How does one deal with an abusive SS (to others and themselves)? I have dedicated myself earlier this year and learning so much about my soul and what I need to do in this life. My charts repeatedly say I am not a new soul, my intuition is a gift to help others, and to be a light and positive influence for others. I have done much work on myself before SS and have seen more results in my advancement due to others starting work before this life. I have always strived to be the best I can be, but was limited with the tools I learned, and SS opened up a whole new skill set I will keep advancing from (very exciting!!).
I believe I am here to continue healing myself and to help others in their own journeys to healing. To be a light of hope and support to those especially lacking awareness of themselves, to ask questions that plant a seed of curiosity to get them closer to their own healing. I derive great pleasure in being of service to humanity in this way, as long as it does not become abusive or a detriment to me and my growth.
Unfortunately, I am at a fork in the road with someone very close to me who is also SS. As I am learning more about the ethos SS as a newbie, I am discovering confusion and concern for my fellow SS. They show clear signs of abusive and manipulative behavior to me and others, but most unfortunately,
to themselves. My confusion lies here:
Wouldn't an SS be studying themselves and practicing curiosity to find the root of why they aren't achieving their goals/desires?
Wouldn't they be aware they are being abusive/manipulative to themselves and others? If so, why aren't they aware?
Wouldn't someone with let's say 10 years of SS have a deeper understanding of the harm they cause themselves?
Why haven't they realized their problems still exist (that they reinforce and whine about) due to working on surface level workings or ones that aren't internal, that aren't getting to the root issue?
I have trouble understanding logically why there is such a disconnect from realizing why their life is still "shitty" when they are reinforcing that narrative in every cell in their being. Its very clear to me as an outsider and very sad to see someone suffer life this. I often wonder, "does this person even want to advance?" I am a new member but my chart indicates much healing has been done for me in previous lifetimes.
Why would an SS knowingly (and proudly) say they are self-destructive and not take measures to address it?
Why do they focus on surface level workings and not the root of what's holding them back? How come they cant see themselves from reality and not ego? Why repress reality so much that their life brings disappointment after disappointment? I believe we met under a very specific situation where they were a ray of life for a short amount of time. And that is why I still try to be that light and support for them, and I also have the bandwidth to do so. If I can be of service to help free someone from their own prison, I will.
I attribute all this to living in an Ego-state and protection (survival mode). It is safer to live this life with a false sense of identity (ego and pride built on a foundation from fear and protection, not self love or self compassion) rather than accept and deal with karmic debt and that they are the cause of their own suffering. I think looking in the mirror would be too devastating as they aren't equipped with the coping mechanisms or mental/emotional strength and control to handle and work through that reality of what would come up, what they have been suppressing. I find it confusing how invested they are in advancing (time, money, etc), yet fails to see the connection of why they are still experiencing behavioral problems and workings not working, due to from childhood experiences and no one teaching them accountability or tools to deal with the hard things in life. There is so much anger, resentment, and repression. Speaking of oneself as
"I am self destructive, I can not change because it says that in my chart." Wouldn't much if not all the positive efforts of meditations and working be
neutralized (or even sliding backwards) with such negative self talk, repression of emotions, and overall negativity about oneself and humanity? There was no one in their life to guide them to break patterns or questions patterns, only repression and avoidance was modeled. I am concerned for their soul. I don't think they are ready to advance like they claim, but I want to do everything I can do for them to increase their self-love because they deserve to be closer to freedom.
I am rooting for them to look in the mirror, allowing me to be their compassionate mirror to support them in reaching their goals and desires. To protect myself from this negativity, I will be adding this to my routine starting tonight:
https://joswiki.org/index.php/Satanic_Witchcraft#The_Meditation
I was reading through the wiki to study and this is what made me question, become confused about them and what can I do as a supportive person to help them fulfill their desires/goals.
Most of us are familiar with psychiatry, counseling, psychology, and other mental health services. The methods used are standard. Most professionals prod the patient into
expressing repressed feelings- anger, hatred, envy, resentment, and other related emotions, including repressed sexuality and sexual feelings. Acknowledging these repressed emotions sheds new light on the origins of serious hang-ups, neuroses, compulsions/obsessions and other serious mental health disorders. Many physical ailments are brought about by repressed emotions. Some of these end in death. These have a very detrimental effect upon one’s soul and spiritual being as well.
Anything that is repressed comes out in warped, distorted, and unhealthy ways. Many problems would be avoided if people would vent their feelings and stop repressing them. This isn’t about going on a rampage; it is just acknowledging one’s own feelings and letting them out. One should always be honest with one’s self.
By denying anger, hatred, jealousy, and other so-called "negative" emotions, one is laying a pattern for serious problems down the road. People who claim to love, love, and love, and deny their anger and hatred, take on that artificial alien deadpan smile that is so common amongst Christians in the advanced stages of Christianity. Inside,
these people are extremely unbalanced and are literally like grenades with the pins pulled, just waiting to explode, either turning their pent up anger out on others or in upon themselves. This is extremely unhealthy. Yet, they consistently excuse the hatred and wrathful behavior of the false “God” they worship. This sets the stage for serious mental illness.
Negative people include those who forever whine and complain, but do nothing to try to alleviate their situations, those who are forever putting others down to make themselves feel better or to divert their attentions from their own personal worthlessness, those who blame everyone else for their woes, those who take out their anger and frustrations through abusing others, and the list goes on endlessly.
Satanists do not take abuse.
If you have been consistently putting your energies into something that hasn't manifested, or has manifested in a much different way than you intended, it is important to find out why.In addition, it is very important to
*really* want what you are working towards. Make sure what you are putting your energies into is what you really want. Look to what kinds of changes getting what you desire will create in your life. Make sure you are totally ok with the changes. In some cases, subconscious barriers such as fear of change, or something else that will result from you attaining your desire, can ruin a working, even if you aren't aware of this consciously.
It is important to really know yourself.
- Lack of Awareness: Due to lack of awareness, you destroy what you are trying to create. What I mean by this is repeating certain phrases over and over, that are contrary to what you are trying to achieve.
- Loving ill Health: You have to be 100% that you don't want it, and you certainly don't need it.
- "I can't...": Don't keep saying "I don't have any money", "I can't afford it", "I am broke", etc. Even if it is true, don't keep reinforcing this, especially if you are working towards money coming to you.
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Why isn't this working the way I want it to?" "
Why am I not healing"? "
Why isn't money coming to me?" and so forth.
Some people have hang-ups that go way back into early childhood or even previous lifetimes.
Finding the underlying cause of your problem and knowing what the problem IS, and you are already half-way to solving it. If the problem involves another person, then you have to work there and dissolve the obstacle(s) before stepping up to the main working.
There are times when we have to just let go and vent. This can be done during a
ritual. Father Satan always listens to us and sometimes it is a good thing to let it all out and get it all out, so that one can be at peace and not have to feel suppressed in any way. If extreme worry or other emotions cannot be brought under control, venting during a ritual is the often best way. Mastering one’s emotions, as well as the mind is something that needs to be worked on every day. In time, a sense of calm and confidence will take over and remain, so that the mind can be free for spiritual development and directed to the fulfilling of one’s goals and desires.
I am guided by सत्य (truth).
I am सितमनस् (pure-hearted).
I am here to liberate souls and help others find the truth.
To serve, to align, to free. Unbound, pleasure.
HAIL SATYA!