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One year of Dedicated (My experience for new members)

Silver Serpent

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Hi brothers and sisters! Its been 1 year since my dedication, and I wanted to share my experience for all the new members. This is about misguided potential to divine rebirth, what can be realistically achieved, and the trials you will go through as a serious Zevist.

All I can share about myself is that I'm a brother and English is my native tongue but not my ethnic background. I am an up and coming muscian in my early 20's in the rock genre. I sing and play guitar 🎸

The path of Gods was known to me from a very young age. My mother dabbled in JoS but was fearful of it because of Christian programing. Unfortunately, she trusted corrupt enemy disinformation and still does today. Despite her obstacles, even she knew the Gods were undeniable, real, and limitless. She did her best to expose me to ancient civilizations and occult knowledge. This manifested as trips to the museum, multiple history books, and random meditation sessions that struggled to translate at times. Nonetheless, it planted a seed in my mind that slowly grew subconsciously. Knowing the existence of the Gods also ostracized me from other children. It was difficult to relate and still is today at times. I'm grateful for Temple of Zeus and the community they've grown over the years for us.

I started to lose my connection with Gods as a teen/young adult. Home life was chaotic, limiting, and the influences from family expectations were always in my mind. The life I was being offered was not the life I wanted and felt confining. Escapism was my comfort. Floating away into the mind and cannabis abuse. I hated the people that surrounded me and I felt like wasted potential. Sometimes the people who "help" you the most are actually holding you back. Learn the difference between true support and hand holding. Never let anyone make a decision for you. You are the conductor of the orchestra called life.

I've always had conversations with myself about my own life. Conversations about how miserable I was. Waking up late, feeling like shit and barely pulling my ass out of bed at 12:00 to walk my dog. What a damn LOSER! Luckily I was smart enough to at least learn a trade to feed myself and live okay. It wasn't the life I wanted. I knew I was destined for more.

I had been thinking about the Gods. I missed the color in my life. I missed the adventure. Back when everything made sense. I had to find myself. I knew deep inside that this was the only way, so I decided to take a leap of faith.

I became obsessed with JoS. It was everything I was looking for. All the answers to almost every question I could ever have! Not only was it the exact niche that I loved, but its LEGIT! Its the real deal! I spent weeks and months just going through all the different links and articles. I started HPHC's 40 day meditation and learned very quickly. I never exceeded because of my fear of doing too much. I knew this was a process that was personal and euphoric. At the same time, I progressed at a rapid and sustained pace. The cherry was popped and there was no going back!

The Gods can give you anything you want. They are the creators. The first God I was exposed to was Enki. In ancient sumerian, Enki translates to Lord of the Earth. When speaking with Zeus or Satan, thats who you are connecting with. The Lord of Earth and so much more. But, you can't just get what you want without learning anything. You have to learn how to purify, empower, and balance yourself. You have to become Godlike. You have to earn your rewards by becoming a better human. An enlightened one.

Your old self is no more. I left everything that held me back. Going one by one of all the people, places, things, and ideas that stopped me from becoming who I wanted to be. What the Gods know that I am. This isn't just believing in a higher power like the lost Gentiles that believe in the parasites they call YHWH, Jesus, Muhammad, and Buddha. This is believing in your own higher power! The power connected directly to the Gods. You'll start to become smarter, wiser, calmer, and aligned to what is unseen. This isn't about cool wizard powers. You can't get there without fixing yourself first.

So, how is this actually done? It sounds amazing and life changing. As our amazing clergy tries so hard to push, its meditation. What is meditation? Meditation is the portal to higher understanding, higher communication, and higher intelligence. Its how we travel to the astral Sun. The darkness of light. The truth within the paradox. Understanding starts with the 40 day meditation until you create your own personal routine as you advance. Once your start consistently meditating and pushing yourself forward, a new lifestyle starts to align for you.

Meditation starts the Hero's Journey. This is the start of your own personal "Trials of Hercules" or the Fool's Journey through the Major Arcana. You will experience loss, victory, confusion, clarity and climax through the realization of the power and balance. Don't expect to know everything along the way. Trust yourself, the Gods, and the path you chose to walk on.

A true Zevist doesn't blame the Gods for their short coming. Recreation is the name of the game. How can I reinvent and invest in myself to truly believe in my vision and abilities? If you don't trust yourself, why would the Gods? The Gods aren't here to save you. But, they are here to help you save yourself. Expect to look in the mirror a lot when going down this path. No longer will the dead and misguided direct the Chariot. You will awaken and take the reins for yourself. It was always yours to begin with.

Hail Zeus! ⚡
Hail Ma'at! ⚖️
Hail Anubis! 💀
Hail Bifrons! 🎭
Hail the Gods!⚕️
 
Beautiful testimony, brother
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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