Why it is always like this

[Tibi Tobi]

Hello all. 
Just want to ask it is just me or you had problems similar to mine. So long story short I'm getting my life together and I'm young and I'm just having hard time here. I try my best to find a job and etc but I just can't. Maybe it's because that I lived with parents and did not felt this life pressure so much but you know now I try really my best and just everybody is not happy. I hate all those stupid people who see that I'm young and try to get all of me. Try ruin me and see how I work.. They win now because I don't have any experience in life. Also sometimes it would be nice be like all people because they don't work for Satan. They don't need plan time and try find places to do RTR, yoga and meditation's . Just you know they can work all day without breaks and etc. But I myself I want have time to work for Satan best as I can.. But I don't know guys.. Past few months really mind blowing for me and hard. 
So any advice how to get in simple life and try look normal person?Thank you all for answers.
Hail Satan!Hail Marchosias!Hail Lilith!
-SS Todyy666 

 

[Tibi Tobi]

Hello all.
So long story short I'm getting my life together and I try my best to work here and there. But always i fail you know... An it is really sad because yes I'm young.. But when I'm just pushed around by those low people in all places because I'm young and don't have much experience it is really hard for me.. Sometimes It would be nice to be like them when they don't work spirituality and they don't need more time to find places to do RTR and try do yoga and etc. They just wake up, work, go have fun and then bed and etc you know.. I always was working for Satan when  I lived with parents. I had really so much time. Just wake up do yoga then do all schedule of that day RTR and then meditation and etc. It was so good.. But know it is really hard for me when I don't have super much time. I'm having hard time from doing everything and just doing 2 RTR per day and just yoga and etc..
So how you guys start on this life to be like normal person and don't be so much different from all?Just need advice .. I try do things by my own.. But I just having hard time.. Thanks.
Hail Satan!Hail Lilith!Hail Marchosias!
-SS Todyy666

 

[mandy_moo923]

Hahaha, let me know if you figure it out. I don't want to get some dead end slave job. My s.o. Got wrapped into one and now all I want is him to be back home. This whole working to make a living sucks, I'd love if it were easier to pursue things with out putting yourself thousands of dollars in debt.

Good luck in your endeavors, I just recently started a sun squat, have you looked in to those at all?

Hail Satan

 

[midhumin]

Just ignore those people. Try to do your meditation as possible as you can. Father Knows your limitations. Try to do them in whatever situation you are in. No need to take it too formal. just sit somewhere you feel peaceful and do meditations in your astral. eventually things will improve. 

 

[avivexus]

Spend more time researching yourself and find out what you are naturally good at..(its generally more than one)... When you find that out see how you can make a living out of it... Check out some online business sites like Fiver or other similar stuffs.. With money the physical world become much easier... And the more talent you have in a field,,the less work you will need and easier it will be...