I can say that I sometimes felt called into question by posts like this, not that I got to the level of thinking I was Napoleon but enough to question everything I saw.
Very often I tried to find my own understanding of things, but not being fully developed spiritually I always made mistakes in some of my theories. Sometimes I was convinced I had discovered who knows what, but then much of that collapsed in the face of Gods' Truth.
At other times I was simply envious or filled with hatred, even for external reasons, and caught up in feelings of inferiority and irrellevance, I would question the "arrogance of authority" or whatever the hell that means. At times I felt some feelings of envy or antipathy towards some members of the clergy, although I almost never expressed it openly.
Simply that whole way of being was wrong, I lacked an understanding of the larger situation.
I now realise the importance that HPHC has in our world, and that if I want to build my own rellevance before the Gods, I have to work and do something, and not get lost in the shenanigans that lead nowhere.
Thinking about the future I think I would be willing to sacrifice myself for HPHC, so that he can continue to lead JoS to victory, because this is vitally important and is beyond us.
I would like to thank you for the knowledge of the Gods that you have successfully provided, because it is with this that I am making my most positive changes.
I do not exactly know the larger spectrum of reality, but I trust your guidance in this war and in our collective development.
Thinking about it more deeply, I should thank everyone who contributed to JoS, because without it I would have probably ended up wasting my life sitting on a bench smoking weed, or in prison who knows.
There are rituals these days, I will gladly bless Joy of Satan, the Clergy and the Comunity.
Heil Satan!