Worried and Scared

[prince_magi3]

Hi there,
I'm very worried and scared right now. I was wondering if someone could answer my question.
I'm new to Satanism, haven't dedicated myself to Satan yet, but I do desire to pursue this. 
However, I feel rushed/scared. I'm worried that in the time before I dedicate myself Yahweh/The greys will seek to kill me. Has this ever happened to anyone or am I not giving Satan enough credit in terms of protection of seekers.
I also feel guilty/ have predispositions against this although I don't want to. I've been heavily exposed to Christianity beforehand, and it hurts. I want to be free of this pain.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Hello, and welcome to the groups. Its good to see you here.
Its very brave of you to want to dedicate yourself to Satan-Lucifer. It is the biggest step one could ever take in their lifetime. Its certainly one of the bravest things Ive ever done. It means that you step out from the shadow of Christianity, from past programmings through media, school, peers, and other unawakened individuals who influence us daily, and to seek the truth about Satan, Spiritual Satanism, the Gods and Goddesses of Hell, having a relationship with Satan and our Guardian Demon(s) and discovering yourself in the process.
I was also hesitant to dedicate right away. However, I did read all of the earlier sermons by High Priestess Maxine and some of the Joy of Satan website. Many of the newbie questions can be answered by reading www.joyofsatan.org and www.exposingchristianity.com I kept getting the push to dedicate, so I bought a red candle with a candle holder from Target and a lighter. I used a ceramic bowl to burn the prayer in and kept some of the ashes in a ziploc bag. But thats just what I did. If it puts you at risk to have anything related to Spiritual Satanism in your room, because you live with nosy parents or roommates, keep your room clear of Satanic books, print-outs, items, etc.
Studying brings knowledge, which dispels all fears. You have the courage to set aside the fear and dedicate. Please do so as soon as possible. You sound ready but it sounds like past programming, upbringing and not knowing what and who Satan is, and what he is like, is making you fearful. This is just a guess from reading your original post. 
Satan is our original Creator god. He is loving, wonderful, and nothing like what Christianity, churches, hollywood movies, mainstream media and those horrendous images in and full-of-misinformation Facebook groups of 'Satanism' make him out to be.
Please keep reading and studying the Joy of Satan site and the Exposing Christianity site. And your many of your fears will be laid aside. Be strong. You can do this.
Hail Satan.

On Thursday, November 3, 2016 12:26 AM, "prince_magi3@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hi there,
I'm very worried and scared right now. I was wondering if someone could answer my question.
I'm new to Satanism, haven't dedicated myself to Satan yet, but I do desire to pursue this. 
However, I feel rushed/scared. I'm worried that in the time before I dedicate myself Yahweh/The greys will seek to kill me. Has this ever happened to anyone or am I not giving Satan enough credit in terms of protection of seekers.
I also feel guilty/ have predispositions against this although I don't want to. I've been heavily exposed to Christianity beforehand, and it hurts. I want to be free of this pain.

 

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Personally, I feel that not very many people have been killed just because they where dedicated to Satan, but as you were saying that you felt rushed, that's not what Satan wants. Satan wants us to come to him of our own will. Doing a dedication means that you will always protected by Satan and the gods of hell. Since you feel that you might be hunted down if you made a dedication, this very well may be that the Xians don't want you too, but it may also be that you aren't giving Satan enough credit. It's up to you if you want to make a dedication. I hope you find this helpful. If you still have doubts, pray to Satan for help, or someone else on this site can help you in a better manner than I.

      - ADevine

 

[Allison Passino]

All fear is of yahweh and the enemy angels. Fear is merely an
illusion, a trap of chains and bonds. But none of this matters, for
Satan/Enki/Lucifer is the true Alpha and Omega, humanity's true
Creator-God; our rightful Father and Sovereign! Satan is the Lord of
Aeons, the One Who Sees Far! Satan is the Seer, the Hearer, and the
Knower. Satan alone is the Breaker, the Mender and the Binder! Satan
alone is the Master of Life and Death, and in his hands, he holds the
true keys to immortality! Satan is the Father Who Never Forsakes!
Satan is gentle, kind and patient. He knows your thoughts, and he
understands your fears,and knows your heart. He loves you, but he does
not desire that you rush headlong into this, unless you want to. Take
all the time you need, and have no fear of enemy backlash! But, if it
comes, ignore it, and cast it aside! Call upon Satan, for truly, there
is power and all strength in his name! Indeed, all the names of satan
(Enki, Lucifer), are names above all names, and cast out all who are
not under his dominion! Satan loves you, and would move stars for you,
but he will not force you to do anything you are unsure of, or
uncomfortable with, for what good dad would do that? Be calm, and have
peace, I pray, in Satan's mighty and ineffable name! May the
Lord/Father Satan stretch his mighty, iridescent wings over you in
protection! May he fill you with his all-encompassing, blissful
radiance! May you come to know that he loves you!

On 11/3/16, afowl5680@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Personally, I feel that not very many people have been killed just because
they where dedicated to Satan, but as you were saying that you felt rushed,
that's not what Satan wants. Satan wants us to come to him of our own will.
Doing a dedication means that you will always protected by Satan and the
gods of hell. Since you feel that you might be hunted down if you made a
dedication, this very well may be that the Xians don't want you too, but it
may also be that you aren't giving Satan enough credit. It's up to you if
you want to make a dedication. I hope you find this helpful. If you still
have doubts, pray to Satan for help, or someone else on this site can help
you in a better manner than I.



- ADevine

 

[elephant255_rises]

We fear because our perspective of this universe is narrow, we suffer because of ignorance, courage and bravery are nice sentiments, but you need knowledge to truly keep fear at bay, you need to widen your perspective.
Start with the basics, read www.joyofsatan.org, if the site scares you a little (like it did for me when i was new, but the content was good and i kept reading), read The Kybalion, amazing text to initiate you into a new universe, it will give you a good perspective to proceed along this path.

The Kybalion Index
http://www.tikaboo.com/library/kybalion.pdf

Don't concentrate on the treat of being attacked, it's a common mistake beginners do.
And even if you are attacked, you can fight back with great results and protect yourself very effectively.

Take your time.