As another poster said, it's good to point her to the website
www.exposingchristianity.com. And to put doubt in her mind about her xian faith. Please consider doing it daily, like, at least once a day, or whenever she brings up anything xian related, or is going to an xian activity (fellowship, church, prayer.)
Like a needle chipping at rock daily, that rock will eventually diminish in size and crumble.
I was a hardcore xian too once, and it can definitely make one fervent with passion and blind too. So I know what you mean.
A few words, a few sentences, will make her doubt her faith.
Father Satan never left me when I was a hardcore xian, He and my GDs pointed out things to me that were wrong with the xian faith, with people. I am sure you can find plenty to point out what's wrong with xianity, to her and to others.
Have you read the entire
www.exposingchristianity.com site? That way you can have facts to argue with when you speak to her and to others, in putting doubt in their minds.
It's up to you whether or not you want to tell her you're a Satanist.
But please consider this, from the Al-Jilwah, chapter 4:
"Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not know what those who are without may do."
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ilwah.html
Know that if you tell her, the consequences could be VERY heavy. Because there are children involved, she may take them away from you, and teach them to hate you. She might also get her entire church/fellowship/family to pray for you, interfere in your life, visit you, etc.
If she's really nuts, she might make up lies to the divorce lawyers, and to anyone else, about how you abuse children by teaching them lies and blasphemies about the xian "god", when in reality, you are a loving and caring father.
She may give up the xian god if you tell her the truth.
She may not.
If she tries to convert, she will be dealt a lot of opposition from her xian family, friends, church, etc. She will only persevere if she really wants to, and has a strong will. If she loves Father Satan and the truth.
Even if she converts to Satanism (theoretically speaking, that is), the children will be at risk. Are you both prepared to deal with "well-meaning" xian family, friends, and church members? They may try to take away the children from you or call children's AID if they find out about you (and/or her) practicing Satanism. They may also tell lies to the authorities. Are you both prepared to stand up to the enemy, to their lies?
These are all worse-case scenarios that I am putting out here.
But you know your wife best.
If she does not give up xianity, there WILL come a time when you have to choose between her, and Father Satan. Know this.
The choice is yours.
Hail Satan!
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Motive <catalyst.motive@... wrote:
she doesnt really have to know. spiritual satanism can be real personal and
sometimes is best that way. but, you shouldnt let your wife stop you from
being in the right path. if she ever found out and she left you for it, that
just shows how much she loves you. right?
On Thu, Jul 15, 2010 at 2:03 AM, james_vanallen <
[email protected]:
Hi, I'm a newb to Spiritual Satanism but love it and my Father Satan
immensely already. I am recovering from pcsd "Post christian syndrome
disorder" lol. I am married and have 4 children. I am in a very happy
marriage and could not bear to see my children split up, but my wife is
hardcore Xtian and there is no way our marriage would last if she knew I was
worshipping her "god's" "arch enemy." What should I do?? Any prayers to
Father or Demons to help me in this matter would be great. Thanks in advance
guys
