So, when i finally feel like they left and i relax they attack, this time in larger numbers and this time, it got physical. I was having trouble going to sleep last night (probably because i went to bed on an empty stomach) and suddenly, i felt the cold breath that i thought had finally gone away, but there was much more i felt so cold last night and the colder i got the darker the room. eventually i just put my blanket all the way to my neck and i looked at the ceiling and i saw a shadow like figure just rise up.. it was staring directly at me. when i first saw it i said to my self that i am strong with father and i stared right back at it for atleast 2 minutes until my eyes got dried up. eventually there was random flashes of light that completly covered the room, there were thunder storms that night but none that were close enough to make a flash like that. then, i started to see shadows flying around the room at extreme speeds, again i said over and over i am strong with satan and i will not give in to you, thats when i felt it, a strange pain in my throut that shortend my breath, it didnt feel like i was being strangled, i felt it inside my throat and it hurt bad. im ashamed to say it but i began to get scared and i stopped looking at the shadow on the ceiling and looked to the side and everytime i blinked i saw big evil orange-red eyes and when that stopped i could see these weird shadows peeking around the corners and eventually i began to see a head, a dead persons head, extremely pale skin, ripped up and pitch black long hair with a evil face that looked as if it were screaming in anger. At this moment i started asking help from the gods, my mind was so corrupted that i couldent even remember Azazels name when i was pleading for help, i said to them "please, all true gods of hell, i know i have not been following up with rituals and meditations but i need help, please take them away, just get rid of them, please!!" but it continued, eventually i felt full of rage and started screaming and cursing at them telling them "get the f*** out of my f*** head you peices of s*** go f*** yourselves you a**holes your pathetic, your cruel, your vile, your evil you son of a b**** you get the f*** out of my f***ing life! go away damnit. after i said that it all stopped, no more flashes of white (until the thunderstorm actually got here) the big shadow on the ceiling that i stared at even disapate.
I want to thank Father Satan, Azazel, Astaroth and Beelzebub. I belive they are the ones that got rid of them last night, even now i cant stop thinking of the horrific things i saw
I want to thank Father Satan, Azazel, Astaroth and Beelzebub. I belive they are the ones that got rid of them last night, even now i cant stop thinking of the horrific things i saw