The Message I Got

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Hello everyone, Chris again. I'm here to ask a question as I am confused whether or not to go with what my head is telling me to do. If you read my previous messages, then you would probably know about how every time I do my base chakra meditation; it gets interrupted by something. It happened again, but I tried something different. Three days of doing it and the final day, I have no privacy for the whole day. But, something told me to just use my head temple. I pictured myself opening the door, taking a seat; and I meditated. I was unsure so I pictured father's symbol and asked him, "How would I know if this works?" and I immediately got a response. "You'll know." is the two words I got in my head. My hands started to heat up, it was working. I felt a surge of power at the end, it was amazing.
Though, that's not why I made this post. The real reason why I made the post is because the messages I got at the end. I heard the words. "Come meet me, alone, Merith" I searched up Merith, instead I have gotten the Demon, Berith. I had no idea about the Demon at all, I was one letter off. So, what do you think? Could it be just a figment of imagination, implanted words; or the real deal?
Anyway, I have been off weed and doing affirmations to keep it that way. Everyone looks at me weird, but I have to say it's well worth it. They all ask, I just don't tell them. Anytime they offer me, I say no. I have never felt this great for all my years as a teen. I have to thank you all for helping me get off my addiction. 
Thank you,Hail Satan.

 

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Update: So I have been clean for another few days, it's been hard smelling the scent of weed. I feel like a fiend. . . But if I were then I already would've done it, right? I am afraid that I might succumb and surrender to it. The strength from being clean will keep me sturdy for now. I plan on following a program a fellow member has given me (Jeremy M) very good person. I think I finished the 40 day program. I could really use some advice, I just need to know if it's -really- time for me to call for a Demon. I have tried asking father to guide me, but no dice. My gut tells me to summon, but I doubt that I'm ready. Trying to summon a Demon wouldn't hurt, I suppose. If it comes down to it, I will have to. It's either I try first, or I lose.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Good work on staying off the weed. You're doing a great job.
If your gut tells you to summon a Demon, listen to your gut/intuition. Sometimes the Gods of Hell let us know something, to do something, go somewhere, etc. through very strong intuition/gut feelings.
Hail Satan!

On Saturday, August 11, 2018, 10:53:44 a.m. EDT, mcychris2002@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  Update: So I have been clean for another few days, it's been hard smelling the scent of weed. I feel like a fiend. . . But if I were then I already would've done it, right? I am afraid that I might succumb and surrender to it. The strength from being clean will keep me sturdy for now. I plan on following a program a fellow member has given me (Jeremy M) very good person. I think I finished the 40 day program. I could really use some advice, I just need to know if it's -really- time for me to call for a Demon. I have tried asking father to guide me, but no dice. My gut tells me to summon, but I doubt that I'm ready. Trying to summon a Demon wouldn't hurt, I suppose. If it comes down to it, I will have to. It's either I try first, or I lose.

 

[ed8874]

It will get better, I myself had a weed problem just before becoming an ss, fortunately when I discover spiritual Satanism I was already basically quitting because i was on holiday in a place where I couldnt find any weed(that was pretty fucking hard on me lol) but eventually it will go away, give it 2-3 months, find ways to be positively entertained like maybe hiking or working out ecc cut out off your life people who smoke weed, useless retards. Now the smell of weed makes me disgusted like nothing else, I remember I had next to me in the bus a potard girl, fat, rastas, piercings and shit, She smelled like weed, fucking disgusting, I wanted her to die like nothing else lol

 

[L W]

You can do this. Stay strong and forgive yourself. It is ok to be scared,  just don't let tat fear rule you, use it as motivation. I know you can because I did. Stopping marijuana was one of the hardest things I've done, it became an emotional crutch for me, allowing me to suppress my feelings of utter sorrow and hopelessness in an unhealthy way. Find the reason you crave it so intensely bad correct it diligently. Satan walks with you brother, as do we all.

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On Sat, Aug 11, 2018 at 9:53 AM, mcychris2002@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   Update: So I have been clean for another few days, it's been hard smelling the scent of weed. I feel like a fiend. .. . But if I were then I already would've done it, right? I am afraid that I might succumb and surrender to it. The strength from being clean will keep me sturdy for now. I plan on following a program a fellow member has given me (Jeremy M) very good person. I think I finished the 40 day program. I could really use some advice, I just need to know if it's -really- time for me to call for a Demon. I have tried asking father to guide me, but no dice. My gut tells me to summon, but I doubt that I'm ready. Trying to summon a Demon wouldn't hurt, I suppose. If it comes down to it, I will have to. It's either I try first, or I lose.