Taekwondo

[high_on_coffee]

I am not sure if I would like to go to taekwondo. I mean my previous
excuses not to go were homework and finals and test, feeling sick.
Its winter break I have no excuses! I am not sure if I like it any
more I am sick of having constant expectations. Im not sure If I want
to follow the tenants:
Courtesy
integrity
perseverance
self control
Indomitable spirit

I also am sick of the Spauldings. Ex Bff's family, I now feel a
strong hate towards them and I feel guilty for being stuck with them,
I got them to join when me and christina wer BFF's. I cant stand it
because boyfriend wants me to give them another chance because "their
good people" BS. Acording to BF Christina wants to be friends again
due to a sermon heard in church. I think "God" is a stupid reason to
be friends.

I am also sick of the expectations that everyone expects me to be
allways happy. Master David thinks Im allways happy.

I am starting to suck at it due to my lack of enthusiasm.

Do you think Beelzebub could help me considering he is king of the
Oriental and martial arts, and he gets revenge on people who hurt
satanists?

 

[Seth1]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "high_on_coffee"
<high_on_coffee@... wrote:

I am not sure if I would like to go to taekwondo. I mean my previous
excuses not to go were homework and finals and test, feeling sick.
Its winter break I have no excuses! I am not sure if I like it any
more I am sick of having constant expectations. Im not sure If I want
to follow the tenants:
Courtesy
integrity
perseverance
self control
Indomitable spirit

***Taekwando is good for disciplining urself. Like training in the
army, just in a different form. Don't do it if u don't want to. If u
force urself, ur just gonna end up hating it and placing stress on urself.

I also am sick of the Spauldings. Ex Bff's family, I now feel a
strong hate towards them and I feel guilty for being stuck with them,
I got them to join when me and christina wer BFF's. I cant stand it
because boyfriend wants me to give them another chance because "their
good people" BS. Acording to BF Christina wants to be friends again
due to a sermon heard in church. I think "God" is a stupid reason to
be friends.

I am also sick of the expectations that everyone expects me to be
allways happy. Master David thinks Im allways happy.

I am starting to suck at it due to my lack of enthusiasm.

**"God"? Are these ppl real? Like i said, don't do something that u
don't want to- Or else ur gonna end up with deep regrets. Do what
makes YOU happy. Fuck everyone else.

Spiritual Satanism is about liberating yourself.

Do you think Beelzebub could help me considering he is king of the
Oriental and martial arts, and he gets revenge on people who hurt
satanists?

***Respectfully ask and u'll get help where it's needed.

 

[chandan.isidore]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Seth" <jri9vero@... wrote:

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "high_on_coffee"
<high_on_coffee@ wrote:

I am not sure if I would like to go to taekwondo. I mean my

previous

excuses not to go were homework and finals and test, feeling

sick.

Its winter break I have no excuses! I am not sure if I like it

any

more I am sick of having constant expectations. Im not sure If I

want

to follow the tenants:
Courtesy
integrity
perseverance
self control
Indomitable spirit

***Taekwando is good for disciplining urself. Like training in the
army, just in a different form. Don't do it if u don't want to. If

u

force urself, ur just gonna end up hating it and placing stress on

urself.

I also am sick of the Spauldings. Ex Bff's family, I now feel a
strong hate towards them and I feel guilty for being stuck with

them,

I got them to join when me and christina wer BFF's. I cant stand

it

because boyfriend wants me to give them another chance

because "their

good people" BS. Acording to BF Christina wants to be friends

again

due to a sermon heard in church. I think "God" is a stupid

reason to

be friends.

I am also sick of the expectations that everyone expects me to

be

allways happy. Master David thinks Im allways happy.

I am starting to suck at it due to my lack of enthusiasm.

**"God"? Are these ppl real? Like i said, don't do something that u
don't want to- Or else ur gonna end up with deep regrets. Do what
makes YOU happy. Fuck everyone else.

Spiritual Satanism is about liberating yourself.


Do you think Beelzebub could help me considering he is king of

the

Oriental and martial arts, and he gets revenge on people who

hurt

satanists?

***Respectfully ask and u'll get help where it's needed.

hey i think you should go to taekwondo...........becoz you must be
physically strong also and became a full fledged warrior

 

[warrinstar]

Hey I am a fellow TKD student. I earned my black belt about two years
ago and I haven't gone back since. I can completely relate to not
wanting to attend class. During my last two years, I was the same
way, you can get burned out! (Especially if your instructor is
pressuring you to do tournaments you're not prepared for. Even though
I know you didn't say that was your problem.) I think entering high
school has a lot to do with it, I got stressed out with my homework
loads. Also, I know from experience that Taekwondo can get to be more
than a sport. If you are really dedicated in your training it can
become almost like a religion telling you how to act crushing your
individuality. My advice is if you are not yet a first degree black
belt or if you are really close to earning your second, third, ect.
stick it out till you have it, then drop for the rest of high school
or at least for a couple of years. It will give you a much needed
break, an excuse to avoid the people you don't want to see (I can
also relate to that.), and people won't say you were a quitter. Also,
if you decide you miss it, you can always rejoin.

 

[high_on_coffee]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "warrinstar" <warrinstar@...
wrote:

Hey I am a fellow TKD student. I earned my black belt about two

years

ago and I haven't gone back since. I can completely relate to not
wanting to attend class. During my last two years, I was the same
way, you can get burned out! (Especially if your instructor is
pressuring you to do tournaments you're not prepared for. Even

though

I know you didn't say that was your problem.) I think entering high
school has a lot to do with it, I got stressed out with my homework
loads. Also, I know from experience that Taekwondo can get to be

more

than a sport. If you are really dedicated in your training it can
become almost like a religion telling you how to act crushing your
individuality. My advice is if you are not yet a first degree black
belt or if you are really close to earning your second, third, ect.
stick it out till you have it, then drop for the rest of high school
or at least for a couple of years. It will give you a much needed
break, an excuse to avoid the people you don't want to see (I can
also relate to that.), and people won't say you were a quitter.

Also,

if you decide you miss it, you can always rejoin.

Thanks but If I quit Master David will be disapointed like when Nick
a 2nd degree quit. He says Im one of his most dedicated students
being a 2nd degree,so thats problem #1. Also My stamina hasnt been
very high and I hate the new sparing computer sistem I usualy dont
even feel like trying.
As for the Spauldings my Bf thinks they deserve a second chance
because they are suposively good people, but I think they dont.
Usualy I think second chances are ridiculous, especially for them,
meaning the only ones from their family I like is the 2 youngest
sons, who actualy stay out of my buissnes, which is sad cause their
parents and hypocrite sister cant. I dont like hypocrites .
I cant quit yet, maybe if I am clever enough I can get the spauldings
to quit. I probably wont quit until I graduate. I wont get my 3rd dan
until a year and a half. Colledge is a good reason to leave. As for
the tournaments they killed my grades I now had most B's, If I had
stayed I wouldnt have missed all those asignments. So there is my
excuse for tournaments. Yay. I also never want to sparr again, I hate
the chest protectors.

 

[cwaggle40]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "high_on_coffee"
<high_on_coffee@... wrote:

I am not sure if I would like to go to taekwondo. I mean my previous
excuses not to go were homework and finals and test, feeling sick.
Its winter break I have no excuses! I am not sure if I like it any
more I am sick of having constant expectations. Im not sure If I want
to follow the tenants:
Courtesy
integrity
perseverance
self control
Indomitable spirit

I also am sick of the Spauldings. Ex Bff's family, I now feel a
strong hate towards them and I feel guilty for being stuck with them,
I got them to join when me and christina wer BFF's. I cant stand it
because boyfriend wants me to give them another chance because "their
good people" BS. Acording to BF Christina wants to be friends again
due to a sermon heard in church. I think "God" is a stupid reason to
be friends.

I am also sick of the expectations that everyone expects me to be
allways happy. Master David thinks Im allways happy.

I am starting to suck at it due to my lack of enthusiasm.

Do you think Beelzebub could help me considering he is king of the
Oriental and martial arts, and he gets revenge on people who hurt
satanists?

What messed up diminutive of tkd are you avoiding taking the actual
tenents are:
honor
courtesy
integrity
perseverance
self control
courage
community

and some of the stuff i learn in tkd helps me release the anger i feel
at the hypocritical xians and if needed defend myself however street
fighting isnt fair so be prepared