First off, I'm 13. I've never been a very spiritual person. Because
of this I am often unmotivated to meditate or open any chakras. I am,
also, often in disbelief of any religious practices, although I
usually find myself attracted to Satanism in "short bursts" (of belief
and disbelief). "Magick" just seems impossible to me at times.
I've been attracted to darkness from a young age (still not very
long ago, but since I was around 5. I know I am still young), and
Satanism seems to piece some aspects of my life together. But then
there are times when any religion seems like a waste. I think I want
to be a Satanist, but this rollercoaster of confusion (terrible
metaphor, I know) is awfully stressful to me.
Because of all this, I'd like to ask a few questions. If there is
any hard proof of Satanic magick is real, that would be fantastic.
First of all,
How does someone communicate with Satan simply by putting themselves
into a deep sleep state? Trances are possible, but would it not be a
dream?
Second,
Many people have many different quotes on Satan's opinions, often
one opinion being the opposite of the other. For example, some people
describe Satan as a hardass anti-semitic neo-nazi, who seems to only
accept "chosen ones" of sorts, and others describe him as a loving
father who accepts you regardless of who you are.
Please excuse any naivety, I would simply like these questions
answered without any criticism of my knowledge. These answers will
determine my path between Satan and atheism.
Thanks
of this I am often unmotivated to meditate or open any chakras. I am,
also, often in disbelief of any religious practices, although I
usually find myself attracted to Satanism in "short bursts" (of belief
and disbelief). "Magick" just seems impossible to me at times.
I've been attracted to darkness from a young age (still not very
long ago, but since I was around 5. I know I am still young), and
Satanism seems to piece some aspects of my life together. But then
there are times when any religion seems like a waste. I think I want
to be a Satanist, but this rollercoaster of confusion (terrible
metaphor, I know) is awfully stressful to me.
Because of all this, I'd like to ask a few questions. If there is
any hard proof of Satanic magick is real, that would be fantastic.
First of all,
How does someone communicate with Satan simply by putting themselves
into a deep sleep state? Trances are possible, but would it not be a
dream?
Second,
Many people have many different quotes on Satan's opinions, often
one opinion being the opposite of the other. For example, some people
describe Satan as a hardass anti-semitic neo-nazi, who seems to only
accept "chosen ones" of sorts, and others describe him as a loving
father who accepts you regardless of who you are.
Please excuse any naivety, I would simply like these questions
answered without any criticism of my knowledge. These answers will
determine my path between Satan and atheism.
Thanks