heathendante
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- Joined
- Jul 11, 2004
- Messages
- 10
This has really been a tough one for me. I was severely fucked over in my last relationship (4 years) by a new age influenced person I was in love with. I posted about it then. Suffice it to say I know in my heart I did things right and was very good to her but the twisted shit always comes out of the xtian, new age influenced asshole. Most xtians and new age idiots I know are into drugs and/or alcohol pretty bad. Also I thought I would never find someone because of various reasons. First of all my Satanist beliefs, also I tend towards native and asian women rather than my own race. I found a beautiful lady and dated her for awhile, she was athabascan and norwegian, I really was in love with her. We were compatable in many ways and had a lot of fun together, but she was freaked out by my JoS beliefs and tried to convert me. I could get no help from my GD in this matter, nor with my 4 year relationship. I found out after a few months that she was into meth and alcohol. It turns out that she was really bad for me. Hell's Army is smart on these things. I work out, practice JuJitsu, swim in the ocean and the river and boogy board a lot, my lifestyle is pretty laid back (I teach anger management lol) and both these past lovers brought drama and stress into my life. In a large part due to their sick belief systems. I am now dating a beautiful japanese lady and am very happy. She accepts my beliefs in Spiritual Satanisim and is open to checking out the JoS website. She is even reading Sitchin..lol! My GD and others (The Bes) and Father drew her into my life after I went to them for help in an open, honest, and humble way. But they demanded I be clear in what I desired in a woman. For me that was intelligent, asian or native, open to Spiritual Satanism and compatible. She even goes to the gym with me, and also is open to JuJitsu. So It does work out, but Hells Army does not allow weakness nor do they fuck around.
Dante
Dante