Greetings, Brother!
Unfortunately I have no answer you would probably expect, because I work with these situations in some different way, yet there is something to think about when you try to avoid this or that energies' expressions in life or try to force yourself to be this and not that while your subconscious demands something different. I mean that the subconscious might have its own technical reasons to pull things in their directions despite of the life role.
There are different types of strength. Some people are soft and unable to protect themselves because for their specific type of strength to be fully manifested they need extreme softness and sweetness. Strength is just raw energy, it is not "this" or "that" good or evil, we make it so by how current culture teach us to perceive it and how as a result we expect things to be. A lot of people in 21 century are programmed that "to be soft and ultra delicate is bad because this is not how people survive etc". Why? Because survival became some kind of ideal in this century, while in 16 century delicacy, sweetness, humility, ability to endlessly endure might have sounded more desirable, because this was how long term things were made such as building one temple all your life (60 years +) or serving one master all your life. Humility and long humble dedication was how people lived and did things. As a result Pisces epoch provided more valuable things: people who did them dedicated to them their whole lives - on the upside. On the downside yes, there were a lot of victims of varies types of abuse. I do not propagandize I just say that forcing yourself into what you are naturally not might be dictated by culture and idea that "only so you might survive" which might be dictated by current mainstream not by nature nor by how things might originally be designed to be.
A lot of us, artists, scientists, and other people who's focus is outside of their self and whose major purpose is not their individual survival, are exactly your type, yet not all of us are in some unhealthy links. "Food" is how we are used and called by psychopathic mainstream of this age and those empty who needs "food". Whores, gigolo, egocentric orcs seeking money and pleasures and not knowing what is impact into civilization. We simply do not choose them - not because we can say no (we can't), but rather because we have already chosen higher purpose rather than them.
Being "food" usually have the same root in the chart in the lower octave as being extremely resourceful person in the higher octave of the same configurations. This can be redirected to dedicating full time to building instead of feeding black holes. Understanding that you attract "food" feeding whores/gigolo because you are resourceful and that this resource might have been dedicated to the higher purpose instead, I think, will change the course. Self sacrifice is not bad, it is beautiful and needs a worthy purpose.
Long story short you do not need to force change your beautiful nature. You were given your prominent Neptune (or whatever makes you so beautiful) for a reason. You have a purpose. Higher one. Do not look at how kikes see us and try to use us - for them EVERYONE is a resource, even a warrior. Look what they have done to the best of men? They genocided them in 1st and 2d World Wars. Sometimes extremely Yang people might be more vulnerable because they first act then think. This is not only soft sweet beauties that are eatable. Kikes can eat everything, literally every energy in the universe. They are omnivores.
What you and everyone despite of their natures DO need is to find a purpose, to find a proper riverbed for their natures whatever these natures might be. Every nature is beautiful in its high octave. Resourceful person full of sweet emotional staying power ready to provide tons of love 24/7 for 100+ years non stop, to child-bear or creation-bear for eternity and to completely dissolve in a loved one to heal them is also a great energy reservoir worthy of being used by Gods not wasted on local whorehouse.
You are a Desire and a Reward awaiting for so many real Zevist Heroes, why and by whom are you told to be either used by every mudshark around or not to be yourself at all forced into the path alien to you soul? We are not designed for kikes giving us two options: either you submit to being "strong" corporate orc you do not want to be or you get eaten by those who are. I do not think this is up to kikes to decide. Zeus decided to create real Ladies and Gentlemen for a reason, probably because Gentile civilization needs them, not today mainstream Frankenstein monsters.
Real Gentlemen can't "answer women back" not because they are weak but because they are too strong for this and because they respect the Beauty in themselves and in the Creation that women represent with their sweetest delicacy. We are soft because we can afford this.
Yet you do not need to prove your Beauty by marrying the unworthy. They are not for marriage. Just show mercy to them as Real Man should do, but marry The Lady of Honor, modest, noble, resourceful and as royally unprotective as you are. And let your both extreme resources serve Gods and their agenda. There are a lot of such pairs of two sweetest people, two Neptunians in higher octave, two healers, two artists who cleanse worlds with their art etc.
Chart provides endless potentials of riverbeds for things that usually when left undirected, attract vampires who feed off of them. Water houses are known to be houses of talents, shamanic gifts and spiritual gifts. They are to be channeled into profession. Art that evolves humans out of apes, science that returns maths back to sacred geometry and chemistry back to alchemy, endless divination talents, etc. When the resource is not anymore free but get directed somewhere, it is not anymore attracting vampires because vampires come on a smell of a freebie resource being left unchecked. When all energies are "busy" nothing is left for a vampire.
There are so many vampires I think because there is too much free unchecked resources around being stuck, because in materialist society of wild capitalism there are no too much riverbeds for the overwhelming majority of Gentile Soul's talents. Wild capitalism is designed for kike soul that is much more narrow and has much less talents to realize, thus needing not so many riverbeds. So we have to yet find our riverbeds and may feel very bad without that strong impact our Soul is originally designed to make. Because our powerful energies stuck.
In my view strong desire to be a victim comes from extreme chart energy such as that of the critical degree being stuck and desperately needing a riverbed or at least a vampire to open up a flow and release our *Primal Gentile Instinct to Give* from painful restriction. Our Soul seeks realization. The difference is that the real impact serves the society while a vampire stands between us and society eating our impact and not letting it go further into civilization. This is how natural vampires kikes stopped the civilization growth. They stood in the way of our energy and ate it from reaching its destination point.
If you wish to invest into the specific person this person has to be extremely important so that they channel your mutual energies further into their creations to pass them into civilization further. A vampire just eats, it does not build things further nor extend them into any civilization.
The subconscious resists to acting in the alien way because it demands the riverbed for the energies. This is how I see this. You just have too much energies that now are going into feeding someone just out of pity because these energies "want to feed" - they are designed to feed someone or something. They are seeking their purpose. If you give them the purpose such as for example translation ToZ materials, helping people here etc or in any noble affair that would enhance the Gods' agenda on Earth, and dedicate your life to this, they will not bother you anymore because they will be "busy" and "have a purpose" from that moment on.
You have to know the nature of these problematic stuck energies to find more appropriate riverbed for them as they might prefer more or less certain riverbeds. For this you would like to see your natal chart and learn astrology if you did not yet. People with victim mentality also feel good after yoga because yoga gets stuck energy going for some time. Yet these are potentially highly creative people and need long term permanent affair such as creating a professional 10 years long painting project with a lot of layers, sacred symbols etc like that of Mona Lisa.
The example of such Zevist project to sublimate major stuck energies into:
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Long story short, Brother, you are extremely resourceful needed person, probably future healer, probably someone else, you were created by Zeus like this for a reason. You of course can do whatever planetary squares and advance your other sides as much as you wish, just remember, if you have some energies they will not go away on their own, to go away they need a purpose. In fairer epochs they were given one, and people became world builders, now it is our responsibility to provide our chart with needed riverbeds.
Here are some ideas on what is sublimation and how to sublimate varies problematic energies:
There are 6 indicators of a Prominent Neptune in a natal chart, some charts may have a combination of a few of these: -Pisces Ascendant (Neptune is a chart ruler) -Neptune in the 1st house (Neptune is a chart ruler) -Neptune conjunct an angle (such as in the 12th house but conjunct AC, or...
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Okay, so here’s a pattern that happens to me when I’m met by something really hard that affects me. I either transform this pain to become the best possible version of myself, I meditate consistently, go to the gym consistently and start having big breaks in making money or career. Or I break...
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*Vent, kinda. Saturn is hitting a very sensitive area for me (+ a personal planet stellium) that’s honestly ruining my life. Funny enough Saturn passing through my other* house was the best time of my life. But this one I can’t handle by any means and I don’t know what to do about it… +...
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Saturn 15° Taurus, and making hard aspects to multiple co-rulers (which isn't even the worst part). No matter what working I do, it doesn't make a dent, or produces even MORE filth which has to be dealt with. Is sublimating a 15° Taurus more beneficial than a regular Saturn sublimation, in...
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Since Neptune weakens, does Neptune here reduce the influence/power (negatives) of Saturn? What if Saturn is in Libra, in which case it is stronger?
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My other post at the moment, about doing reaction likes to posts for information, reminded me about something I wanted to say and ask. It has been said that Saturn, in our Astrology, is the Planet of suffering, where we suffer in life. It has also been said that it is the Planet that we can use...
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Hello, I like your explanations a lot, and I'd like to hear your advice on the interpretation and how to deal with Saturn in the 8th in Taurus sign. Thank you.
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Good luck with potentially great Destiny!
