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Salutations darlings,
I have a mentally ill daughter named Tiffany who has dedicated to your group. She has bipolar disorder and schizophrenia, although she is a medium. The diagnosis was placed upon her because psychiatrists don't believe in spirits. Everyday of her life she is under duress because she believes she's Jewish when she is not. We don't have any Jewish relatives, only germans, swedish, norwegians, celts, and mostly Anglo saxons. My question is, how do I convince her that she's a gentile? She's suicidal because she believes she's a jew. You might have seen or heard from her on the forum.
I also have another problem. I'm pagan, once Christian. Would the gods accept an old woman like me? Also, I lost my husband almost fifteen years ago from cancer. He was a gentile too, and I'm wondering what happened to his soul? Before he died he became a born again Christian. I'm worried now that I'll never see him again.
Speaking of my husband, my daughter has nightmares about him being lascivious toward her and she abhors her nightmares. Who or what is causing her this? She has tried to kill herself numerous times but never dies (thank the gods). I have seen a lot of programs on ghosts, couldn't be her father doing this to her? She dreams of him raping her.
I want to join Satanism but some voice tells me not to. I receive images of lightning striking me. I just hope Satan accepts me and that my daughter stops being suicidal because I depend on her am much as she depends on me.

Please help.
Sincerely,
ELIZABETH B.
 
Satan would absolutely accept you without a doubt. It's never too late to change the road you're on.

I'm sorry to hear about what your daughter is going through. If she is not Jewish, she is not Jewish. That is the number one most common enemy attack. Tell her this... if she is worried about being Jewish, she is absolutely 100% definitely not. We are all here for your reassurance. I don't think that we have ever had a case where someone was worried they were jewish like that, and actually turned out to be for real. I know I've gone through that... and yeah it's extremely painful and scary.

About your husband. I know this is really hard to hear, and I don't like even asking it, but is it possible he touched her even one time, even when extremely drunk and unaware...? I'm so sorry for having to ask that, because the truth is that this is probably another enemy attack. But if he did accidentally walk into her room or something... she might find it difficult to tell you. It's more likely that that is an enemy attack. Those voices telling you not to join Satanism are also the enemy. That is very common. They cannot physically hurt you or abduct you or anything like that, they can only toy with your mind. Your husband is likely reincarnated now. Satan looks after our loved ones for us.
You sound like you are very close with your daughter. It's really really sweet. I hope she comes around sooner rather than later. Nobody deserves to go through that. I wish my mum &/or dad was/were (a) Satanist(s) and I always found it to be so special when Satanism is a part of the family.

CheersHail Satan
 
"What if I'm a jew?"

It's a very common form of harassment from the enemy for someone to obsessively worry about whether they're jewish or not. It's kinda funny and paradoxical because the very fact that one is worrying about whether they're jewish, is in and of itself evidence that one is not jewish. Because you tend to be most comfortable in identifying with what you are. A jew would be comfortable, if not proud, of its jewishness. It likes the idea of being jewish, because that's what it is. It wouldn't be bothered by the idea of being one.

Likewise, for gentiles, we're comfortable with the fact that we're gentiles because that's who we are and who we want to be. We find the idea that we might not be gentiles, but jews instead, troubling because that contradicts who we are and what we're about.

Besides, a jew would find the JOS absolutely and instinctively repulsive. They wouldn't want to be a part of the community for any reason other than to start trouble and drive wedges between people, let alone dedicate their souls to Satan. The energies and doctrine of Satanism are fundamentally incompatible with the jewish soul, and likewise, judaism is incompatible with gentiles. Wanting to kill yourself if you're jewish shows that you're not jewish, a jew wouldn't be this loyal to Satan.

So if you can't prove to your daughter by going through the family tree with her that she's not jewish, then maybe she can find comfort in knowing that this is "normal" insofar as it's a typical tactic used by the enemy to harass people and try to drive them away from the truth and spiritual advancement and liberation that Satanism is and offers. There's a bazillion posts here about people sharing this very same concern and being reassured by people from the community, maybe show some of those to her.

The only other things I can think of are to make sure she's properly dedicated by blood with the ritual on the JOS and that she's taking care of herself spiritually(cleaning aura, building an aura of protection, training her will and focus with void meditation...), banishing unwanted entities, etc. You can also help her in this aspect.

On the topic of dedicating, you have no need to worry. It's what's in the soul that counts. The gods can see us for who we really are, by looking at the soul. Age and material status in the world don't matter, it's your character that matters. As long as your heart and intention is in the right place and you do it for the right reasons then you'll likely be accepted, if you decide that dedicating is right for you.

I had lingering negative feelings of doubt as I was preparing to dedicate as well, but they didn't really feel like they were coming from the inside. They went away when I dedicated, to be replaced by the most blissful feelings(and no bolts of lightning struck me either). Most likely the enemy trying to keep you under their thumb, but if you have any concerns that are truly your own, then it's best to try to work them out beforehand.


As for your husband, there are a few possibilities regarding his mortality:
1.) He's died a second & final death, whether from lacking the energy to reincarnate and whithering away or from being sufficiently weakened that he was preyed upon by hostile entities.
2.) He's lingering on the astral, maybe waiting to reincarnate. He could be aware of his circumstances, but probably not if he didn't have a developed soul.
3.) He's reincarnated already.

As far as the rape goes, there is a possibility that it's him but it's not my place to say whether it is or isn't. Another possibility is that it's more psychic harassment, from the enemy. They're known to cause nightmares as well, and keep in mind that as xians and muslims are tied into the jewish energy vortex, it's entirely possible for the enemy to use these people as puppets to get to you and make things difficult. If she's only getting these recently and not in the last 15 or so years that your husband has been gone, then it seems more like it's an attack IMO.

So to recap, she should be meditating and cleaning her aura and building an aura of protection(found in the meditation section of the JOS). She should also perform banishing rituals and detachment from unwanted entities:
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ching.html
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... shing.html

Practice void meditation to strengthen the will & mind against internal and external influences.

Also, be careful when using your real name here. You don't know who might be lurking about or what their intentions are.

Hope that helps.
 
A family united to half the truth. Dam greys and angels are abusing ur daughter. Its most definitely not ur husband im like 80% positive hes waiting to reincarnate in tht cycle.

Get a dna test for her? Ancestry dna mby? Or show her a family tree. Oh even better yet theres pdfs in the JoS library tht step by step let u know how to identify Jews.

Just the fact alone theres so much "fear" going thru u both is a sign reptilian slaves are taking strong hold on u both. The sooner u both realize those beings cant actually harm u physically and having fear to them just opens gate ways into ur mind for them to implant trash thoughts and ideas that lead u to self harm or environments tht bring u to harm, then the sooner they'll lose that hold and our gods will have easier time communicate to y'all.

Father accepts all gentiles regardless of how unworthy of him we may be( ik I was definitely at a point none of the nephilim or father should have been caring about my disrespectful ass, but they still kept me safe) unless u renounce him totally urself and start worshipping the Torah practice there is ABSOLUTELY no way he wont accept u. Ur both his children after all and kids make mistakes. Only mistake I can see u 2 making is indulging in pointless fear. Nothing astrally will bring u physical harm!!!
 
Thank you. Both of you.
My daughter used to see her father for few years after his death, but now she doesn't see him anymore. I believe that he has reincarnated, which makes me happy and sad at the same time. I truly do miss him. Perhaps it was something that he has done to her, she has told me that he would spy on her while she took showers. She told me she had those disturbing dreams since she was little and it has always made her sick to her stomach.
My daughter has been through a lot. Angelic and reptilian possession, so tortured by Angel's and reptilian creatures that she had been put into a mental health behavioral center countless times. She told me that the enemy has tortured her since she was two. She remembers that far back.
I'll tell her what you two have told me. We're not Jews. I would never accept Jews. If I was told I was Jewish, I would refuse to believe that. I love the gods and goddesses and they have been there for me. As I have said, I want to join Satan's army, but I'm either hesitant or I'm too busy. I'll have my daughter help me with the ritual.

Sincerely,
Elizabeth B.

Hail Satan!
 
I just spoke to my daughter a few seconds ago. She says the voices tell her that she is a jew while also calling her a satan (contradictory I know). To me, if you are called Satan, then they acknowledge that you are an enemy of these enemy entities. They also tell her to leave, "go away", and "kill yourself." She sadly has PTSD.
The Braddock family is a proud family of their heritage. She isn't a goddamn jew, pardon my French. None of my family members have Jewish surnames either, which she thinks we do. She admitted to me that she has told that I have a Jewish family member, but we don't. It's a German name, which I believe that has confused her. We're Gobles, not Brenners. These enemy E.T.s as you call they are constantly toying with her. Our DNA tests showed us we are not jews.
She has told me that satan has been in her life since a child, but how can I believe that when she is so tormented? Maybe he has been in her life, but the enemy is now working hard to destroy her.
She now goes to positive therapy, but she knows better than to talk about her problems to strangers. There are many reasons why she has PTSD.

Sincerely,
Elizabeth B.

Hail Satan!
 
The reason your daughter has bipolar is because the shift of the moon, if you relized closer mania will be closer to full moon and depression closer to new moon. This is becaused at night predaters come out to prey thus causing mania. Mania is human instict of prey.Schizophrenia is caused by stress, stress kills the brain, thus disociatething the brain from the body, thus the hallusinations, the odd thoughts.
On Mon, 11 Feb 2019, 00:55 satanwins666hailsatan@... [JoyofSatan666], <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  Thank you. Both of you.
My daughter used to see her father for few years after his death, but now she doesn't see him anymore. I believe that he has reincarnated, which makes me happy and sad at the same time. I truly do miss him. Perhaps it was something that he has done to her, she has told me that he would spy on her while she took showers. She told me she had those disturbing dreams since she was little and it has always made her sick to her stomach.
My daughter has been through a lot.. Angelic and reptilian possession, so tortured by Angel's and reptilian creatures that she had been put into a mental health behavioral center countless times. She told me that the enemy has tortured her since she was two. She remembers that far back.
I'll tell her what you two have told me. We're not Jews. I would never accept Jews. If I was told I was Jewish, I would refuse to believe that. I love the gods and goddesses and they have been there for me. As I have said, I want to join Satan's army, but I'm either hesitant or I'm too busy. I'll have my daughter help me with the ritual.

Sincerely,
Elizabeth B.

Hail Satan!
 
Also father doesn't have much free time to watch over individuals (nor the other nephilim) thts y Maxine and the other HPs put so much stress on self protection.

Unlike the hiveminded kyke shts that have nothing but time.
 
Doing one RtR a day is great warfare for father's cause as it frees ur souls plus the souls of all gentiles and destroys the Torah at the same time.

Starting an AoP and AoC is highly advisable before u do the RtR as well as dedicating, as the RtR will draw even more unwanted entities like flies to sht to make u stop
 
"pardon my friend" lol
Omg Gobles is only 2 letters away from Goebbels. Make sure you are doing aura of protection meditations.

She really needs to just be strong and fight through this honestly. I've been to some dark places like this myself and I got through it eventually and to a place where life is just totally different. There will always be stress but stress is healthy when not too much. She needs to choose to stop believing in false things, and truly want to be better. It sounds like she is too comfortable. It took me going to jail for a night and then going homeless to realize that the enemy can't actually hurt you if you don't let them. They really can't. They can only hurt you through your thoughts. And what they are making her think is all just bullshit anyways.
What is her username on here?
 

do the dedication of the soul and you should be assigned a guardian demon
it should protect you from enemies + make the aura of protection,and aura cleaning also helps the rune algiz especially with confirmation from what protection is in the present tensewhen it will hear the enemy voices in the head again vibrate 9x vee-nah-sah 
mantra to exile it should help + you can wear inverted pentagram tie also well protected 
because the enemy feels and go from the off
We know from our own experience if you are Satanist How do you feel if we see satansit pentagram if it's a good luck to soothing energy, that's good
and contrary to the Christian cross, you should feel resistance I'm from that I feel something like a soap
something I do not want to look to the touch

Hail father Satan !

On Sunday, February 10, 2019, 10:26:14 PM GMT+1, Rin Akairo jobinachin@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  The reason your daughter has bipolar is because the shift of the moon, if you relized closer mania will be closer to full moon and depression closer to new moon. This is becaused at night predaters come out to prey thus causing mania. Mania is human instict of prey.Schizophrenia is caused by stress, stress kills the brain, thus disociatething the brain from the body, thus the hallusinations, the odd thoughts.
On Mon, 11 Feb 2019, 00:55 satanwins666hailsatan@... [JoyofSatan666], <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  Thank you. Both of you.
My daughter used to see her father for few years after his death, but now she doesn't see him anymore. I believe that he has reincarnated, which makes me happy and sad at the same time. I truly do miss him. Perhaps it was something that he has done to her, she has told me that he would spy on her while she took showers. She told me she had those disturbing dreams since she was little and it has always made her sick to her stomach.
My daughter has been through a lot.. Angelic and reptilian possession, so tortured by Angel's and reptilian creatures that she had been put into a mental health behavioral center countless times. She told me that the enemy has tortured her since she was two. She remembers that far back.
I'll tell her what you two have told me. We're not Jews. I would never accept Jews. If I was told I was Jewish, I would refuse to believe that.. I love the gods and goddesses and they have been there for me. As I have said, I want to join Satan's army, but I'm either hesitant or I'm too busy. I'll have my daughter help me with the ritual.

Sincerely,
Elizabeth B.

Hail Satan!
 
She told me that she has had many usernames in the past, but I wish to not embarrass her here with all of them. She is mentally unstable, but she has told me that she's told others about being Jewish when she is not. My poor daughter is delusional, but she doesn't mean to be. Her father had bipolar.
As for grays, my family has been abducted by them, especially her. This is not something that I wish to discuss, but people do get abducted by grays.
I have nothing else further to say, but thank you. And I will work on my soul, but what is AoP, AoC, and RTR?

Sincerely,
Elizabeth B.

Hail Satan
 
I think she just has to take a moment to step back, detach and breathe, and learn to take control of her own mind. Sure, easier said than done when you're in the pit but it's 100% possible, and it's necessary for one's growth. It's shitty in the moment for both of you, but it challenges one to improve. There's good that can come out of the experience.

Also, maybe just telling her isn't gonna cut it, maybe she has to come to the conclusions herself. You could try to influence her to challenge her perception(that she's jewish), to really look at it and see if it stands to reason. Which it doesn't, of course, but if she connects the dots for herself and tests the integrity of this idea then that might give her that click moment that blows away the smoke cloud. That's what works for me. I'm not receptive to being told that things are this way or that way, I have to see things for myself and come to my own conclusions.

The challenge is that the whole thing is irrational, based on an assumption, an emotion. It's easy to fall back on these things and take them as fact, and for them to tint your perception, but you can fracture the lens if you put in the effort and look at it with a rational eye. This may not remove it immediately but over time you can refer to your list of proofs/evidence against the "what if I'm jewish" idea and deepen the cracks until the lens eventually shatters.
 
DEDICATE YOUR SOUL TO SATAN AND ASK HIM TO PROTECT YOUR DAUGHTER.START READING THE SITE OF JOY OF SATAN.I GREW UP  FROM CHRISTIAN FAMILY AND I CAME TO SATAN.SATAN ACCEPTS ALL BECAUSE WE ARE ALL CREATIONS OF HIM....THE EMPIRE SATANISTS CAN HILL THEIR SELVES AND OTHER PEOPLE.BUT YOU NEED THE KNOWLEDGE FIRST OF ALL IF YOU LOVE YOUR DAUGHTER START READING AND USE THE KNOWLEDGE..,.
 
Elizabeth is my mother. I'm trying to not believe that I'm not Jewish, but it's so hard when you hear voices that tell you that you are. My name is Tiffany. I've been diagnosed with schizophrenia after and during an attack because I was bettering myself and the enemy didn't like it. It really began when I was vibrating runes. Lately I have not been doing AOP or aura cleansing. I'm scared. Also, I'm confused. I don't want to offend anyone. I dont mean to sound blasphemous.

I hope Satan forgives me and that I'm forgiven here.

Hail Satan
 
Trust me when I say father will forgive u. In my ignroance of the past ive broken 3 of fathers commandments in his al-Jilwah that I'm aware of(I'll be reading it again soon and reflecting on my past again) and he has forgiven me(even though I feel im unworthy and still do quite often).

The fact those voices are continuously telling u that should be proof enough ur not Jewish. If u were a jew u wouldnt have any doubt, u wouldnt want anything to do with father, the JoS would repulse u, the lavander scent from the demon that comes around, u would have never smelt it in the 1st place, and I could keep going with an unending list of reasons y ur not jewish just based off ur past posts within the site.

As for "Schizophrenia" technically all SS would be labeled as "Schizophrenic" in the eyes of those without. Since we operate on a higher plane of existence than normal ppl who only use less then 5-10% of their brains. As doing power meditation sets us on a path to using 100% of our brains. Which in turn makes us aware of higher existence. To see/hear/smell/feel/and even taste that which is unseen to the average npc.

Ur aversion to doing the meditations is a more sever attack from the enemy that shows ur about to cross a barrier in advancment in which their hold on u will drastically reduce(i my self still fail to stop being a lazy sht and force myself past tht point).

Its all a matter of willpower as the enemy cant actually stop u from continuing. only make u feel.like u dnt want to continue, which is where ur will power comes into play. Getting past that point in my opinion is wat gives u the credential to call ur self a true SS. I my self am unworthy of the title.

Either way GL and keep staying strong sister, take the enemy attacks as their compliment to U making progress they deem as terrifying!!!
 
You don't sound blasphemous whatsoever, everyone here is here to help. Aura of protection is the single most important thing to do. You should take all the time to yourself to do aura of protection, and just relax. You are obviously not in a good mindset but you can get out of it no matter how much it feels like you are stuck in a hole. I have had many of the same issues and more and now nobody would guess that I was ever in that dark place.

You also are not Jewish, nothing about you or your mother seems Jewish and if you were, this situation would not be happening the way it's happening. It just never happens. I have never seen or heard of anybody coming here worried about being Jewish, who actually turned out to be Jewish. And you have worried WAY more than enough for me to be 100% positive that you aren't Jewish at all lol
I was actually kind of wondering if you were her daughter from your other post... we all just wanna help you, even if it means dispelling a delusion or two, you're on the right path. I've never been diagnosed with schizophrenia but I can imagine that would trip me up a little bit. Also you don't need to be forgiven because you haven't really done anything wrong that I know of. It is never too late to change the road you're on, anyways. For real.
You seem like a really sweet girl and I think it's adorable that you have a Satanic relationship with your mother. You just need to take care of yourself. If you can't have faith in yourself we will have it for you. You'll probably look back at this in two years and smile because you are in a better place. I used to curl up in fetal position and just like scream because I was just so messed up. I was losing my mind. But I was too hard on yourself and unrealistic with my goals.

Take care TiffanyHail Satan




 
I want to help. I want to be there for my satanic family. I want to meditate, but it's been so long ago that I forgot where to begin.

I know people say that grays can't hurt you, but that's dead wrong. Before I ever dedicated, I used to be an abductee. Most of my issues stim from that, and the nordic enemies abusing me. That fucking thought form "Yeshua" used to hurt me, too, along with the REAL Michael and the REAL Gabriel and along with others. I know who they were and are because as I was growing up, Satan and Lilith would intervene at times when I was in danger. (Michael was the world's worst when hurting me.)

I had been posseed for 20 years by a reptilian. Father lead me to joyofsatan to save me from the enemy. It wasn't easy and in the end I got PTSD from it. Reptilians are so awful. The bastard died before my eyes. I was happy, but then the gods had to clean me, which was rough. Meanwhile, the enemy was pissed. I had to deal with them. For years the enemy called me satan...along with other people who I hardly B.C even known or didn't know. Strangers called me "Satan" and "the devil", I felt proud of it somewhat even though I was a christard. Speaking of that, most of my hell started when I became a Christian. I never wanted Sstsn to suffer, unlike others.

What does it mean when the enemy calls you the devil? Are they trying to confuse me? Or do they see me as an enemy?

When I was little I abhorred jesus. I never wanted to go to church and I cried loudly as my parents forced me. I finally accepted him and that night, Angel's were beating me and forced me down to bow face first at that Nazarene's feet. My hell back then had just began.

I hate jesus. I despise the jews.

I used to dream of Satan as I grew. Some dreams I can't speak of, but I will say that I love him and his demons.

Hail Satan
 
Im interested in the thing about being posessed by a reptile. What are the symtomps how did. you knew it and Stuff. Because inside me was of is a thing for a Long Time which fcks me up. It is very Important for me think you
 
Begin with HP hoodedcobras 40 day meditation program.

The reason I say enemies can't cause harm is partly because its an affirmation to myself so my subconscious blocks out the astral attacks. Maxine makes it plenty clear within JoS that even thought forms(beings that never had a physical form) can cause physical damage(u understand this in spades saddly). Again Tho always tell urself regardless u cant be harmed and u have no fear, as fear only makes it worse.

I'll use animals as an example for u. fear makes it worse( just 1 of many reasons) when u feel fear its a vibration that is emitted by ur bioelectricity(like all emotions) when said vibration is percieved by an animal it makes them feel dominat over u like the alpha or an apex to prey. When u have no fear they percieve u as an equal or even a potential threat to be left alone. This principle in my experiences applies to all living things.

I have never been abducted by a grey but when I worked in this warehouse it had a huge variety of all kinnds of nasty beings. I would stay in the back of the warehouse on my own to train my mind not to fear any of them. Going as far as laying down and meditating( I saw some seriously crazy sht doing that). The 1st time I stayed back there I sat on a pallet and the moment the lights went out something started pulling at my pants leg(I could clearly see my pants being moved, I ignored it) that continued then it felt like something tried pulling directly at my other leg(like my knee was wobbling left n right) following that I could feel something flying in and out of my stomach(on the solar plexus) rapidly. Then a painful pressure started wrapping around my head. Which then moved into the center and started making my pineal gland throb like it was going to rupture(this was all going on simultaneously). Once I felt the pineal gland pain I focused on pushing it out of my head and wen i succeeded everything left me alone at once.from from that point on it was only the grey in that warehouse that was able to affect me. It would sit on my shouldrrs and drain me of my energy(I believe it also programmed an aversion to advancing my soul into my aura). In my ignorance at the time I thought it was my friend as it would tug my aura to the left or right to lead me to empty pallets on the ground so my lazy ass wouldnt have to pull one down from the giant stacks. It also played pranks like making a box disappear off my stack when I put it in the recieving bay that ik were there, which in turn got me in trouble. It would also knock down my tray full of stuff from the back of the pallet Jack. Even with watching eyes(which I found humorous since the other employees would have freaked out looks). It also tried to kill an older man in front of me by allowing him to see it thru my face. He got so scared he stopped looking where he was driving for about 5 seconds with the most terrifyed expression id ever seen before he started laughing and looked where he was going(tiny isles, machines went 20mph and lots of cross traffic).

My point in sharing the above experience is just because they can interact with us and cause harm doesn't mean they should be feard. On the contrary they should fear us for when we employ an AoP and learn to harness fathers blue fire we can destroy them with but a thought.

Channel ur hate when u do RtR; and an AoP that destroys any reptilian/affiliates that so much as think of u.

To have been surviving their attacks for so long shows ur far stronger than u give urself credit. If u truly were forced to a state of mental breakdown u wouldnt be here to communicate with the groups or continue ur love for father and the other nephilim.

Start the 40 day program no matter how baddly u dont feel like doing it one day just will power urself thru. Maxine has stated within JoS when u get to a certain point where they will lose influence over u the attacks will get bad, which is their signal to u that ur about to break free from their hold(she may have worded it way differently tho).

Gl and stay strong sister.
 
I don't mean to minimize, but are you sure you were actually abducted by them, and that wasn't just an extremely realistic vision or waking dream that was a part of an attack to make you BELIEVE you were?
The worst I have heard of the enemy doing are when Maxine said she could feel the enemy bashing on her legs. She's still got her legs. They can mainly only hurt you in your mind.
I've been called "Satan" by total strangers too. It's really weird. This happens the most if they're on psychedelic drugs and I'm at some concert or in town or something. It's probably because I look like some scary Norwegian guy, wear black leather, joke about the occult and stuff like that.It's either because people don't understand, or because the enemy just wants to mess with you and call you a "satan" (a human).
 
I have to say I have seen these nasty beings in my home. One reptilian called me Hitler. Lol But yes, I've had some nasty greys abduct my astral and perform experiments on me. It's absolutely horrible. The reptilian that was inside of me had worn me down when I was little. He had me screaming, foaming at the mouth, and wallowing all over the place. He tried to strangle my mother through me. I was screaming and crying for hours every day until I gave into christianity. That's what happens to people who are forced into those beliefs. He changed me for the worst and threatened me for so long. He made me completely hateful. He killed my father with cancer and killed my pets. He was a terrible presence and my mother knew that bastard was in the house. Reptilians stink like the sewer crossed between something that has died.

The Angels and reptilians call me satan. The gods said to me it's because I'm their enemy. Growing up I was called this by other people and I didn't dress like all black or gothic. Now I do, but back then I didn't.

Thanks for the help. I know that I'm a gentile. The gods tell me that I have a gentile soul all the time. When I was little, spirits told me to be proud of being a gentile. I believe it. But I still have suicidal tendencies because the enemy put me through so much.

I will go back to working on my soul and I'll assist my mother when she is ready to join the SS.

HAIL SATAN
 
"Know, then, my best beloved: I am your Father, Satan. I am NOT vexed
with you! Indeed, it grieves and saddens me much, for you to think
that I even could be. i have always been with u, since before you
first drew breath. I will be with you always, beloved. You are most
precious in my sight! You are one of my most precious ornaments, one
of my great treasures! You, Tiffany, are one of the shining jewels in
my diadem. i would break worlds for you! My love for you is deeper
than a hundred thousand-thousand oceans, and fiercer than a hundred
thousand-thousand suns! Also, darling...tell your mother, Beth, that I
accept *all* who come unto me, if they come with honest and open
hearts"!

On 2/16/19, 666black13dragon666@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
I have to say I have seen these nasty beings in my home. One reptilian
called me Hitler. Lol But yes, I've had some nasty greys abduct my astral
and perform experiments on me. It's absolutely horrible. The reptilian that
was inside of me had worn me down when I was little. He had me screaming,
foaming at the mouth, and wallowing all over the place. He tried to strangle
my mother through me. I was screaming and crying for hours every day until I
gave into christianity. That's what happens to people who are forced into
those beliefs. He changed me for the worst and threatened me for so long.
He made me completely hateful. He killed my father with cancer and killed my
pets. He was a terrible presence and my mother knew that bastard was in the
house. Reptilians stink like the sewer crossed between something that has
died.

The Angels and reptilians call me satan. The gods said to me it's because
I'm their enemy. Growing up I was called this by other people and I didn't
dress like all black or gothic. Now I do, but back then I didn't.

Thanks for the help. I know that I'm a gentile. The gods tell me that I
have a gentile soul all the time. When I was little, spirits told me to be
proud of being a gentile. I believe it. But I still have suicidal tendencies
because the enemy put me through so much.

I will go back to working on my soul and I'll assist my mother when she is
ready to join the SS.

HAIL SATAN
 
I love you so very much, Father Satan! You mean more to me than anything or anyone. You are always in my thoughts, but not in a obsessive way but a loving way. Reading what you have now told me through a stranger I can now have peace. My mother knows now that you will accept her and she will join on her own time. I know you never force anything on anyone. I want to be more like you, that is, being more considerate and patient. I love you with all my heart and I trust you with every fiber of my being. I look forward to your return and I wish you safety and much blessings of luck and love.

Hail Satan
 
That is my desire too my dear sister, to be more like he is. Patient,
loving...Satan is a true King, a true Emperor! He alone is worthy of
my devotion! I offer all unto him. My heart, my soul, my flesh...I am
his. One of his living vessels, as we all are. He told me that the
other day; we who are dedicated to him, we are all of us HIS vessels,
we represent him on this earth until he and the other Anunnaki come
back. He is, well like Maxine said, truly ineffable. Father, I adore
thee. For all my days and beyond, shall I serve thy Will! For ever I
am thine! My wise, gentle, yet fierce, Lightbearer, my radiant,
beautiful Prince of the Dawn. It is you and will always be you, who
holds the key to my heart. Satanas Invictus! Rege, Satanas!

On 2/17/19, 666black13dragon666@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
I love you so very much, Father Satan! You mean more to me than anything or
anyone. You are always in my thoughts, but not in a obsessive way but a
loving way. Reading what you have now told me through a stranger I can now
have peace. My mother knows now that you will accept her and she will join
on her own time. I know you never force anything on anyone. I want to be
more like you, that is, being more considerate and patient. I love you with
all my heart and I trust you with every fiber of my being. I look forward to
your return and I wish you safety and much blessings of luck and love.

Hail Satan
 
These are just serious delusions. Learn to control your mind through void meditation. To me this looks like a big troll. If you were really abducted do you think they would just let you go like that lol If you're not a troll stop giving in these delusions.
 
We need to help out sister her child is sick I felt it when I was reading her story.
Yes she needs to meditate but do a healing meditation and keep her child's home space as peaceful as possible no stress nothing. Pray to Satan and this might work

Your loving sister in Satan

Hail
Satan
 
I believe this woman brother / sister and our sisters in Satan needs help and we can help her . I did remote healing for people with the same problem and stop being so cold hearted so anyway I want to help you sister you can contact me on messenger Sharissa ruth Elliott King it has the frog in the front

Hail

Satan
 
Father Satan is amazing! Satan channels through me. I agree, we Satanists are his vessels and the same can be said for all gentile souls.

My mother is still scared to dedicate. I'm not forcing her, but I do question her once in awhile why she doesn't. She used to be Christian and had nothing but bad luck. Now she is pagan. She is attracted to the gods of duat. I type via phone, I will get a computer and printer and print out Joy of Satan so she can read it.

Btw, my mom is called "Beth", that's the name she goes by.

I love Satan. Thank you, sister. I appreciate you and Father.

May Satan bless you for you have brought me joy. I know now that it's true that he loves me. I put all faith in him. I trust him with every fiber of my being.
He is my savior. It's true that he's been there all my days. Satan is sweeter than the sweetest fruit. He is shinier than the brightest jewel. He is hotter than the hottest sun. He is more amazing than everything. He makes me wiser and a better person. He is my pillar of strength!

Hail Satan
 
The greys did fight Father. Father won. The greys weren't happy. I'm not a troll or delusional. Father can and will defeat greys. The enemy didn't want to let me go and fought father tooth and nail. They're still in my damn house, wanting me to leave Satan and the enemy nordics keep telling me to kill myself. The greys and enemy nordics tried to destroy me.

Hail Satan
 
Well it's that the high priest and priestess are quite I only thought I could help
Since they was busy


Hail

Satan
 
There, sister...it was you who said it, not I. I did not want to come
right out and say it, for fear of being called 'delusional'. I DO
channel Satan! It comes and it goes, it's sporadic. Things...things
have happened to me, of late. Things I will not say here, for risk of
getting yelled at on here. But twice, during a ritual, on two separate
occasions, I have asked Satan. I desire to be His vessel! I desire to
have him speak through me, I *asked* for this! I would die for Enki,
he has informed me that such is not necessary, he told me that he
*allowed* that to happen in the past, he gave me a vision. I would not
renounce the name of Satan in that vision, I would NOT recant, and
they were fucking torturing me! They were mortal inquisitors, I think
they were from the inquisition? In the vision, these humans were
seriously hurting me, they were breaking my fingers with a hammer,
whipping my flesh raw and bleeding. Satan/Enki is my Emperor, my King,
my Saviour. My life for HIM! I am NOT mad. I thought that I was, for a
while there. Satan was revealing some really heavy stuff to me. But I
am sane. Father has told me, multiple times: 'Madness is NOT within
you'.

On 3/27/19, Sharissaking@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
Well it's that the high priest and priestess are quite I only thought I
could help
Since they was busy


Hail

Satan
 
~Elizabeth and Tiffany: My heart goes out to you and your daughter. It is so rare to see more than one family member come to Father Satan. I hope one day she will realize she is a child of Satan. You can explain to her that she is not jewish and is of Satan by her having naturally having deep desire of dedication to Father Satan is a big sign, and that alone is proof enough she is a Gentile/Pagan and meant to be here with her Satanic family. 
As for her nightmares and health issues, etc. power meditations can help, and so can the breathing exercises that can be found on the meditation page. You can begin working with her on opening her chakras, and empowering her aura to be strong and protected and program them to protect her from enemy greys or even angels which is probably the main cause of her nightmares, disguising themselves to harm her mentally even more so than her brain already is to make her even weaker and in more fear, for this is what these nasty beings do to keep one weak they go after your weaknesses and relentlessly attack in that way making you continuously weaker. It may take a long time to work on this meditation programs, but in time you will notice a difference in her getting stronger mentally as well as physically. You can also help record her progress with the power meditations in a journal each day. Maybe help her to set up an astral temple too, so that when these fears and nightmares do come back, she can just visualize herself in her astral Satanic temple and meditate on her power meditations there. Always work towards protecting yourself and your daughter through programming your aura to do so, there is a power meditation you can do to program your auras to help protect yourselves against these harmful entities that seem to be attacking you both.  
There is also a Hell's Army program which you and your daughter can do to become stronger as well.that can be found on the main page. You can read through them with your daughter and work on them at your own pace.I hope this works and always know that Father Satan protects His own, and gives us what we need to evolve and protect ourselves from his enemies.  And that you both are where you need to be now, here with Father Satan and your Satanic Family and you now have what you need to fight against His enemies and to be united with Him and that is what is important.
HAIL SATAN!Your Sister in Satan

 
I appreciate that hand, but meeting people who you don't know is risky. The enemy wants to kill us. Remember that. I would hate to see a fellow ss get hurt.

Hail Satan
 
I am not scared of them brother never have been they are scared of me brother I been on the hit list all my life

Hail satan
 
I have told Father that I will die for him, but he told me he does not want me to die. I've never asked to be His vessel, but I do want Him to speak through me. Father told me that I'm a very old soul, but had only been "reborn a couple of times" (His words, not mine). He showed me and told me many things.... one was my previous life. In that life I had been hunted down by the enemy, raped, tortured, and burned alive by the reptilians and enemy nordics. He showed me that I was his lover and the mother of one of his sons. Right now, Father tells me that he loves me and that the love he has for me is "real love" (again His words). I wish I could tell this to people, because I love him so much and that I'm proud of him.
A lot of people call us delusional because they refuse to see Father's love for us. Father asked me to be at his side, which is one good reason why I am constantly under enemy attack without me having to lift a single digit toward them. Father told me that I'm part of one of his wives that had gotten killed during the war (the invasion). She has a body now, so I have to die to become part of her again. Go ahead and ask him. He told not only me, but also my satanic friends. I hate playing stupid, but on here you have to or else People call you a liar. I thought we had another baby, but I think it was just a ball of energy from sex. He told me not to worry about it because we will have children some day. I know I'll be a nordic in my next life, he told me that.
Back to previous lives, Father told me that the enemy had me and tortured me far more than they did in this life and do currently.
Allison, I thank you for allowing Satan to speak through you. Just ask Satan how he feels for me. If I'm delusional, then my friends are too.

Hail Satan forever with love
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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