Shamash, Apollo, Utu, Azazel, Zazel
Yours Wisdom know no boundaries
You came into my life long before I recognized you
When I first mentioned you in passing in my book
You are a moving intellectual power that cuts through all boundaries, move all ignorance away
Everything becomes clear under your rays
All liars, all false authority, that being grabbed by the scruff of the neck by yours iron hand, blinded, they're turning away from yours light
Even thus, they continue persist without shame - "I know better than anyone and better than you, obey or be cursed."
Looking at them naked, I respond them with silence, your voice is clear enough against that useless noise that feed nothing but ego
I take my gaze away from them to you in order to heal myself under your rays
The truths that you clarify might be unpleasant, but unpleasant only in order to give a true understanding without any illusions
I renounce all illusions and accept your guidance humbly, not as a gift, but as a challenge to lift me above myself
You don't give direct answers, you set the path to set me in motion, to get rid of my damned laziness
Let me burn away all laziness, fear, every obstacle on the path to perfection with the fire of Prometheus
You gave me your guidance, in return you expect nothing but action
And I dedicate my actions to you Great Shepherd
May all limits be damned, let them burn bright
At the sunrise that we can't see even up close...

Due to my school blocking both the forums and the main ToZ website, I will be unable to continually post here and there will most likely be long gaps between my activity on the forums. This is truly unfortunate and I do not want to be inactive and un-participating, but there is very little I can do before I am able to acquire my own personal PC. My school provided computer was my only access to the forums and website and now that it has been taken away there is little I can do but wait. I hope I can find workarounds to this problem. I apologize for my recent inactivity and am actively searching for ways to still participate in the community.

Lots of things are happening in my personal life related to growth. I will be more active from now on. This time I swear in the name of Zeus that I will be a proper Zevist.

Latest lesson in life:
Protect your rest - Rest is as important as your goal. Give breathing room towards your goals. Instead of finishing it today, ask what's the latest this can be done without real consequence.

Protect your sleep.
Protect your time.
Be aware of everything you do at the very second—self-control, discipline, and mastery.

Kronus, Baal-Hammon, Satvrnvs, Ell
You do not rush to us in the hour of need
But walk ahead, illuminating the paths
That lead toward mistake and ruin
You grant us foresight
The quiet wisdom to avoid the fall
Truly, You sever all that is superfluous
Cutting clean with time’s inexorable blade
Your lessons etch themselves into the soul
To be remembered for a lifetime
We shall reap what we have sown
Yet, under Your cold gaze, our labors bloom tenfold returning in grace
You do not sharpen the sting of our errors
Nor make the consequences cruel
Instead, You transform each fall Into a sacred experience - that is Your silent tongue
The language through which You speak to those who ready to listen
Truly, we hear Yours voice without any sound
The Hiden Sun, that we can't see even up close


Blessed all of Yours Names


IAO KRONUS AENAOS