Nothing working, I'm under attack and can't control it

[lonardmicheal]

I am being constantly attacked. The enemy keeps instilling doubt in fear and a compulsion to leave JOS. You people who keep telling me "clean your aura and do void meditation" don't know how powerful the feeling is. I'm trying everything, to visualizing red energy around myself to meditating on Satan. I always keep giving up and leaving JOS until I gather up the strength every few weeks to try to join back again. I need some practical ways to fend off this psychic attack, willpower alone is not enough, it is like I have a spell cast on my emotional self to make me feel like I really need to leave, and I can't help myself but to give in for relief.

 

[andregerritsen]

Hi brother

This helps me. Complete ignore them and have no fear of them in satanism there is no fear and do daily
2 times your aura of protection and knowing that Satan and the demons will always protect you. So have no fear and keep up your mediations . if you feel yourself overwhelm ask Father Satan for help He listens always
And when your constantly attacked it means that you are getting stronger.


Hail Father Satan
Hail Agares and the demons of duat

 

[opaquediamond]

I would try to calm myself by drinking tea (Yes, it sounds stupid but it really is not). Then I would maybe try vibrating Algiz or an other rune along with an affirmation.

 

[Allison Passino]

I sympathize, believe me, Brother! The enemy attacks us all, in
various ways. But they do this in order to make us give up, to
surrender to their stupid lies and foolishness! You talk of leaving
Jos? Well, I shall just say this: if you did your dedication rite,
truly, there is no "leaving". Maxine said, and she is correct, that
the dedication ritual is permanent! I am saying this to encourage you
Brother, not to bring you down or whatever, not at all! Apologies,
this is not coming out very well what I am attempting to say here.
Bear with me; I just woke up a little while ago, so am kind of out of
it mentally. Heh. What I am trying to say to you is, you are always a
part of Father Satan's family, once you performed that ritual! And
Satan never forsakes his beloved ones, never! I've been a Spiritual
Satanist for 7 years, and every time I think that Father and my Daemon
patrons have left me, just because, you know, I fuck up, and I don't
meditate as often as I should, or I have awful, blasphemous thoughts
about Father that I know are not from me they are from the
angels...every time I think that Father has given up on me, and left
me, he always, always sends me some sort of reassurance that he is
with me. He told me once, actually he's said multiple times: "I will
never leave you, or forsake you, because you are mine". And I am his!
I'd die rather than betray him or the Gods intentionally! Satan is my
reason for being, literally! Ah, hell. I ramble, and I am not saying
this very well. You want practicality? Fine. Keep doing the aura of
protection! Keep surrounding yourself with blue or red energy,
whatever makes you comfortable. Also, I would recommend the Algiz
rune, that is good for protection. Perhaps you could vibrate the runic
energy into your aura directly; I never tried that, but I do not see
why it would not work. Also, the banishing ritual...do that. And void
meditation; truly, I say, void meditation really is a necessity,
because it helps with blocking out unwanted thoughts.

But, back to what I was saying before: Father never, ever leaves us,
even if we feel that we should leave him, or that he is angry with us
and that he shall cast us aside, he never does that! And this I can
say from personal experience. Satan/Enki is the Father who never
forsakes! And even if we do not perceive him, that he is with us, he
is always there for his beloved! He loves you more than you know, as
he does all of us. Remember that! Know that! Satan is the Seer, the
Hearer, and the Knower of all, the Lord of Aeons, the One Who Sees
Far! Remember who Satan is, and think on that! But also, more
importantly, my Brother, remember who you yourself are! You are a son
of Satan! And you are high in your good Father's sight, though you
know it not. He is not angered at your transgressions, because he
understands, and he desires that you ascend, and better yourself,
because he loves you. I apologize if this message is incoherent, but I
am trying to help you best I can. I will leave you with one last
thought: the enemy entities are massive manipulators! They love to
fuck with our thoughts. Why? Because their ultimate goal is to make us
leave Father! That is their primary objective! That is what they
absolutely live for, to make dedicated children of Satan turn aside
from their Father, Satan, and from their destiny, which is to rise,
and become like the Gods themselves! Remember that! So if you recant
in your heart, and leave Satan, you are letting them win, Brother!
Never do that, never! Never give up, and remember who you are in
Satan! Remember what we as a whole, as a family, are fighting for, and
that, sir, is freedom! Freedom from all the oppressors, both astral
and otherwise! Never give up! Never surrender to the bastards! Do not
let them win! And just talk to Father, like as if he were right there
in the room with you. I do it all the time, believe me! He does not
mind. Tell him your doubts, and your fears, give them to him, and ask
for guidance, for strength and peace. Don't give up on Father Satan,
because whatever you may think, Father Satan is not giving up on you,
and we aren't either, here in this Jos family! We love you too, and we
are here for you, because that is what family does, supports each
other in times of strife. Be strong my Brother, and remember your
Father, take strength from his light! Hail Lord/Father Satan always!
Hail Sorath, the One Who Burns! Hail Andras!

On 12/25/15, andregerritsen@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Hi brother

This helps me. Complete ignore them and have no fear of them in satanism
there is no fear and do daily
2 times your aura of protection and knowing that Satan and the demons will
always protect you. So have no fear and keep up your mediations . if you
feel yourself overwhelm ask Father Satan for help He listens always
And when your constantly attacked it means that you are getting stronger.


Hail Father Satan
Hail Agares and the demons of duat

 

[livingforsatan]

Actually, many of us here understand how pervasive these attacks are. You are not alone in this. The recommendation of the algiz rune and a banishing are good advice.

I would also like to suggest you try going even deeper and longer into your trance during meditation. The enemy is desparate to scare you away from self-discovery.

Once you uncover some hidden knowledge, you'll likely even feel as if you're "going crazy." (Truth is, you're "going sane." You've been "crazy" all along.)

Another part of this is, you're giving the enemy too much credit. You are stronger than a thousand chicken-hearted, dick-skinning yids.

BELIEVE THAT!

HAIL Father Satan FOREVER!

 

[Sims Motal]

It is up to YOU to set aside that fear. No one else can do it for you. FEAR is your worst enemy. And you are giving
it plenty of food. Looks to me that maybe you are looking for excuses. If that is not the case, then I apologize.
But Satan is our one true God! I have heard HIS voice more than once. I have seen HIM, albeit, briefly. But
I know HE is real. HE protects HIS children. It is up to YOU to "Set aside that fear," like HE once told me to do. And as
HE said, "Walk in the sunlight!"


Hail Satan!
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On Thu, 12/24/15, lonardmicheal@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Nothing working, I'm under attack and can't control it
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, December 24, 2015, 12:54 PM


 










I am being constantly attacked. The

enemy keeps instilling doubt in fear and a compulsion to
leave JOS. You people who keep telling me "clean your
aura and do void meditation" don't know how
powerful the feeling is. I'm trying everything, to
visualizing red energy around myself to meditating on Satan.
I always keep giving up and leaving JOS until I gather up
the strength every few weeks to try to join back again. I
need some practical ways to fend off this psychic attack,
willpower alone is not enough, it is like I have a spell
cast on my emotional self to make me feel like I really need
to leave, and I can't help myself but to give in for
relief.









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[Magus Immortalis]

Void meditation helps a great deal, as well as what others have stated in protecting yourself.
Don't give into your blasphemous thoughts from the enemy. Banish them; feel as if you are flinging them far away from you mentally. 
The more attention you give the thoughts that the enemy shoves into your head, the more they stick around because they thrive off attention.
Practice void meditation. You could also do more grounded things that don't have to do with your spiritual and magickal life: go out with friends; watch a funny movie or sitcom you enjoy; walk the dog; clean your house/apartment/room. Eat a good meal but don't stuff yourself. You know, stuff like that. The enemy has a harder time getting through to you when you are doing things that keep you occupied and busy, and you have a good time doing it.
 

On Friday, December 25, 2015 4:07 AM, "lonardmicheal@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I am being constantly attacked. The enemy keeps instilling doubt in fear and a compulsion to leave JOS. You people who keep telling me "clean your aura and do void meditation" don't know how powerful the feeling is. I'm trying everything, to visualizing red energy around myself to meditating on Satan. I always keep giving up and leaving JOS until I gather up the strength every few weeks to try to join back again. I need some practical ways to fend off this psychic attack, willpower alone is not enough, it is like I have a spell cast on my emotional self to make me feel like I really need to leave, and I can't help myself but to give in for relief.

 

[aldric.strickland88]

This doesn't sound like attack, this sounds like it's coming from you. Put ether around yourself and tell me if the feeling remains. Imagine the color of a 70s black light around you. If the feeling remains it's coming from you. If this is the case, no aura of protection is going to help. 

 

[elephant255]

You maybe lack the mightiest of shields: knowledge.

Read The Kybalion (explained by three hermetic initiates) to understand the laws of this universe and to obtain a masterkey to decipher practically ALL occult teachings and to generally understand life for the better.

http://tikaboo.com/library/kybalion.pdf

And then read the JoS site too if you haven't.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HOME.html


May He, His legion and children be blessed.

 

[lonardmicheal]

I'm still not sure if its mine or not. How can I know for sure?

 

[[email protected]]

Do you find it hard to visualize golden light? I do. My aura and body appears black, the light is very hard to imagine. Plenty of my own negative energy for me to deal with.

On Monday, December 28, 2015 5:02 AM, "lonardmicheal@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I'm still not sure if its mine or not. How can I know for sure?

 

[shenshakti1]

I think the enemy reprograms your energy or something. Do yoga, do affirmations, spin all your chakras too.