AskSatanOperator
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I know there are a lot of posts about this topic and I'm sorry for making another one, but recently it's pounding my head the thought of me being a jew.
I have two or three facial characteristics of jew people, and my dad remembers a little bit them too. All of my thoughts about the Gods are positive, I want them to win (and I know they did already), I like to help people in need, I like to see people happy, I've been avoiding people I think are jew, I hate all the negative things that the jews promote or that happen in the world. Even though I'm afraid of being a jew.
Would a jew know that they are a jew just by reading the things here on the forum and in the ToZ?
Now about my dad: he is Italian descendant, maybe thats why we have a little bit more nose than normal. But in the past, he was a very negative person (I prefer to think that it's because of his hard childhood, his mother was a extremist xian and paranoic, they were poor and he had to work to help the family, he lived in a very bad ambient). He used to get mad, hit me, my brother and mom when he were pissed about the job or drink. Until someday he did it in front of other family members, then he saw that he was been a bad person and decided to start therapy and take psychological medicine. Since then he is much better, control the anger, thinks different, have more empathy (even thought I still thing he needs more) and etc. But this thought of he possibly being a jew and, consequently, me as well, is destroying me. We all hate communism here in the house, but my parents are xians.
Also, I think I am the most sane person in this house, but I'm afraid of being wrong.
Am I good? What can I do?
Thanks!
I have two or three facial characteristics of jew people, and my dad remembers a little bit them too. All of my thoughts about the Gods are positive, I want them to win (and I know they did already), I like to help people in need, I like to see people happy, I've been avoiding people I think are jew, I hate all the negative things that the jews promote or that happen in the world. Even though I'm afraid of being a jew.
Would a jew know that they are a jew just by reading the things here on the forum and in the ToZ?
Now about my dad: he is Italian descendant, maybe thats why we have a little bit more nose than normal. But in the past, he was a very negative person (I prefer to think that it's because of his hard childhood, his mother was a extremist xian and paranoic, they were poor and he had to work to help the family, he lived in a very bad ambient). He used to get mad, hit me, my brother and mom when he were pissed about the job or drink. Until someday he did it in front of other family members, then he saw that he was been a bad person and decided to start therapy and take psychological medicine. Since then he is much better, control the anger, thinks different, have more empathy (even thought I still thing he needs more) and etc. But this thought of he possibly being a jew and, consequently, me as well, is destroying me. We all hate communism here in the house, but my parents are xians.
Also, I think I am the most sane person in this house, but I'm afraid of being wrong.
Am I good? What can I do?
Thanks!
