I have had a new experience this evening, it started well then shifted to feeling like a sinking ship, so to speak. Then somehow turned around & the opposite of what I expected occured.
I believe the Gods blessed me with good fortune leading to my new goodies.
I seldom ask for help I think, unless the situation is one where I feel uncertain about the possible outcome or that there is something I encounter where I do not know how to properly navigate.
I was feeling angry and resentful about something, but I also felt bad & guilty for feeling that way. I asked God for help because I wanted to navigate my issue with Grace & understanding, I should not have handled the issue better than I was.. Later that evening a complete 180 happened. It went from guilt and trying to feel good to feeling wonderful & positive feelings. I remember, I asked for help, and I was pleasantly surprised the help I received exceeded what I had hoped for. I just wanted to maintain my composure mostly, the Gods are ineffable in their patience & understanding and I realized I am very ignorant in my mental capacity at times when it comes to my personal expectations of how I want to be able to navigate various things. I have a lot to reflect on and am very thankful, appreciative & grateful.
I believe the Gods blessed me with good fortune leading to my new goodies.
I seldom ask for help I think, unless the situation is one where I feel uncertain about the possible outcome or that there is something I encounter where I do not know how to properly navigate.
I was feeling angry and resentful about something, but I also felt bad & guilty for feeling that way. I asked God for help because I wanted to navigate my issue with Grace & understanding, I should not have handled the issue better than I was.. Later that evening a complete 180 happened. It went from guilt and trying to feel good to feeling wonderful & positive feelings. I remember, I asked for help, and I was pleasantly surprised the help I received exceeded what I had hoped for. I just wanted to maintain my composure mostly, the Gods are ineffable in their patience & understanding and I realized I am very ignorant in my mental capacity at times when it comes to my personal expectations of how I want to be able to navigate various things. I have a lot to reflect on and am very thankful, appreciative & grateful.