claytondmiller1975
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I was raised in an Episcopalian house and spent much time with Catholics and Baptists during my education. My father went to school to be a minister and my mother taught sunday school and sang in the choir as a kid. I was browbeat with the bible until I was a teenager when I discoverred certain truths. I know the holy bible inside and out and better than most christians.
I have also read every major book on the occult and numerous minor books on it as well. When I went to college my Sociology thesis was on organised religion.
Yet no matter where I go in life I find myself in an uphill struggle with the types of people drawn to the left hand path. When I was in high school it was the loner/loser type kids that were drawn to satanism. When I was in prison it was mostly pedophiles that were drawn to these groups because they were more tolerant and desparate for numbers. I was appalled and would like to find some decent people that share the same core beliefs that I do.
Well now I am out and the new thing is that the emo kids and the goth kids are dabbling into this realm but their heart isn't into it. I get numerous emails about certain topics and I am shocked at what I am seeing.
Can we try to educate ourselves more in this matter and all matters while we are at it. I am getting messages from people who can't spell,can't form a proper sentence and who basically sound like they have a third grade education.
It is getting to be really difficult to get people to take our way of life seriously when we get the deviants,misfits and dregs of society in our circle. Are there no people of intelligence out there who share the same beliefs?And if there are than let's do what we can to educate the masses and try to better ourselves instead of just getting the gawky kids that are only into this way of life because they learned about it from listenning to a Deicide album or from watching some cheesy low budget horror flick. If we want to spread the word than we must do better for ourselves and we must take ourselves seriously if we expect anyone else to.
I have also read every major book on the occult and numerous minor books on it as well. When I went to college my Sociology thesis was on organised religion.
Yet no matter where I go in life I find myself in an uphill struggle with the types of people drawn to the left hand path. When I was in high school it was the loner/loser type kids that were drawn to satanism. When I was in prison it was mostly pedophiles that were drawn to these groups because they were more tolerant and desparate for numbers. I was appalled and would like to find some decent people that share the same core beliefs that I do.
Well now I am out and the new thing is that the emo kids and the goth kids are dabbling into this realm but their heart isn't into it. I get numerous emails about certain topics and I am shocked at what I am seeing.
Can we try to educate ourselves more in this matter and all matters while we are at it. I am getting messages from people who can't spell,can't form a proper sentence and who basically sound like they have a third grade education.
It is getting to be really difficult to get people to take our way of life seriously when we get the deviants,misfits and dregs of society in our circle. Are there no people of intelligence out there who share the same beliefs?And if there are than let's do what we can to educate the masses and try to better ourselves instead of just getting the gawky kids that are only into this way of life because they learned about it from listenning to a Deicide album or from watching some cheesy low budget horror flick. If we want to spread the word than we must do better for ourselves and we must take ourselves seriously if we expect anyone else to.