been suffered for years.....need some help

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i've been suffering alot with pain,depression,loneliness since teenage cuz of family. They are the reason that i hadnt have any friends and now at this stage they say why dont you go out with your friends?
wtf! And elder brother (hate to say"my family or bro) they never cared me,they always considered me a kid still now when im 21 years old. Cuz of them i suffered from social phobia. Can't go out and buy things on my own. They say now i'm old enough ,i'm not a kid but on the other side they give me lectures regarding me as a kid and say that i dont know anything,i'm a kid. Not just they,everyone would take me as a kid as i have very short height. They have made me a 21 year old kid,i'm very childish minded and wonder not why im so,just because of them

The big main problem is brother,always taunting me,peeping in whatever i do,just let me know if i can suffer him to death or to deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep depression so he would be cursing himself like i used to cuz of him. I just dont wanna do that working to keep him away from me all the time,just wanna see him in pain that i had suffered with for long cuz of him. I WANT TO SEE HIM IN PAIN IN SORE PAIN! WAnt to see him crying outtttttttt loudddddddd damneddddd

 

[radzio_ss]

Then just do a destruction ritual against him.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "inlovewithsatan@..." <inlovewithsatan@... wrote:

i've been suffering alot with pain,depression,loneliness since teenage cuz of family. They are the reason that i hadnt have any friends and now at this stage they say why dont you go out with your friends?
wtf! And elder brother (hate to say"my family or bro) they never cared me,they always considered me a kid still now when im 21 years old. Cuz of them i suffered from social phobia. Can't go out and buy things on my own. They say now i'm old enough ,i'm not a kid but on the other side they give me lectures regarding me as a kid and say that i dont know anything,i'm a kid. Not just they,everyone would take me as a kid as i have very short height. They have made me a 21 year old kid,i'm very childish minded and wonder not why im so,just because of them

The big main problem is brother,always taunting me,peeping in whatever i do,just let me know if i can suffer him to death or to deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep depression so he would be cursing himself like i used to cuz of him. I just dont wanna do that working to keep him away from me all the time,just wanna see him in pain that i had suffered with for long cuz of him. I WANT TO SEE HIM IN PAIN IN SORE PAIN! WAnt to see him crying outtttttttt loudddddddd damneddddd

 

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Try severing the links these people have that connect them to your soul. Also regression meditation will help. It is tough and time consuming but I promise it will be worth it. Just try to remember that as A SATANIST you are a new person. A STRONGER PERSON. I hope you feel better soon sister.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "inlovewithsatan@..." <inlovewithsatan@... wrote:

i've been suffering alot with pain,depression,loneliness since teenage cuz of family. They are the reason that i hadnt have any friends and now at this stage they say why dont you go out with your friends?
wtf! And elder brother (hate to say"my family or bro) they never cared me,they always considered me a kid still now when im 21 years old. Cuz of them i suffered from social phobia. Can't go out and buy things on my own. They say now i'm old enough ,i'm not a kid but on the other side they give me lectures regarding me as a kid and say that i dont know anything,i'm a kid. Not just they,everyone would take me as a kid as i have very short height. They have made me a 21 year old kid,i'm very childish minded and wonder not why im so,just because of them

The big main problem is brother,always taunting me,peeping in whatever i do,just let me know if i can suffer him to death or to deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep depression so he would be cursing himself like i used to cuz of him. I just dont wanna do that working to keep him away from me all the time,just wanna see him in pain that i had suffered with for long cuz of him. I WANT TO SEE HIM IN PAIN IN SORE PAIN! WAnt to see him crying outtttttttt loudddddddd damneddddd

 

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Brother* ; and so,severing links will help me not to get down or else when whatever they say to me? Iheir taunt,words will have no effect on me right??
And no, don't want to do destruction ritual at all yet!

Hail Satan !

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

These two links might be what you're looking for:

http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... -emotions/

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ching.html

Depression can come from a few sources. But in the end Daily Power Meditation will always help with it. I too suffered from pretty sever depression for a long time before I came to Satanism. I also went through a low point where I stopped meditating and sunk into depression again. But once I started up meditating again and got my head clear, I was able to sort out the mess I was in, and get myself back on top.

Be sure that you're cleaning your aura and chakras daily, and doing your Aura of Protection daily.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "inlovewithsatan@..." <inlovewithsatan@... wrote:



Brother* ; and so,severing links will help me not to get down or else when whatever they say to me? Iheir taunt,words will have no effect on me right??
And no, don't want to do destruction ritual at all yet!

Hail Satan !