Being attacked

[Sam Irene]

I'm sorry for bringing up the topic or if you think I'm being stupid, but I'm being attacked by other Satanists. Saying things to me that I don't feel comfortable repeating, even over the computer. I'll admit that I made my fair share of rude comments. I will say that I've been called an attention whore, that I should go kill myself and that Father Satan would reject me because I'm that useless and incapable of learning anything about Satanism. That's all I feel comfortable repeating. How do I make it stop, please. It's alright if you think I'm being stupid or overly sensitive or if there was no point in bringing this up. Does Father Satan look down on me because I'm struggling on learning more about Satanism? I've been meditating, and getting all the information I can, but I still feel like it's not enough. Does he look down on me because I'm being weak; even though I want to be strong? I just want someone to listen and care, and I feel like Father Satan thinks I'm not worth the time. Anything, please, before I do something I might regret. 
HAIL SATAN

 

[Magus Immortalis]

I don't know what happened between you and the other Satanists but they shouldn't have said such hateful things to you. (You are both Satanists after all. And Lord Satan wants unity between Satanists.)
But it's possible you pissed them off majorly, so they retaliated. Maybe talk to them again and try to set things straight, see where they are coming from and explain your position and feelings calmly too. Understanding may arise from this and both parties can move on. 
If they aren't willing to talk, listen, consider what you said, and/or just rage on you some more, it's best just to let it go, learn from the situation and move on. Detach yourself from them because you don't need to hear such hateful words from other "Satanists." Maybe don't add more fuel to the fire after trying to make amends,  you probably won't feel that great afterwards.
You're not weak. A Christian or Muslim is weak. You're a Spiritual Satanist. It's natural to want to be stronger, to be the strongest you can be, to evolve and learn more.
Don't think that Lord Satan thinks you're not worth his time; He chose you! He brought you to Him. Stay strong brother! Hail Satan!



On Monday, June 9, 2014 12:44:51 PM, "Sam Irene animechick1212@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I'm sorry for bringing up the topic or if you think I'm being stupid, but I'm being attacked by other Satanists. Saying things to me that I don't feel comfortable repeating, even over the computer. I'll admit that I made my fair share of rude comments. I will say that I've been called an attention whore, that I should go kill myself and that Father Satan would reject me because I'm that useless and incapable of learning anything about Satanism. That's all I feel comfortable repeating. How do I make it stop, please. It's alright if you think I'm being stupid or overly sensitive or if there was no point in bringing this up. Does Father Satan look down on me because I'm struggling on learning more about Satanism? I've been meditating, and getting all the information I can, but I still feel like it's not enough. Does he look down on me because I'm being weak; even though I want to be strong? I just want someone to listen and care, and I feel like Father Satan thinks I'm not worth the time. Anything, please, before I do something I might regret. 
HAIL SATAN

 

[empty_dreamer]

You make it stop by ignoring it. If you stop feeding the trolls (reacting to their cruel teasing and mean words) they will grow bored and find someone else to bother. If you feed into it and react, that shows them that you are falling for their bullshit, so they become more eager to spew it at you. Like any internet forum, this one has trolls of it's own. However, Satan is quite against infighting with one and another. Leave that crap to the dumb people in other religions. Satanists are not to fight one another it says so in a book that Satan Himself wrote, to us.

 

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I've recently escaped from such common tactics of enemy. The enemy even will use your personal problems against you,they will trigger it more the more you give it attention.Empty your head,do your job,that's meditating consistently. Any negative thought about yourself or Satan is not of your own. You'r meditating,studying,ect. So,there must be no reason you should have such thoughts. It''s surely the enemy implanting such negative thoughts in your head. 

 

[call_me_something_else]

Not always. Sometimes, what might be considered a "negative thought" about one's self could be - as in my case - part of Satanic catharsis.
Simply put, there have been MANY realizations of bad things about myself which are 100 percent, undeniably true.

Like it or not, facts are facts. I've been an asshole for so long, to so many that, when I opened my third eye fully, I saw how much harm I'd done. I now use my pain, my regret and my heartache to try to be a better man and servant of Father.

I don't know if my situation is the same as what you're responding to. It's not for me to say. But let's be clear, there is a true and a false to everything.

Hail Father Satan and ALL of the True Gods and Goddesses of Duat!

 

[call_me_something_else]

Ah. Now I see. Yes, this sounds/seems like an enemy attack. I can't picture Father telling a Gentile to commit suicide. (I won't even presume to say He would do so with a joo - but it's not for me to try saying. I do not know.)

In the words of someone far kinder, wiser, honest and intelligent than I have ever been in the past:

"You have suffered enough!"

Remind yourself of this, in response to these thoughts. "I have suffered enough!"

Try saying it different ways to, each time. Inflection on different words gives it a whole new meaning, each time.

"I have suffered enough!"

"I HAVE suffered enough!"

I have SUFFERED enough!"

I have suffered ENOUGH!"

I hope this helps.

Ignore the enemy, while still embracing Truth, even if it hurts. The universe is rather indifferent to our lives, as it is, anyway. Fuck "guilt." Remember there truly IS a false and a true, a positive and a negative, a dark and a light, to everything - TO EVERYTHING.

May the blessings of Father Satan be upon you. May they be upon us all. May they be upon me. May they be upon the whole world.

Hail Father Satan and ALL the True Gods and Goddesses of Duat!

 

[call_me_something_else]

I am you.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

I've gotten to the point where I noticed I don't really get attacked anymore. I am not really bragging, because I will get into more information below on how the enemy uses other tactics on me.Because I ignore them, no matter how bad the attacks are, I just focus at the task at hand and listen to soothing music that I like at the same time. Void meditation has really helped me through these things. If I don't do my aura of protection and clean my aura (as happened one night, for reasons I'd rather not get into) I got nightmares and attacks. So I learned my lesson.
The enemy likes to waste one's time and mislead them. They have wasted A LOT of my time, but the fault also lies with me because I gave into it and let myself be led astray. I searched other paths but looking back, I know that my GDs kept an eye on me and in the end, I learned a few new things, found a few awesome books and authors, and now reflecting, Lord Satan and my GDs were guiding me through it.I know to stay focused and stay with Spiritual Satanism. Nothing else comes close to soothing my soul; it's like a duck taking to water to swim.



On Friday, June 13, 2014 5:04:27 AM, "inlovewithsatan@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I've recently escaped from such common tactics of enemy. The enemy even will use your personal problems against you,they will trigger it more the more you give it attention.Empty your head,do your job,that's meditating consistently. Any negative thought about yourself or Satan is not of your own. You'r meditating,studying,ect. So,there must be no reason you should have such thoughts. It''s surely the enemy implanting such negative thoughts in your head.