lacontessa60
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Hi everyone, Sorry if this is too long So last night I performed the dedication ritual and part of me is really glad I did it but part of me is worried about it since I didn't have the best experience performing it. I followed all of the instructions carefully but what happened was I was having trouble pricking my finger with a needle didn't really get any blood out so I was considering just signing my name with a pen instead but I was hunched over the paper then I started to get a nosebleed. Some blood got on the paper so I decided to use that blood to sign my name. (I know sounds funny) just I am worried have I shown disrespect to Father if the blood came from my nose and not my finger ? Also when I was burning the paper I almost burnt my hand and I dropped the paper on my desk and tried to suppress the flames but the ashes went everywhere so after my ritual I cleaned it up and threw the ashes away, was it wrong for me to do this too ? I also had to spray my room with perfume because my room had a bad smell after the ritual and I didn't want my family to notice the bad smell or any ashes from last night. I am worried that these things are considered disrespectful to Satan because to disrespect Father or anyone is not my intention at all. I would really appreciate some help on this thanks Hail Satan !!!