muad_dib_999
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So,
My story starts a few years back.... two or three months after the dedication ritual i went into a trance, and that is when i saw 2 portals in front of me, one blue and one red, of course i took the red one out of curiosity, what i saw is of little importance, i know the feeling was intense. Well that night i was staying at my grandmother's house so i can attend my grand-grandmother which i loved and still love although i cannot understand the "dream". So going through the red portal... after wondering around the area i arrived at a massive door and beyond that door a huge throne. I didn't see a face just a silhouette, and a thunderous voice. After that i was asked why i came. So the first thing that passed through mind (actually i can say it came without me thinking of it) was "when will she die?" speaking about my grand-grandmother. The answer came immediately after "Tomorrow she is no more." And so it was... well... i couldn't speak about that with no one in my life. I learned afterwards that she was afraid of dying so probably it was for the best. She was 94 years old and had a lot of health issues.
Since then I kind of restricted myself from these things... Nowadays i am starting the training program again but i cannot contact any being, like i used to... can anybody tell me why?
Also i want to underline that i do not have an altar as i don't have a place of my own, and i do want to keep this hidden from the public eye.
Thanks in advance!
Hail Satan!!!
My story starts a few years back.... two or three months after the dedication ritual i went into a trance, and that is when i saw 2 portals in front of me, one blue and one red, of course i took the red one out of curiosity, what i saw is of little importance, i know the feeling was intense. Well that night i was staying at my grandmother's house so i can attend my grand-grandmother which i loved and still love although i cannot understand the "dream". So going through the red portal... after wondering around the area i arrived at a massive door and beyond that door a huge throne. I didn't see a face just a silhouette, and a thunderous voice. After that i was asked why i came. So the first thing that passed through mind (actually i can say it came without me thinking of it) was "when will she die?" speaking about my grand-grandmother. The answer came immediately after "Tomorrow she is no more." And so it was... well... i couldn't speak about that with no one in my life. I learned afterwards that she was afraid of dying so probably it was for the best. She was 94 years old and had a lot of health issues.
Since then I kind of restricted myself from these things... Nowadays i am starting the training program again but i cannot contact any being, like i used to... can anybody tell me why?
Also i want to underline that i do not have an altar as i don't have a place of my own, and i do want to keep this hidden from the public eye.
Thanks in advance!
Hail Satan!!!
