Vampire destroying my life. How can I fix it ?

[darkmonkey666]

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Im a man who lives in a muslim country. My character and personality is not the way other peope would like or appreciate so i was constantly shamed from birth. I have severe anger issues. I definitely would end the pathetic life of a jew or any other similar fool if i could get away with it. This is a very vicious world we are living in, so stay strong. I myself found out the hard way that the ONLY time you can surpass and dominate these types of idiots is if you have power. preferably A LOT of power. So im growing in power spiritually and physically and i have almost lost all empathy for any muslim or any person even. Its suffering to be honest with you. You know you've hit rock bottom when you start to lose empathy. I have nothing but rage and hate in my soul because of these morons and bastards. So in conclusion. Power is very very important. Grow in power and you will make the superior, inferior to you. I myself completely understand your situation. It is a strong victim mentality which must be burned and replaced with power and the mindset of a winner, not a survivor...but either way, i wish you success in all your endeavors. Hail satan. ❤

I see, living in a muslim country is even worst than xian countries due to higher psychological violence.
I recently found much free time so I am working on strength more than usual, I agree with this as utmost important; I still have some empapty towards family members and thus is most likely not helping at all.
Your words about mentality are very important to me.
You know, when you are in a mind control situation like me, motivational words are important to skip mental processes created by the vampire keeping you in check.

I think Saturn in Sagittarius caused this whole situation for me. The way that whole placement is set up in my chart and the fact my dad is an xtian pastor tells me it's this. I don't want to reveal all the details but I am sure this placement is why I ended up in this situation. This is further my thoughts thay it is this placement because my Girlfriend has venus conjunct my Saturn not really a close aspect like 7 degrees away and outside of this situation this wouldn't even matter much or would mean we felt strongly bonded to each other but of course this whole thing had to come into the relationship.

Yes it's no choiche at the end. I believe Saturn conjunct Jupiter in my girlfriend natal chart caused this spiritual sinking in a similar manner.

Again, thanks for all the efforts to support me in thus situation.
I will now again delve in deep meditation and brainstorming to climb one step further towards freedom, and will update with some developments if any. It's a long walk so this will take a while.
I am very determined so nothing will stop me this time against the "biologigal hazards" keeping me back in spiritual advancement. I will win at the end!!

Ok I am going to email you more direct info on the astrology of this. I didn't want to post it here cause it's about my Saturn. I also wanted to share why I believe these people could have been a past life astral connection gone wrong (Obviously I want to be raised by someone I can love and bond with without severe entity or spiritual attack) from either ww2 life or the life before that.

Just give me a day or two I am busy today with stuff.

And in what I said here may be a key to a lot of the mind control thing. You have to kind of detach and remain neutral strong dislike or sympathy love any of that adds to the connection and allows them to drain you more.

 

[darkmonkey666]

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Im a man who lives in a muslim country. My character and personality is not the way other peope would like or appreciate so i was constantly shamed from birth. I have severe anger issues. I definitely would end the pathetic life of a jew or any other similar fool if i could get away with it. This is a very vicious world we are living in, so stay strong. I myself found out the hard way that the ONLY time you can surpass and dominate these types of idiots is if you have power. preferably A LOT of power. So im growing in power spiritually and physically and i have almost lost all empathy for any muslim or any person even. Its suffering to be honest with you. You know you've hit rock bottom when you start to lose empathy. I have nothing but rage and hate in my soul because of these morons and bastards. So in conclusion. Power is very very important. Grow in power and you will make the superior, inferior to you. I myself completely understand your situation. It is a strong victim mentality which must be burned and replaced with power and the mindset of a winner, not a survivor...but either way, i wish you success in all your endeavors. Hail satan. ❤

I see, living in a muslim country is even worst than xian countries due to higher psychological violence.
I recently found much free time so I am working on strength more than usual, I agree with this as utmost important; I still have some empapty towards family members and thus is most likely not helping at all.
Your words about mentality are very important to me.
You know, when you are in a mind control situation like me, motivational words are important to skip mental processes created by the vampire keeping you in check.

I think Saturn in Sagittarius caused this whole situation for me. The way that whole placement is set up in my chart and the fact my dad is an xtian pastor tells me it's this. I don't want to reveal all the details but I am sure this placement is why I ended up in this situation. This is further my thoughts thay it is this placement because my Girlfriend has venus conjunct my Saturn not really a close aspect like 7 degrees away and outside of this situation this wouldn't even matter much or would mean we felt strongly bonded to each other but of course this whole thing had to come into the relationship.

Yes it's no choiche at the end. I believe Saturn conjunct Jupiter in my girlfriend natal chart caused this spiritual sinking in a similar manner.

Again, thanks for all the efforts to support me in thus situation.
I will now again delve in deep meditation and brainstorming to climb one step further towards freedom, and will update with some developments if any. It's a long walk so this will take a while.
I am very determined so nothing will stop me this time against the "biologigal hazards" keeping me back in spiritual advancement. I will win at the end!!

Biological Hazard is the same word I use for these types of people btw. Something will have to be done in the future to separate them from society for the good of others. In fact this is the first issue I would tackle if I was a leader. Very many people that might find the truth or advance are prevented by this kind of thing as well I am sure. Not to mention the energy of some people even without psychic attack or vampirism stuff alone can consume some people preventing them from finding truth.

Here is a line I like:
No salvation no forgiveness!

 

[darkmonkey666]

(...)
Im a man who lives in a muslim country. My character and personality is not the way other peope would like or appreciate so i was constantly shamed from birth. I have severe anger issues. I definitely would end the pathetic life of a jew or any other similar fool if i could get away with it. This is a very vicious world we are living in, so stay strong. I myself found out the hard way that the ONLY time you can surpass and dominate these types of idiots is if you have power. preferably A LOT of power. So im growing in power spiritually and physically and i have almost lost all empathy for any muslim or any person even. Its suffering to be honest with you. You know you've hit rock bottom when you start to lose empathy. I have nothing but rage and hate in my soul because of these morons and bastards. So in conclusion. Power is very very important. Grow in power and you will make the superior, inferior to you. I myself completely understand your situation. It is a strong victim mentality which must be burned and replaced with power and the mindset of a winner, not a survivor...but either way, i wish you success in all your endeavors. Hail satan. ❤

I see, living in a muslim country is even worst than xian countries due to higher psychological violence.
I recently found much free time so I am working on strength more than usual, I agree with this as utmost important; I still have some empapty towards family members and thus is most likely not helping at all.
Your words about mentality are very important to me.
You know, when you are in a mind control situation like me, motivational words are important to skip mental processes created by the vampire keeping you in check.

I think Saturn in Sagittarius caused this whole situation for me. The way that whole placement is set up in my chart and the fact my dad is an xtian pastor tells me it's this. I don't want to reveal all the details but I am sure this placement is why I ended up in this situation. This is further my thoughts thay it is this placement because my Girlfriend has venus conjunct my Saturn not really a close aspect like 7 degrees away and outside of this situation this wouldn't even matter much or would mean we felt strongly bonded to each other but of course this whole thing had to come into the relationship.

Yes it's no choiche at the end. I believe Saturn conjunct Jupiter in my girlfriend natal chart caused this spiritual sinking in a similar manner.

Again, thanks for all the efforts to support me in thus situation.
I will now again delve in deep meditation and brainstorming to climb one step further towards freedom, and will update with some developments if any. It's a long walk so this will take a while.
I am very determined so nothing will stop me this time against the "biologigal hazards" keeping me back in spiritual advancement. I will win at the end!!

Ok I emailed you our Natal charts so you can make a comparison if you like see if there is something similar in either one. I also offer to try to help you with this if you want doing spiritual things. But for obvious reasons stuff I didn't want to share in the main group cause it was private info like the charts I emailed you.

 

[darkmonkey666]

To update everyone this is almost totally removed with me and my girlfriend.This stuff had a lot of energy from the Jesus thoughtform in it. I suspect this adds to this connection in some way. This may be useful information for anyone dealing with this. We feel much better and lighter.

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Im a man who lives in a muslim country. My character and personality is not the way other peope would like or appreciate so i was constantly shamed from birth. I have severe anger issues. I definitely would end the pathetic life of a jew or any other similar fool if i could get away with it. This is a very vicious world we are living in, so stay strong. I myself found out the hard way that the ONLY time you can surpass and dominate these types of idiots is if you have power. preferably A LOT of power. So im growing in power spiritually and physically and i have almost lost all empathy for any muslim or any person even. Its suffering to be honest with you. You know you've hit rock bottom when you start to lose empathy. I have nothing but rage and hate in my soul because of these morons and bastards. So in conclusion. Power is very very important. Grow in power and you will make the superior, inferior to you. I myself completely understand your situation. It is a strong victim mentality which must be burned and replaced with power and the mindset of a winner, not a survivor...but either way, i wish you success in all your endeavors. Hail satan. ❤

I see, living in a muslim country is even worst than xian countries due to higher psychological violence.
I recently found much free time so I am working on strength more than usual, I agree with this as utmost important; I still have some empapty towards family members and thus is most likely not helping at all.
Your words about mentality are very important to me.
You know, when you are in a mind control situation like me, motivational words are important to skip mental processes created by the vampire keeping you in check.

I think Saturn in Sagittarius caused this whole situation for me. The way that whole placement is set up in my chart and the fact my dad is an xtian pastor tells me it's this. I don't want to reveal all the details but I am sure this placement is why I ended up in this situation. This is further my thoughts thay it is this placement because my Girlfriend has venus conjunct my Saturn not really a close aspect like 7 degrees away and outside of this situation this wouldn't even matter much or would mean we felt strongly bonded to each other but of course this whole thing had to come into the relationship.

Yes it's no choiche at the end. I believe Saturn conjunct Jupiter in my girlfriend natal chart caused this spiritual sinking in a similar manner.

Again, thanks for all the efforts to support me in thus situation.
I will now again delve in deep meditation and brainstorming to climb one step further towards freedom, and will update with some developments if any. It's a long walk so this will take a while.
I am very determined so nothing will stop me this time against the "biologigal hazards" keeping me back in spiritual advancement. I will win at the end!!

Ok I emailed you our Natal charts so you can make a comparison if you like see if there is something similar in either one. I also offer to try to help you with this if you want doing spiritual things. But for obvious reasons stuff I didn't want to share in the main group cause it was private info like the charts I emailed you.

it.

 

[Wotanwarrior]

slyscorpion

What exactly are those mental forms made with a dirty green energy? they are very persistent and irritating, they are immune and resist the blue fire, evoking the fire element to burn them affects them but they come back again and again and when you do the ritual to reverse the Tetragammaton they disappear for a while.

 

[darkmonkey666]

slyscorpion

What exactly are those mental forms made with a dirty green energy? they are very persistent and irritating, they are immune and resist the blue fire, evoking the fire element to burn them affects them but they come back again and again and when you do the ritual to reverse the Tetragammaton they disappear for a while.

Dirty green energy is a different kind of xtian energy. The Jesus thoughtform is more whitish and blob like in some cases can be hard to distinguish from Jewish energy and take on a slimy complexion.

The dirty green energy gives xtian thoughts or thoughts of suicide or self harm. Yet in a way it can be calming and literally put one to physical sleep if too much of it is there. It says to conform to others and to the xtian ideas. It can act like a drug in calming one down to make them conform to things.

This energy can be gotten rid of in the same way normal xtian energy can be gotten rid of but it sounds like you have some of it in your soul. Do cleansing and returning curses.

 

[Wotanwarrior]

slyscorpion

What exactly are those mental forms made with a dirty green energy? they are very persistent and irritating, they are immune and resist the blue fire, evoking the fire element to burn them affects them but they come back again and again and when you do the ritual to reverse the Tetragammaton they disappear for a while.

Dirty green energy is a different kind of xtian energy. The Jesus thoughtform is more whitish and blob like in some cases can be hard to distinguish from Jewish energy and take on a slimy complexion.

The dirty green energy gives xtian thoughts or thoughts of suicide or self harm. Yet in a way it can be calming and literally put one to physical sleep if too much of it is there. It says to conform to others and to the xtian ideas. It can act like a drug in calming one down to make them conform to things.

This energy can be gotten rid of in the same way normal xtian energy can be gotten rid of but it sounds like you have some of it in your soul. Do cleansing and returning curses.

This comes because for a long time, probably years, I had a parasitic mental form of the enemy linked to me, making me believe that I had a past life relationship with a goddess, it bombarded me with feelings of false love, other symptoms I had were feeling always heavy and slowed down as if I was doing everything in slow motion and sometimes drowsiness and total lack of concentration, which made me always late and it was very difficult for me to follow a schedule.

Another thing that this mental form do was to send me thoughts against who I believe to be my partner from past lives, who in reality is another SS and not a goddess, I even have proof that this mental form also approached her pretending to be a goddess.

When I removed the links with the Ansuz and Thaur runes a lot of that energy came out of my soul and that thing went crazy trying to connect again, I destroyed it using Vinasa but sometimes more of those mental forms appear.

Is helping me a lot to vibrate in my soul the RTR to destroy the Tetragammaton, the shattering jewish defenses and the RTR to curse the Nazarene and then do the cleaning works, it will surely take me months to clean all this crap energy.

 

[darkmonkey666]

What exactly are those mental forms made with a dirty green energy? they are very persistent and irritating, they are immune and resist the blue fire, evoking the fire element to burn them affects them but they come back again and again and when you do the ritual to reverse the Tetragammaton they disappear for a while.

Dirty green energy is a different kind of xtian energy. The Jesus thoughtform is more whitish and blob like in some cases can be hard to distinguish from Jewish energy and take on a slimy complexion.

The dirty green energy gives xtian thoughts or thoughts of suicide or self harm. Yet in a way it can be calming and literally put one to physical sleep if too much of it is there. It says to conform to others and to the xtian ideas. It can act like a drug in calming one down to make them conform to things.

This energy can be gotten rid of in the same way normal xtian energy can be gotten rid of but it sounds like you have some of it in your soul. Do cleansing and returning curses.

This comes because for a long time, probably years, I had a parasitic mental form of the enemy linked to me, making me believe that I had a past life relationship with a goddess, it bombarded me with feelings of false love, other symptoms I had were feeling always heavy and slowed down as if I was doing everything in slow motion and sometimes drowsiness and total lack of concentration, which made me always late and it was very difficult for me to follow a schedule.

Another thing that this mental form do was to send me thoughts against who I believe to be my partner from past lives, who in reality is another SS and not a goddess, I even have proof that this mental form also approached her pretending to be a goddess.

When I removed the links with the Ansuz and Thaur runes a lot of that energy came out of my soul and that thing went crazy trying to connect again, I destroyed it using Vinasa but sometimes more of those mental forms appear.

Is helping me a lot to vibrate in my soul the RTR to destroy the Tetragammaton, the shattering jewish defenses and the RTR to curse the Nazarene and then do the cleaning works, it will surely take me months to clean all this crap energy.

The green energy is slow mentally tiring its about conforming to something. Its about putting a person to sleep literally its supposed to be calming too.

Good luck.

 

[darkmonkey666]

What exactly are those mental forms made with a dirty green energy? they are very persistent and irritating, they are immune and resist the blue fire, evoking the fire element to burn them affects them but they come back again and again and when you do the ritual to reverse the Tetragammaton they disappear for a while.

Dirty green energy is a different kind of xtian energy. The Jesus thoughtform is more whitish and blob like in some cases can be hard to distinguish from Jewish energy and take on a slimy complexion.

The dirty green energy gives xtian thoughts or thoughts of suicide or self harm. Yet in a way it can be calming and literally put one to physical sleep if too much of it is there. It says to conform to others and to the xtian ideas. It can act like a drug in calming one down to make them conform to things.

This energy can be gotten rid of in the same way normal xtian energy can be gotten rid of but it sounds like you have some of it in your soul. Do cleansing and returning curses.

This comes because for a long time, probably years, I had a parasitic mental form of the enemy linked to me, making me believe that I had a past life relationship with a goddess, it bombarded me with feelings of false love, other symptoms I had were feeling always heavy and slowed down as if I was doing everything in slow motion and sometimes drowsiness and total lack of concentration, which made me always late and it was very difficult for me to follow a schedule.

Another thing that this mental form do was to send me thoughts against who I believe to be my partner from past lives, who in reality is another SS and not a goddess, I even have proof that this mental form also approached her pretending to be a goddess.

When I removed the links with the Ansuz and Thaur runes a lot of that energy came out of my soul and that thing went crazy trying to connect again, I destroyed it using Vinasa but sometimes more of those mental forms appear.

Is helping me a lot to vibrate in my soul the RTR to destroy the Tetragammaton, the shattering jewish defenses and the RTR to curse the Nazarene and then do the cleaning works, it will surely take me months to clean all this crap energy.

You probably picked this up off someone be aware of this. If it's returning check people in your life. There is a Jewish and Marxist version of this energy as well its used in most the Jewish programs.

Good luck

 

[darkmonkey666]

(...)
Im a man who lives in a muslim country. My character and personality is not the way other peope would like or appreciate so i was constantly shamed from birth. I have severe anger issues. I definitely would end the pathetic life of a jew or any other similar fool if i could get away with it. This is a very vicious world we are living in, so stay strong. I myself found out the hard way that the ONLY time you can surpass and dominate these types of idiots is if you have power. preferably A LOT of power. So im growing in power spiritually and physically and i have almost lost all empathy for any muslim or any person even. Its suffering to be honest with you. You know you've hit rock bottom when you start to lose empathy. I have nothing but rage and hate in my soul because of these morons and bastards. So in conclusion. Power is very very important. Grow in power and you will make the superior, inferior to you. I myself completely understand your situation. It is a strong victim mentality which must be burned and replaced with power and the mindset of a winner, not a survivor...but either way, i wish you success in all your endeavors. Hail satan. ❤

I see, living in a muslim country is even worst than xian countries due to higher psychological violence.
I recently found much free time so I am working on strength more than usual, I agree with this as utmost important; I still have some empapty towards family members and thus is most likely not helping at all.
Your words about mentality are very important to me.
You know, when you are in a mind control situation like me, motivational words are important to skip mental processes created by the vampire keeping you in check.

I think Saturn in Sagittarius caused this whole situation for me. The way that whole placement is set up in my chart and the fact my dad is an xtian pastor tells me it's this. I don't want to reveal all the details but I am sure this placement is why I ended up in this situation. This is further my thoughts thay it is this placement because my Girlfriend has venus conjunct my Saturn not really a close aspect like 7 degrees away and outside of this situation this wouldn't even matter much or would mean we felt strongly bonded to each other but of course this whole thing had to come into the relationship.

Yes it's no choiche at the end. I believe Saturn conjunct Jupiter in my girlfriend natal chart caused this spiritual sinking in a similar manner.

Again, thanks for all the efforts to support me in thus situation.
I will now again delve in deep meditation and brainstorming to climb one step further towards freedom, and will update with some developments if any. It's a long walk so this will take a while.
I am very determined so nothing will stop me this time against the "biologigal hazards" keeping me back in spiritual advancement. I will win at the end!!

Ok I am going to email you more direct info on the astrology of this. I didn't want to post it here cause it's about my Saturn. I also wanted to share why I believe these people could have been a past life astral connection gone wrong (Obviously I want to be raised by someone I can love and bond with without severe entity or spiritual attack) from either ww2 life or the life before that.

Just give me a day or two I am busy today with stuff.

I thought of something to add with this. Further proof of Jupiter energies being able to block or interrupt this is when I was with my cousin I felt really way more myself and was way more playful and fun like my real personality is (this vampire thing made me super over serious most the time) along with some other stuff like feeling free to be myself spontaneous and more the stuff I remember from my past life about me.

His Jupiter is in Cancer (exalted) on a degree where it aspected a bunch of stuff in my chart.

Just wanted to add this since I thought of it. This may really help someone create a protection from this being put back in them after loosening it or from being vamped or something.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

I just want to update this thread, as I managed to overcome a stall point in detachment process - that I acknowledge is slow and going on since years in waves.
I fully detached the lower chakras and kundalini link, together with a general physical distance from the vampire and some help from my GD (my gather is turning his attention to another person instead of me, and we talk very seldom).
This was causing a black coat of energy covering my entire aura, programmed by the vampire to induce myself to act as he pleased. I never found this before in any spiritual/detachment working, I just interpret as a coat of energy generated by his will along the years to somehow "clone" himself onto me. This energy was preventing spiritual progress and I managed to rip it away, it was connected to the kundalini tube sucking energy from me, now ripped away too. Sort of energy sucked from me, then reprogrammed to act against myself. Dense and heavy energy, like a bitumen coat. Under this, I found also a sort of astral net around my astral body and also chakras (or what I perceive as astral body, clone of the physical body - I am not able to astral project yet). This has been also removed.
I feel generally lighter at the moment.

I am still working on upper chakras with a 90 days detachment working.
A deep link is intruding into my 3rd eye, passing through the 6th chakra and down to the troath chakra. This is most likely the cause of emotional and mind control I experience at time.
This is requiring huge energies, but it seems worth the effort. It seems a deep link, ending to the throath chakra that is at now the most affected chakra.

Thanks again to all brothers and mainly slyscorpion who helped and supported me.
I will again proceed in silence for a while, I just wanted to post this as it may be useful for others in future.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I just want to update this thread, as I managed to overcome a stall point in detachment process - that I acknowledge is slow and going on since years in waves.
I fully detached the lower chakras and kundalini link, together with a general physical distance from the vampire and some help from my GD (my gather is turning his attention to another person instead of me, and we talk very seldom).
This was causing a black coat of energy covering my entire aura, programmed by the vampire to induce myself to act as he pleased. I never found this before in any spiritual/detachment working, I just interpret as a coat of energy generated by his will along the years to somehow "clone" himself onto me. This energy was preventing spiritual progress and I managed to rip it away, it was connected to the kundalini tube sucking energy from me, now ripped away too. Sort of energy sucked from me, then reprogrammed to act against myself. Dense and heavy energy, like a bitumen coat. Under this, I found also a sort of astral net around my astral body and also chakras (or what I perceive as astral body, clone of the physical body - I am not able to astral project yet). This has been also removed.
I feel generally lighter at the moment.

I am still working on upper chakras with a 90 days detachment working.
A deep link is intruding into my 3rd eye, passing through the 6th chakra and down to the troath chakra. This is most likely the cause of emotional and mind control I experience at time.
This is requiring huge energies, but it seems worth the effort. It seems a deep link, ending to the throath chakra that is at now the most affected chakra.

Thanks again to all brothers and mainly slyscorpion who helped and supported me.
I will again proceed in silence for a while, I just wanted to post this as it may be useful for others in future.

Your doing good. The astral cord in the 6th chakra which controls your thoughts connects to the tube at the base of your spine most likely and goes up your back which also connects your throat chakra/emotions. This is where entities can go in and influence the same place as well like the Greys or reptilians. The projection of thoughts goes into your Kundalini and this contraption on your back influencing your thoughts and emotions.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I just want to update this thread, as I managed to overcome a stall point in detachment process - that I acknowledge is slow and going on since years in waves.
I fully detached the lower chakras and kundalini link, together with a general physical distance from the vampire and some help from my GD (my gather is turning his attention to another person instead of me, and we talk very seldom).
This was causing a black coat of energy covering my entire aura, programmed by the vampire to induce myself to act as he pleased. I never found this before in any spiritual/detachment working, I just interpret as a coat of energy generated by his will along the years to somehow "clone" himself onto me. This energy was preventing spiritual progress and I managed to rip it away, it was connected to the kundalini tube sucking energy from me, now ripped away too. Sort of energy sucked from me, then reprogrammed to act against myself. Dense and heavy energy, like a bitumen coat. Under this, I found also a sort of astral net around my astral body and also chakras (or what I perceive as astral body, clone of the physical body - I am not able to astral project yet). This has been also removed.
I feel generally lighter at the moment.

I am still working on upper chakras with a 90 days detachment working.
A deep link is intruding into my 3rd eye, passing through the 6th chakra and down to the troath chakra. This is most likely the cause of emotional and mind control I experience at time.
This is requiring huge energies, but it seems worth the effort. It seems a deep link, ending to the throath chakra that is at now the most affected chakra.

Thanks again to all brothers and mainly slyscorpion who helped and supported me.
I will again proceed in silence for a while, I just wanted to post this as it may be useful for others in future.

Your doing good. The astral cord in the 6th chakra which controls your thoughts connects to the tube at the base of your spine most likely and goes up your back which also connects your throat chakra/emotions. This is where entities can go in and influence the same place as well like the Greys or reptilians. The projection of thoughts goes into your Kundalini and this contraption on your back influencing your thoughts and emotions.

Some of these thoughts that try to come through in your mind control thing can be from enemy entities as well. They try to project into the same spot often.

 

[Wotanwarrior]

Dirty green energy is a different kind of xtian energy. The Jesus thoughtform is more whitish and blob like in some cases can be hard to distinguish from Jewish energy and take on a slimy complexion.

The dirty green energy gives xtian thoughts or thoughts of suicide or self harm. Yet in a way it can be calming and literally put one to physical sleep if too much of it is there. It says to conform to others and to the xtian ideas. It can act like a drug in calming one down to make them conform to things.

This energy can be gotten rid of in the same way normal xtian energy can be gotten rid of but it sounds like you have some of it in your soul. Do cleansing and returning curses.

This comes because for a long time, probably years, I had a parasitic mental form of the enemy linked to me, making me believe that I had a past life relationship with a goddess, it bombarded me with feelings of false love, other symptoms I had were feeling always heavy and slowed down as if I was doing everything in slow motion and sometimes drowsiness and total lack of concentration, which made me always late and it was very difficult for me to follow a schedule.

Another thing that this mental form do was to send me thoughts against who I believe to be my partner from past lives, who in reality is another SS and not a goddess, I even have proof that this mental form also approached her pretending to be a goddess.

When I removed the links with the Ansuz and Thaur runes a lot of that energy came out of my soul and that thing went crazy trying to connect again, I destroyed it using Vinasa but sometimes more of those mental forms appear.

Is helping me a lot to vibrate in my soul the RTR to destroy the Tetragammaton, the shattering jewish defenses and the RTR to curse the Nazarene and then do the cleaning works, it will surely take me months to clean all this crap energy.

You probably picked this up off someone be aware of this. If it's returning check people in your life. There is a Jewish and Marxist version of this energy as well its used in most the Jewish programs.

Good luck

What I have discovered is that when I screwed up it was in the past life before this one, that was the result of not finding the spiritual path at that time and growing up in a degenerate environment like the rock movement of the 60's and 70's: drugs, alcohol, false new age spirituality, ect.
Now I understand why I had so many holes in my aura and a lot of harmful links and in this present life I had done nothing to make it happen.
For many months I have been working on repairing my aura, I have removed all those links and cleared out a lot of that nasty energy and it seems to be finally starting to get better.

 

[darkmonkey666]

This comes because for a long time, probably years, I had a parasitic mental form of the enemy linked to me, making me believe that I had a past life relationship with a goddess, it bombarded me with feelings of false love, other symptoms I had were feeling always heavy and slowed down as if I was doing everything in slow motion and sometimes drowsiness and total lack of concentration, which made me always late and it was very difficult for me to follow a schedule.

Another thing that this mental form do was to send me thoughts against who I believe to be my partner from past lives, who in reality is another SS and not a goddess, I even have proof that this mental form also approached her pretending to be a goddess.

When I removed the links with the Ansuz and Thaur runes a lot of that energy came out of my soul and that thing went crazy trying to connect again, I destroyed it using Vinasa but sometimes more of those mental forms appear.

Is helping me a lot to vibrate in my soul the RTR to destroy the Tetragammaton, the shattering jewish defenses and the RTR to curse the Nazarene and then do the cleaning works, it will surely take me months to clean all this crap energy.

You probably picked this up off someone be aware of this. If it's returning check people in your life. There is a Jewish and Marxist version of this energy as well its used in most the Jewish programs.

Good luck

What I have discovered is that when I screwed up it was in the past life before this one, that was the result of not finding the spiritual path at that time and growing up in a degenerate environment like the rock movement of the 60's and 70's: drugs, alcohol, false new age spirituality, ect.
Now I understand why I had so many holes in my aura and a lot of harmful links and in this present life I had done nothing to make it happen.
For many months I have been working on repairing my aura, I have removed all those links and cleared out a lot of that nasty energy and it seems to be finally starting to get better.

Work to fix it. But don't blame yourself too much. New age Spirituality. At least that shows you tried you were not an Xtian (the Gods forbid) there was almost no real information at all at that time on SS. For the record I think I messed up on drugs or alcohol in my past life too. I remember the withdrawals from something. It was horrible and sadness about something.

 

[darkmonkey666]

This comes because for a long time, probably years, I had a parasitic mental form of the enemy linked to me, making me believe that I had a past life relationship with a goddess, it bombarded me with feelings of false love, other symptoms I had were feeling always heavy and slowed down as if I was doing everything in slow motion and sometimes drowsiness and total lack of concentration, which made me always late and it was very difficult for me to follow a schedule.

Another thing that this mental form do was to send me thoughts against who I believe to be my partner from past lives, who in reality is another SS and not a goddess, I even have proof that this mental form also approached her pretending to be a goddess.

When I removed the links with the Ansuz and Thaur runes a lot of that energy came out of my soul and that thing went crazy trying to connect again, I destroyed it using Vinasa but sometimes more of those mental forms appear.

Is helping me a lot to vibrate in my soul the RTR to destroy the Tetragammaton, the shattering jewish defenses and the RTR to curse the Nazarene and then do the cleaning works, it will surely take me months to clean all this crap energy.

You probably picked this up off someone be aware of this. If it's returning check people in your life. There is a Jewish and Marxist version of this energy as well its used in most the Jewish programs.

Good luck

What I have discovered is that when I screwed up it was in the past life before this one, that was the result of not finding the spiritual path at that time and growing up in a degenerate environment like the rock movement of the 60's and 70's: drugs, alcohol, false new age spirituality, ect.
Now I understand why I had so many holes in my aura and a lot of harmful links and in this present life I had done nothing to make it happen.
For many months I have been working on repairing my aura, I have removed all those links and cleared out a lot of that nasty energy and it seems to be finally starting to get better.

Oh and I want to add. I believe in my past life I was being drained by this vampire too even though I didn't know him. The incident I stated about the withdrawals. I could swear there was some energy around that was like his.

Anyways the funniest thing I was alive and living a whole life during the years he grew up. I think that life was kind of short. Max about 30 years. I think I died in an explosion from a furnace. I know where this was too. Someday I will try to get records of that building find out who I was. If I can do that I can get a birth chart.

One thing really interesting is we remember that we did a working to find again in the next life this area cause we liked it so much. We found all this stuff this life.

It's still a druggie neighborhood in some areas but who cares it's my home I at least don't do this stuff anymore or associate with those people.

There is a lot more to this that is interesting but I think I said enough here for fear of boring people or something.

 

[darkmonkey666]

The other thing I really dislike is how when I was younger they were creating all the problems they were labeling me as having a disability for and putting me on meds for and other things. Almost all this stuff cleared up getting this off me.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

OK, then.
As per this thread's subject, I faced and still am facing severe problems with vampiric draining from my father.
After a first deep session of chakra cleaning and severing links from him, also distancing him in daily life, I found I was still heavily under his influence. So I needed to sort out why.
First of all I need to thank Satan and my GD for their immense kindness and help, as they put me in a safe situation where I am loved and I can live safely for a while, while facing deep buried emotion that are really haavy to handle. It is a beautiful blessing, being protected and guided by our Gods!

Long story short.
I have been severely harmed in my childhood by my father, mostly psychologically. I did NOT have memories of this. The subconscious mind may delete traumatic events (I know this for a fact as I suffered a heavy car accident years ago: I have a memory gap - about half an hour - since moments before hitting a small truck to when I reached the hospital. I was awake and talking, but I do not remember anything. So I have PROOF of how the mind may delete some facts, while the subconscious stores them in a hidden location, consciously inaccessible).

Recently I experienced severe inferiority feelings, I felt like trash, sexuality dropped down, I had very disturbing thuoghts and a profound sadness came up to my mind without any apparent reason.
Looking back, this has been triggered by some stuff (a very old telephone I saw in a cafè and a restaurant, very odd coincidence, it was the same old phone as in my childhood house). Also some old songs came to my ears, and I smelled the same perfume my father used when I was very young. I understand this was a reply to my questions to my GD, and all of this triggered memories of childhood traumas I suffered - I won't go in detail here too much. They came up as flashes, foggy memories, that build up with days and become clearer.
This is one of the root causes why I have been enslaved by my father and I have been subdued to him, unconsciously.

I studied on books and online how this works. I found that, many people describes an "inner child" like a sort of internal child suffering inside the mind, because of past traumas. Many xians and even jews infest information and lead people to think they must become kids again and talk to this inner kid. So people eternally remain childish at the emotional level. I also found the jews exploit this event, to enslave the mind of people as mostly in childhood people received xian education.
Beware online information, forums, chats etc. as they are chock full of jews and mainly xians trying to lure weakened people to their sick program.
Also, I see childhood harm is MUCH MORE widespread than we think, I feel it's sort of standard rule for the lowest spiritual levels. Sad and terrifying.

When a very young mind is harmed severely, it "locks" at this age and never develops. This happens because the person is heavily guilted, devalued and insulted till his/her personality breaks and splits, and builds a new "ego" - sort of - to comply with the requests from adults, and hides the true feeling deep in the unconscious. So he/she has no way to develop the inner feelings towards adult behaviour.
People are as child inside, as this "child" is still functioning and responds to emotional events. He/she responds, in the way he/she has been educated, mostly with those commands: xian, obey, shame, trash, unusfeul, etc. This creates a subdued personality and is a root cause for many xian thoughts even in adult age.

So, basically, I have been instructed to recall those painful events, elaborate the repressed feelings (those emerged due to meditation and yoga, too) - let them come out (beware, it may be mind blowing or intense, you need to keep control on this). Then the "child" can be integrated into personality and eventually led to develop feelings according to the true world, as he/she was living locked in a subconscious "box" with few contacts with external events - due to high fear, shame, so on.

This is what I learned and wanted to express.
I am working on this and I am at step 1 out of 10 only, as I acknowledged the problem.
I will post other stuff as soon as I am able to.

To sum up what I discovered, basically is : jews and xianity use severe abuses on children (physical, psychological, emotional) to break their personality and create a childish sub-personality still enslaved to them. This is why child abuse, xian education, belittling of children, heavy mocking, beating, etc. is a standard behavior for xian priesthood and xian people.

Just wanted to warn, as people may have harmed in childhood as it happened to me, and now they do not recall the events.
I see that many people recall the events in old age. This is most likely due to to the will of the vampire (person who imparted the violence on kids), denying those events. While the vampire (often mother/father/relative) is older and his/her power vanishes, memories may come to the surface more easily.

This is what I both learned, and I stuggle with.
Hope this may help, now or in the future.

 

[darkmonkey666]

OK, then.
As per this thread's subject, I faced and still am facing severe problems with vampiric draining from my father.
After a first deep session of chakra cleaning and severing links from him, also distancing him in daily life, I found I was still heavily under his influence. So I needed to sort out why.
First of all I need to thank Satan and my GD for their immense kindness and help, as they put me in a safe situation where I am loved and I can live safely for a while, while facing deep buried emotion that are really haavy to handle. It is a beautiful blessing, being protected and guided by our Gods!

Long story short.
I have been severely harmed in my childhood by my father, mostly psychologically. I did NOT have memories of this. The subconscious mind may delete traumatic events (I know this for a fact as I suffered a heavy car accident years ago: I have a memory gap - about half an hour - since moments before hitting a small truck to when I reached the hospital. I was awake and talking, but I do not remember anything. So I have PROOF of how the mind may delete some facts, while the subconscious stores them in a hidden location, consciously inaccessible).

Recently I experienced severe inferiority feelings, I felt like trash, sexuality dropped down, I had very disturbing thuoghts and a profound sadness came up to my mind without any apparent reason.
Looking back, this has been triggered by some stuff (a very old telephone I saw in a cafè and a restaurant, very odd coincidence, it was the same old phone as in my childhood house). Also some old songs came to my ears, and I smelled the same perfume my father used when I was very young. I understand this was a reply to my questions to my GD, and all of this triggered memories of childhood traumas I suffered - I won't go in detail here too much. They came up as flashes, foggy memories, that build up with days and become clearer.
This is one of the root causes why I have been enslaved by my father and I have been subdued to him, unconsciously.

I studied on books and online how this works. I found that, many people describes an "inner child" like a sort of internal child suffering inside the mind, because of past traumas. Many xians and even jews infest information and lead people to think they must become kids again and talk to this inner kid. So people eternally remain childish at the emotional level. I also found the jews exploit this event, to enslave the mind of people as mostly in childhood people received xian education.
Beware online information, forums, chats etc. as they are chock full of jews and mainly xians trying to lure weakened people to their sick program.
Also, I see childhood harm is MUCH MORE widespread than we think, I feel it's sort of standard rule for the lowest spiritual levels. Sad and terrifying.

When a very young mind is harmed severely, it "locks" at this age and never develops. This happens because the person is heavily guilted, devalued and insulted till his/her personality breaks and splits, and builds a new "ego" - sort of - to comply with the requests from adults, and hides the true feeling deep in the unconscious. So he/she has no way to develop the inner feelings towards adult behaviour.
People are as child inside, as this "child" is still functioning and responds to emotional events. He/she responds, in the way he/she has been educated, mostly with those commands: xian, obey, shame, trash, unusfeul, etc. This creates a subdued personality and is a root cause for many xian thoughts even in adult age.

So, basically, I have been instructed to recall those painful events, elaborate the repressed feelings (those emerged due to meditation and yoga, too) - let them come out (beware, it may be mind blowing or intense, you need to keep control on this). Then the "child" can be integrated into personality and eventually led to develop feelings according to the true world, as he/she was living locked in a subconscious "box" with few contacts with external events - due to high fear, shame, so on.

This is what I learned and wanted to express.
I am working on this and I am at step 1 out of 10 only, as I acknowledged the problem.
I will post other stuff as soon as I am able to.

To sum up what I discovered, basically is : jews and xianity use severe abuses on children (physical, psychological, emotional) to break their personality and create a childish sub-personality still enslaved to them. This is why child abuse, xian education, belittling of children, heavy mocking, beating, etc. is a standard behavior for xian priesthood and xian people.

Just wanted to warn, as people may have harmed in childhood as it happened to me, and now they do not recall the events.
I see that many people recall the events in old age. This is most likely due to to the will of the vampire (person who imparted the violence on kids), denying those events. While the vampire (often mother/father/relative) is older and his/her power vanishes, memories may come to the surface more easily.

This is what I both learned, and I stuggle with.
Hope this may help, now or in the future.

This is what I am talking about in that other post. Anyways I don't think someone in that state will be here on the forums to get out of this at least not the full state of false ego take over. The best bet is for someone that cares about them to help them out and destroy this false ego thoughtform.

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

It depends on what you are willing to put up with. Can you deal with this for many more years.

If not do what I said. No need for SS to suffer like this. Oh and if you do this be prepared for this to take longer than you would want. The death process right before the full one will start as an astral impression of events and their aura will start to fade away and disappear. Keep working till you reach that point. Then you can stop but you still will have to wait a few months. When full death process starts this energy they stole from you is dissipated from their body. They will not die if there is vital energy in the body and they are still connected no matter what. You just have to wait it out.

Near the end of this peace of mind.

 

[darkmonkey666]

OK, then.
As per this thread's subject, I faced and still am facing severe problems with vampiric draining from my father.
After a first deep session of chakra cleaning and severing links from him, also distancing him in daily life, I found I was still heavily under his influence. So I needed to sort out why.
First of all I need to thank Satan and my GD for their immense kindness and help, as they put me in a safe situation where I am loved and I can live safely for a while, while facing deep buried emotion that are really haavy to handle. It is a beautiful blessing, being protected and guided by our Gods!

Long story short.
I have been severely harmed in my childhood by my father, mostly psychologically. I did NOT have memories of this. The subconscious mind may delete traumatic events (I know this for a fact as I suffered a heavy car accident years ago: I have a memory gap - about half an hour - since moments before hitting a small truck to when I reached the hospital. I was awake and talking, but I do not remember anything. So I have PROOF of how the mind may delete some facts, while the subconscious stores them in a hidden location, consciously inaccessible).

Recently I experienced severe inferiority feelings, I felt like trash, sexuality dropped down, I had very disturbing thuoghts and a profound sadness came up to my mind without any apparent reason.
Looking back, this has been triggered by some stuff (a very old telephone I saw in a cafè and a restaurant, very odd coincidence, it was the same old phone as in my childhood house). Also some old songs came to my ears, and I smelled the same perfume my father used when I was very young. I understand this was a reply to my questions to my GD, and all of this triggered memories of childhood traumas I suffered - I won't go in detail here too much. They came up as flashes, foggy memories, that build up with days and become clearer.
This is one of the root causes why I have been enslaved by my father and I have been subdued to him, unconsciously.

I studied on books and online how this works. I found that, many people describes an "inner child" like a sort of internal child suffering inside the mind, because of past traumas. Many xians and even jews infest information and lead people to think they must become kids again and talk to this inner kid. So people eternally remain childish at the emotional level. I also found the jews exploit this event, to enslave the mind of people as mostly in childhood people received xian education.
Beware online information, forums, chats etc. as they are chock full of jews and mainly xians trying to lure weakened people to their sick program.
Also, I see childhood harm is MUCH MORE widespread than we think, I feel it's sort of standard rule for the lowest spiritual levels. Sad and terrifying.

When a very young mind is harmed severely, it "locks" at this age and never develops. This happens because the person is heavily guilted, devalued and insulted till his/her personality breaks and splits, and builds a new "ego" - sort of - to comply with the requests from adults, and hides the true feeling deep in the unconscious. So he/she has no way to develop the inner feelings towards adult behaviour.
People are as child inside, as this "child" is still functioning and responds to emotional events. He/she responds, in the way he/she has been educated, mostly with those commands: xian, obey, shame, trash, unusfeul, etc. This creates a subdued personality and is a root cause for many xian thoughts even in adult age.

So, basically, I have been instructed to recall those painful events, elaborate the repressed feelings (those emerged due to meditation and yoga, too) - let them come out (beware, it may be mind blowing or intense, you need to keep control on this). Then the "child" can be integrated into personality and eventually led to develop feelings according to the true world, as he/she was living locked in a subconscious "box" with few contacts with external events - due to high fear, shame, so on.

This is what I learned and wanted to express.
I am working on this and I am at step 1 out of 10 only, as I acknowledged the problem.
I will post other stuff as soon as I am able to.

To sum up what I discovered, basically is : jews and xianity use severe abuses on children (physical, psychological, emotional) to break their personality and create a childish sub-personality still enslaved to them. This is why child abuse, xian education, belittling of children, heavy mocking, beating, etc. is a standard behavior for xian priesthood and xian people.

Just wanted to warn, as people may have harmed in childhood as it happened to me, and now they do not recall the events.
I see that many people recall the events in old age. This is most likely due to to the will of the vampire (person who imparted the violence on kids), denying those events. While the vampire (often mother/father/relative) is older and his/her power vanishes, memories may come to the surface more easily.

This is what I both learned, and I stuggle with.
Hope this may help, now or in the future.

This is what I am talking about in that other post. Anyways I don't think someone in that state will be here on the forums to get out of this at least not the full state of false ego take over. The best bet is for someone that cares about them to help them out and destroy this false ego thoughtform.

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

It depends on what you are willing to put up with. Can you deal with this for many more years.

If not do what I said. No need for SS to suffer like this. Oh and if you do this be prepared for this to take longer than you would want. The death process right before the full one will start as an astral impression of events and their aura will start to fade away and disappear. Keep working till you reach that point. Then you can stop but you still will have to wait a few months. When full death process starts this energy they stole from you is dissipated from their body. They will not die if there is vital energy in the body and they are still connected no matter what. You just have to wait it out.

Near the end of this peace of mind.

But be prepared to be disgusted or maybe even scared when you see what the vampires soul is actually like and their energy and you know the mental process behind all this. This will all become known to you at the end.

You know what is weird I felt guided for some reason to listen to some music from that group I posted with the image. I saw that and then remembered I saw this thoughtform. So I posted it with my take on it. But I think I am being guided to know what was going on with my girlfriend by probably one of the Gods so I can help her out in this. I actually understand it now. I think both me and her can get out of any problems related to this.

 

[darkmonkey666]

OK, then.
As per this thread's subject, I faced and still am facing severe problems with vampiric draining from my father.
After a first deep session of chakra cleaning and severing links from him, also distancing him in daily life, I found I was still heavily under his influence. So I needed to sort out why.
First of all I need to thank Satan and my GD for their immense kindness and help, as they put me in a safe situation where I am loved and I can live safely for a while, while facing deep buried emotion that are really haavy to handle. It is a beautiful blessing, being protected and guided by our Gods!

Long story short.
I have been severely harmed in my childhood by my father, mostly psychologically. I did NOT have memories of this. The subconscious mind may delete traumatic events (I know this for a fact as I suffered a heavy car accident years ago: I have a memory gap - about half an hour - since moments before hitting a small truck to when I reached the hospital. I was awake and talking, but I do not remember anything. So I have PROOF of how the mind may delete some facts, while the subconscious stores them in a hidden location, consciously inaccessible).

Recently I experienced severe inferiority feelings, I felt like trash, sexuality dropped down, I had very disturbing thuoghts and a profound sadness came up to my mind without any apparent reason.
Looking back, this has been triggered by some stuff (a very old telephone I saw in a cafè and a restaurant, very odd coincidence, it was the same old phone as in my childhood house). Also some old songs came to my ears, and I smelled the same perfume my father used when I was very young. I understand this was a reply to my questions to my GD, and all of this triggered memories of childhood traumas I suffered - I won't go in detail here too much. They came up as flashes, foggy memories, that build up with days and become clearer.
This is one of the root causes why I have been enslaved by my father and I have been subdued to him, unconsciously.

I studied on books and online how this works. I found that, many people describes an "inner child" like a sort of internal child suffering inside the mind, because of past traumas. Many xians and even jews infest information and lead people to think they must become kids again and talk to this inner kid. So people eternally remain childish at the emotional level. I also found the jews exploit this event, to enslave the mind of people as mostly in childhood people received xian education.
Beware online information, forums, chats etc. as they are chock full of jews and mainly xians trying to lure weakened people to their sick program.
Also, I see childhood harm is MUCH MORE widespread than we think, I feel it's sort of standard rule for the lowest spiritual levels. Sad and terrifying.

When a very young mind is harmed severely, it "locks" at this age and never develops. This happens because the person is heavily guilted, devalued and insulted till his/her personality breaks and splits, and builds a new "ego" - sort of - to comply with the requests from adults, and hides the true feeling deep in the unconscious. So he/she has no way to develop the inner feelings towards adult behaviour.
People are as child inside, as this "child" is still functioning and responds to emotional events. He/she responds, in the way he/she has been educated, mostly with those commands: xian, obey, shame, trash, unusfeul, etc. This creates a subdued personality and is a root cause for many xian thoughts even in adult age.

So, basically, I have been instructed to recall those painful events, elaborate the repressed feelings (those emerged due to meditation and yoga, too) - let them come out (beware, it may be mind blowing or intense, you need to keep control on this). Then the "child" can be integrated into personality and eventually led to develop feelings according to the true world, as he/she was living locked in a subconscious "box" with few contacts with external events - due to high fear, shame, so on.

This is what I learned and wanted to express.
I am working on this and I am at step 1 out of 10 only, as I acknowledged the problem.
I will post other stuff as soon as I am able to.

To sum up what I discovered, basically is : jews and xianity use severe abuses on children (physical, psychological, emotional) to break their personality and create a childish sub-personality still enslaved to them. This is why child abuse, xian education, belittling of children, heavy mocking, beating, etc. is a standard behavior for xian priesthood and xian people.

Just wanted to warn, as people may have harmed in childhood as it happened to me, and now they do not recall the events.
I see that many people recall the events in old age. This is most likely due to to the will of the vampire (person who imparted the violence on kids), denying those events. While the vampire (often mother/father/relative) is older and his/her power vanishes, memories may come to the surface more easily.

This is what I both learned, and I stuggle with.
Hope this may help, now or in the future.

This is what I am talking about in that other post. Anyways I don't think someone in that state will be here on the forums to get out of this at least not the full state of false ego take over. The best bet is for someone that cares about them to help them out and destroy this false ego thoughtform.

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

It depends on what you are willing to put up with. Can you deal with this for many more years.

If not do what I said. No need for SS to suffer like this. Oh and if you do this be prepared for this to take longer than you would want. The death process right before the full one will start as an astral impression of events and their aura will start to fade away and disappear. Keep working till you reach that point. Then you can stop but you still will have to wait a few months. When full death process starts this energy they stole from you is dissipated from their body. They will not die if there is vital energy in the body and they are still connected no matter what. You just have to wait it out.

Near the end of this peace of mind.

But be prepared to be disgusted or maybe even scared when you see what the vampires soul is actually like and their energy and you know the mental process behind all this. This will all become known to you at the end.

You know what is weird I felt guided for some reason to listen to some music from that group I posted with the image. I saw that and then remembered I saw this thoughtform. So I posted it with my take on it. But I think I am being guided to know what was going on with my girlfriend by probably one of the Gods so I can help her out in this. I actually understand it now. I think both me and her can get out of any problems related to this.

Oh and for everyone's clarity who is following along with this I know some people read my stuff on this. The false ego with my girlfriend is NOT related to the psychic vampire I am dealing with. This was created by a fundy xtian and a Jew she used to be around a lot she was in a relationship with that Jew.

I really truely hope there is not more of this psychic vampire stuff going on with this other person. However I did a bunch of rtrs into that Jew and from astral impressions I don't think the fundy xtian is alive anymore. So I think we are good.

I won't find out for sure though until this vampire is gone totally. I hope for the best

 

[darkmonkey666]

This is what I am talking about in that other post. Anyways I don't think someone in that state will be here on the forums to get out of this at least not the full state of false ego take over. The best bet is for someone that cares about them to help them out and destroy this false ego thoughtform.

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

It depends on what you are willing to put up with. Can you deal with this for many more years.

If not do what I said. No need for SS to suffer like this. Oh and if you do this be prepared for this to take longer than you would want. The death process right before the full one will start as an astral impression of events and their aura will start to fade away and disappear. Keep working till you reach that point. Then you can stop but you still will have to wait a few months. When full death process starts this energy they stole from you is dissipated from their body. They will not die if there is vital energy in the body and they are still connected no matter what. You just have to wait it out.

Near the end of this peace of mind.

But be prepared to be disgusted or maybe even scared when you see what the vampires soul is actually like and their energy and you know the mental process behind all this. This will all become known to you at the end.

You know what is weird I felt guided for some reason to listen to some music from that group I posted with the image. I saw that and then remembered I saw this thoughtform. So I posted it with my take on it. But I think I am being guided to know what was going on with my girlfriend by probably one of the Gods so I can help her out in this. I actually understand it now. I think both me and her can get out of any problems related to this.

Oh and for everyone's clarity who is following along with this I know some people read my stuff on this. The false ego with my girlfriend is NOT related to the psychic vampire I am dealing with. This was created by a fundy xtian and a Jew she used to be around a lot she was in a relationship with that Jew.

I really truely hope there is not more of this psychic vampire stuff going on with this other person. However I did a bunch of rtrs into that Jew and from astral impressions I don't think the fundy xtian is alive anymore. So I think we are good.

I won't find out for sure though until this vampire is gone totally. I hope for the best

However as you can guess this issue was why I couldn't wake my girlfriend up about the psychic vampire and why she conformed and listened to him even at the detriment or possible end of our relationship. But I understand this stuff so no not leaving.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

Fully agree, this is what I am working on. He is keeping me blocked to reach the Astral, that I have been able to see only from time to time when he was weakened by Planetary transits.
I used VINASA to destroy an annoying thoughtform harassing me, that was created for the purpouse of keeping me weak. It worked perfectly, it was destroyed progressively in a 40 days working.

I will attempt with VINASA to destroy the vampire's essence. Will update, as soon I will have more insight.
Such a corrupted person, should not keep on harming anyone else.

 

[darkmonkey666]

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

Fully agree, this is what I am working on. He is keeping me blocked to reach the Astral, that I have been able to see only from time to time when he was weakened by Planetary transits.
I used VINASA to destroy an annoying thoughtform harassing me, that was created for the purpouse of keeping me weak. It worked perfectly, it was destroyed progressively in a 40 days working.

I will attempt with VINASA to destroy the vampire's essence. Will update, as soon I will have more insight.
Such a corrupted person, should not keep on harming anyone else.

Yes you got what I am thinking. You can't be the only one this vampire is harming same with my case. Anyone they interact with or you have connected with and/or have been close to in any way and the vampire put stuff on them cause of that has a potential of ending up messed up whether they are on our side or not.

This actually matters cause almost no one deserves this kind of hardship. Even someone not astrally open is going to have some issues. I saw that in my own life sometimes.

 

[darkmonkey666]

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

Fully agree, this is what I am working on. He is keeping me blocked to reach the Astral, that I have been able to see only from time to time when he was weakened by Planetary transits.
I used VINASA to destroy an annoying thoughtform harassing me, that was created for the purpouse of keeping me weak. It worked perfectly, it was destroyed progressively in a 40 days working.

I will attempt with VINASA to destroy the vampire's essence. Will update, as soon I will have more insight.
Such a corrupted person, should not keep on harming anyone else.

Yes you got what I am thinking. You can't be the only one this vampire is harming same with my case. Anyone they interact with or you have connected with and/or have been close to in any way and the vampire put stuff on them cause of that has a potential of ending up messed up whether they are on our side or not.

This actually matters cause almost no one deserves this kind of hardship. Even someone not astrally open is going to have some issues. I saw that in my own life sometimes.

Plus the vampire turned my past two partners before this into borg too I told you a little of this. Even the one they never met.

 

[darkmonkey666]

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

Fully agree, this is what I am working on. He is keeping me blocked to reach the Astral, that I have been able to see only from time to time when he was weakened by Planetary transits.
I used VINASA to destroy an annoying thoughtform harassing me, that was created for the purpouse of keeping me weak. It worked perfectly, it was destroyed progressively in a 40 days working.

I will attempt with VINASA to destroy the vampire's essence. Will update, as soon I will have more insight.
Such a corrupted person, should not keep on harming anyone else.

Btw I also wanted to add if you want to fight some of the control stuff more Mars in Aries will benefit you a lot the energy. I would suggest doing the spiritual square to give yourself the traits of being more assertive or you can add something about this. Jupiter is in Aries too this may help you but it doesn't feel as overtly aggressive as mars does to me doing the working but it might give you a spiritual warrior qualities. Try same affirmation if you want. See if any of this helps.

 

[darkmonkey666]

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

Fully agree, this is what I am working on. He is keeping me blocked to reach the Astral, that I have been able to see only from time to time when he was weakened by Planetary transits.
I used VINASA to destroy an annoying thoughtform harassing me, that was created for the purpouse of keeping me weak. It worked perfectly, it was destroyed progressively in a 40 days working.

I will attempt with VINASA to destroy the vampire's essence. Will update, as soon I will have more insight.
Such a corrupted person, should not keep on harming anyone else.

Btw I also wanted to add if you want to fight some of the control stuff more Mars in Aries will benefit you a lot the energy. I would suggest doing the spiritual square to give yourself the traits of being more assertive or you can add something about this. Jupiter is in Aries too this may help you but it doesn't feel as overtly aggressive as mars does to me doing the working but it might give you a spiritual warrior qualities. Try same affirmation if you want. See if any of this helps.

You can fight it by being strong and forceful against it that is what I was doing all along.

 

[darkmonkey666]

The Good of all this though is it woke me up way more quickly than I likely would have without experiencing some of this stuff and having religion shoved down my throat. Because it put a focus on belief systems and finding the truth in a disciplined way in me. I believe that is the good side of Saturn in Sagittarius. I came to think of this. I was one of the almost original members of this group only a couple years in. Even though I didn't make huge progress like some others cause of this. I think it wasn't to waste. I am more advanced now than I would have been had I not spent years meditation it's just now it is taking effect it wasn't doing much for me under the full influence of this vampire.

So this is the good even though I was kind of messed up as anyone remembers just saying random stuff in rants and sounding like a controlled robot. In fact that was most of my entire YouTube channel I am glad that was taken down and I don't have any of those videos anymore. I don't think anyone else does either.

I am healing from this. Hey check out the area near your solar chakra make sure there is no tear holes or damage there. I witnessed this not in me but someone else this vampire was connected too by tuning into their energy and soul. It was like a piece of their soul was missing or something between the sacral and solar somewhere. With me personally there isn't a lot of damage there but like a little hole I will work on healing as soon as vampire is gone for good.

 

[darkmonkey666]

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

Fully agree, this is what I am working on. He is keeping me blocked to reach the Astral, that I have been able to see only from time to time when he was weakened by Planetary transits.
I used VINASA to destroy an annoying thoughtform harassing me, that was created for the purpouse of keeping me weak. It worked perfectly, it was destroyed progressively in a 40 days working.

I will attempt with VINASA to destroy the vampire's essence. Will update, as soon I will have more insight.
Such a corrupted person, should not keep on harming anyone else.

See post above.

 

[Hunter666]

Speaking from personal experience, I recommend you to follow all skyscorpion's advices but not before having done an intense meditation and aura protection ritual.
Furthermore, try also to visualize a golden aura around you by repeating these words with passion and confidence: the vampire cannot attack my aura, life essence and energy. The vampire's will is weaker compared to mine. I am aware of my enemy and even if he is a family member, I cut all the spiritual ties so that my safety and my physical, mental and psychological goods are safeguarded.

Good work!

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

Btw I also wanted to add if you want to fight some of the control stuff more Mars in Aries will benefit you a lot the energy. I would suggest doing the spiritual square to give yourself the traits of being more assertive or you can add something about this. Jupiter is in Aries too this may help you but it doesn't feel as overtly aggressive as mars does to me doing the working but it might give you a spiritual warrior qualities. Try same affirmation if you want. See if any of this helps.

Thanks, I am working on Mars Squares and also Sun squares from time to time.
Your advices are always valuable and I appreciate.
I have proof the vampire weakens my Mars (2nd chakra) as years ago, when he had a Neptune transit on his Sun = weaker, I had a boost of Mars energies and I was confident and sexually stronger than I expected. I did understood this years later, with Astrology.

Speaking from personal experience, I recommend you to follow all skyscorpion's advices but not before having done an intense meditation and aura protection ritual.
Furthermore, try also to visualize a golden aura around you by repeating these words with passion and confidence: the vampire cannot attack my aura, life essence and energy. The vampire's will is weaker compared to mine. I am aware of my enemy and even if he is a family member, I cut all the spiritual ties so that my safety and my physical, mental and psychological goods are safeguarded.

Thanks. I work since years on my aura protection, it seems the vampire has some internal connection to the chakra so sort of "skips" the protection. Most likely this is my fault, as I am unconsciously open (see the "inside child" emotional ties I just discovered in my recent posts).
Anyway, "The vampire's will is weaker compared to mine. I am aware of my enemy and even if he is a family member, I cut all the spiritual ties so that my safety and my physical, mental and psychological goods are safeguarded" is very valuable input. I will work on it.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

Btw I also wanted to add if you want to fight some of the control stuff more Mars in Aries will benefit you a lot the energy. I would suggest doing the spiritual square to give yourself the traits of being more assertive or you can add something about this. Jupiter is in Aries too this may help you but it doesn't feel as overtly aggressive as mars does to me doing the working but it might give you a spiritual warrior qualities. Try same affirmation if you want. See if any of this helps.

Thanks, I am working on Mars Squares and also Sun squares from time to time.
Your advices are always valuable and I appreciate.
I have proof the vampire weakens my Mars (2nd chakra) as years ago, when he had a Neptune transit on his Sun = weaker, I had a boost of Mars energies and I was confident and sexually stronger than I expected. I did understood this years later, with Astrology.

Speaking from personal experience, I recommend you to follow all skyscorpion's advices but not before having done an intense meditation and aura protection ritual.
Furthermore, try also to visualize a golden aura around you by repeating these words with passion and confidence: the vampire cannot attack my aura, life essence and energy. The vampire's will is weaker compared to mine. I am aware of my enemy and even if he is a family member, I cut all the spiritual ties so that my safety and my physical, mental and psychological goods are safeguarded.

Thanks. I work since years on my aura protection, it seems the vampire has some internal connection to the chakra so sort of "skips" the protection. Most likely this is my fault, as I am unconsciously open (see the "inside child" emotional ties I just discovered in my recent posts).
Anyway, "The vampire's will is weaker compared to mine. I am aware of my enemy and even if he is a family member, I cut all the spiritual ties so that my safety and my physical, mental and psychological goods are safeguarded" is very valuable input. I will work on it.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Another thing I find interesting is that Narasistic Personality disorder shows up in both how the vampire acts and how the control thing tries to force us to act.

https://www.psycom.net/personality-disorders/narcissistic/

I wonder if this is the case in a lot of people where their souls or them intentionally (hard to tell the difference I know my vampire was at least aware he was doing something and openly admitting it to me more than once but was like what are you going to do about it I would not expect him to be aware of the spiritual though so not sure what he knew or didn't this is a lot of what lead to a more deep hatred I am like how do you dare do this to us) do this vampirism and control stuff.

The way the mind control thing forced us to be like was like reading a list from this disorder. I noticed.

 

[darkmonkey666]

The information I got: them wanting to break me up with my girlfriend is a control thing. I can actually hear their conversations a little through these links now on certain things that were translated into the thought control. "She is enabling his behavior he needs to know that actions have consequences"
I ask what actions. I haven't been involved in anything illegal or bad or done anything harmful to myself or others. I wasn't able to pick up in full on what they are thinking about. They put a jealous lover thing in this to make us hostile to each other or wanting to be opposite.

This hooks into Aquarius energies in our chart so talking things out is fruitless. The energy says to stand firm forever never change anything like the fixed nature of this sign but kind of hostile and chaotic.

Each control thing has some conversation or thought process behind it that is like an impression and tries to change thoughts of the person it's on.

I didn't get all of them. This is just the one I care about the most as I really want to preserve my relationship I am not spending time trying to read all these. However I feel writing this out may help someone else if they are dealing with any kind of astral control thing like this whether the person is a vampire or not.

 

[darkmonkey666]

To break down things I learned about this (I am good at reading and learning people's methods and abilities) vampire attachment level 1 normal astral links to the chakras and other parts of the energy system or body if you are having strange physical symptoms or unexplained illnesses this may be going on) some of these regular astral links come off of tendrils level 2 a net or barrier around the person containing the person's consciousness to lower perception and influence of outside things this may end up connecting you to the larger barrier or veil around earth as well. Level 3 tendrils/astral cords connected to Kundalini forcefully projecting the mind control stuff and receptive ones stealing energy from victim. Level 4 astral cords that act as bindings to the victim various places removing spiritual abilities and personality traits and taking away confidence self esteem and power.
Final level bigger tendrils that look like a snake or octopus tentacles that appear to be both draining and projecting. These can extend into the body in various places.

A lot of these things are connected together. Astral cords and whatever the bigger things are have links on them. A lot of this stuff goes up the base of the spine to the 6th chakra creating some kind of thing around the physical brain to control people. Links also go to each chakra controlling emotions confidence and all sorts of other things. There also appear to be some kind of astral cords going down to the feet as well and other parts of physical body.

This caused all sorts of strange symptoms in me and my girlfriend. Such as skin breaking out in rashes itchy skin or feeling of bugs crawling there. Hot flashes headaches diarrhea feeling not grounded or connected to the earth kind of floaty and anxiety and memory problems.

Also inability to connect to others in energy. Except random people it let through. I never figured out the logic behind this or why certain people were allowed through this. There wasn't anything I could see that was the same in each person it allowed connection too. So who knows here.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Other symptoms throwing up a lot when I was living with vampire for awhile about 4 years ago I would throw up very often I didn't know then it was related to that. I ended up in the hospital on breathing support once after passing out. Oh this can cause feelings of being light headed seeing stars then passing out that happened sometimes when I was younger.

I am just writing out more stuff I notice. Now that I seem to have some of my abilities back (this blocked most them including sensing energy very well) when I am around vampire I notice my skin burning like acid and pain in certain areas that can be sharp my eyes turn red and become itchy and watery and my face breaks out in a rash. This is why I have not been around them. When my girlfriend is though this happens a little with me too though and her.

We have learned to realize none of this is medical emergencies but it still is a little scary when happening.

 

[darkmonkey666]

These sickness things started more so in about 2010 for me I was not living with vampire at that time I will note. This did not happen much the physical symptoms when I was younger and living with them.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

I also perceive external efforts to break up my relationship with my gf.
We both have a vampire-control process since childhood and, in some way, we are beneficial to each other.
I will not completely subdue to her vampire's will, same she will not completely fall under my vampire's will (even if, this results in negative thoughts, weakening and bad feelings for both).
So we spiritually help each other. We manage to keep our vampires' influence below the total control limit, so we can still survive and live a life until detachment will be completed.
Possibly a big step towards freedom.
I also think, we'll be born in a better family in our next life thanks to this effort.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I also perceive external efforts to break up my relationship with my gf.
We both have a vampire-control process since childhood and, in some way, we are beneficial to each other.
I will not completely subdue to her vampire's will, same she will not completely fall under my vampire's will (even if, this results in negative thoughts, weakening and bad feelings for both).
So we spiritually help each other. We manage to keep our vampires' influence below the total control limit, so we can still survive and live a life until detachment will be completed.
Possibly a big step towards freedom.
I also think, we'll be born in a better family in our next life thanks to this effort.

When you weaken this stuff enough for it to start to be pulled off you may notice first single words behind some of the messages or small phrases. Then as it gets weaker you will notice conversations possibly behind these. It will become clear to you what the vampire wanted.

Anyways I also learned more about this. The person who is a vampire has a false ego the energy or whatever from it (who knows he may also have a control thing on him from someone else) has displaced his soul from his body somewhat so he no longer controls his body. So his person is projected outwards onto others. This mind control thing may do that to you somewhat as well (allow yourself to totally give into false ego and go into a sleep state though and your fucked till whenever the vampire dies or this loses power one of the two so don't do it keep this in mind and keep fighting)

Both you and your girlfriend are projecting onto each other. If you can both open up telepathic abilities that will make this whole thing much easier. You will be able to know each other's real thoughts on things and use that to circumvent this somewhat.

With my girlfriend the false ego totally took over so nothing could be done. She became imprisoned and lost control of her body only able to tell her true thoughts through projection. This is what I mean by keep fighting and make sure she does too. Her mind control stuff of me actually was really helpful in fighting this as she is a more powerful soul than the vampire. Any projections or control stuff from you or her will stop when this loses power. She no longer projects and I no longer do. So long communicating with each other on stuff that way though that stopped to and I don't know about any other method.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I also perceive external efforts to break up my relationship with my gf.
We both have a vampire-control process since childhood and, in some way, we are beneficial to each other.
I will not completely subdue to her vampire's will, same she will not completely fall under my vampire's will (even if, this results in negative thoughts, weakening and bad feelings for both).
So we spiritually help each other. We manage to keep our vampires' influence below the total control limit, so we can still survive and live a life until detachment will be completed.
Possibly a big step towards freedom.
I also think, we'll be born in a better family in our next life thanks to this effort.

The other thing I learned a false ego is like a software script it's robotic and repeating. No real change can be made to it. Not with talking and not even with workings. There is no reasoning with it. So anyone controlled by one your wasting your time reasoning with them as the person isn't there only there body is.