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[gingerceniceros]

I've got a fealing you all will be not so happy with me. I dedicated a couple months ago and I did the meditations and I never really felt anything. I understand its being persistant that makes it work, to cut off all ties to past faiths we have had. But I already did that I denounce my past faith even tho I had done that since I was just a lil kid always knew or felt it was bullshit. I was in catholic school on sundays and it was whatever really till I started to question my existance and the way I SEE (that is the most important thing to remember that word. SEE!) I asked my mother the one I expected to know me more than anyone in the world but I was just about 7 or 8 I think and I asked her: mom why do I see? (Its this way I see, this way I feel like one) but she dident know what the hell I meant. And I bet no one here does either. You probably think I see things like ghosts or some crap but I don't I'm normal I've never seen shit like that I see everything you see I'm as human as you are! But!... ha! I see! I've never been able to explain it other than that! I see! And since my mom dident know what the hell I meant and bcause I was young and catholic I believed that yaweh was the our god so I prayed to that shit all the time asked him what am I! Who am I! And I've posted here before about this asking for help on figuring out what or who I was and the only thing anyone said (Astorothmyqueen the only person that replied said) was something about... ok I don't remember but if you type my name into the search bar into teens4Satan ull see everything I've posted. I've got a unique nickname so usually only what I've posted comes out. That's my proof with other posts as well about asking if father satan was looking for somone. Because I believed that I was someone that was lost or just someone important. But I got no reply for that post. Anyways, after I always prayed to yaweh for answers and got none I gave up catholisicm and I just dident have religion until I dedicated to Father Satan. But the reason I found the website was cause I wanted to summon a demon or Father Satan to ask the same question but it takes a lot of meditation and dedication to even feel the energy and I never did so I just always kept reading on religions and articles on greys or anything at all on interesting things. Or at least things I thought were interesting. (This is where u will probably be upset with me) I came upon an article on a website called viewzone and its the ultimate mystery LIGHT! Its really interesting. But twords the end it talks about this matrix theory and that life is a simulation and the last thing on page 4 it mentions something that made me fucking cry. I knew right then and there than my 19 year search to find out what the hell I am ended when I read about the Single Avatar Solution I'm 19 years old and I fucking cried when I was young and the fake god yaweh dident answer me I thought of suicide and ttryed to kill myself I was in the summer of 2nd grade going to 3rd! I was a kid! And I wanted to kill mysef to speak with what I thought was out god to get answers! But they sent me to a hospital to end my thoughts of suicide and I'm here so it worked but I just set aside my questions was all till I came upos joy4Satan because I felt that Father would answer me but its because of my laziness that he hasent and dident I blame nothing on him all on myself! I'm posting this because I've gotten no replies from anyone else I need someone to listen! I speak nothing but thuth! I've told u about my porsonal past only so you can understand what I'm talking about and as somewhat proof that I am what I say I am! But the reason I said u my brothers and sisters under Satan would be mad at me is because the matrix theory, simulated life theory makes any god not real that what I read but! Anything that you imagine can be truth! So I will never give up on Father Satan! So he is real! Just as I! The single avatar solution! Please respond to this post! I need my storie to be heard by everyone! Any questions u might have ask me! Sorry if I jumped around I can't text as fast as I think so I try to just put it all down before I forget. And also about that person Astoroth my queen I think she or he thought I was crazy or had identity problems because the resposne was more like hang in there rather than actually understanding what I meant but its ok its kind of hard to explain what I feel because the only perfect way to prove it is if you were me if u saw thru my eyes. But you don't so all I have to prove it is the actions I took in my past to try and get answers. I always thought I was the antichrist the one that would bring xanity and catholicism down and the fucking kikes but I'm not a smart human being I'm not anyone I'm really just a nobody but as I said the way I see made me always belive in a god I always told myself because I exist I know there is a god because he created me and I am not like anyone else! But I am proof of this matrix theory so in a way it turns out I was wrong because of me existing it disproves the gods but I believe in the gods therefore they are real and they are tthe gods of the gentiles! Us! Me! You! Please listen to me! Please respond! Please question me I'm not crazy! I'm not lying! Ask away! Ill give u all the details to my life I have nothing to lose! U can't take anything away from me! I lost it all already to stupid decisions I have made all I have is my past to share to make u believe that I am real I am the Single Avatar Solution!

 

[Sadie Terry]

What's  this single avatar solution thing?

Hail Satan! ❤Hail Andras! ❤Hail Malphas! ❤Hail Haures! ❤Hail Anubis!❤Hail the Gods of Duat!❤????

 

[Chinthaka Hew]

i did nt understand the whole context  clearly but seems like you have problems with your past and what was  believing ..
my advice is you have to stop crying and worrying and being lazy. Just start doing VOID Meditation that will help you to bring peace to your mind and hence you would see the things clearly and in a different way. And do some power meditations to keep your spirit up and some Yoga to keep you physically fit. things wont change at the point you start doing these things but give some time , being patient and consistent is the key
If you are dedicated SS. Father and the all the true Gods are there to help you so as the Brothers n Sisters. but that does not mean you will get the things by praying like other main stream religions... you have to start working on yourself .....
Hail Father Satan !!!!Hail Lord Sorath !!!!Hail Lord Anubis !!!!Hail the GODs of Hell !!!Hail Hitler !!!!
Thanks & Regards
Chinthy

On Tue, Jul 2, 2013 at 9:22 PM, Sadie Terry <sadieparty@... wrote:

  What's  this single avatar solution thing?

Hail Satan! ❤Hail Andras! ❤ Hail Malphas! ❤Hail Haures! ❤Hail Anubis!❤Hail the Gods of Duat!❤????

 

[John Forsythe]

Its easy to get caught up in delusions especially delusions of grandeur when we are new. Everything seems possible but events in time will prove you wrong. I know because when I first dedicated I had a similar experience with a system called the Neo-Tech system. I believed it was a system Satan had found centuries, millenia ago...

Through years yes years of consistent meditation and talking to communing with Satan I have come to realize many many things, however the delusions of my initial dedication and probably the year thereafter have faded. Only the strong succeed on Satan's path and the weak and lazy fail early. Do not lose hope however as once one TRULY dedicates to Satan, there is no turning back, and even I had a period of two full years where I turned away from Satan, I never renounced him though and when the time was right he came to ME and steered me back onto his path. Satan is not the figment of our imaginations, nor the inner genius as described in hermetic literature but the One True God of Humanity who has patience and tolerance beyond what I have ever felt even with the love of my life who is the most compassionate and understanding woman I have ever met, Satans comfort exceeds even hers by miles.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "gingerceniceros" <gingerceniceros@... wrote:

I've got a fealing you all will be not so happy with me. I dedicated a couple months ago and I did the meditations and I never really felt anything. I understand its being persistant that makes it work, to cut off all ties to past faiths we have had. But I already did that I denounce my past faith even tho I had done that since I was just a lil kid always knew or felt it was bullshit. I was in catholic school on sundays and it was whatever really till I started to question my existance and the way I SEE (that is the most important thing to remember that word. SEE!) I asked my mother the one I expected to know me more than anyone in the world but I was just about 7 or 8 I think and I asked her: mom why do I see? (Its this way I see, this way I feel like one) but she dident know what the hell I meant. And I bet no one here does either. You probably think I see things like ghosts or some crap but I don't I'm normal I've never seen shit like that I see everything you see I'm as human as you are! But!... ha! I see! I've never been able to explain it other than that! I see! And since my mom dident know what the hell I meant and bcause I was young and catholic I believed that yaweh was the our god so I prayed to that shit all the time asked him what am I! Who am I! And I've posted here before about this asking for help on figuring out what or who I was and the only thing anyone said (Astorothmyqueen the only person that replied said) was something about... ok I don't remember but if you type my name into the search bar into teens4Satan ull see everything I've posted. I've got a unique nickname so usually only what I've posted comes out. That's my proof with other posts as well about asking if father satan was looking for somone. Because I believed that I was someone that was lost or just someone important. But I got no reply for that post. Anyways, after I always prayed to yaweh for answers and got none I gave up catholisicm and I just dident have religion until I dedicated to Father Satan. But the reason I found the website was cause I wanted to summon a demon or Father Satan to ask the same question but it takes a lot of meditation and dedication to even feel the energy and I never did so I just always kept reading on religions and articles on greys or anything at all on interesting things. Or at least things I thought were interesting. (This is where u will probably be upset with me) I came upon an article on a website called viewzone and its the ultimate mystery LIGHT! Its really interesting. But twords the end it talks about this matrix theory and that life is a simulation and the last thing on page 4 it mentions something that made me fucking cry. I knew right then and there than my 19 year search to find out what the hell I am ended when I read about the Single Avatar Solution I'm 19 years old and I fucking cried when I was young and the fake god yaweh dident answer me I thought of suicide and ttryed to kill myself I was in the summer of 2nd grade going to 3rd! I was a kid! And I wanted to kill mysef to speak with what I thought was out god to get answers! But they sent me to a hospital to end my thoughts of suicide and I'm here so it worked but I just set aside my questions was all till I came upos joy4Satan because I felt that Father would answer me but its because of my laziness that he hasent and dident I blame nothing on him all on myself! I'm posting this because I've gotten no replies from anyone else I need someone to listen! I speak nothing but thuth! I've told u about my porsonal past only so you can understand what I'm talking about and as somewhat proof that I am what I say I am! But the reason I said u my brothers and sisters under Satan would be mad at me is because the matrix theory, simulated life theory makes any god not real that what I read but! Anything that you imagine can be truth! So I will never give up on Father Satan! So he is real! Just as I! The single avatar solution! Please respond to this post! I need my storie to be heard by everyone! Any questions u might have ask me! Sorry if I jumped around I can't text as fast as I think so I try to just put it all down before I forget. And also about that person Astoroth my queen I think she or he thought I was crazy or had identity problems because the resposne was more like hang in there rather than actually understanding what I meant but its ok its kind of hard to explain what I feel because the only perfect way to prove it is if you were me if u saw thru my eyes. But you don't so all I have to prove it is the actions I took in my past to try and get answers. I always thought I was the antichrist the one that would bring xanity and catholicism down and the fucking kikes but I'm not a smart human being I'm not anyone I'm really just a nobody but as I said the way I see made me always belive in a god I always told myself because I exist I know there is a god because he created me and I am not like anyone else! But I am proof of this matrix theory so in a way it turns out I was wrong because of me existing it disproves the gods but I believe in the gods therefore they are real and they are tthe gods of the gentiles! Us! Me! You! Please listen to me! Please respond! Please question me I'm not crazy! I'm not lying! Ask away! Ill give u all the details to my life I have nothing to lose! U can't take anything away from me! I lost it all already to stupid decisions I have made all I have is my past to share to make u believe that I am real I am the Single Avatar Solution!

 

[gingerceniceros]

This is why I fucking hate this. I just practicly wrote a fucking article and it all got earased because of shitty internet connection. I've had it with this shit. Basicly what I said was yay I got replies. But all of u don't understand so here's my number text or call ill answer all ur questions. I'm a guy by the way not a lil fucking girl in distress. This email shhit takes forever and I'm a SS so don't say we don't wanna text blah blah blah because infeltrators. its me I'm part of this and I'm fed up with losing all of my info to u because WEBPAGE NOT AVAILABLE! 956-533-9731 fucking text me as I said ill answer all ur questions and doubts. Question me doubt me I don't care ill do my best to prove u wrong because I don't think I'm right I know I am! And fuck you john forsythe u either dident read everything or dident want to! I said its something I was born with! Not something that happend once I dedicated so quit calling me delusional! I see and that's that! I am the processor so it wouldent have to be done from every counciouse mind! It would be to much for the universe to process if all of u were me! So its me that does it! Hence SINGLE Avatar Solution!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "John Forsythe" <ivan.folghera@... wrote:

Its easy to get caught up in delusions especially delusions of grandeur when we are new. Everything seems possible but events in time will prove you wrong. I know because when I first dedicated I had a similar experience with a system called the Neo-Tech system. I believed it was a system Satan had found centuries, millenia ago...

Through years yes years of consistent meditation and talking to communing with Satan I have come to realize many many things, however the delusions of my initial dedication and probably the year thereafter have faded. Only the strong succeed on Satan's path and the weak and lazy fail early. Do not lose hope however as once one TRULY dedicates to Satan, there is no turning back, and even I had a period of two full years where I turned away from Satan, I never renounced him though and when the time was right he came to ME and steered me back onto his path. Satan is not the figment of our imaginations, nor the inner genius as described in hermetic literature but the One True God of Humanity who has patience and tolerance beyond what I have ever felt even with the love of my life who is the most compassionate and understanding woman I have ever met, Satans comfort exceeds even hers by miles.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "gingerceniceros" <gingerceniceros@ wrote:

I've got a fealing you all will be not so happy with me. I dedicated a couple months ago and I did the meditations and I never really felt anything. I understand its being persistant that makes it work, to cut off all ties to past faiths we have had. But I already did that I denounce my past faith even tho I had done that since I was just a lil kid always knew or felt it was bullshit. I was in catholic school on sundays and it was whatever really till I started to question my existance and the way I SEE (that is the most important thing to remember that word. SEE!) I asked my mother the one I expected to know me more than anyone in the world but I was just about 7 or 8 I think and I asked her: mom why do I see? (Its this way I see, this way I feel like one) but she dident know what the hell I meant. And I bet no one here does either. You probably think I see things like ghosts or some crap but I don't I'm normal I've never seen shit like that I see everything you see I'm as human as you are! But!... ha! I see! I've never been able to explain it other than that! I see! And since my mom dident know what the hell I meant and bcause I was young and catholic I believed that yaweh was the our god so I prayed to that shit all the time asked him what am I! Who am I! And I've posted here before about this asking for help on figuring out what or who I was and the only thing anyone said (Astorothmyqueen the only person that replied said) was something about... ok I don't remember but if you type my name into the search bar into teens4Satan ull see everything I've posted. I've got a unique nickname so usually only what I've posted comes out. That's my proof with other posts as well about asking if father satan was looking for somone. Because I believed that I was someone that was lost or just someone important. But I got no reply for that post. Anyways, after I always prayed to yaweh for answers and got none I gave up catholisicm and I just dident have religion until I dedicated to Father Satan. But the reason I found the website was cause I wanted to summon a demon or Father Satan to ask the same question but it takes a lot of meditation and dedication to even feel the energy and I never did so I just always kept reading on religions and articles on greys or anything at all on interesting things. Or at least things I thought were interesting. (This is where u will probably be upset with me) I came upon an article on a website called viewzone and its the ultimate mystery LIGHT! Its really interesting. But twords the end it talks about this matrix theory and that life is a simulation and the last thing on page 4 it mentions something that made me fucking cry. I knew right then and there than my 19 year search to find out what the hell I am ended when I read about the Single Avatar Solution I'm 19 years old and I fucking cried when I was young and the fake god yaweh dident answer me I thought of suicide and ttryed to kill myself I was in the summer of 2nd grade going to 3rd! I was a kid! And I wanted to kill mysef to speak with what I thought was out god to get answers! But they sent me to a hospital to end my thoughts of suicide and I'm here so it worked but I just set aside my questions was all till I came upos joy4Satan because I felt that Father would answer me but its because of my laziness that he hasent and dident I blame nothing on him all on myself! I'm posting this because I've gotten no replies from anyone else I need someone to listen! I speak nothing but thuth! I've told u about my porsonal past only so you can understand what I'm talking about and as somewhat proof that I am what I say I am! But the reason I said u my brothers and sisters under Satan would be mad at me is because the matrix theory, simulated life theory makes any god not real that what I read but! Anything that you imagine can be truth! So I will never give up on Father Satan! So he is real! Just as I! The single avatar solution! Please respond to this post! I need my storie to be heard by everyone! Any questions u might have ask me! Sorry if I jumped around I can't text as fast as I think so I try to just put it all down before I forget. And also about that person Astoroth my queen I think she or he thought I was crazy or had identity problems because the resposne was more like hang in there rather than actually understanding what I meant but its ok its kind of hard to explain what I feel because the only perfect way to prove it is if you were me if u saw thru my eyes. But you don't so all I have to prove it is the actions I took in my past to try and get answers. I always thought I was the antichrist the one that would bring xanity and catholicism down and the fucking kikes but I'm not a smart human being I'm not anyone I'm really just a nobody but as I said the way I see made me always belive in a god I always told myself because I exist I know there is a god because he created me and I am not like anyone else! But I am proof of this matrix theory so in a way it turns out I was wrong because of me existing it disproves the gods but I believe in the gods therefore they are real and they are tthe gods of the gentiles! Us! Me! You! Please listen to me! Please respond! Please question me I'm not crazy! I'm not lying! Ask away! Ill give u all the details to my life I have nothing to lose! U can't take anything away from me! I lost it all already to stupid decisions I have made all I have is my past to share to make u believe that I am real I am the Single Avatar Solution!

 

[nicknesredna]

Mr. Lavatory Solution: My advice to you, first of all, is to learn the basics of punctuation. Also, you should show some respect to the people whom you ask for help instead of being abusive because of your bad internet connection - seriously?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "gingerceniceros" <gingerceniceros@... wrote:


This is why I fucking hate this. I just practicly wrote a fucking article and it all got earased because of shitty internet connection. I've had it with this shit. Basicly what I said was yay I got replies. But all of u don't understand so here's my number text or call ill answer all ur questions. I'm a guy by the way not a lil fucking girl in distress. This email shhit takes forever and I'm a SS so don't say we don't wanna text blah blah blah because infeltrators. its me I'm part of this and I'm fed up with losing all of my info to u because WEBPAGE NOT AVAILABLE! 956-533-9731 fucking text me as I said ill answer all ur questions and doubts. Question me doubt me I don't care ill do my best to prove u wrong because I don't think I'm right I know I am! And fuck you john forsythe u either dident read everything or dident want to! I said its something I was born with! Not something that happend once I dedicated so quit calling me delusional! I see and that's that! I am the processor so it wouldent have to be done from every counciouse mind! It would be to much for the universe to process if all of u were me! So its me that does it! Hence SINGLE Avatar Solution!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "John Forsythe" <ivan.folghera@ wrote:

Its easy to get caught up in delusions especially delusions of grandeur when we are new. Everything seems possible but events in time will prove you wrong. I know because when I first dedicated I had a similar experience with a system called the Neo-Tech system. I believed it was a system Satan had found centuries, millenia ago...

Through years yes years of consistent meditation and talking to communing with Satan I have come to realize many many things, however the delusions of my initial dedication and probably the year thereafter have faded. Only the strong succeed on Satan's path and the weak and lazy fail early. Do not lose hope however as once one TRULY dedicates to Satan, there is no turning back, and even I had a period of two full years where I turned away from Satan, I never renounced him though and when the time was right he came to ME and steered me back onto his path. Satan is not the figment of our imaginations, nor the inner genius as described in hermetic literature but the One True God of Humanity who has patience and tolerance beyond what I have ever felt even with the love of my life who is the most compassionate and understanding woman I have ever met, Satans comfort exceeds even hers by miles.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "gingerceniceros" <gingerceniceros@ wrote:

I've got a fealing you all will be not so happy with me. I dedicated a couple months ago and I did the meditations and I never really felt anything. I understand its being persistant that makes it work, to cut off all ties to past faiths we have had. But I already did that I denounce my past faith even tho I had done that since I was just a lil kid always knew or felt it was bullshit. I was in catholic school on sundays and it was whatever really till I started to question my existance and the way I SEE (that is the most important thing to remember that word. SEE!) I asked my mother the one I expected to know me more than anyone in the world but I was just about 7 or 8 I think and I asked her: mom why do I see? (Its this way I see, this way I feel like one) but she dident know what the hell I meant. And I bet no one here does either. You probably think I see things like ghosts or some crap but I don't I'm normal I've never seen shit like that I see everything you see I'm as human as you are! But!... ha! I see! I've never been able to explain it other than that! I see! And since my mom dident know what the hell I meant and bcause I was young and catholic I believed that yaweh was the our god so I prayed to that shit all the time asked him what am I! Who am I! And I've posted here before about this asking for help on figuring out what or who I was and the only thing anyone said (Astorothmyqueen the only person that replied said) was something about... ok I don't remember but if you type my name into the search bar into teens4Satan ull see everything I've posted. I've got a unique nickname so usually only what I've posted comes out. That's my proof with other posts as well about asking if father satan was looking for somone. Because I believed that I was someone that was lost or just someone important. But I got no reply for that post. Anyways, after I always prayed to yaweh for answers and got none I gave up catholisicm and I just dident have religion until I dedicated to Father Satan. But the reason I found the website was cause I wanted to summon a demon or Father Satan to ask the same question but it takes a lot of meditation and dedication to even feel the energy and I never did so I just always kept reading on religions and articles on greys or anything at all on interesting things. Or at least things I thought were interesting. (This is where u will probably be upset with me) I came upon an article on a website called viewzone and its the ultimate mystery LIGHT! Its really interesting. But twords the end it talks about this matrix theory and that life is a simulation and the last thing on page 4 it mentions something that made me fucking cry. I knew right then and there than my 19 year search to find out what the hell I am ended when I read about the Single Avatar Solution I'm 19 years old and I fucking cried when I was young and the fake god yaweh dident answer me I thought of suicide and ttryed to kill myself I was in the summer of 2nd grade going to 3rd! I was a kid! And I wanted to kill mysef to speak with what I thought was out god to get answers! But they sent me to a hospital to end my thoughts of suicide and I'm here so it worked but I just set aside my questions was all till I came upos joy4Satan because I felt that Father would answer me but its because of my laziness that he hasent and dident I blame nothing on him all on myself! I'm posting this because I've gotten no replies from anyone else I need someone to listen! I speak nothing but thuth! I've told u about my porsonal past only so you can understand what I'm talking about and as somewhat proof that I am what I say I am! But the reason I said u my brothers and sisters under Satan would be mad at me is because the matrix theory, simulated life theory makes any god not real that what I read but! Anything that you imagine can be truth! So I will never give up on Father Satan! So he is real! Just as I! The single avatar solution! Please respond to this post! I need my storie to be heard by everyone! Any questions u might have ask me! Sorry if I jumped around I can't text as fast as I think so I try to just put it all down before I forget. And also about that person Astoroth my queen I think she or he thought I was crazy or had identity problems because the resposne was more like hang in there rather than actually understanding what I meant but its ok its kind of hard to explain what I feel because the only perfect way to prove it is if you were me if u saw thru my eyes. But you don't so all I have to prove it is the actions I took in my past to try and get answers. I always thought I was the antichrist the one that would bring xanity and catholicism down and the fucking kikes but I'm not a smart human being I'm not anyone I'm really just a nobody but as I said the way I see made me always belive in a god I always told myself because I exist I know there is a god because he created me and I am not like anyone else! But I am proof of this matrix theory so in a way it turns out I was wrong because of me existing it disproves the gods but I believe in the gods therefore they are real and they are tthe gods of the gentiles! Us! Me! You! Please listen to me! Please respond! Please question me I'm not crazy! I'm not lying! Ask away! Ill give u all the details to my life I have nothing to lose! U can't take anything away from me! I lost it all already to stupid decisions I have made all I have is my past to share to make u believe that I am real I am the Single Avatar Solution!

 

[karthikkashyap84]

You got to ease out a bit there.. What you wrote doesn't make sense to most people here. You may want to be a bit respectful here. You ranted about your problem with a 500 word article here. And at the end of it, nowhere did you state what was the actual problem. All you stated was single avatar solution or matrix form and blah blah blah.. With your contact number to contact you?? It sounded like a 16 year old kid who has absolutely no work to do in this world, who has a free internet access and just wants to grab attention from the public. Or a delusional 16 year old kid who is living in his cocoon who has absolutely no sense of reality. That is the sense I got from your question. Are you first of all in the right state of mind?

And now you want to show disrespect to the members? I have half a mind of reporting you as a spamster.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "gingerceniceros" <gingerceniceros@... wrote:


This is why I fucking hate this. I just practicly wrote a fucking article and it all got earased because of shitty internet connection. I've had it with this shit. Basicly what I said was yay I got replies. But all of u don't understand so here's my number text or call ill answer all ur questions. I'm a guy by the way not a lil fucking girl in distress. This email shhit takes forever and I'm a SS so don't say we don't wanna text blah blah blah because infeltrators. its me I'm part of this and I'm fed up with losing all of my info to u because WEBPAGE NOT AVAILABLE! 956-533-9731 fucking text me as I said ill answer all ur questions and doubts. Question me doubt me I don't care ill do my best to prove u wrong because I don't think I'm right I know I am! And fuck you john forsythe u either dident read everything or dident want to! I said its something I was born with! Not something that happend once I dedicated so quit calling me delusional! I see and that's that! I am the processor so it wouldent have to be done from every counciouse mind! It would be to much for the universe to process if all of u were me! So its me that does it! Hence SINGLE Avatar Solution!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "John Forsythe" <ivan.folghera@ wrote:

Its easy to get caught up in delusions especially delusions of grandeur when we are new. Everything seems possible but events in time will prove you wrong. I know because when I first dedicated I had a similar experience with a system called the Neo-Tech system. I believed it was a system Satan had found centuries, millenia ago...

Through years yes years of consistent meditation and talking to communing with Satan I have come to realize many many things, however the delusions of my initial dedication and probably the year thereafter have faded. Only the strong succeed on Satan's path and the weak and lazy fail early. Do not lose hope however as once one TRULY dedicates to Satan, there is no turning back, and even I had a period of two full years where I turned away from Satan, I never renounced him though and when the time was right he came to ME and steered me back onto his path. Satan is not the figment of our imaginations, nor the inner genius as described in hermetic literature but the One True God of Humanity who has patience and tolerance beyond what I have ever felt even with the love of my life who is the most compassionate and understanding woman I have ever met, Satans comfort exceeds even hers by miles.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "gingerceniceros" <gingerceniceros@ wrote:

I've got a fealing you all will be not so happy with me. I dedicated a couple months ago and I did the meditations and I never really felt anything. I understand its being persistant that makes it work, to cut off all ties to past faiths we have had. But I already did that I denounce my past faith even tho I had done that since I was just a lil kid always knew or felt it was bullshit. I was in catholic school on sundays and it was whatever really till I started to question my existance and the way I SEE (that is the most important thing to remember that word. SEE!) I asked my mother the one I expected to know me more than anyone in the world but I was just about 7 or 8 I think and I asked her: mom why do I see? (Its this way I see, this way I feel like one) but she dident know what the hell I meant. And I bet no one here does either. You probably think I see things like ghosts or some crap but I don't I'm normal I've never seen shit like that I see everything you see I'm as human as you are! But!... ha! I see! I've never been able to explain it other than that! I see! And since my mom dident know what the hell I meant and bcause I was young and catholic I believed that yaweh was the our god so I prayed to that shit all the time asked him what am I! Who am I! And I've posted here before about this asking for help on figuring out what or who I was and the only thing anyone said (Astorothmyqueen the only person that replied said) was something about... ok I don't remember but if you type my name into the search bar into teens4Satan ull see everything I've posted. I've got a unique nickname so usually only what I've posted comes out. That's my proof with other posts as well about asking if father satan was looking for somone. Because I believed that I was someone that was lost or just someone important. But I got no reply for that post. Anyways, after I always prayed to yaweh for answers and got none I gave up catholisicm and I just dident have religion until I dedicated to Father Satan. But the reason I found the website was cause I wanted to summon a demon or Father Satan to ask the same question but it takes a lot of meditation and dedication to even feel the energy and I never did so I just always kept reading on religions and articles on greys or anything at all on interesting things. Or at least things I thought were interesting. (This is where u will probably be upset with me) I came upon an article on a website called viewzone and its the ultimate mystery LIGHT! Its really interesting. But twords the end it talks about this matrix theory and that life is a simulation and the last thing on page 4 it mentions something that made me fucking cry. I knew right then and there than my 19 year search to find out what the hell I am ended when I read about the Single Avatar Solution I'm 19 years old and I fucking cried when I was young and the fake god yaweh dident answer me I thought of suicide and ttryed to kill myself I was in the summer of 2nd grade going to 3rd! I was a kid! And I wanted to kill mysef to speak with what I thought was out god to get answers! But they sent me to a hospital to end my thoughts of suicide and I'm here so it worked but I just set aside my questions was all till I came upos joy4Satan because I felt that Father would answer me but its because of my laziness that he hasent and dident I blame nothing on him all on myself! I'm posting this because I've gotten no replies from anyone else I need someone to listen! I speak nothing but thuth! I've told u about my porsonal past only so you can understand what I'm talking about and as somewhat proof that I am what I say I am! But the reason I said u my brothers and sisters under Satan would be mad at me is because the matrix theory, simulated life theory makes any god not real that what I read but! Anything that you imagine can be truth! So I will never give up on Father Satan! So he is real! Just as I! The single avatar solution! Please respond to this post! I need my storie to be heard by everyone! Any questions u might have ask me! Sorry if I jumped around I can't text as fast as I think so I try to just put it all down before I forget. And also about that person Astoroth my queen I think she or he thought I was crazy or had identity problems because the resposne was more like hang in there rather than actually understanding what I meant but its ok its kind of hard to explain what I feel because the only perfect way to prove it is if you were me if u saw thru my eyes. But you don't so all I have to prove it is the actions I took in my past to try and get answers. I always thought I was the antichrist the one that would bring xanity and catholicism down and the fucking kikes but I'm not a smart human being I'm not anyone I'm really just a nobody but as I said the way I see made me always belive in a god I always told myself because I exist I know there is a god because he created me and I am not like anyone else! But I am proof of this matrix theory so in a way it turns out I was wrong because of me existing it disproves the gods but I believe in the gods therefore they are real and they are tthe gods of the gentiles! Us! Me! You! Please listen to me! Please respond! Please question me I'm not crazy! I'm not lying! Ask away! Ill give u all the details to my life I have nothing to lose! U can't take anything away from me! I lost it all already to stupid decisions I have made all I have is my past to share to make u believe that I am real I am the Single Avatar Solution!