Is this the pain of failure?

[sinbad]

Everytime I think of the degradation of humanity, the ruins of Greece, India, its glory, its beauty, and what exactly am I going to do about it

My throat wells up and I burst into tears

... is this the pain of failure?

 

[Wotanwarrior]

Everytime I think of the degradation of humanity, the ruins of Greece, India, its glory, its beauty, and what exactly am I going to do about it

My throat wells up and I burst into tears

... is this the pain of failure?

Those are traumas, perhaps from past lives.
Working to heal your emotional body will be of great help.

Healing the Emotional Body (for men too, don’t disregard this)

You have your physical body, soul, astral body, mental body, and more. The Emotional Body is the part of the soul that can be damaged when you experience emotional trauma, grief, bereavement, abandonment, and so on. Many people have emotional outbursts, immature reactions, trigger episodes...

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[Sasuke02]

I understand that the world we live in today is not what it was in ancient times. All we can do is work to bring those times back. So focus on evolving as much as possible and be with the Gods.

 

[Henu the Great]

Everytime I think of the degradation of humanity, the ruins of Greece, India, its glory, its beauty, and what exactly am I going to do about it

My throat wells up and I burst into tears

... is this the pain of failure?

As I Sat On Top Of Ruins: Let Us Prove Ourselves

Not that long ago, I was sitting there on top of one of the temples of my ancestors. In there, I know there has been a great school of knowledge, a centre of civilization, hope and light for humanity. Now, there is nothing, I thought to myself. I was looking externally; only ruins and more...

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[Sungio13]

Sometimes what can happen with this sadness is it can transform into an intense rage. Some have found this anger to be bothersome and some have used it to slap themselves in the face to rectify whatever they can that caused the rise of these emotions in the first place.

Stay strong, of course pray to the Gods if you have to and they'll help guide these emotions to where they need to go. As well as potentially give you inspiration to act on something new.