Lots of things are happening in my personal life related to growth. I will be more active from now on. This time I swear in the name of Zeus that I will be a proper Zevist.

Latest lesson in life:
Protect your rest - Rest is as important as your goal. Give breathing room towards your goals. Instead of finishing it today, ask what's the latest this can be done without real consequence.

Protect your sleep.
Protect your time.
Be aware of everything you do at the very second—self-control, discipline, and mastery.

Kronus, Baal-Hammon, Satvrnvs, Ell
You do not rush to us in the hour of need
But walk ahead, illuminating the paths
That lead toward mistake and ruin
You grant us foresight
The quiet wisdom to avoid the fall
Truly, You sever all that is superfluous
Cutting clean with time’s inexorable blade
Your lessons etch themselves into the soul
To be remembered for a lifetime
We shall reap what we have sown
Yet, under Your cold gaze, our labors bloom tenfold returning in grace
You do not sharpen the sting of our errors
Nor make the consequences cruel
Instead, You transform each fall Into a sacred experience - that is Your silent tongue
The language through which You speak to those who ready to listen
Truly, we hear Yours voice without any sound
The Hiden Sun, that we can't see even up close


Blessed all of Yours Names


IAO KRONUS AENAOS

"For the goal is not to lose oneself in the process of improving the world, but to also improve oneself and others as part of this greater and eternal world."

“It is only by improving the world that you will improve yourself. It is only by improving yourself that you will improve the world, for infinity can only flow back into infinity.”

- Apollo's Virtue: World Improvement

I believe Zeus or my Guardian directly spoke to me in my dream, the eve of Beltane.

I was with some hunters and they were going to take out a massive bull. Idk if it was a mercy kill or just natural hunting. I can remember having inner understanding as to why they were doing this. They even made sure to shoot it directly in the middle of the head for an instant kill.

Even though it was quick and painless I became very sad for the animal. As I walked I was telling myself why am I getting like this and perhaps I should shake it off.

Thats when I heard the voice of our God (or Guardian). Although I heard it in my head almost like my inner voice but it wasn't coming from me.

The voice told me to be okay to feel for this wild animal. To let it out. Feel. Empathize.

So I did. And the thoughts that flooded immediately were that of how much I yearn for animals to have a full life before it's for us to eat them.

In the bigger picture I believe my ability to empathize with other living beings and creaturea that became stunted and not correctly cultivated because of my upbringing is healing. I want the best life for every soul according to their nature and I mean this sincerely. Justice must be implemented and part of that justice also involves the above.

Maybe I should of just written this in a dream journal but seeing it is a spiritual experience I decided to share with you all.

Bless you all and may you all have the opportunity for a full life according to your own natures.

Happy Beltane