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Been devoted to satan for a few months now. I started out meditating 45 min for about a month... The next month over an hour. The day i devoted I got some visions while meditating but since then have had none quite like that... Mainly just impressions. Still haven't opened my third eye either. I've had a clear verbal message while meditating but little more. Why is this? I know I'm capable of receiving by the few experiences at the beginning. I've exposed the truth to others time and time again and converted my husband. Seems I'm being ignored. I get it that the gods are busy and I'm prolly not all that important but I sure could use a sign right now that I'm on the right track. Feeling kinda low right now. :/
 
Do you know the SATANAS mantra? Or how to use runes?Or how to open the chakras?


On Sunday, March 27, 2016 9:26 PM, "shirksr@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Been devoted to satan for a few months now. I started out meditating 45 min for about a month... The next month over an hour. The day i devoted I got some visions while meditating but since then have had none quite like that... Mainly just impressions. Still haven't opened my third eye either. I've had a clear verbal message while meditating but little more. Why is this? I know I'm capable of receiving by the few experiences at the beginning. I've exposed the truth to others time and time again and converted my husband. Seems I'm being ignored. I get it that the gods are busy and I'm prolly not all that important but I sure could use a sign right now that I'm on the right track. Feeling kinda low right now. :/

 
I do the aum, Thoth and Sa Ta Na Ma. I visualize chakra spinning, moving energies from one chakra to another, drawing energy from the ground into my root chakra, inhaling energy through my third eye, alternate nostril breathing and yoga every day. Since I only have a set time to do it I sometimes don't get through every one of these things. I get to a light trance near the end of my session and void meditate at that point. Sometimes I do other types of meditation as well.
 
 What are you expecting? I'm 3 months in and doing hours of meditation every day as there is nothing else to do. It's all just hard work for very slow gains everything else in life. Before JOS I could not meditate at all, so I am not complaining. A few months does not seem long really does it? I'm still finding it very hard to do the foundation meditation and visualize lights and shapes. 
JOS is sold as something allot easier than it is though. Just masturbate and Satan will send you a succubus.... not. If masturbation opened Chakras then I'd be a God. 

On Wednesday, March 30, 2016 8:35 PM, "shirksr@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Please help me some one.

 
I understand, thanks! I struggle with visualizing the light as well. Do you ever ask Father Satan to help with your job situation in all? I'm guessing meditations is the key, correct? And, do you do rituals? I've never done 1. Don't have the funds to buy it all since work dragging ass on not paying me my workers comp. 

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On Wed, Mar 30, 2016 at 5:19 AM, Usul Mystic usulmystic@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:    What are you expecting? I'm 3 months in and doing hours of meditation every day as there is nothing else to do. It's all just hard work for very slow gains everything else in life. Before JOS I could not meditate at all, so I am not complaining. A few months does not seem long really does it? I'm still finding it very hard to do the foundation meditation and visualize lights and shapes. 
JOS is sold as something allot easier than it is though. Just masturbate and Satan will send you a succubus.... not. If masturbation opened Chakras then I'd be a God. 

On Wednesday, March 30, 2016 8:35 PM, "shirksr@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Please help me some one.
 
I can't be bothered doing any work at the moment, hardly seems worthwhile. I have done a standard ritual, asking for ability to do yoga, just used what I have, never mind silver. I am testing the meditations, find out if they change anything, nothing better to do. RTRs are awesome, now there is something I can do about all the shit, really hope they are doing something for real. I'm needing to do some exercise. The standard ritual was fun. 

On Thursday, March 31, 2016 11:33 AM, "Kody Kingston kody_kingston@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I understand, thanks! I struggle with visualizing the light as well. Do you ever ask Father Satan to help with your job situation in all? I'm guessing meditations is the key, correct? And, do you do rituals? I've never done 1. Don't have the funds to buy it all since work dragging ass on not paying me my workers comp. 

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   What are you expecting? I'm 3 months in and doing hours of meditation every day as there is nothing else to do. It's all just hard work for very slow gains everything else in life. Before JOS I could not meditate at all, so I am not complaining. A few months does not seem long really does it? I'm still finding it very hard to do the foundation meditation and visualize lights and shapes. 
JOS is sold as something allot easier than it is though. Just masturbate and Satan will send you a succubus.... not. If masturbation opened Chakras then I'd be a God. 

On Wednesday, March 30, 2016 8:35 PM, "shirksr@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Please help me some one.

 
Usul and Seeker,

 JOS is not sold as anything. Yes it is work. I am hearing and feeling your frustration that you are doing what the site says to do without any return that you can measure or see. You can't measure or see it because you are still not open. The RTR's DO work, I have been shown that they do. How can I explain? I was newer than I am now and doing the RTR's and was shown in a 'vision'. I was shown something that came 'true' and proved to me that they actually do work. So...all I can say is yes, they DO work and you need to devote energy to doing them. You best believe they are doing something 'for real'. There are a few of us SS who are doing the RTR's to a rolling schedule, the idea being we can AMP the vibrations doing them together. Why don't you join us?

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Hail Satan!
 
It hardly makes sense that I'm not yet open enough as I got visions early on... They may have been short in duration but a lot can be conveyed in a single image. I also received a four word message and I continue to have quick images flash... Some of them flash by too quick to get every single detail of facial features for example but again it wouldn't stop satan and his demons from being able to send me a quick image of which chakra is not aligned properly for example or a quick verbal message. How about them telling me who my guardian is already? No, a few months is not long at all. It's just seems strange to me that so many coincidences happened early on that led me to satanism. They don't seem like they were coincidences at all... But like some force or entity was guiding me. The vision and dream messages I got in the beginning are things I didn't know and found to be true. What's bringing me down is the fact that I feel like now I am being ignored. I went from feeling guided, to feeling like I'm not worth the time and a dime a dozen. :/
 
Satan and the Demons are not ignoring you. When people are new, Satan and the Demons provide much help and guidance and invest in you. Spiritual Satanism requires learning to be independent and strengthening your own powers so you can obtain your desires on your own. Dependence on a higher power is of the enemy. Satan gave us the techniques, like power meditation and yoga, to empower our souls and the ability, through magick, to manifest our desires into reality.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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