To be "tutored"

[drfaustfaustus]

I did the dedication ritual a couple years back, and went a few months straight performing the Spiritual Training (I think that's what it's called) on JoS. Suddenly, though, after that, I just kinda stopped, and didn't really give much thought to it. Recently, I've been thinking about it, and I feel like a shit-stain quality Satanist for having dedicated but not meditating, doing rituals, or even putting any effort into it. The truth is, I'm just incredibly unmotivated, and it's frankly kind of depressing. I was wondering if there were some way to ask Father to send a Demon to sort of "tutor" me, guide me, and help motivate me. On the other hand, it could be that I'm just plain not qualified. Any advice would be helpful, so thanks in advance, and my apologies for the word wall. ~

 

[egon_88_666]

The tutor is the Joy of Satan website along with the Gods. If you stop to practice meditation and yoga, you get depressed and unmotivated, this is a vicious circle. This sermons by HP Vovim Baghie will help you:

http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... on-magick/

http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... connected/

http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... her-satan/

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "drfaustfaustus" <drfaustfaustus@... wrote:

I did the dedication ritual a couple years back, and went a few months straight performing the Spiritual Training (I think that's what it's called) on JoS. Suddenly, though, after that, I just kinda stopped, and didn't really give much thought to it. Recently, I've been thinking about it, and I feel like a shit-stain quality Satanist for having dedicated but not meditating, doing rituals, or even putting any effort into it. The truth is, I'm just incredibly unmotivated, and it's frankly kind of depressing. I was wondering if there were some way to ask Father to send a Demon to sort of "tutor" me, guide me, and help motivate me. On the other hand, it could be that I'm just plain not qualified. Any advice would be helpful, so thanks in advance, and my apologies for the word wall. ~

 

[newdawnhellspawn]

I did this as well my friend. Everyone has a different process of enlightenment. And the way I see it is a balance. My life was in rubble when I dedicated. I was searching for answers and the gods helped me find myself. I couldn't feel them at the time but I wasn't able to fully dedicate myself until I understood myself better. I even saw a psychologist for a year, and she helped me find my true self. My point is everyone has a different path to enlightenment. Don't feel bad brother, I was there myself. "Knowing my faults I can now rebuild"
Hail Satan!
Hail the Gods of He'll!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "drfaustfaustus" <drfaustfaustus@... wrote:

I did the dedication ritual a couple years back, and went a few months straight performing the Spiritual Training (I think that's what it's called) on JoS. Suddenly, though, after that, I just kinda stopped, and didn't really give much thought to it. Recently, I've been thinking about it, and I feel like a shit-stain quality Satanist for having dedicated but not meditating, doing rituals, or even putting any effort into it. The truth is, I'm just incredibly unmotivated, and it's frankly kind of depressing. I was wondering if there were some way to ask Father to send a Demon to sort of "tutor" me, guide me, and help motivate me. On the other hand, it could be that I'm just plain not qualified. Any advice would be helpful, so thanks in advance, and my apologies for the word wall. ~

 

[hells666steward]

You are qualified if you put in the effort. Very simple.

Just meditate every day - even 15 minutes helps.

HAIL SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "drfaustfaustus" <drfaustfaustus@... wrote:

I did the dedication ritual a couple years back, and went a few months straight performing the Spiritual Training (I think that's what it's called) on JoS. Suddenly, though, after that, I just kinda stopped, and didn't really give much thought to it. Recently, I've been thinking about it, and I feel like a shit-stain quality Satanist for having dedicated but not meditating, doing rituals, or even putting any effort into it. The truth is, I'm just incredibly unmotivated, and it's frankly kind of depressing. I was wondering if there were some way to ask Father to send a Demon to sort of "tutor" me, guide me, and help motivate me. On the other hand, it could be that I'm just plain not qualified. Any advice would be helpful, so thanks in advance, and my apologies for the word wall. ~