What does Satan think of queer ppl?

[FancyMancy]

Eventually I realised it's probably better if I just do what I think is best and try to side with people who agree with me, but I can't do that, because if they agree with me, that means they forgive me despite my flaws, and there's no way I could forgive them for that. I always wanted people to tell me I'm wrong, because then I'll know how I'm supposed to change. But if it's wrong that I wasn't born a girl, and it's wrong that I wanted to be one, and it's wrong that I don't have female bits right now, and just being the way I am now is wrong too, then I'm wrong no matter what! There's also people who tell me that it's okay that I wasn't born a girl, or that it's okay that I wanted to be one, or it's okay that I don't have female bits right now, or it's okay to just be the way I am now, but they're all wrong too, because they're contradicting each other and just saying whatever they think! Surely my parents that created me were wrong too then, and the society that allowed for them to meet was wrong too, and the people that built that society were wrong too, and Nature that created a beautiful planet for these people to exist on was wrong too, and the Universe that allowed Nature to exist is wrong too!

It's all so wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong...

It's you being wrong versus the World being wrong - and I bet you are right, no matter what, whether or not you are wrong.

No matter how I change, I can never be perfect, because everyone and everything has a different idea of what's perfect.

I have come to the decision that there are many perfects, multiple perfects, different perfects. In Spiritual Satanism, the terminology/lingo of "perfect", i.e. perfecting the Soul, is terminology/lingo; the Soul cannot be perfect, because improvement, advancement, betterment is continuous and never-ending, ever-lasting - if one continues to do it. In this context, "perfect"ing the Soul means to improve the Soul to such a state, to a threshold, that one can do realistically the things they want and need to do - as long as it is possible Physically. [This is just my own understanding of "perfect" in this context!!!!]

For a crayfish, a freshwater pond is perfect, while for a tuna, the saltwater ocean is perfect, and the opposite is literal poison. Snails are hermaphrodites that think it's fine to make love in public in a beautifully symmetric manner, and some lunatics think a hermaphroditic form and public sex are ideal and "perfect" for humans too.

So? I don't care. Why do you?

Every person and every animal I've ever seen was so blatantly imperfect too, covered in flaws and specific weaknesses. And it should already be obvious to you how flawed society is.

People and "society" are in such a state at the moment. The state of things is such a state(!). If improvement, advancement, betterment is eternal and infinite, then... we will always be flawed - simply because we can and will always be able to be better.

Not to mention the duration of days gradually increases as the Earth loses its rotational momentum, and the Sun, which we rely on to sustain life, isn't even eternal either!

You're trying less-and-less-relevant... I think the word is ARGUMENTS to try and explain your point, or to distract away from you having chosen already to have a "sex change" operation, or to try and validate it, or... or... or...

No matter where you go, people always love to talk about a perfect world. But I've not seen even a single perfect thing in my life; there's always something that could be different somehow so that it would be appreciated more. And yet, people love to talk about a perfect world, as if that includes their imperfect selves. So what can I do but fit in, so that I'll belong in their world too? So that I won't be abandoned, so that I won't die? But fit in where, and with whom? People don't understand what they want, and change their minds all the time; even if you give people exactly what they asked for, they'll still find something to complain about. They're unreliable.

You don't need to put Energies into these irrelevant things. You should get on with what's important and necessary and relevant.

Every perception of reality is really just a bunch of assumptions stacked together in a way that resembles reality in the same manner that a bunch of blocks can resemble a castle, and for some reason, people never seem to understand how easily it could all fall apart if even one of those assumptions turned out to be wrong; or perhaps, they just don't want to acknowledge it, because if one always questions everything, one will never get anywhere.

Here, I want to be so mean and just ignore the rest of your (I apologise in advance) ramblings. Get on with this, that, or the other - or don't. Enjoy!

No, not like a child. Just a bit emotionally immature, albeit proactive. I've been a bit impulsive ever since I snapped 7 years ago. Actually, I've been impulsive since I was little, and merely had a phase of being considerably less impulsive between the ages of 7 to 17. Perhaps that means being impulsive is my nature, even as an adult, but... the kind of adults I look up to are usually very responsible, and recently I was thinking that rather than just looking up to them, I should try to become a bit more like that, but in a healthy way that doesn't lead to an unhealthy degree of repression like what happened in my teenage years. Step-by-step of course, since it would be quite a drastic change to go from about 0% earth, to, let's say, about 10% earth, and if I did that all at once, I probably wouldn't feel like myself anymore, and I'd get upset over that and quit. That's why I have to take it slowly. Actually, isn't that kinda the point of earth, anyway? So if I want to become earth-like, I just have to be earth-like, I suppose.

Might I suggest some ISA Rune usage to slow down these over-active thoughts on irrelevant things? It's like you have a horizon, and things which are on that horizon, far away, seem to be relevant, but they're tiny specs so far away, but you want to draw them closely to you so you can cling on to and hold them as closely as possible for as long as possible, making them bigger and bigger in your life and focus, giving way too much importance to them. Meh. Those tiny, little specs in the distance are busy doing their own things; they don't care about you.

Isn't that just delightful?

No, because I'd have... sort of lost an old pal. Fine. Be like that. Enjoy my usage of "reverse psychology". Be selfish. Change your stupid username to a stupider username. I don't care... P)

Could you elaborate on what you're referring to, exactly?

Of course, I may be incorrect, but having a "sex change", I would have thought, would be relevant to the sex/second/Sacral Chakra. The emotions (you are/have been going through) are regarding the Throat Chakra. I don't mean to say "you're being emotional, so StFU", just that it would have (I expect) been such a long time contemplating such things that it must have incurred a lot of different emotions... some of which won and beat others; thus, influenced your thoughts. Again - I might be incorrect in any of this, and also incorrect in thinking the Sacral Chakra (and its pair, the Throat Chakra) relate to having a "sex change" operation.

As far as I can tell, there are glaring issues with my Solar Chakra and Base Chakra instead.

I was going to mention the Solar Chakra. The reason being that as the Chakras are like the powerhouses of the Soul, I think of the Solar Chakra as like a powerhouse-powerhouse of the Soul or a powerhouse of the powerhouses of the Soul, sort of thing. The Solar Chakra is also for/about willpower and being active in things, from what I can remember. Automatically I would include mentioning to work on the Solar Chakra... then of course its pair the Sixth (Third-Eye being the extension) Chakra... Then we'd might as well add the remaining two - the Crown and Base (paired) Chakras.

What if

We can see that Adolf Hitler was not perfect, either. He had flaws - (remembering which way around it was) He lacked Water and had a lot of Fire. That is not perfect. He is still the reincarnation of Ramses the Great and He is still the Anti-christ and He is still the Führer. Do we (or more specifically, do you) need "what ifs"? I have zero doubt you've been going through many what-if scenarios for a long time... I really doubt, very much, that any more of them will help very much, to be honest.

Your tickles won't work on me!

Aww, dang it. Well... this is neither the time nor the place to go into... other... types of... sensations, so let's leave that there and I'll take your boyfr-- fiancé out for... well, I rarely drink, so... I'll just give him a tenner as a bribe... and I hope he realises that you and I are "just good friends"! :lol:

That aside, I'll take it as a hint that you don't want me to ignore you. It's not like I have it in me to ignore you anyway.

No. I was just being lazy - I'd get a notification that you replied to me, so then I'd click on the little upwards-pointing arrow so I can check what you were replying to me (my post) and check that little upwards-pointing arrow to go back and reply to you properly! All instead of scrolling and finding your post for me to reply to you!

As for humans; do you know any women who were able to prevent menopause by meditating?

If I do, then I don't know that I do. The only such Women, if any have managed to prevent menopause, I "know" are on here. I don't actually know them personally (again - as far as I know, but realistically the chances that I do know any person at all from here is very nearly 0 percent).

Will you forgive the Spiritual Satanists who have already underwent such a... as you put it, "disgusting" event? Will you forgive the ones who are meditating every day now, and will undergo it someday even as they continue to meditate and do yoga every day? If they enter menopause, does that mean they failed as Satanists in your eyes?

I'm not "yahweh". I don't need to forgive them, and they don't need my forgiveness. I have no idea why you are asking this. I'm not any authourity or high-and-mighty boss or anything. By "disgusting", I was referring to the jew's manipulations which causes this unnatural event to happen; the part in parentheses refers to it possibly making some weak-stomached people uncomfortable!

Ideals are not an excuse to neglect one's physical health, or refrain from at least trying to make the best of one's situation. Personally, I admire the doctors and researchers who put so much effort into creating safe medicines in order to improve people's lives; it displays their caring, Gentile hearts. Corrupt jews who pretend to do the same in order to make money, while creating more problems in order to make more money, do not take away from the good deeds of good doctors. Whether you understand what is good and positive, and what is bad and negative, and in the first place, what is even realistic, does not change the reality of that, in my opinion.

Things have been structured in such a way that the... I suppose you could call them engineers of medicines cannot manufacture actually-healthy medicines, with few or no side-effects. Mental health "medicines", from my experience, zombify the patient, make them impotent, lacking in energy, living-dead... How many guesses does anyone want that this is a result of MKUltra and probably other things?!

 

[Henu the Great]

I was going to mention the Solar Chakra. The reason being that as the Chakras are like the powerhouses of the Soul, I think of the Solar Chakra as like a powerhouse-powerhouse of the Soul or a powerhouse of the powerhouses of the Soul, sort of thing. The Solar Chakra is also for/about willpower and being active in things, from what I can remember. Automatically I would include mentioning to work on the Solar Chakra... then of course its pair the Sixth (Third-Eye being the extension) Chakra... Then we'd might as well add the remaining two - the Crown and Base (paired) Chakras.

Huh? The correct pair would be fifth for third, no? Second for sixth, and so on.

 

[ChaosBringer666]

I was going to mention the Solar Chakra. The reason being that as the Chakras are like the powerhouses of the Soul, I think of the Solar Chakra as like a powerhouse-powerhouse of the Soul or a powerhouse of the powerhouses of the Soul, sort of thing. The Solar Chakra is also for/about willpower and being active in things, from what I can remember. Automatically I would include mentioning to work on the Solar Chakra... then of course its pair the Sixth (Third-Eye being the extension) Chakra... Then we'd might as well add the remaining two - the Crown and Base (paired) Chakras.

Huh? The correct pair would be fifth for third, no? Second for sixth, and so on.

the 666 meditation mentions an important link between the 3rd and 6th chakras for the magnum Opus. even though in order it would be 2nd and 6th; is what I believe he is referring to.

 

[Aquarius]

I was going to mention the Solar Chakra. The reason being that as the Chakras are like the powerhouses of the Soul, I think of the Solar Chakra as like a powerhouse-powerhouse of the Soul or a powerhouse of the powerhouses of the Soul, sort of thing. The Solar Chakra is also for/about willpower and being active in things, from what I can remember. Automatically I would include mentioning to work on the Solar Chakra... then of course its pair the Sixth (Third-Eye being the extension) Chakra... Then we'd might as well add the remaining two - the Crown and Base (paired) Chakras.

Huh? The correct pair would be fifth for third, no? Second for sixth, and so on.

The king and queen meditation says otherwise, Brother.

 

[FancyMancy]

I was going to mention the Solar Chakra. The reason being that as the Chakras are like the powerhouses of the Soul, I think of the Solar Chakra as like a powerhouse-powerhouse of the Soul or a powerhouse of the powerhouses of the Soul, sort of thing. The Solar Chakra is also for/about willpower and being active in things, from what I can remember. Automatically I would include mentioning to work on the Solar Chakra... then of course its pair the Sixth (Third-Eye being the extension) Chakra... Then we'd might as well add the remaining two - the Crown and Base (paired) Chakras.

Huh? The correct pair would be fifth for third, no? Second for sixth, and so on.

I remembered it easily as -

- Base and Crown (top and bottom)
- Sixth (Third Eye) and Solar (Solar being 'super-powerhouse' and Third Eye for being able to see Spiritual entities, which is cool in some ways but very important regardless), then knowing that
- Heart neuter, leaves
- Sacral and Throat being paired.

Unless I am referring to incorrect, out-of-date information.

 

[SiatrisTeloah]

Homosexuals are weak and vile. They cannot sustain the existence of their blood. They are everything we loath.

Well. Aren't you a peach. Methinks thou doth protest too much.

 

[Henu the Great]

Mortal life is a tease.

Had to fix this.

 

[Lunar Dance 666]

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Actually, something came to mind. Although I don't have an answer, my Guardian did give me an answer when I asked Her about the topic about two years ago, although I didn't understand what it meant. Perhaps you would be interested.

Not long after I dedicated, but long before I learned to shapeshift astrally, I asked my Guardian why I prefer to have a female body, and then I noticed that my ethereal body appeared to be female, including the corresponding physical sensations I could feel upon touch. When I asked my Guardian why this was the case, She said it was because of a spell I cast several lifetimes ago, prior to accumulating the karma related to discrimination which caused me to hate being seen as male (which I overcame a while ago) and hate having a male body (which I overcame very recently).

I asked Her why I cast that spell. She said it was not out of curiosity, but rather, that it could be described as an "obsession" (although that was an awkward way to put it, since I couldn't understand the actual word for it); not a sexual fetish, nor a random interest taken too far, nor because I disliked being male (I didn't), but something far more specific. I couldn't make out where it came from, or what it was about, though.

I asked Her to tell me more about that lifetime, and She told me a story. There was a woman I looked up to. She was a beautiful witch. But she died. She was murdered. I felt shock, which turned into rage, then into sorrow and fear, then into insanity. I abandoned my village to live in the woods. I began to starve. I distracted myself from my hunger and emotions with fantasies, escapist delusions. I couldn't believe that she was dead, she was supposed to be alive. During the last few months before my death, I cast a spell that was transformative in nature (Plutonian) with a focus on "life" after or in death, but I don't remember the details clearly.

When I think back to that story now, I feel like she was my mother, and like I wished my death could bring her back to life. I prefer to think it's metaphorical rather than something that actually happened in a past life, though.

If I were to interpret the story as a metaphor, then perhaps there's an ideal that I want to embody; after all, I feel like the woman in the story was very similar in appearance and character to what I'm like now. However, this "ideal" has barely changed even now that I love the way my body is, which doesn't make sense if an "ideal" is all it was. Furthermore, the story suggests that letting go of this "ideal" would cause grief and trauma comparable to watching one's only remaining parent get murdered at a young age, and also that I can't let go of it even in death, since I hope again with each new incarnation for it to manifest (for her to be brought back to life by my death). But it isn't something I do begrudgingly in the slightest. No matter how much I like being the way I am, I always prefer being even a single step closer to that "ideal".

I wonder if perhaps there is some neurological explanation for this, but that isn't something I can see or confirm; it's not like I can just look at my brain, let alone understand what all those little wrinkles mean. With meditation, I can only work within the boundaries of my mind and those I tune in to; and thus, I can only understand and convey strange metaphors that may or may not even have anything to do with it at all. I'm sorry if that is disappointing, but I hope it was an interesting story regardless.

Sorry for bumping in again.. but it sounds like grief that hasnt been dealt with properly..
And perhaps you should ask for confirmation of if there was an actual person..
And maybe instead of letting go right now, ask if the person (if there was) is alright.

We all need people we look up to, to inspire us, which helps us grow, there is nithinng wrong with that. But it doesn't mean we have to become said person. That would not be the correct thing for our soul either.

 

[Blitzkreig [SG]]

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So it sounds like you cast a spell to keep this person somehow alive within you (not actually, but probably as much as you could), resulting in identity issues that go deeper than merely just Neptune on the 1st house or whatever.

Addressing some other posts you had written prior to that, what you described ADD, being ungrounded, insanity, etc, makes it clear to me that you should focus on your earth and base chakra firstly, likely before the Sun and so forth (although I wouldn't miss the upcoming Sun Square).

Although you have a large transformative capacity, I would still attempt to fully resolve any karma or trauma through a magical working to make sure it is totally solved and won't bite you later. Understanding what has happened is good, but action needs to follow that.

In regards to reasons and understanding, sometimes we are simply unable to fully understand things, but we can still take steps to solve them. You don't need to understand the full depths of your problem before you can apply Ansuz to remove it.

Remember, our focus should be on advancement firstly. Once we become more advanced, then the full knowledge comes to us. To some degree, certain things will be blind to us. We are not operating along the "normal" path humans would advance along, but rather one where we are severely degenerated and having to fight the enemy.

So the point of the above is to advance first, ask questions later. I do not mean this in a sense of like do no do your research about energy, runes, etc but don't spend so much time, perhaps months or years, that you are delaying something which could have already been safely resolved.

Coincendatally, the earth element would allow one to both ground any compulsive desires or run-away thought-trains, as well as keep focus on priorities like safety, security, health, etc. That is why Jack, as you describe, could see women as breeding machines. He is not evil, but he is looking at them through a very strong earth sense, which must be balanced like all things.

In this way, the earth element represents a kind of intelligence that can be thought of as material intelligence. It allows one to sense and abide by practical limitations. It also allows someone to limit themselves where appropriate. It would help someone delineate the boundaries of a concept or item.

NakedPluto mentioned recently that the best energy for dealing with death is not compassionate water (moon energy), but rather the saturn energy which can keep everything together and calm under extreme stress. However, it sounds like you applied obsessive water (pluto) to a situation involving death, creating this problem now.

While certainly noble, it follows the classic Scorpio weakness, which is that its strong emotions become its undoing.

 

[Jack]

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So it sounds like you cast a spell to keep this person somehow alive within you (not actually, but probably as much as you could), resulting in identity issues that go deeper than merely just Neptune on the 1st house or whatever.

Addressing some other posts you had written prior to that, what you described ADD, being ungrounded, insanity, etc, makes it clear to me that you should focus on your earth and base chakra firstly, likely before the Sun and so forth (although I wouldn't miss the upcoming Sun Square).

Although you have a large transformative capacity, I would still attempt to fully resolve any karma or trauma through a magical working to make sure it is totally solved and won't bite you later. Understanding what has happened is good, but action needs to follow that.

In regards to reasons and understanding, sometimes we are simply unable to fully understand things, but we can still take steps to solve them. You don't need to understand the full depths of your problem before you can apply Ansuz to remove it.

Remember, our focus should be on advancement firstly. Once we become more advanced, then the full knowledge comes to us. To some degree, certain things will be blind to us. We are not operating along the "normal" path humans would advance along, but rather one where we are severely degenerated and having to fight the enemy.

So the point of the above is to advance first, ask questions later. I do not mean this in a sense of like do no do your research about energy, runes, etc but don't spend so much time, perhaps months or years, that you are delaying something which could have already been safely resolved.

Coincendatally, the earth element would allow one to both ground any compulsive desires or run-away thought-trains, as well as keep focus on priorities like safety, security, health, etc. That is why Jack, as you describe, could see women as breeding machines. He is not evil, but he is looking at them through a very strong earth sense, which must be balanced like all things.

In this way, the earth element represents a kind of intelligence that can be thought of as material intelligence. It allows one to sense and abide by practical limitations. It also allows someone to limit themselves where appropriate. It would help someone delineate the boundaries of a concept or item.

NakedPluto mentioned recently that the best energy for dealing with death is not compassionate water (moon energy), but rather the saturn energy which can keep everything together and calm under extreme stress. However, it sounds like you applied obsessive water (pluto) to a situation involving death, creating this problem now.

While certainly noble, it follows the classic Scorpio weakness, which is that its strong emotions become its undoing.

Blitzkreig I can honestly say that you're extremely helpful to all the people on this forum and I'm very interested in talking to you in email. Can you please give me your email ?

 

[Blitzkreig [SG]]

Blitzkreig I can honestly say that you're extremely helpful to all the people on this forum and I'm very interested in talking to you in email. Can you please give me your email ?

Yes, you can email me at [email protected].

 

[Jack]

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Blitzkreig I can honestly say that you're extremely helpful to all the people on this forum and I'm very interested in talking to you in email. Can you please give me your email ?

Yes, you can email me at [email protected].

I'll be emailing you from [email protected]

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

I want to find a way to break this cycle. However, I'm against the solution Jack suggested of mentally erasing some part of myself with hypnosis, since that would just be repression.

I think the right solution will be clear to me after resolving the issue with my Base Chakra and earth. However, the thought of being bound or limited makes me sick. Facing my limitations makes me feel sick, but Saturn forces me to, so I delve into escapism for relief.

I am very happy to see that you are starting to understand yourself, and that you will know how to help yourself.

You are who you have always been, and you are who you are supposed to be, because you are yourself. And I am talking about the physical body that you were born with, and not some gruesomely chopped apart version of it. If you were meant to be physically disabled in some unnatural way, you would have been born that way. But you have been born as yourself because you are yourself, and this is a good thing because you are a good person and the strongest person you could be is yourself. Many people's weakness is from trying to be something they are not. There is no seperation between the soul and the body and it is not possible for there to be any seperation, and in both soul and body you are exactly the man that you have always been.

Now that you are understanding what the situation was in past lives, you will be able to start to heal from it. I think it is like a house that has been taken apart by a hurricane/tornado and with all the pieces of it, and all the pieces of nearby houses, all thrown together into one mess of rubble. If somebody wakes up with amnesia and only sees the current position of all the rubble, (as most or many people have this kind of past life amnesia and are only able to see just a very small amount of what they experience the present moment), it would be a very sad and painful thing to try to deal with this mess with no knowledge of what anything was supposed to be. It would not seem like it is possible to ever untangle all of it, or even to see what the pieces used to be part of before because it is such a mess.

Your knowledge that you have recently been given is a photograph of the houses that used to be there years ago when they were still standing, and another photograph of the hurricane. So now you know what you really were, and you know what it was that damaged you. It will be an enormous amount of work, but with these pictures it is possible for you to clean the mess and rebuild the correct houses. You can see what piece on the ground used to go in which place, and you can go put it there. All of this is able to be fixed, and there is nothing else required other than yourself. You still are yourself, and you still contain yourself, and your body is yourself. Just the mess of those other houses needs to be taken off of you so it is not crushing you anymore.

This woman you talk about has already reincarnated, and is most likely living right now. And is probably just as strong and healthy as she has always been. She might even be here right now. So you do not need to be grieving anymore. All that pain came from the false idea that she was gone or erased, when the truth is that she is still living and she is somewhere in a healthy body right now and is still alive. Or maybe she has already become a low level god.

"All that you need, is within your soul."
Www.youtube.com/watch?v=sMmTkKz60W8

 

[Blitzkreig [SG]]

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Earth/Base Chakra

While the base chakra or Saturn may represent limitations, this just merely describes the energy. It does not mean your base chakra actually limits you over the long term. Limitations hold together the things we love, for example. Saturn gives us discipline and endurance, which allow us to fulfill our dreams.

It is always about HOW you are using the energy. Someone can hurt themselves with any energy, including the Sun, if they tried. A strong Sun can get someone into ego battles, or cause delusion by way of ego-mania. Leo placements on Mercury are its sign of fall, even though the Sun is life-giving.

However, whether we are dealing with negative Saturn-based or Sun-based karma, we still can use tools like Munka or Ansuz to free ourselves specifically from the negative elements of that energy or part of our soul. Then, when we go back and strengthen that energy through a Square, or with regular empowerment, then we get only positive results.

Using Nauthiz will only give you positive aspects, such as endurance and grounding, which will help you safely face challenges going forward. Saturn, being cold, helps calm people down. It retains the emotions so they do not become hysterical under pressure.

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Past Karma

I was previously focusing on my theory that you were trying to tie this woman into your soul somehow. Given Plutonian energy, this may explain why you almost "merged" with her, and now partially feel female.

However, what you describe reminds me that you are also suffering due to the women dying. This seems to be the primary root of the problem, which then caused you to try out the Plutonian spell, which then created new karma in this life as you dealt with the results of the spell.

So you need to resolve these feelings you have about the woman, in terms of moving past her death. Then from there, you would be able to remove or get past any feelings making you retain her feminity in your soul.

So you would want to do a working with Munka or Ansuz about safely resolving the above problems. From what you say about a hypothetical scenario where you lacked male parts, perhaps your spell was trying to do a 50/50 merge between you and her. Not exactly sure, but the solution is the same, nonetheless.

Such energies go deeper than just hypnosis and work based on how you programmed them, whereas hypnosis could be good or bad. Ansuz goes right to the problem area, deep within your soul, and starts to lift it away. In that sense, it is a freeing energy, just like the wind flying around, unbound by anything and unable to be stopped.

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Conclusion

Moving forward, these sorts of workings are going to be how you move forward. However, I think this is something that you should go over with your GD in terms of how you approach it. They may tell you to do one of these options before the other, or perhaps something entirely different.

The solution process is pretty simple in terms of it being like:

Problem: Negative emotions.
Solution: Removal
Tool for [Removal]= Ansuz, Munka, Sun energy, etc

Problem: Lack of Grounding
Solution: Add Grounding
Tool for [Add Grounding]= Nauthiz

Then, you apply these energies to yourself with your affirmation, using your will to manifest it positively.

Please be more specific about what you are confused about in regards to your solutions, either to me or your GD.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

what do I have to learn in order to stop wanting everything that I lack? I have yet to find something like that, so you rejoice too soon.

A large situation can't change instantly. I know that all of your problems have not been instantly completely fixed. The reason I am happy is that now you have awareness of what you can do to help yourself. You still have to do all the work, but at least you have an idea of what to do.

 

[Sundara]

Hello Satanists,

Firstly, praise be to Satan and his demons!
I wanted to ask what Satan thinks of queer people. Does Satan accept them?

All the horrible, disgusting religions like Islam, Christianity and Judaism ban homosexuality. Does Satan allow it, though?

Yes it’s absolutely allowed. Sexual freedom and love of all forms true to oneself is encouraged.

 

[Henu the Great]

Well, that is true. No matter what the end result of this situation might be, at this point I feel like I can handle it and overcome everything one way or another. The war within will be over, and I'll find my inner peace at last. I found so much relief already in overcoming the issues with my Sacral Chakra, and my Solar Chakra; there's just one area left to work on now, but it's the root of all.

If you do not mind, can I ask how did you overcome your issues relating to lower chakras? Asking because this info could (at least partially) help someone else in the future.

 

[Lunar Dance 666]

Sorry for spamming the thread so much. I just wanted to say that I was able to make significant progress today, in multiple regards. Thank you again for the advice. It was painful at first, but I feel as though a heavy burden has been lifted, and I feel strangely vulnerable, but I think that's better than being detached all the time. I know things can't be fully solved instantly, so I'll keep it up every day.

Working with earth helped me realise something. I know I can't help certain things about the way I am. But I understand now why lately I've been feeling like I want to be a man as well, rather than just a woman. I've occasionally had urges to bind my chest, or to work out really hard and try to get muscular, but I didn't because I knew deep down that it wouldn't really help, because I'd only be covering up a symptom rather than solving the underlying issue. And I understand now that the reason why I had those urges is because I've been feeling somewhat powerless, and I associated masculinity with power.

But today I realised that there are other ways to be powerful too. For example, the very sight of my body is powerful in terms of what it can induce. And my fiancé said my brain is pretty powerful too, since I'm quite smart. Based on that, I think what I might need is to find ways in which I can be powerful that suit me better than stereotypical masculinity. I think it's fitting that I realised that by working with earth, since it's considered a feminine element, yet very steadfast and strong. It may really be what I needed this whole time.

Just doing some physical exercise feels great. You don't have to bulk up as a man.. and surprisingly dancing is a lot of physical exercise..
you wouldn't know if you hadn't thought about it or ever watched an interview with a pro.

Professional dancers dance at least 6 hours (almost) every single day. Perfecting moves, learning routines, learning new moves, keeping the body in top shape condition.
Its a lot of hard work.
Without the going to a gym and bulking up.
If you get the urge to go outside and run a mile or two, indulge.
Not because its masculine or whatever (or feminine, a lot of women also run miles regurlarly), but because it is what feels right to do for you and (most likely) your body at that point in time.

 

[FancyMancy]

Me, a hero? Ridiculous. I don't have any such aspirations. My only goals left for this life are revenge and serving Satan. It's a waste of time for me to think beyond that. Revenge is all I desire on a personal level at this point. Once I'm satiated then there will be nothing left. If there's something beyond that for this current life of mine then I don't care to know it right now.

I meant Hero, not hero. "What's the difference, minus the capital letter?" The level/hierarchy of Godliness. A mere Human, a Hero/Heroine, a Daemon/Daemoness, a God/Goddess. I don't mean the fake, namby-pamby, wishy-washy nonsense of flim-flam "hero"-hood.

Fancymancy... do you really think I can be replicated so easily? There might be other Jacks, but no one else can be like me and do what I do. My act can't be copied, and my unique roles cannot be filled by any others. No one else is capable of being me. You have no idea how special I am.

I don't mean replacing or replicating. I mean others who come and do things. Those as trolls or as... (why not) news reporters (sort of), as infiltrators, as this, that or the other. When [insert favourite comedian here] dies, then there'll be other [same comedian]s. If the jew has its way, then there'll be other pol pots, joseph stalins, etc.

By the way, I still believe that a straitjacket would be the best thing for someone like that who cannot control themselves. My mind hasn't changed at all about that. My assessment of Meteor at that time was that he was not capable of being safely responsible for his own well-being as an adult, and that his parents should have intervened and resumed responsibility for his care. Someone who is such a danger to themselves that they would voluntarily opt for surgery to remove their genitalia is not fit to take care of themselves, in my own strong opinion. They need help from others in order to avoid harm until they are in a better mental state to pursue advancement in life.

All the while, those carers, doctors, jail guards - whatever - will not be getting on with their own improvement and advancement and betterment. It's their life and body and mind and soul at the end of the day - Satan, I expect, won't prevent them from doing such things, no matter how much He wishes they wouldn't; the same with any God or Goddess/Guardian. They might intervene for a while, but if the person wishes to continue down that road of karma, then the Gods and Goddesses, I seriously think, will not force Their will upon the person, regardless of how damaging and whatever it might be.

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Fine, you may have your tapestry. You better enjoy it!

The type of tapestry I am thinking might have to come with a certain... certification... - but still true to life!

As usual, my partner saw right through me. He got me to open up about my recent worries and curiosities, and calmly refuted all of my excuses to reject myself and my body. "I had resigned myself to never being able to do certain things, because I assumed you would reject them." "Did I reject them?" "No." "How does that make you feel?" "I'm not sure." "Do you feel confused?" "Yes. But I'm not upset with you or anything." ... "If my body was right the whole time, then why did I reject it so much for so long?" "Maybe you were bullied." I didn't know how to reply, and cried for a bit. "But even if my body isn't wrong, don't you want my body to be a certain way?" "It already is that way." "Then, what if it changes?" "Then it would also be that way." "But if my body isn't wrong, then isn't it wrong to change it? But then what if I regret not changing? Would I regret not rejecting myself?" "You can accept yourself as you are now, even if you want to change. And it's okay to do things because you want to, not only because you feel like you have to." "But if my body is already right, then I don't understand why I want it to be different." "That's normal. It's common for people to want some things so much that they will do it even if they don't understand why. Perhaps someday you'll know reason. Perhaps you won't." "Perhaps someday I can come to terms with not knowing why."

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Far be it from me to stick my nose in to other peoples' affairs, but I am finding it difficult to believe you. I still expect that you intend - are hell-bent - on going through with "sex change" operations, regardless of what is said on this forum/to you, and regardless of what you post.

You said something along those lines too, actually.

Sorry, I can't help myself -

That made me sound so arrogant. (I am taking liberties with you, my number-1 fan! )

Regardless, I hope you enjoyed the tapestry.

Sorry, but that sounded so insincere. I don't mean the the usage of tapestry to be a prying into anyone's personal lives. That's not it at all. What is shared is only what one wants to share. It all weaves the tapestry, paints a picture, both of the username and also for the JoS forum and JoS Ministries - others can see, review and understand where we've come from (in the future) and (those in the present) where we're going.

 

[FancyMancy]

I was aware of what you meant. I read the same post, and I intuited that you were speaking of ascending in rank.

That's... like... the point of Spirituality. You don't want to go up in rank? You want to stop existing? OK...

I don't quite follow. Are you implying that I'm a troll, or are you saying that someone similar to me who isn't averse to heated verbal arguments will come along and stir things up?

No. I don't care to learn who is a troll (although, obviously, some make it obvious so as to not be avoidable). I am just using different terms/ideas. I mean there will be others who come who are similar to previous members. Maybe not a carbon-copy, but others who seem like that other member from way back when. Similar to what you asked - others might 'stir things up', engage in heated debates, yeah. They are not jrvan, because only jrvan is jrvan; I meant others surely would come and be similar in style, type, engagement, etc.

If the latter, then they still won't do it as well as I do. Anyone else will be mediocre by comparison, and they won't produce the same fruits that I have. It might not be obvious to you and others, but I'm a catalyst for certain things. This is because I'm able to do subtle things that others aren't aware of and don't know how to do themselves.

That's beside the point, lol. I'm not trying to explode your ego or anything. I simply meant others would come who are like any previous member here. One could say that since HPS Maxine, the owner, has left, another "HPS Maxine" - i.e. a new owner, has come - HPHC (despite him being Male and Maxine being Female!).

All you notice is the drama that I engage in, and not what I cause as a result of these engagements.

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Meh. I've been involved with forums and chat rooms for years, long before I found JoS back in the day. I tire of the drama, so I seem to feel deflected from it without trying.

Perhaps similarly to you, I sometimes play devil's advocate, ask questions, push things a bit, etc. It's not to be a dick. There is purpose behind it. I feel ignored and underappreciated with how I am mostly the only one in my long-arsed posts, but sometimes, as recently, others appreciate it, so that's good. I don't make long posts just for the fun of it... but as I said - my point is not about tripping ego and things. Maybe my posts have a small impact, compared with other things or others' posts, but at least they have an impact.

I'm not going to debate this particular subject. Everyone is going to have their own thoughts and feelings about what is right and wrong for how we behave as a society, and what they believe is the best response to things. Me personally, I have it strongly in my value system that someone has responsibilities to the other people who are linked and closely tied to their life such as family members and even friends, and that's why to me it's wrong to take certain selfish actions that seriously affect them (such as mutilating your genitals which is self harm). Leaving someone to their own devices like that when they are clearly out of their mind and are willingly straining their relationship with you while fully expecting said relationship to continue so they can reap the benefits of it... is just out of the question for someone like me, unless they willingly and forcefully end the relationship to pursue their own reckless and selfish whims.

I'm not saying I disagree with you. As much as I agree or disagree, like or dislike, it's hardly my place to tell individuals what to do - and they wouldn't listen to me anyway. Partly because of lack of respect for me, lack of their belief in me, lack of my credibility to them, etc. Even if I did have a large amount of credibility, they had a large amount of belief in me and they had a large amount of respect for me, people are stubborn - with such things as sexual freedom and freedom in general - so despite their and my rapport, they'd still more-than-likely do what they decided already, anyway. I agree or disagree, I like or dislike; they continue regardless. They don't realise the jew created the problem (sexual suppression and lack of freedoms in general), waited for the reaction (too numerous to mention), then create its own "solution" (what we see today). They've been duped by the jew - or juped, you might say.

There's also the matter of how it affects society as a whole, who is paying for it, how these mutants are going to FIT into society, etc... but like I said I'm not interested in that debate. I'm only sharing how and why it is in conflict with my own personal value system. If someone of my household made the decision to follow trends in society and mutilate their genitals then I would be doing more than simply putting them in a straitjacket, just so you know.

It's not my place to comment on your personal/familial life.

I absolutely would violate their will, and I would destroy whatever sick thoughtform was affecting them and do spells to stabilize them and strengthen their psychic defense. All while keeping them locked up and sedated if necessary.

Wow. Rape. No - rape doesn't have to be sexual.

And I would destroy anyone who tried to get in my way or stop me in the name of allowing my flesh and blood to have their precious so-called "free will" to destroy themselves. Yes people have free will, but what people forget is that I have free will too.

Your free will takes precedence over others' because of your thoughts and feelings.

I can use my free will to impose myself on others even if they have free will, and I can override their will. If they don't like it then they will have to fight me, and they will lose.

As I said - meh to ego-tripping. Of course, you're not; you're being serious, etc.

I'm not going to let people of my household just do what they want like that if it involves self destruction.

How do you reconcile this, what you have said and your attitude, etc., with Satan whose wisdom is not separate from His heart? Is your heart hard?

If anyone wants to mutilate their genitals in a future lifetime then make sure you're not reincarnated into my line because I won't let you.

Yeah, lol. Reincarnation - when, where, with whom, etc. - is a choice!

Whine that it's patriarchy if you want.

Nah. It's - you're right and everyone else is wrong, because.

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I still have one other of your replies to read and probably reply to... and now this one. As you, jrvan and anyone else might have seen and realised, I have been replying slower and later. These long posts are going over my head and (similarly to me departing the drama posts), I am being repelled by them. Forgive me if I don't read and/or reply to you both, or anyone else.

 

[FancyMancy]

...in regards to me being an asshole...
If that's all I am to some people - just another asshole...

Along the same lines of not caring to pay attention to who is a troll, I also don't care about anyone who is. I neither know whether you are an asshole, a donkeyhole, a mulehole, a horsehole or a ponyhole. As for an arsehole ( ), meh, as well.

You are silently appreciated by many. You just don't hear about it.

Aww, well that's nice.

Call it what you want. To me, it's better than watching someone that I created and raised all on my own be a victim of jewish curses and thoughtforms telling them to mutilate their body that me and their mother gave to them.

Ah! Your own Children. Right, now I think I understand. Yeah, they're the most important. (Some would argue number one is most important, but it depends on this, that, and the other, of course.)

Another question of ethics for you: do you watch someone who is anorexic starve themselves to death, or do you intervene and force feed them? It's "rape" right? Who is right, FancyMancy? The ones who "rape" the person as you call it in order to save the person from themselves, or the ones who just remain bystanders and watch a fool do themselves in, clapping for their "free will" ??

If I care about the person, then I should try to help them. There is one who I used to know for a while, who was not personal to me. They became offended when the were complimented, say, calling them good-looking, beautiful, whatever. That upset them. Complimenting their clothes, on the other hand, was OK with them. They were, and still are, anorexic. One had to walk on eggshells around them, for fear (and I use the word "fear" insincerely) of hurting their feewings. They had (maybe still have) a condition with one or both of their eyes - I want to say detached retina, but something bad anyway. They also referred to... I forgot the name of the famous singer Woman (or jew?) who died at like 40 from anorexia... This person even printed-out something they found online, something like "Things not to say to an anorexic" or "person with an eating disorder" or something like that, which I now take to be confirmation bias. I liked them, enough to want to compliment their person, but the way they were was eye-rolly and stupid and pathetic. The more I think about it, the worse it gets.

If the person was my loved one, then that would be a different story. You asked me a hypothetical - but very real and valid - question. I can't say quite how I would be, but I have come to learn with having more opportunities for inter-personal relations, that I would want to help a person. (That sounds like I never knew if I wanted to be philanthropic (but more actual, real and genuine). Of course, I want to be helpful to people, but I meant in regards to how much I realised it.) Again - if they are personal to me, then I care so much more. If I am not given permission to help someone important to me, the more important they are to me the more I simply cannot not do anything.

Like I said, everyone feels differently in regards to these questions of how we do things as a society. I'm not going to waste time arguing with you over who is right and who is wrong with how they answer these questions because ultimately it's the collective group that figures out the answers to these questions, and that's called ethics. Every nation is going to have a different set of ethics that they have decided on. I've only told you my own personal answers, and I would prefer to have my personal/political opinions respected even if you don't agree with them. The amount of control I have is limited to my own household/future family, and I can't force myself on the rest of the idiots in society. I can protect my own from errant jewish ways of thinking, forcefully if necessary, and I will do so if that time comes.

I can sort of project some things in the future, then further into the future. "It's for your own good. You'll understand when you're older." Then, "You were right, Dad." Sorry if it felt as if I was prying or something, but I think I needed a bit of explanation or example. I think I understand you now, and I don't disagree. It might mean nothing, or very little, to you, but I think I agree, if I am understanding you correctly.

I'm not the ruler of Orion. My household is not the same size, and my responsibilities are not as vast.

Let me put it this way. If I was given responsibility for a Satanic soul to raise as my child by Father Satan, do you think I could ever face Satan if I let that child go along with the jewish shit and mutilate their genitals? I would be an absolute failure and disgrace, and I would expect great punishment to befall me for refusing to intervene in that child's destiny in order to spare them from physical self ruin and soul harm and soul trauma (as well as failing to teach them better in the first place).

I can't decide what to reply. It's nothing negative; rather, supportive.

Actually it is when you're advanced enough. Not only that, but AFAIK there are some souls who often gravitate to incarnating in their own bloodline or even with their close soul bonds that they have attachments to. Sometimes they reincarnate with whichever family is going to help them play out their karma again which could simply be the same one they have been reincarnating with for a while. Maybe I'm wrong and this isn't how it works, but I do think this is the case at least sometimes.

Actually, now that you say that, I recall something that was posted before. A Mage whose Body is near death could decide to (if not reincarnate, then) leave their Body and inhabit another Body. I think this was more to do with reanimating a freshly-deceased Body, though. If they can do that, then surely they'd be able to choose reincarnation time, place, etc. I think there might be a certain threshold.

No, it's literally patriarchy. I exercise patriarchal authority over my own household.

I notice you left that for me to infer... that you'd hope I'd ask the following question - "The Wife has no say?! Art thou jewish in thine thinking?!" Aww, damn it. I bit! Lol.

 

[FancyMancy]

If anyone wants to mutilate their genitals in a future lifetime then make sure you're not reincarnated into my line because I won't let you.

Yeah, lol. Reincarnation - when, where, with whom, etc. - is a choice!

Actually, I've been thinking about this for several months now.

Maybe it's just because I grew up with this body and with all of my specific circumstances, but I feel like it all suits me completely. It feels like a perfect representation of my insecurities, my flaws, my unfinished business; and I don't mean things that originate from this life, but things that I already felt on some level deep in my Soul since I was born, or rather, before. If karma represents parts of the subconscious, then wouldn't it be correct to say that people subconsciously choose when, where, and with whom they're born?

I don't think I have ever sleep-walked, but I also don't think I would revel in the fact that I was not in control of my own self while sleep-walking. I don't think the unconsciousness is a choosing of reincarnation. That sounds like christians saying, "You choose to send yourself to hell" and an example of "That atheist chose to have me curse them and batter them to a bloody pulp, by blaspheming against my god!". I chose to get glassed by a prejudiced, ignorant dickhead in a nightclub because I'm gay. (This never happened.)

 

[Lunar Dance 666]

Sorry for spamming the thread so much. I just wanted to say that I was able to make significant progress today, in multiple regards. Thank you again for the advice. It was painful at first, but I feel as though a heavy burden has been lifted, and I feel strangely vulnerable, but I think that's better than being detached all the time. I know things can't be fully solved instantly, so I'll keep it up every day.

Working with earth helped me realise something. I know I can't help certain things about the way I am. But I understand now why lately I've been feeling like I want to be a man as well, rather than just a woman. I've occasionally had urges to bind my chest, or to work out really hard and try to get muscular, but I didn't because I knew deep down that it wouldn't really help, because I'd only be covering up a symptom rather than solving the underlying issue. And I understand now that the reason why I had those urges is because I've been feeling somewhat powerless, and I associated masculinity with power.

But today I realised that there are other ways to be powerful too. For example, the very sight of my body is powerful in terms of what it can induce. And my fiancé said my brain is pretty powerful too, since I'm quite smart. Based on that, I think what I might need is to find ways in which I can be powerful that suit me better than stereotypical masculinity. I think it's fitting that I realised that by working with earth, since it's considered a feminine element, yet very steadfast and strong. It may really be what I needed this whole time.

Just doing some physical exercise feels great. You don't have to bulk up as a man.. and surprisingly dancing is a lot of physical exercise..
you wouldn't know if you hadn't thought about it or ever watched an interview with a pro.

Professional dancers dance at least 6 hours (almost) every single day. Perfecting moves, learning routines, learning new moves, keeping the body in top shape condition.
Its a lot of hard work.
Without the going to a gym and bulking up.
If you get the urge to go outside and run a mile or two, indulge.
Not because its masculine or whatever (or feminine, a lot of women also run miles regurlarly), but because it is what feels right to do for you and (most likely) your body at that point in time.

It's funny that you mention that; I actually danced just the other day since I really felt like exercising after all. I'm too shy to dance in front of others nowadays, but when I'm listening to music on my own, before I know it, I find myself just freestyling to the beat until my heart is beating quickly.

I don't think I could do it for 6 hours a day though, I'd feel exhausted. Maybe if I dance more slowly? Not that I have the time to dance that much anyway, but I suppose spending that much time doing it is what it means to be a professional.

I recall you asked me since when I felt like I wanted to be normal, and I said 3 years old, since that's when I started socialising, and I always wanted to be a part of the group. But it was actually when I was 7 years old that I really began to restrain myself just for the sake of seeming "normal". Before that, I would occasionally dance even in front of others.

For example, when I was 6 years old and at a restaurant with my parents, and a band was playing music on a stage, I walked onto the stage and danced to the music in front of the crowd. Rather than being told to go away, I stayed there until the end of the song and bowed as the crowd applauded a bit louder than they did after the previous song. I was intending to dance to the next song as well since it was so much fun, but then my parents called me over because the food had arrived at the table.

And when I was 9, I heard a classmate was attending a ballet class. I asked what that is, and it sounded so cool. I asked my parents if I could do that as well. My mom asked me if I was sure, since it's all girls there, to which I said I don't see any reason why a boy can't do it. By then I was already starting to feel worn out by trying so hard to seem "normal" in front of my classmates, so I figured I could just ask that classmate to keep it a secret.

Being very easygoing in letting me do whatever I wanted, my parents actually tried to sign me up for that class. But the application was rejected, since all the other students were girls, and "a boy being among them might make them uncomfortable and interfere with the class". I was so disappointed; I just wanted to make cool poses and dance. Have you seen it before? It looks almost like yoga. Well, I get it though. I heard there are actually many professional male ballet dancers, but unfortunately there weren't any classes that allowed boys near where I lived.

I hadn't really considered this before, but maybe there are tutorials for it online? It would give me some more structure to my dancing, as opposed to my usual freestyling. I'll look it up.

As for running, I like it during the summer, but during other seasons the cold air tends to hurt my lungs, so I don't like it very much. And when I do go out for a run, I usually do it on such a whim that I run without a care until I'm tired, and then it's unpleasant to walk all the way back home while already feeling exhausted. I suppose planning a route beforehand would fix that though.

To be honest.. young children are VERY aware of their surroundings, since that is what they learn from.. It is not unthinkable or abnormal to want to be like others do at that age.
My mom told me that I didn't want to be dressed in a costume for carnaval when I was 4 years old. If you've never taken your child to see it or explain such a thing to them.. or include them into that.. what do you think will happen?
Also, this was her view. Not mine.

I actually did take classical ballet classes when I was younger. And I tried to do a spreekbeurt on it but I just got laughed at and made fun of at the end of the class. I knew this was a likely possibility, but even so I wanted to share what I enjoyed to do.
People said it was "not even a sport" ... if you look at charts of athletical fitness compared side by side, dancers score about as high as people that do gymnastics.
Looking at professionals, that is.

And true. I think the membranes of my airways are not strong enough to do prolonged running. The last couple of sporadic times that I went I could taste blood. Not great.

You don't have to do classical ballet only (if that is what you were talking about) but you could also do dances like the tango, charleston, quick-step and the like. These do involve a partner so if you wanted to try dancing with yours you could give that a go?
Personally I want to learn more about different kinds of dances right now.. doing that one thing.. its great but I love rock and metal way too much and classical just ends up being "bleh" after some time.

 

[Lunar Dance 666]

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To be honest.. young children are VERY aware of their surroundings, since that is what they learn from.. It is not unthinkable or abnormal to want to be like others do at that age.
My mom told me that I didn't want to be dressed in a costume for carnaval when I was 4 years old. If you've never taken your child to see it or explain such a thing to them.. or include them into that.. what do you think will happen?
Also, this was her view. Not mine.

I actually did take classical ballet classes when I was younger. And I tried to do a spreekbeurt on it but I just got laughed at and made fun of at the end of the class. I knew this was a likely possibility, but even so I wanted to share what I enjoyed to do.
People said it was "not even a sport" ... if you look at charts of athletical fitness compared side by side, dancers score about as high as people that do gymnastics.
Looking at professionals, that is.

And true. I think the membranes of my airways are not strong enough to do prolonged running. The last couple of sporadic times that I went I could taste blood. Not great.

You don't have to do classical ballet only (if that is what you were talking about) but you could also do dances like the tango, charleston, quick-step and the like. These do involve a partner so if you wanted to try dancing with yours you could give that a go?
Personally I want to learn more about different kinds of dances right now.. doing that one thing.. its great but I love rock and metal way too much and classical just ends up being "bleh" after some time.

I like many kinds of music, and I'm sure there's other kinds of dance that are more suitable for other kinds of music, as you mentioned. It's just that classical ballet came to mind first since I didn't get to do that in my childhood.

I've been looking for ways to get my partner to exercise more (he's in good health, but I think it would be good on the long term), so I could use wanting to dance with him as an excuse to get him to. And even if it's not enough to count as exercise, I'm sure it'll be fun. That might even help me over my shyness about dancing, since he'd be doing it too. Thank you for the suggestion

Have you seen a doctor for the issues with your airways? I have sensitive airways too, but not to the extent of bleeding. If you can work around it, then maybe it's fine. It's not like there's always a medical explanation for such things anyway, but you might want to check it.

I think as a child I was simultaneously aware and an airhead; I'd often say things I wasn't supposed to know. People started telling me to think before I speak, but as a result I would hardly speak at all anymore. It's important to keep a balance.

My parents had a rule that I was supposed to play a sport at least once a week. I tried various sports, but didn't like any of them very much. That's when I heard someone say chess is a sport, and I managed to convince my parents to sign me up for a chess club and let that count as playing a sport for the rule. My brother complained that chess isn't a real sport, but my parents didn't care. It's probably just that there weren't any other sports clubs left nearby that I hadn't tried yet.

There was a boy there whom I often played against, since we were at about the same level. He looked like he was about 6 years old, but he had a lot of knowledge about the game and would often make fun of my non-standard moves, only to fall right into a trap he didn't expect and lose the game. Other times, my non-standard moves really did put me at a disadvantage, and I lost. We were fairly evenly matched. I wondered how such a young boy knew so much about "standard moves"; "maybe he's a prodigy?"

Looking to pry, I said: "You're really good at this for your age." "You too, how old are you?" "10. How about you?" "I'm 14." "Huh?"
I was confused for several minutes, but then his tiny mother came to pick him up, and it clicked: he wasn't a prodigy, but a dwarf!

Out of curiosity, I looked up the definition of a sport: "an activity involving physical exertion and skill in which an individual or team competes against another or others for entertainment." Going by that definition, my brother was correct and chess isn't a real sport, since it doesn't involve physical exertion (imagine if someone made a really big board where each piece weighs 50kg :lol.

As for dancing, I think it's often used as an art form, without competition, in which case it's not a sport. But if there are multiple groups or individuals dancing and they are rated by a group of judges, then it's a competition, and therefore a sport. But regardless of whether it's done competitively or not, it's certainly good exercise! My brother had a much better argument than your classmates.

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Haha, true. In classical ballet there is a lot of competetion in singing up with a ballet company, and at that, to dance the main solo role.
It is not a typical competition environment.

There is also modern ballet. And there are (inter)national ballet days. You can look up routines or lessons they do for such a day on youtube, if you're interested.

I also know someone on youtube that gives instructions on how to do the moves or how to improve them, I can email who this is, if you'd like to.
Nowadays there are also more men going on pointe, but there are not enough shoes and going on pointe is something only a teacher can decide, if you are ready for it.

There are many forms of dance, not just the above or what I mentioned before.. there's folk dance, line dance, tap dance, (the examples I gave were from stijldansen), the hiphop stuff (or breakdancing maybe) / hardcore club dance stuff / pole dancing ... in short, there's a lot.

 

[Henu the Great]

My parents had a rule that I was supposed to play a sport at least once a week. I tried various sports, but didn't like any of them very much. That's when I heard someone say chess is a sport, and I managed to convince my parents to sign me up for a chess club and let that count as playing a sport for the rule. My brother complained that chess isn't a real sport, but my parents didn't care. It's probably just that there weren't any other sports clubs left nearby that I hadn't tried yet.

We, as a species, need physical exercise. Once a week is not much, but better than being unactive all the time. Honestly the once a week statement is so "normie" considering the lack of fitness that most people exhibit nowadays... Average person will run out of breath on a mile run. Most if not all people more intune with their male energies will agree that we need exercising more or less daily. The amount and intensity will vary a lot depening on multiple factors such as being competetive or simply trying to maintain some baseline for health and so on.

Chess is definitely a sport, but not the same way as utilising cardiovascular system or building stronger ligaments or anything of the sort. It is a mental task, and will do good for the brain, but not much else.

 

[Lunar Dance 666]

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Haha, true. In classical ballet there is a lot of competetion in singing up with a ballet company, and at that, to dance the main solo role.
It is not a typical competition environment.

There is also modern ballet. And there are (inter)national ballet days. You can look up routines or lessons they do for such a day on youtube, if you're interested.

I also know someone on youtube that gives instructions on how to do the moves or how to improve them, I can email who this is, if you'd like to.
Nowadays there are also more men going on pointe, but there are not enough shoes and going on pointe is something only a teacher can decide, if you are ready for it.

There are many forms of dance, not just the above or what I mentioned before.. there's folk dance, line dance, tap dance, (the examples I gave were from stijldansen), the hiphop stuff (or breakdancing maybe) / hardcore club dance stuff / pole dancing ... in short, there's a lot.

I didn't expect the number of shoes would be the limiting factor out of all things! Are they expensive to make?

I looked up some videos about modern ballet and I think it looks beautiful! I always believed it's better to go with the times rather than sticking to old traditions, so perhaps that suits me better than classical ballet after all.

I'd like to watch the videos of the person on YouTube that you mentioned, so please do let me know who this is.

When I was disappointed that I couldn't attend ballet lessons in my childhood, my parents asked me if I wanted to try any other kinds of dance, to which I said yes, and they found a breakdancing workshop for me. It was just some basic moves that I learned there, but it was quite fun. I think I like how ballet looks more though. I just hope I'm flexible enough, but I suppose I can practice.

I think I like dances that involve a lot of movement with the whole body, and breakdancing and ballet both fit the bill.

Pointes are tailored to ones feet. Its not one shoe fits all.
In men the issue is mostly that there are no pointes in their size, and those that are, don't always fit well. They could be too wide at the front, so your foot would slide down and sink in on itself, or too narrow and your toes don't feel like they could stretch out properly.
Also because men tend to be stronger (I think this was explained as well) the sole of the shoe might need to be a bit sturdier.

I do know another youtuber that explains this more in depth, but this is the main reason for it.

Also pointes (proper brands) can range from 60 euros to over 100 euros a pair ... so yes they're expensive.

Also flexibility can be practiced on its own.. Doing stretches is mandatory.. Doing yoga helps as well so there's that.

 

[Lunar Dance 666]

I didn't expect the number of shoes would be the limiting factor out of all things! Are they expensive to make?

I looked up some videos about modern ballet and I think it looks beautiful! I always believed it's better to go with the times rather than sticking to old traditions, so perhaps that suits me better than classical ballet after all.

I'd like to watch the videos of the person on YouTube that you mentioned, so please do let me know who this is.

When I was disappointed that I couldn't attend ballet lessons in my childhood, my parents asked me if I wanted to try any other kinds of dance, to which I said yes, and they found a breakdancing workshop for me. It was just some basic moves that I learned there, but it was quite fun. I think I like how ballet looks more though. I just hope I'm flexible enough, but I suppose I can practice.

I think I like dances that involve a lot of movement with the whole body, and breakdancing and ballet both fit the bill.

Pointes are tailored to ones feet. Its not one shoe fits all.
In men the issue is mostly that there are no pointes in their size, and those that are, don't always fit well. They could be too wide at the front, so your foot would slide down and sink in on itself, or too narrow and your toes don't feel like they could stretch out properly.
Also because men tend to be stronger (I think this was explained as well) the sole of the shoe might need to be a bit sturdier.

I do know another youtuber that explains this more in depth, but this is the main reason for it.

Also pointes (proper brands) can range from 60 euros to over 100 euros a pair ... so yes they're expensive.

Also flexibility can be practiced on its own.. Doing stretches is mandatory.. Doing yoga helps as well so there's that.

60 euros to over 100 euros a pair? That's what my mom spends on her normal shoes :lol:

I used to wonder why she doesn't look for cheaper alternatives, but I realised that wearing expensive items is probably something she takes pride in. Not to mention, she's been working really hard her whole life, so it makes sense for her to spoil herself a bit.

Ill-fitting shoes are awful. Considering most ballet dancers are female, I suppose it makes sense that they have to be custom-tailored. Men's pointes would take far too long to sell if they are produced en masse, resulting in a loss.

Yoga did help with flexibility, but I wondered if I could do anything besides that. It seems one of the channels you recommended has tips on stretching as well though. Thank you again!

The shoes that I currently walk on are 60 eur when I bought them.. but they fit like a glove. And I bought them at scapino.
Once they completely break down I will throw them in the trash bin and buy new ones.

There are plently of shoes that are 200 euros or more..

I think for mens pointes it is mostly because its new that men go on top of them more. Its not that the technique to make them isnt there..

Oh you really should look up some videos on how they are made. Thats also very interesting.