DarkAries
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So...
I looked up the sympthoms, and I was overly skeptical, since I feel like it would just make every unique or great man just sick in some way or another, and now they arent geniuses just some sick weirdos. Well sadly some list are true for me, I learned to read on my on very early, had and have few friends, prefer being alone, rather than socialising, have a very black and white kind of thinking, critically good memory and imaginary, sometimes oversharing, spended a big portion of my childhood daydreaming, socialising feels tiresome and redundant for me, and so on. But heres the catch, I never had sensory problems and only a normal emotional and communication struggle as a child, which vanished. If we would look how I was in childhood I would ve something like the HFA, but Im a lot less there now and fuck... the whole idea, that I wasnt smarter, better, unique, just ill in another way would be completly devastating, even just thinking to it. It would mean Im not above avarge human, just messed up from the start...
I looked up the sympthoms, and I was overly skeptical, since I feel like it would just make every unique or great man just sick in some way or another, and now they arent geniuses just some sick weirdos. Well sadly some list are true for me, I learned to read on my on very early, had and have few friends, prefer being alone, rather than socialising, have a very black and white kind of thinking, critically good memory and imaginary, sometimes oversharing, spended a big portion of my childhood daydreaming, socialising feels tiresome and redundant for me, and so on. But heres the catch, I never had sensory problems and only a normal emotional and communication struggle as a child, which vanished. If we would look how I was in childhood I would ve something like the HFA, but Im a lot less there now and fuck... the whole idea, that I wasnt smarter, better, unique, just ill in another way would be completly devastating, even just thinking to it. It would mean Im not above avarge human, just messed up from the start...