How to stop obsessing over being a jew and similar stuff

[coral__]

Hello! I hope all is good.

So the title is pretty explicative.
I honestly don't know why but recently (last month more or less) I think I've received many attacks by the enemy, the classic "am I a jew?" type of thing.
I usually just don't think about it and it goes away but I fear I'm falling into obsession over it. It extended to "what if my friend is a jew?" or "what if my partner is a jew?" or to anyone close to me.
The one that worries me the most is my partner one... "Why don't you ask the Gods?" well I did and the answers are usually "no they're not bad for you" but if I'm being this paranoid, how can I be sure I was talking to them and not myself? Like, am I only seeing what I want to see instead of the true answer?

I don't wanna leave my friends and especially I don't wanna break up with my partner for many reasons but I think it's reasonable enough to not breaking up with someone if you never felt bad in their presence and they helped you in your life, especially after a year... I mean, none of these people had ever talked to me about having jewish ancestry, none of these people have jewish object in the house and so on. I think that being christian doesn't make you one, I was too but I'm here.

So, do I spam RTRs until I'm literally toxic for the enemy? Do I strengthen the aura with, maybe, a specific rune or similar?
And most importantly, why the hell they are harassing me just now, in these months while I lived most of my life pretty calmly?
Is there some kind of known pattern in this way of attacking?
The only pattern I'm sure off is that these months are being kinda intense in this sense, all of the things (for example attacks) intensify, in quantity, frequency etc and I wonder why.

Thank you all! So glad I have a place to talk about this. I really appreciate every one of you.

Hail Zeus!

 

[Henu the Great]

This phase will pass by virtue of advancing on the path, by healing your mind from all sorts of things, and so on. Logically, it makes no sense for a jew to wonder this, unless they try to manipulate others in a social context. The same for a healthy human being, we know what we are, no questions asked.

 

[GoldenxChild1]

That's not an abnormal attack for anyone here, so rest assured it will pass. Keep in mind that the Jews make up such a small % of the population that the statistics are on your side, anyway.

I wouldn't recommend RTRs but Returning Curses Part 1 & 2, as well as your regular routine that includes cleaning and an AOP.

From experience, it passes. You wouldn't even be wondering if you were Jewish if you were, in fact, Jewish. Your genuine concerns reveals you, so to say.

All the best