Just a little agression

[american_soldier_nc]

I grew up with a mother that was penticostal and a father that was free will baptist. My mother the liar likes to tell people that she raised us in church, lol she did not.
I had visions as a child my mother called them gifts from God, Jehova, but the visions always were against her bible. I kept dreaming of a man wataching me in a room, the room had no doors only windows where the man would watch me from. The man would tell me to come with him if I wanted to know the truth and know who my father really was. I tried to find out what that ment my mother the liar told me it was jehova.
I found out that the man was in fact Father Satan. I dedicated myself to him in 2003. I have not work on my chakras or anything untill recently, i felt un-worthy of his love and guidance for so long. I want a relationship with Him and to make Him proud of creating me. How do I do this? you spend all your life being fed bull shit you cant help but feel guilty for having believed it. Not looking for a shoulder to cry on just a little help.

 

[no.state]

You've nothing to feel guilty for. "Guilt" is a lie.

The human mind tends to resist any self-advancement, due to a tendency to remain in the "comfort-zone."

Go with where you are guided. If you face a decision, choose the one which allows you to be your authentic self. If no such option exists, choose not to choose.

But remember, this "guilt" is not yours. It is your mother's. You were born free, in spite of every lie you were ever told.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "american_soldier_nc" wrote:

I grew up with a mother that was penticostal and a father that was free will baptist. My mother the liar likes to tell people that she raised us in church, lol she did not.
I had visions as a child my mother called them gifts from God, Jehova, but the visions always were against her bible. I kept dreaming of a man wataching me in a room, the room had no doors only windows where the man would watch me from. The man would tell me to come with him if I wanted to know the truth and know who my father really was. I tried to find out what that ment my mother the liar told me it was jehova.
I found out that the man was in fact Father Satan. I dedicated myself to him in 2003. I have not work on my chakras or anything untill recently, i felt un-worthy of his love and guidance for so long. I want a relationship with Him and to make Him proud of creating me. How do I do this? you spend all your life being fed bull shit you cant help but feel guilty for having believed it. Not looking for a shoulder to cry on just a little help.

 

[Michael Hensley]

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