I have a slave-like brain programming/I need help

[Sacred Zucchini]

In general, I'll try to tell it as briefly as possible. I grew up in a family: my mother and grandmother were always arguing, and each of them used me as a drain for their emotions. I'm not kidding. My grandmother would tell me that my mother was bad, and my mother that my grandmother was bad. As a result, I grew up hyper-anxious. This is just one of the reasons why I became a sexual and emotional masochist, which attracted predators into my life - predatory girls and, in general, people who want to use me. For their own pleasure. I can't tell you all this; it would take up pages of text that no one will read. I need help with my mind. And the worst thing is, I liked it. I perceived it as love. How can I deprogram my mind? Yes, I read an article on a website about the mind and hypnosis. Any additional advice is welcome. Will hypnosis from the Osiris Hall help with this problem? I'm going to buy it. Thank you.

 

[Henu the Great]

In general, I'll try to tell it as briefly as possible. I grew up in a family: my mother and grandmother were always arguing, and each of them used me as a drain for their emotions. I'm not kidding. My grandmother would tell me that my mother was bad, and my mother that my grandmother was bad. As a result, I grew up hyper-anxious. This is just one of the reasons why I became a sexual and emotional masochist, which attracted predators into my life - predatory girls and, in general, people who want to use me. For their own pleasure. I can't tell you all this; it would take up pages of text that no one will read. I need help with my mind. And the worst thing is, I liked it. I perceived it as love. How can I deprogram my mind? Yes, I read an article on a website about the mind and hypnosis. Any additional advice is welcome. Will hypnosis from the Osiris Hall help with this problem? I'm going to buy it. Thank you.

Yes, and you can make your own affirmations, record them, and listen to them while you are in a trance.

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

In general, I'll try to tell it as briefly as possible. I grew up in a family: my mother and grandmother were always arguing, and each of them used me as a drain for their emotions. I'm not kidding. My grandmother would tell me that my mother was bad, and my mother that my grandmother was bad. As a result, I grew up hyper-anxious. This is just one of the reasons why I became a sexual and emotional masochist, which attracted predators into my life - predatory girls and, in general, people who want to use me. For their own pleasure. I can't tell you all this; it would take up pages of text that no one will read. I need help with my mind. And the worst thing is, I liked it. I perceived it as love. How can I deprogram my mind? Yes, I read an article on a website about the mind and hypnosis. Any additional advice is welcome. Will hypnosis from the Osiris Hall help with this problem? I'm going to buy it. Thank you.

You need to have positive experiences which will affect you in a way that you realise not everyone is out to exploit you. This will reduce the high stress state you have.

You could get emotional support from certain charitable organisations who help people in these things. Alternatively find a community of people in real life (not online) that are open towards people, don’t join cults or other exploitative collectives. You’re quite vulnerable so do watch out for such things.

But also, you should try to toughen up mentally through physical exercises and become stronger, and don’t let others affect you.

I don’t believe those two approaches are mutually exclusive.

 

[Sacred Zucchini]

Yes, and you can make your own affirmations, record them, and listen to them while you are in a trance.

What affirmations could I use?