luna6illian
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There was an event recently at my college, where groups come and promote their stuff by giving away free candy and coupons. My room mate and I walk around and I notice a church booth set up. Inside I am screaming, but on the outside I just go "No thanks" at their offer for a water bottle with a church name written on it. Later on ANOTHER booth shows up with a small New Testiment. Somehow it ends up in my bag. And then more and more church booths come up to us "Hi would you like to know the word of god?" And trying to keep from loosing it I just go "No thanks."
Well later on I poor my energy drink on the little book and rip up some pages and throw it away. But anyway, lately Ive been straying my focus on trying to meditation to making friends and bumming around in my dorm, and lately Ive noticed how its affecting me so I decided to get on track. but somehow someway some stupid bullshit gets in the way. My room mate starts dragging me around. I try to get some alone time and then people come up to me and bother me. I just dismissed them as annoying bugs but after seeing all of these... signs I guess showing me all of the Christianity BS around here and Jews hanging at these religious booths it makes me angry and shows me how lucky I am to be a Satanist. I have to try even harder to get my mind set! To stay focused. Not because I'm afraid of straying off the path, but so that the enemy doesn't try and pull me away. No more stupid trips with my room mate. No more random taps on my shoulder from people. I just want to, need to, meditate on my free time.
I kind of wrote this and posted this to tell myself that I WILL NOT get distracted anymore. Those stupid booths I was dragged around to just infuriated me and no more! I'm not allowing these distractions to get to me anymore.
Well later on I poor my energy drink on the little book and rip up some pages and throw it away. But anyway, lately Ive been straying my focus on trying to meditation to making friends and bumming around in my dorm, and lately Ive noticed how its affecting me so I decided to get on track. but somehow someway some stupid bullshit gets in the way. My room mate starts dragging me around. I try to get some alone time and then people come up to me and bother me. I just dismissed them as annoying bugs but after seeing all of these... signs I guess showing me all of the Christianity BS around here and Jews hanging at these religious booths it makes me angry and shows me how lucky I am to be a Satanist. I have to try even harder to get my mind set! To stay focused. Not because I'm afraid of straying off the path, but so that the enemy doesn't try and pull me away. No more stupid trips with my room mate. No more random taps on my shoulder from people. I just want to, need to, meditate on my free time.
I kind of wrote this and posted this to tell myself that I WILL NOT get distracted anymore. Those stupid booths I was dragged around to just infuriated me and no more! I'm not allowing these distractions to get to me anymore.