn to satanism she will
divorce me even after i explained to her what ss is all about so it looks like i will be single again soon and i am battling with the thought Any body with some advice or help would be greatly appreciated
All hail Father Satan

 

[Mac Friday]

    Well now you know how she feels towards Father Satan. Things like this can piss you off, I know! First ask yourself if you really love this women and if she is right for you. If you really love her and know that you want to be with her, then this is what you do. Tell her that you decided not to go with Satanism and that instead you feel more comfortable with ancient egyptian philosohies. Which is still Satanism but I doubt she knows that. Hey if the wiccan thing works, then use that. I personally would choose something different though.       Father Satan doesn't want our lives to become unbearable. Thats why in some cases it is best to just keep to yourself the things you know. Just cut her off from your spirituality and just interact with her as a person. Eventually you will learn enough to start manipulating her and bending her to your will. Most of the times they seem to make a break through on thier own. This is if you really love her and want to be with her. IF NOT?       If you find that you dont want to be with her that much. Then telll her that if she doesnt change, that you will divorce her. You deserve to be with someone that will respect your wishes. As I am sure that you dont fuck with her about her false gods, so why cant she respect your point of view. You can always talk with Satan and or the Gods. Though they are very much busy and I think that this is something you can handle.       Sit back and really contemplate on which route you want to take. You can still be with her and advance in your spirituality, we dont advise other brothers and sisters to just up and break with their partners. As we cant measure the love you have for her or vise versa. But just know that there are other options available if you decide to stay with her. ***************************************************************************************************************** Rege, Satanas!*Rege, Azazel!*Rege, Amdusias PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!   Al Jiwah- I remember necessary affairs and execute them in due time. I teach and guide those who follow my instructions. If anyone obey me and conform to my commandments, he shall have joy, delight, and comfort.   -Satanic_Guidance (Mac Friday) www.joyofsatan.com    

From: Andy Coetzee <coetzee.andy@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tue, December 28, 2010 2:51:58 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] So dissapointed

  Hi guys and girls i could not do my dedication ritual on the 23rd i had to work now i must wait till i can have the house to myself again hoping it will be sometime this week I do have a question about rituals i dont have the silver cup or bowl will it make a difference to my dedication ritual if i use ones made from different materials and this is to Mac i touched the subject about my religion with my wife told her i am no longer a christian and said i am exploring other options she asked me like what so for the sake of not just coming out and saying spiritual satanism i told her wiccan pagan budism and then slipped in spiritual satanism she told me whatever i do as long as it fixes my short temper cause i have 1 am working on it i have been pissed off at the world for a long time am 38 had a heart attack and bypass last year had 2 businesses fail so i thought the world is against me you know bad karma and all but she said if i turn to satanism she will
divorce me even after i explained to her what ss is all about so it looks like i will be single again soon and i am battling with the thought Any body with some advice or help would be greatly appreciated
All hail Father Satan