artifergolem1
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- Jan 23, 2005
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I remember when I first found the Joy of Satan website. I was a senior in high school and I was skeptical. I wasn't a christian (I gave it up years ago) and I wasn't an atheist. I was searching and had done energy work since I was... 13? 14? I can't remember. It was seventh grade. It was never very effective and I was extremely unhappy in life (and angry...). I couldn't connect with anyone and I was socially the one person that people made a point to give a hard time.
So I figured, I'd ignore the satanic aspect and try out the meditations -- I knew enough that they had to be legit. They worked. I went off to college and I spent two years on and off power meditating. I didn't have any negative experiences with it, so I delved further. I went to college. I was happier and calmer. I made friends easily. I did things on my own and power meditated. I kept coming back. Finally, I figured this was the real thing and I dove in, took a leap of faith that these gods were real. And they are. I turned 20 and did my dedication. Nothing special, but the benefits were starting accumulate with steady application of meditation and application of knowledge. A year later, I'm 21, and I can read palms and scry with runes (it's a side effect empowering the soul). Sometimes I feel like I can feel the gods -- moments of loving and bliss, like they're reaching out to reassure me, yes: Petra, we exist.
So, my point is: progress is definite, but it takes time. The meditations work. They have to be applied consistently and the effects are well worth the effort.
So I'll keep on trucking and I'll do my part to help the Gods.
So I figured, I'd ignore the satanic aspect and try out the meditations -- I knew enough that they had to be legit. They worked. I went off to college and I spent two years on and off power meditating. I didn't have any negative experiences with it, so I delved further. I went to college. I was happier and calmer. I made friends easily. I did things on my own and power meditated. I kept coming back. Finally, I figured this was the real thing and I dove in, took a leap of faith that these gods were real. And they are. I turned 20 and did my dedication. Nothing special, but the benefits were starting accumulate with steady application of meditation and application of knowledge. A year later, I'm 21, and I can read palms and scry with runes (it's a side effect empowering the soul). Sometimes I feel like I can feel the gods -- moments of loving and bliss, like they're reaching out to reassure me, yes: Petra, we exist.
So, my point is: progress is definite, but it takes time. The meditations work. They have to be applied consistently and the effects are well worth the effort.
So I'll keep on trucking and I'll do my part to help the Gods.