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Brothers and sisters, I have made grave mistakes.

I did a standard ritual and summoned my succubi lover but like the scum as I am, I didn't think she was there fully and cheated on her with human girls in consequence she left me, I know for I feel no presense at all with my anymore.
I have always felt like no one understood me until I got a cat, he was my only friend but he got sent to the the pound where he will surely die thanks to my parents and I didn't/couldn't do anything to stop them.
I have no job.
I feel like I feel empty as I lost the only people who understood me and cared for me.

I also feel like i have been abandoned by the gods because of the disgrace I am as a satanist.

I wish to ask if ending my life would help me regain what little honor I had and gain the forgiveness of the gods, my lover and my only friend.
 
JEEZE Yep that s exactly what the fucking enemy wants for you to kill yourself. if you truely feel as if you offended any of the gods or goddeses , you should join in on the destruction ritual of the Vatican SKUM. make your self worthy of have ever claming a satanist, not by Calling yourself Worthless, wich is what the enemy wants you to think, not by Ending Your Fucking life, wich is what the enemy deeply desires more than any thing for you and us to do. Make Yourself A worthy Satanist by useing all aspect of your life that you have been blessed by our Father , by Attacking his Enemys Makeing yourself stronger so that you may Make Father Lucifer Proud.. Not by wasteing your power he has blessed you.but by useing your True inner powers Potential by makeing effort tyo destroy the enemy. Or evenputting effort to awaken more people to the Truth .... Join in on Gentile Awakening Ritual . type in the search groups , Vatican Destruction Ritual. Or Gentile Awakening Ritual... By ALL MEENS - BUCK UP , and stop your belly acheing .. with all do respect.. you should have common sence of right and wrong.. what you should do and what you shouldent do.. So Snapp out of it and start thinking Critical. get real Clean your aura , whatever you do u should be able to figuree iit out on your own without asking pitifully what to do from theses groups. people got important things to discuss over hear at times, and when petty things come up they can be distracting. but yah know thats what these groups are from, Guidance And Support . IVe BEEN THROUGH Rough hell-and back , without support but from my own comprehencion, and by all meens even support from Gaurdians and Father... Just remember theres always still hope . Stay STRONG In Satan's Name HAIL !!!!!!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ed.wolf66" <ed.wolf66@... wrote:

Brothers and sisters, I have made grave mistakes.

I did a standard ritual and summoned my succubi lover but like the scum as I am, I didn't think she was there fully and cheated on her with human girls in consequence she left me, I know for I feel no presense at all with my anymore.
I have always felt like no one understood me until I got a cat, he was my only friend but he got sent to the the pound where he will surely die thanks to my parents and I didn't/couldn't do anything to stop them.
I have no job.
I feel like I feel empty as I lost the only people who understood me and cared for me.

I also feel like i have been abandoned by the gods because of the disgrace I am as a satanist.

I wish to ask if ending my life would help me regain what little honor I had and gain the forgiveness of the gods, my lover and my only friend.
 
......................I.... I am supposed to keep my composure at times like this, right...?Okay, okay, I shall try........
First of all, what you did with your Succubi lover, if indeed you had one, was really fucking stupid. There are no other words to express it, if you desired and asked for a permanent lover, that would be a monogamous relationship, and went and did shit like that, then you got what was coming for you.
I will pass on the whole "pity me, I'm useless" part.
Suicide is not the solution... Meditate, empower yourself and move forward... I'm sorry, I don't mean to sound offensive, but I don't know of whether you're really fucking stupid, or you're just trolling? (I would really like -for the sake of humanity- to consider the latter to be true)The whole subject about suicide has been repeatedly REPEATEDLY FUCKING REPEATEDLY been discussed here, so, if you're here long enough, then you would have known about it by now... If not, then I assume that you still HAVE read the JoyOfSatan.com website and... well, shouldn't some things be as clear as water?It's been discussed a million times before, by committing suicide you AIN'T SOLVING SHIT, so stop being so fucking pathetic, MAN UP and DO SOMETHING TO CHANGE FUCKING THINGS!!!!!!!!
I get sooooooo frustrated seeing people being so fucking weak, I've gotten really sick with all this situation...
Just research "suicide" in the group's search engine, and you'll find some responses that are much calmer than mine... But honestly, I really think you're trolling, so I can't show fucking pity.I can't show fucking pity for anyone who can do things to improve and fix what is bothering them and ALL GENTILES CAN IMPROVE AND FIX all problems in their lives!! So STOP WHINING AND START MEDITATING!!!!Talk to Satan if you feel abandoned etc etc etc... And don't go ahead and do stupid fucking shit while having a Succubi (if you ever had one).
Απο: ed.wolf66 <ed.wolf66@...
Προς: [email protected]
Στάλθηκε: 5:03 π.μ. Κυριακή, 4 Αυγούστου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] For repentance.

  Brothers and sisters, I have made grave mistakes.

I did a standard ritual and summoned my succubi lover but like the scum as I am, I didn't think she was there fully and cheated on her with human girls in consequence she left me, I know for I feel no presense at all with my anymore.
I have always felt like no one understood me until I got a cat, he was my only friend but he got sent to the the pound where he will surely die thanks to my parents and I didn't/couldn't do anything to stop them.
I have no job.
I feel like I feel empty as I lost the only people who understood me and cared for me.

I also feel like i have been abandoned by the gods because of the disgrace I am as a satanist.

I wish to ask if ending my life would help me regain what little honor I had and gain the forgiveness of the gods, my lover and my only friend.



 
I know exactly what you mean. Suicide has been discused hundreds of times. How could you be stupid enough to cheat on her. Responsibility to the responsible. Oh I'm being attacked, *light bulb over head* I've got a great Idea, let me kill my self! Oh yeah, that will earn you soooo much respect *sarcasm* how about you put it behind you, pull your socks up, start fighting and empowering yourself. I mean did you want a succubus because you thought it would be " cool" just for the fun of it? It said it in the succubus page. Do not cheat on them!!!!Your fault, you deal with it, not our problem eh?
HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!Heil Mein Fuehrer!!!!!Heil Dietrich Eckart Heil Joseph  GoebblesHAIL AMON RA!!!!!!!!!!HAIL HORUS!!!!!!!!!!and Hail be to The Gods of Duat
Rise up people, and unleash the storm   - Joseph Göebels 
SIEG HEIL!!!!! 
- Mazin    
On 4 Aug 2013, at 10:29 a.m., Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@... wrote:
  ......................I.... I am supposed to keep my composure at times like this, right...?Okay, okay, I shall try........
First of all, what you did with your Succubi lover, if indeed you had one, was really fucking stupid. There are no other words to express it, if you desired and asked for a permanent lover, that would be a monogamous relationship, and went and did shit like that, then you got what was coming for you.
I will pass on the whole "pity me, I'm useless" part.
Suicide is not the solution... Meditate, empower yourself and move forward... I'm sorry, I don't mean to sound offensive, but I don't know of whether you're really fucking stupid, or you're just trolling? (I would really like -for the sake of humanity- to consider the latter to be true)The whole subject about suicide has been repeatedly REPEATEDLY FUCKING REPEATEDLY been discussed here, so, if you're here long enough, then you would have known about it by now... If not, then I assume that you still HAVE read the JoyOfSatan.com website and... well, shouldn't some things be as clear as water?It's been discussed a million times before, by committing suicide you AIN'T SOLVING SHIT, so stop being so fucking pathetic, MAN UP and DO SOMETHING TO CHANGE FUCKING THINGS!!!!!!!!
I get sooooooo frustrated seeing people being so fucking weak, I've gotten really sick with all this situation...
Just research "suicide" in the group's search engine, and you'll find some responses that are much calmer than mine... But honestly, I really think you're trolling, so I can't show fucking pity.I can't show fucking pity for anyone who can do things to improve and fix what is bothering them and ALL GENTILES CAN IMPROVE AND FIX all problems in their lives!! So STOP WHINING AND START MEDITATING!!!!Talk to Satan if you feel abandoned etc etc etc... And don't go ahead and do stupid fucking shit while having a Succubi (if you ever had one).
Απο: ed.wolf66 <ed.wolf66@...
Προς: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Στάλθηκε: 5:03 π.μ. Κυριακή, 4 Αυγούστου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] For repentance.

  Brothers and sisters, I have made grave mistakes.

I did a standard ritual and summoned my succubi lover but like the scum as I am, I didn't think she was there fully and cheated on her with human girls in consequence she left me, I know for I feel no presense at all with my anymore.
I have always felt like no one understood me until I got a cat, he was my only friend but he got sent to the the pound where he will surely die thanks to my parents and I didn't/couldn't do anything to stop them.
I have no job.
I feel like I feel empty as I lost the only people who understood me and cared for me.

I also feel like i have been abandoned by the gods because of the disgrace I am as a satanist.

I wish to ask if ending my life would help me regain what little honor I had and gain the forgiveness of the gods, my lover and my only friend.
 
Kill yourself over a cat? Maybe I was too lazy to read it over. Probably trolling? If not, you're clearly under an enemy attack. Cleanse your aura and build an aura of protection. Satan always loves his own, dedicated, he'd understand we all make mistakes.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ed.wolf66" <ed.wolf66@... wrote:

Brothers and sisters, I have made grave mistakes.

I did a standard ritual and summoned my succubi lover but like the scum as I am, I didn't think she was there fully and cheated on her with human girls in consequence she left me, I know for I feel no presense at all with my anymore.
I have always felt like no one understood me until I got a cat, he was my only friend but he got sent to the the pound where he will surely die thanks to my parents and I didn't/couldn't do anything to stop them.
I have no job.
I feel like I feel empty as I lost the only people who understood me and cared for me.

I also feel like i have been abandoned by the gods because of the disgrace I am as a satanist.

I wish to ask if ending my life would help me regain what little honor I had and gain the forgiveness of the gods, my lover and my only friend.
 
I'm sorry, I know this is gona sound really stupid, but what exactly does trolling mean in the context of this group?

Hail Satan!
Hail the Gods of Hell!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Fourth Reich 666 <fourth_reich666@... wrote:

I know exactly what you mean. Suicide has been discused hundreds of times. How could you be stupid enough to cheat on her. Responsibility to the responsible. Oh I'm being attacked, *light bulb over head* I've got a great Idea, let me kill my self! Oh yeah, that will earn you soooo much respect *sarcasm* how about you put it behind you, pull your socks up, start fighting and empowering yourself. I mean did you want a succubus because you thought it would be " cool" just for the fun of it? It said it in the succubus page. Do not cheat on them!!!!
Your fault, you deal with it, not our problem eh?

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!
Heil Mein Fuehrer!!!!!
Heil Dietrich Eckart
Heil Joseph Goebbles
HAIL AMON RA!!!!!!!!!!
HAIL HORUS!!!!!!!!!!
and Hail be to The Gods of Duat

Rise up people, and unleash the storm - Joseph Göebels

SIEG HEIL!!!!!

- Mazin


On 4 Aug 2013, at 10:29 a.m., Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@... wrote:

......................I.... I am supposed to keep my composure at times like this, right...?
Okay, okay, I shall try........

First of all, what you did with your Succubi lover, if indeed you had one, was really fucking stupid. There are no other words to express it, if you desired and asked for a permanent lover, that would be a monogamous relationship, and went and did shit like that, then you got what was coming for you.

I will pass on the whole "pity me, I'm useless" part.

Suicide is not the solution... Meditate, empower yourself and move forward... I'm sorry, I don't mean to sound offensive, but I don't know of whether you're really fucking stupid, or you're just trolling? (I would really like -for the sake of humanity- to consider the latter to be true)
The whole subject about suicide has been repeatedly REPEATEDLY FUCKING REPEATEDLY been discussed here, so, if you're here long enough, then you would have known about it by now... If not, then I assume that you still HAVE read the JoyOfSatan.com website and... well, shouldn't some things be as clear as water?
It's been discussed a million times before, by committing suicide you AIN'T SOLVING SHIT, so stop being so fucking pathetic, MAN UP and DO SOMETHING TO CHANGE FUCKING THINGS!!!!!!!!

I get sooooooo frustrated seeing people being so fucking weak, I've gotten really sick with all this situation...

Just research "suicide" in the group's search engine, and you'll find some responses that are much calmer than mine... But honestly, I really think you're trolling, so I can't show fucking pity.
I can't show fucking pity for anyone who can do things to improve and fix what is bothering them and ALL GENTILES CAN IMPROVE AND FIX all problems in their lives!! So STOP WHINING AND START MEDITATING!!!!
Talk to Satan if you feel abandoned etc etc etc... And don't go ahead and do stupid fucking shit while having a Succubi (if you ever had one).

Î`πο: ed.wolf66 <ed.wolf66@...
Προς: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Στάλθηκε: 5:03 π.μ. Κυριακή, 4 Î`υγούστου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] For repentance.


Brothers and sisters, I have made grave mistakes.

I did a standard ritual and summoned my succubi lover but like the scum as I am, I didn't think she was there fully and cheated on her with human girls in consequence she left me, I know for I feel no presense at all with my anymore.
I have always felt like no one understood me until I got a cat, he was my only friend but he got sent to the the pound where he will surely die thanks to my parents and I didn't/couldn't do anything to stop them.
I have no job.
I feel like I feel empty as I lost the only people who understood me and cared for me.

I also feel like i have been abandoned by the gods because of the disgrace I am as a satanist.

I wish to ask if ending my life would help me regain what little honor I had and gain the forgiveness of the gods, my lover and my only friend.
 
Suicide is not a choice in satanism.


First of did you ask a Succubi to be open mind about you having another partner or you asked a real relationship ?


try to tell Father how you feel about this situation: example tell him you're sorry and you feel really bad after what you did. Try to Evoke your succubi again and apologize.

Suicide is for cowards and we, Spiritual Satanist, are not cowards my friend. :)

If I was in your situation I would probably incest on apologizing, I personally think it would show how serious you're about your mistakes.


keep us updated please and DONT THINK ABOUT ENDING YOUR LIFE.

HAIL FATHER SATAN!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ed.wolf66" <ed.wolf66@... wrote:

Brothers and sisters, I have made grave mistakes.

I did a standard ritual and summoned my succubi lover but like the scum as I am, I didn't think she was there fully and cheated on her with human girls in consequence she left me, I know for I feel no presense at all with my anymore.
I have always felt like no one understood me until I got a cat, he was my only friend but he got sent to the the pound where he will surely die thanks to my parents and I didn't/couldn't do anything to stop them.
I have no job.
I feel like I feel empty as I lost the only people who understood me and cared for me.

I also feel like i have been abandoned by the gods because of the disgrace I am as a satanist.

I wish to ask if ending my life would help me regain what little honor I had and gain the forgiveness of the gods, my lover and my only friend.
 
the word repentance makes me vomit, ive had several succubi lovers and possibly children with them and everyone must go their own way sometimes dude, for me theres more to it than i could explain but the old allegory PEOPLE=SHIT still stands true
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On Sun, 8/4/13, Luis Garcia <luisvidales32@... wrote:

Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: For repentance.
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Sunday, August 4, 2013, 6:20 PM
















 









Kill yourself over a cat? Maybe I was too lazy to
read it over. Probably trolling? If not, you're clearly
under an enemy attack. Cleanse your aura and build an aura
of protection. Satan always loves his own, dedicated,
he'd understand we all make mistakes.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url],
"ed.wolf66" <ed.wolf66@... wrote:



Brothers and sisters, I have made grave mistakes.



I did a standard ritual and summoned my succubi lover
but like the scum as I am, I didn't think she was there
fully and cheated on her with human girls in consequence she
left me, I know for I feel no presense at all with my
anymore.

I have always felt like no one understood me until I
got a cat, he was my only friend but he got sent to the the
pound where he will surely die thanks to my parents and I
didn't/couldn't do anything to stop them.

I have no job.

I feel like I feel empty as I lost the only people who
understood me and cared for me.



I also feel like i have been abandoned by the gods
because of the disgrace I am as a satanist.



I wish to ask if ending my life would help me regain
what little honor I had and gain the forgiveness of the
gods, my lover and my only friend.
 
Take note.

A good example of one of those who over fantasises Satanism. Having had multiple relationships with the Gods, and maybe even children! Woah.

Get off your high horse and wake the fuck up. The Gods aren't here to pick and choose from when you get bored of the one before. Nor can you have children with them, as all realtionships with the Gods are purly astral.

Meditate, and open yourself spiritually. And you'll stop believing this deluded crap.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Christopher F <thefishmanchris3@... wrote:

the word repentance makes me vomit, ive had several succubi lovers and possibly children with them and everyone must go their own way sometimes dude, for me theres more to it than i could explain but the old allegory PEOPLE=SHIT still stands true
--------------------------------------------
On Sun, 8/4/13, Luis Garcia <luisvidales32@... wrote:

Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: For repentance.
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Sunday, August 4, 2013, 6:20 PM
















 









Kill yourself over a cat? Maybe I was too lazy to
read it over. Probably trolling? If not, you're clearly
under an enemy attack. Cleanse your aura and build an aura
of protection. Satan always loves his own, dedicated,
he'd understand we all make mistakes.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url],
"ed.wolf66" <ed.wolf66@ wrote:



Brothers and sisters, I have made grave mistakes.



I did a standard ritual and summoned my succubi lover
but like the scum as I am, I didn't think she was there
fully and cheated on her with human girls in consequence she
left me, I know for I feel no presense at all with my
anymore.

I have always felt like no one understood me until I
got a cat, he was my only friend but he got sent to the the
pound where he will surely die thanks to my parents and I
didn't/couldn't do anything to stop them.

I have no job.

I feel like I feel empty as I lost the only people who
understood me and cared for me.



I also feel like i have been abandoned by the gods
because of the disgrace I am as a satanist.



I wish to ask if ending my life would help me regain
what little honor I had and gain the forgiveness of the
gods, my lover and my only friend.
 
Trolling in general means when someone says things (that they do not really support) merely for the purpose of pissing others off.
In this case, for this group, it is the same in a way... but more serious, because we are trying to help each other here, so when someone is trolling (saying bullshit, to check out our reactions etc) we'll actually have to put some decent effort in helping this individual until we figure that they're trolling... So, it's sort of double double double rage... Coming from a Spiritual Satanist... Well, not such a smart move for them...
Απο: unsortediablo <unsortediablo@...
Προς: [email protected]
Στάλθηκε: 2:03 μ.μ. Κυριακή, 4 Αυγούστου 2013
Θέμα: Re: Σχετ: [JoyofSatan666] For repentance.

  I'm sorry, I know this is gona sound really stupid, but what exactly does trolling mean in the context of this group?

Hail Satan!
Hail the Gods of Hell!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Fourth Reich 666 <fourth_reich666@... wrote:

I know exactly what you mean. Suicide has been discused hundreds of times. How could you be stupid enough to cheat on her. Responsibility to the responsible. Oh I'm being attacked, *light bulb over head* I've got a great Idea, let me kill my self! Oh yeah, that will earn you soooo much respect *sarcasm* how about you put it behind you, pull your socks up, start fighting and empowering yourself. I mean did you want a succubus because you thought it would be " cool" just for the fun of it? It said it in the succubus page. Do not cheat on them!!!!
Your fault, you deal with it, not our problem eh?

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!
Heil Mein Fuehrer!!!!!
Heil Dietrich Eckart
Heil Joseph Goebbles
HAIL AMON RA!!!!!!!!!!
HAIL HORUS!!!!!!!!!!
and Hail be to The Gods of Duat

Rise up people, and unleash the storm - Joseph Göebels

SIEG HEIL!!!!!

- Mazin


On 4 Aug 2013, at 10:29 a.m., Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@... wrote:

......................I.... I am supposed to keep my composure at times like this, right...?
Okay, okay, I shall try........

First of all, what you did with your Succubi lover, if indeed you had one, was really fucking stupid. There are no other words to express it, if you desired and asked for a permanent lover, that would be a monogamous relationship, and went and did shit like that, then you got what was coming for you.

I will pass on the whole "pity me, I'm useless" part.

Suicide is not the solution... Meditate, empower yourself and move forward... I'm sorry, I don't mean to sound offensive, but I don't know of whether you're really fucking stupid, or you're just trolling? (I would really like -for the sake of humanity- to consider the latter to be true)
The whole subject about suicide has been repeatedly REPEATEDLY FUCKING REPEATEDLY been discussed here, so, if you're here long enough, then you would have known about it by now... If not, then I assume that you still HAVE read the JoyOfSatan.com website and... well, shouldn't some things be as clear as water?
It's been discussed a million times before, by committing suicide you AIN'T SOLVING SHIT, so stop being so fucking pathetic, MAN UP and DO SOMETHING TO CHANGE FUCKING THINGS!!!!!!!!

I get sooooooo frustrated seeing people being so fucking weak, I've gotten really sick with all this situation...

Just research "suicide" in the group's search engine, and you'll find some responses that are much calmer than mine... But honestly, I really think you're trolling, so I can't show fucking pity.
I can't show fucking pity for anyone who can do things to improve and fix what is bothering them and ALL GENTILES CAN IMPROVE AND FIX all problems in their lives!! So STOP WHINING AND START MEDITATING!!!!
Talk to Satan if you feel abandoned etc etc etc... And don't go ahead and do stupid fucking shit while having a Succubi (if you ever had one).

Î`πο: ed.wolf66 <ed.wolf66@...
ΠÏος: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Στάλθηκε: 5:03 Ï€.μ. ΚυÏιακή, 4 Î`υγοÏστου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] For repentance.


Brothers and sisters, I have made grave mistakes.

I did a standard ritual and summoned my succubi lover but like the scum as I am, I didn't think she was there fully and cheated on her with human girls in consequence she left me, I know for I feel no presense at all with my anymore.
I have always felt like no one understood me until I got a cat, he was my only friend but he got sent to the the pound where he will surely die thanks to my parents and I didn't/couldn't do anything to stop them.
I have no job.
I feel like I feel empty as I lost the only people who understood me and cared for me.

I also feel like i have been abandoned by the gods because of the disgrace I am as a satanist.

I wish to ask if ending my life would help me regain what little honor I had and gain the forgiveness of the gods, my lover and my only friend.

 
Cool, thanks for clarifying that for me, appreciate it. It's sad how some people just have nothing better to do with their time than stir up shit!

Hail Satan!!
Hail the Gods of Hell!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@... wrote:

Trolling in general means when someone says things (that they do not really support) merely for the purpose of pissing others off.

In this case, for this group, it is the same in a way... but more serious, because we are trying to help each other here, so when someone is trolling (saying bullshit, to check out our reactions etc) we'll actually have to put some decent effort in helping this individual until we figure that they're trolling... So, it's sort of double double double rage... Coming from a Spiritual Satanist... Well, not such a smart move for them...


________________________________
Î`πο: unsortediablo <unsortediablo@...
Προς: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Στάλθηκε: 2:03 μ.μ. Κυριακή, 4 Î`υγούστου 2013
Θέμα: Re: Σχετ: [JoyofSatan666] For repentance.



 
I'm sorry, I know this is gona sound really stupid, but what exactly does trolling mean in the context of this group?

Hail Satan!
Hail the Gods of Hell!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Fourth Reich 666 <fourth_reich666@ wrote:

I know exactly what you mean. Suicide has been discused hundreds of times. How could you be stupid enough to cheat on her. Responsibility to the responsible. Oh I'm being attacked, *light bulb over head* I've got a great Idea, let me kill my self! Oh yeah, that will earn you soooo much respect *sarcasm* how about you put it behind you, pull your socks up, start fighting and empowering yourself. I mean did you want a succubus because you thought it would be " cool" just for the fun of it? It said it in the succubus page. Do not cheat on them!!!!
Your fault, you deal with it, not our problem eh?

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!
Heil Mein Fuehrer!!!!!
Heil Dietrich Eckart
Heil Joseph Goebbles
HAIL AMON RA!!!!!!!!!!
HAIL HORUS!!!!!!!!!!
and Hail be to The Gods of Duat

Rise up people, and unleash the storm - Joseph Göebels

SIEG HEIL!!!!!

- Mazin


On 4 Aug 2013, at 10:29 a.m., Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@ wrote:

......................I.... I am supposed to keep my composure at times like this, right...?
Okay, okay, I shall try........

First of all, what you did with your Succubi lover, if indeed you had one, was really fucking stupid. There are no other words to express it, if you desired and asked for a permanent lover, that would be a monogamous relationship, and went and did shit like that, then you got what was coming for you.

I will pass on the whole "pity me, I'm useless" part.

Suicide is not the solution... Meditate, empower yourself and move forward... I'm sorry, I don't mean to sound offensive, but I don't know of whether you're really fucking stupid, or you're just trolling? (I would really like -for the sake of humanity- to consider the latter to be true)
The whole subject about suicide has been repeatedly REPEATEDLY FUCKING REPEATEDLY been discussed here, so, if you're here long enough, then you would have known about it by now... If not, then I assume that you still HAVE read the JoyOfSatan.com website and... well, shouldn't some things be as clear as water?
It's been discussed a million times before, by committing suicide you AIN'T SOLVING SHIT, so stop being so fucking pathetic, MAN UP and DO SOMETHING TO CHANGE FUCKING THINGS!!!!!!!!

I get sooooooo frustrated seeing people being so fucking weak, I've gotten really sick with all this situation...

Just research "suicide" in the group's search engine, and you'll find some responses that are much calmer than mine... But honestly, I really think you're trolling, so I can't show fucking pity.
I can't show fucking pity for anyone who can do things to improve and fix what is bothering them and ALL GENTILES CAN IMPROVE AND FIX all problems in their lives!! So STOP WHINING AND START MEDITATING!!!!
Talk to Satan if you feel abandoned etc etc etc... And don't go ahead and do stupid fucking shit while having a Succubi (if you ever had one).

Î`πο: ed.wolf66 <ed.wolf66@
ΠÏος: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Στάλθηκε: 5:03 Ï€.μ. ΚυÏιακή, 4 Î`υγοÏÏÆ'του 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] For repentance.


Brothers and sisters, I have made grave mistakes.

I did a standard ritual and summoned my succubi lover but like the scum as I am, I didn't think she was there fully and cheated on her with human girls in consequence she left me, I know for I feel no presense at all with my anymore.
I have always felt like no one understood me until I got a cat, he was my only friend but he got sent to the the pound where he will surely die thanks to my parents and I didn't/couldn't do anything to stop them.
I have no job.
I feel like I feel empty as I lost the only people who understood me and cared for me.

I also feel like i have been abandoned by the gods because of the disgrace I am as a satanist.

I wish to ask if ending my life would help me regain what little honor I had and gain the forgiveness of the gods, my lover and my only friend.
 
No, killing yourself is never a smart option. It helps no one. If you want to make things right, you apologize to those who you've hurt, and work to make yourself a better person. I would advise also asking for some help, because it sounds like you're in a very bad place emotionally/mentally.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ed.wolf66" <ed.wolf66@... wrote:

Brothers and sisters, I have made grave mistakes.

I did a standard ritual and summoned my succubi lover but like the scum as I am, I didn't think she was there fully and cheated on her with human girls in consequence she left me, I know for I feel no presense at all with my anymore.
I have always felt like no one understood me until I got a cat, he was my only friend but he got sent to the the pound where he will surely die thanks to my parents and I didn't/couldn't do anything to stop them.
I have no job.
I feel like I feel empty as I lost the only people who understood me and cared for me.

I also feel like i have been abandoned by the gods because of the disgrace I am as a satanist.

I wish to ask if ending my life would help me regain what little honor I had and gain the forgiveness of the gods, my lover and my only friend.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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